aren't we in love

Chapter 27 No Hope, No Disappointment
Lu Yingqin raised his eyebrows casually, with a faint smile on the corner of his lips, he watched with satisfaction that Cheng Duanwu's expression gradually showed unbelievable panic.He didn't know how he could say such a thing suddenly.In fact, there was a subtle sense of satisfaction after he finished speaking.He likes to see Cheng Duanwu speechless, with his eyes wide open, like a little girl who doesn't know much about the world.

He continued to speak maliciously, "Cheng Duanwu, you have to know that if I fall in love with you, I will never let you leave me. Even if you die, you can only die in front of my eyes. You are much more scary." He raised his eyes indifferently, his face was calm and unwavering, making it completely unpredictable.

At the end, he smiled lightly and uttered a few words lightly, one word at a time, slowly and clearly: "Cheng Duanwu, are you afraid?"

His eyes flickered slightly, and he didn't know why he asked Cheng Duanwu these hypothetical questions, and he didn't know why, he was suddenly looking forward to the answer.In fact, he knew very well that Cheng Duanwu's answer would only make him angry at this moment, but he just wanted to hear what she had to say.

It seems that I haven't had this feeling for a long, long time.This feeling of longing for a woman.He doesn't like being controlled by this feeling, but he can't help it.

He glanced casually, and Cheng Duanwu's clear and fair face seemed to have magical powers, which made him a little uncontrollable.

Cheng Duanwu frowned slightly, and she stared at Lu Yingqin in surprise, as if she had never known him before.

He asked her: Cheng Duanwu, are you afraid?

She didn't know how to answer.For no reason, she suddenly remembered many, many past events.Think back calmly now.Wasn't Cheng Duanwu's love for him so overbearing in the past?
Because she loves him, he can only be hers, whether he wants it or not.

At that time, she never thought, would he want the love she gave?Is he afraid of the doubts he has to bear because of her?
Thinking about it this way, Cheng Duanwu suddenly felt that maybe everything in this world is karma.

No matter how the trajectories of time and space change, the line between them that is constantly being cut and remains chaotic has always existed.

She closed her eyes gently, and said a little tiredly: "Lu Yingqin, that's enough." He could mock her and torture her, but he must not do it in the name of "love".

She felt disgusted, and now Cheng Duanwu no longer believed in this word, "Are we afraid of talking about love or not between us? Isn't this kind of topic disgusting?"

Cheng Duanwu's voice was still cold, but she clenched her hands tightly. She kept holding back her emotions, not wanting to lose the slightest bit of timidity.There was no other choice between her and Lu Yingqin except for a dead end that went further and further away.

Lu Yingqin was silent, his eyes suddenly became deep, he raised his eyes and stared at Cheng Duanwu, his mood was very delicate at this moment, for some reason, he felt like a thousand arrows were fired, one after another pierced him His heart made him feel that his breathing was not smooth.

He didn't speak for a long time, and he felt suffocated in his chest, and he didn't know how to vent it.He pretended to be calm and smiled and said, "Cheng Duanwu, do you know that the more you resist, the more amusing I will find it?"

Cheng Duanwu responded with a sneer, "That's not true, the more interesting you are, the more I want to resist."

The night wind brushed Cheng Duanwu's messy hair, her ears were flushed by the cold wind, but her face was pale.Lu Yingqin felt that Cheng Duanwu was like a weak cub at this moment, but he was still desperately resisting her.

Lu Ying stood in front of her, staring at her intently, she straightened her back and did not back down.

Lu Yingqin felt short of breath for a moment, and raised his hand to pinch Cheng Duanwu's thin jaw without any effort.Forced her to look up, "Cheng Duanwu, who said you are not to my liking? It seems that I was not able to recognize people seven years ago. How could I be willing to let you be such an interesting woman? Now that you are mentally prepared, we You can try it, whoever knocks wins."

After that day, Lu Yingqin didn't make things difficult for Cheng Duanwu.He is very busy, and he often only comes here once a few days, and he only comes to have dinner with her. Two adults and one child sit on both sides of the long dining table. The other end was solemn and cold, but neither side provoked anyone, so they lived in peace.

Maybe she really wanted to be wide-body fat. Since she came back to Cheng Duanwu in winter, Cheng Duanwu's smile has increased a lot, and she has become a little plump. The multiple blows before really broke her down. If it wasn't for her This child, she may continue to be depressed.

After the meal, Cheng Duanwu helped the child take a bath and put the child to sleep, only to find that the scrunchie that tied his hair was left in the hall.I had to go downstairs to pick up my slippers.

The light in the living room was always on, Lu Yingqin was in a good mood, and sat leisurely in the living room watching TV.Seeing her going downstairs, she didn't look up, but said casually: "Come here."

Cheng Duanwu paused, took the hairband first, and then walked to Lu Yingqin's side.She is tall and thin, and at night, she wears a plain floral skirt, which is clean and a little seductive.Lu Yingqin lazily raised his eyes and looked at her from bottom to top, before saying after a long while: "Tomorrow, I have an appointment with the brat's teacher for dinner. The child got into trouble at school, and I've had enough reflection after picking it up, and it's time to send it back."

The child himself has explained almost everything about winter.Cheng Duanwu knew that the child had to go to school when he was old, but he just let such a young child go to boarding school, and a mother was always reluctant to give up.Cheng Duanwu hesitated for a long time before asking: "Can't I go to school near here? The child is so young and sent to the boarding house, he can't do anything."

Lu Yingqin stared at the TV all the time, "There is nothing wrong with spoiling a child. Aren't you the best example?"

"You..." Cheng Duanwu's face changed, but he couldn't find anything to refute. He said "whatever you want" and went back to the room, leaving Lu Yingqin sitting in the living room alone.

Lu Yingqin's fingers holding the remote control were a little numb, and there was still the fragrance of body wash on Cheng Duanwu in the air.In half a month, she seemed to have been reborn, with a gentle smile hanging on her face from time to time, making her look more radiant.Although he still looked lifeless towards him, he was not in a hurry at all.

In fact, he himself still hasn't figured out why he imprisoned Cheng Duanwu by his side and treated her like a prison, but subconsciously he knew that he couldn't let her go like this.He is not a biological holy father. Although he is not fanatical about men and women, it does not mean that he has no needs.It's not that he didn't respond to Cheng Duanwu coming and going around him so alive every day, but he just didn't want to do it in the slightest.As usual, according to his consistent philosophy, he should be able to feel at ease after spending money, but he can't bear to pass his own test.

The misty fragrance in the air made him a little distracted, and it took him a long time to calm down, take a deep breath, and he regained his consciousness to the boring TV show.

Cheng Duanwu got up early the next day.She herself doesn't know what her current state is called.

She sold herself to Lu Yingqin, to a man with a fiancee.This man raised her like a lover in a villa in the suburbs, and gave her no worries about food and clothing.She has a six-year-old son with this man, and she herself can't sort out the messy relationship.

An hour before noon, a driver came to pick them up.Winter doesn't seem to want to go to school. The child is a child after all, and he is a bit unfamiliar with school without preschool education. In addition, his homework in winter is not very good, which makes him even more reluctant to go to school.

Dong Dong's teacher is a slick and wonderful person. Yu Jiajia was the one who sent Dong Dong to school before, but she was not too surprised when Cheng Duan Wu was changed this time.

The titles are also used very well, calling each of them "Miss Cheng" without seeming abrupt.

As Lu Yingqin was the host, the place to eat was naturally one of the best, and it was extremely hidden. All the dignitaries in the city came to eat.Teacher Dong was used to the scene, so he didn't feel uncomfortable.It's just that Dong Dong and Cheng Duanwu were probably too poor, and they both seemed a little cramped.

In winter, after sitting for a while, I can't sit still, and I have to go out and walk around.Lu Yingqin was not angry at all, he swept his eyes away, frowned and told Cheng Duanwu: "Take him out for a walk, lest I get a headache here."

Cheng Duanwu nodded, took Dongdong's soft little hand and went out.

As soon as he went out, he clamored to go to the bathroom again in winter, so Cheng Duanwu changed his route and took him to the bathroom.

It's just that the child is young, and the concept of men and women has become stronger, so he doesn't follow Cheng Duanwu to the women's bathroom.Cheng Duanwu couldn't laugh or cry, so he had to stand by the door of the men's toilet.

This luxurious hotel is extremely whimsical in its decoration. Between the men's toilet and the women's toilet is a door with an abstract shape that can be turned. Either the men's toilet is pushed towards the women's toilet, or the women's toilet is pushed towards the men's toilet. It is a movable door, but you can't see the opposite side, which is very ingenious.

Sometimes something that is just designed is not necessarily a good thing.For example, Cheng Duanwu, who was standing at the door of the men's bathroom, could clearly hear the conversation between the two women by the door.

"..."

"Have you seen Mr. Lu? I don't know what his taste is recently, but that woman really doesn't look ordinary."

"What do you know? That woman is scheming, do you know what it means to hold the emperor to command the princes?"

"What do you mean?"

"Didn't you see the child she was leading? Mr. Lu's illegitimate child."

"Illegitimate child? You mean Lu Yingqin?"

"Yes, that woman is capable. Who can Mr. Lu ask to give birth to such a big child, so I said, it's not easy!"

"According to me, Yu Jiajia is the most pitiful, she has to be a stepmother at such a young age."

"You are stupid if you say you are stupid, so what if you follow Mr. Lu as the stepmother of ten children?"

"That's true, let me say, why does that child look so much like Mr. Lu, tsk tsk, powerful genes..."

"..."

Cheng Duanwu was fascinated by the conversation between the two women for a while, and didn't notice that Dongdong had been standing beside her silently for a long time.

"Mom..." Dongdong drooped his head and tugged on Cheng Duanwu's clothes, Cheng Duanwu was startled, thinking that the two women had a "illegitimate child" just now, and Dongdong might have listened to them all.

In winter, this child has been called an "illegitimate child" since he was a child. He used to live in a messy area waiting for demolition. Also love to follow along.Cheng Duanwu himself was fine, Winter was just a child, and he often came back crying amidst the ridicule of other children.

He is actually extremely sensitive.Because he is always called an illegitimate child, he is extremely sensitive and never asks "Dad". His lack of curiosity made Cheng Duanwu a little worried.

At this moment, Dongdong looked at Cheng Duanwu indifferently, but the injury flickering in his eyes had completely betrayed him.Cheng Duanwu saw it hurt in his eyes, but he didn't expose it.Silently led him out.

Before he opened the bathroom door, he saw Lu Yingqin who had entered at some point.He stood silently, with a stern expression on his face, staring at Cheng Duanwu with a tense expression.

"Why didn't you explain?" he asked coldly.

Cheng Duanwu was puzzled, "Explain what?"

A trace of coldness flashed in Lu Yingqin's eyes, "My son, how can he be talked about casually?"

Cheng Duanwu laughed at himself, held Dongnuan's hand, and said with self-deprecation and hatred: "He has been talked about for six years, where have you been? Isn't it too late to stand up now?"

Lu Yingqin frowned tightly, and Cheng Duanwu could clearly feel his anger.

"Is that how you fucking do it? Just let others call him an illegitimate child?"

Cheng Duanwu had no intention of hurting the child, but he still blurted out impulsively: "Isn't he an illegitimate child? Wasn't he born selfishly by me alone? Was he born with everyone's blessings on his shoulders?"

"Cheng Duanwu!" Lu Yingqin tried his best to endure, probably because he is not easy to get angry in public.

Compared with Lu Yingqin's anger, Cheng Duanwu was still calm. She looked back at Dongdong with distress, and said slowly: "Lu Yingqin, do you know? This child has never asked who his father is for six years, and I have never told him." He. It's not that I don't know how to say it, but that I don't want to give him hope..." Cheng Duanwu's voice gradually choked up, and his voice trembled slightly: "Because I know that without hope, I will not be disappointed."

(End of this chapter)