aren't we in love

Chapter 33

After all, the people around Lu Yingqin were around. After Lu Yingqin didn't come to the villa for a few days, the aunt who took care of Cheng Duanwu's mother and son's daily life and food also began to insinuate and comfort: "Why bother? Push him further away."

After Cheng Duanwu heard it, she just smiled, she didn't know how to explain it.She has to be more cautious than others when dealing with feelings, she has long since lost the capital to be smashed to pieces.

Lu Yingqin may have been patient with her at first, he is a man of great ambition who rises to the challenge and plans strategies for everything, how could Cheng Duanwu be excluded?But his patience with her is based on the premise that he is still interested.What if his interest fades away?Then the result is self-evident.

Cheng Duanwu suddenly felt a little tired.compromise?court?She doesn't want to do the behavior that makes her self-esteem trampled on the soles of her feet.

Send winter to school early in the morning.Because it was close to home, Cheng Duanwu didn't let the nanny follow him. He watched the child enter the school gate, and Duanwu was about to leave.

As soon as she turned around, she saw Yu Dong not far from her greeting her with a smile on his face.

"Hi." He folded his arms around his chest with a clear gesture.The warm sunlight cast a warm halo on him.

"..." Cheng Duanwu raised his head in a daze, as if in a lifetime.

They found a casual cake shop near the winter school for a small gathering.The aroma of cream in the room and the warm sunshine in the morning eased Cheng Duanwu's gloomy mood for several days.

Yu Dong ordered a cup of bitter black coffee for himself and a cup of chocolate for Cheng Duanwu.He still treats her like a child.His almost habitual behavior made Cheng Duanwu feel sour.Lianmei lowered her head, not wanting to look at him, not wanting to make her apology more obvious.Holding the slightly hot cup with both hands, rubbing it gently.

Cheng Duanwu's slender white fingers were attached to the smooth and moist porcelain cup, and the ring on his ring finger shone brightly under the sunlight and entered Yu Dong's eyes impressively.He stared at the ring in silence, and finally turned his head away.

His smile gradually became jerky, and his voice was hoarse, "Is he treating you well?"

No name was mentioned, but they both knew who this "he" was.

Cheng Duanwu was stunned for a moment, then replied: "Very good."

A flash of distress flashed in Yu Dong's eyes, and he said in a deep voice, "Don't lie to me. You don't even have freedom now. Don't you wonder why the driver and nanny didn't ask to follow you today?"

Cheng Duanwu's eyes sank, and there was a flash of complexity, and finally his thoughts were clear, and he looked up at Yu Dong clearly: "It's you?"

"It's me." Yu Dong took a sip of the black coffee, which was obviously extremely bitter, but he seemed to have lost his sense of taste, "Because I want to see you." Finally, he swept to the ring on her finger.

Cheng Duanwu noticed his gaze and realized that he was looking at the ring. He was instantly embarrassed and his expression became unnatural.Thinking of the ring he gave her at the beginning, and thinking of the parting that day, when he turned to leave, she resolutely stuffed the ring he gave her into his palm.His movements froze for a moment, but he still put away the ring and left.He didn't make any trouble for her, because Lu Yingqin was waiting for her in the car not far away.

Cheng Duanwu withdrew his hand without a trace, and put his right hand over his left to cover up.

"Yu Dong, stop doing dangerous things." Cheng Duanwu drank the chocolate in front of him in one gulp, then put the cup on the table, the porcelain coffee cup touched the table, making a "chuckle" sound .It was like an alarm bell, reminding them that it was time to end.

"It's nothing else, I'm going back, don't take the risk of coming to see me again." She couldn't bring Yu Dong any more danger, even if Yu Dong put his heart into meeting him, there was no guarantee that Lu Yingqin would not find out in the future.

She got up and was about to leave, but she didn't want Yu Dong to hold her wrist.He didn't have much strength, and the hot palm pressed against her pulse, she froze for a moment, not knowing how to react.

"You..." Before she could speak, she felt Yu Dong's hand slide down and stuffed a small note into her palm, and then he gently and slowly pressed her fingers one by one The bend of his hand clasped the little piece of paper.

"I can't help you, but this person can, if you really want to leave, I think he has the ability to help you."

Cheng Duanwu pressed her palms slightly, and felt the unique texture of the paper, and a thin layer of sweat broke out in her palms.After a while, she turned around and sat back in her seat.She opened the note, and quickly read the concise and concise message. After scanning a familiar yet unfamiliar name, she tightly crumpled the note, "He won't help me." Her tone was firm.

"How would you know if you didn't try it?" There were only the clerk and the two of them in the huge cake room.Yu Dong's eyes were black and bright, but his voice was extremely quiet, "Jia Jia is going back to China, probably in a few days." He paused, and carefully said: "I think, without Lu Yingqin's permission, she After being exiled for so long, you can't come back, right?"

He knew what kind of person his sister was, and he also knew that Cheng Duanwu was not her opponent at all.Jia Jia deliberately called to inform him of his return to China, but she wanted to use his mouth to convey to Cheng Duanwu that Lu Yingqin "lifted the ban" for her.Regardless of Lu Yingqin's attitude towards Cheng Duanwu, among the three, Cheng Duanwu is destined to be the one who will be hurt.He didn't want her in jail.

As soon as he finished speaking, everything seemed to be silent, and Cheng Duanwu only felt that he had suddenly lost his hearing at that moment.For some reason, hearing the names "Yu Jiajia" and "Lu Yingqin" now, Cheng Duanwu felt extremely tired.She sighed helplessly in her heart, but she couldn't really remain indifferent.

He gripped the note tightly, bit his lips, and said in a low voice after a long while: "I see. Yu Dong, thank you."

"Dragon Boat Festival," Yu Dong gently called her name, just like every time before, gentle and affectionate, deep in his eyes, there was a gentle streamer of recovery bit by bit, "If you can, also for yourself live once."

Cheng Duanwu wandered alone for a long time, wrote down the address and phone number on the note, tore the note to pieces, and finally threw it into the lake and watched all the pieces of the note sink to the bottom of the lake before she went back.

Unexpectedly, as soon as she got home, Lu Yingqin was already sitting on the sofa waiting for her with a gloomy face.

She didn't see each other for a few days, but after she saw Yu Dong today, he showed up in time, and she knew why without thinking.Cheng Duanwu smiled coldly, and finally lowered his eyelashes, not even having the desire to look at him.

"Where did you go?" Lu Yingqin asked in a full-fledged manner, unusually indifferent.

"Send winter to school."

"and then?"

"Wandering around."

"Oh," Lu Yingqin rolled his eyes coldly, "Then, who did you 'meet'?"

"Yu Dong, let's have a drink together by the way." Cheng Duanwu didn't hide anything. Since he was waiting here, it meant that Yu Dong didn't deal with all the people at all, and there were still people following her where Cheng Duanwu didn't find out.

"It's quite quick to admit it." Lu Yingqin looked at his watch as a gesture, and snorted coldly: "This cup has been drunk for a long time."

Cheng Duanwu originally wanted to answer again, but when she thought about it, what's the point of continuing?He just wants to control her like a puppet. His tenderness and compromise are only on the premise that she will become a puppet obediently.She paused, and finally swallowed everything she wanted to say.

"Is the interrogation over? I'm going upstairs after the interrogation." Facing Lu Yingqin, there are thousands of attitudes, which are better than her refusal to be thousands of miles away.But Cheng Duanwu is Cheng Duanwu, she can't pretend to be slender and pitiful to me, but she can't be indifferent and indifferent.So she can only seek the most self-protective way, which is to hide her heart in the corner farthest from Lu Yingqin.

Her lukewarm attitude finally annoyed Lu Yingqin.He stared at her bitterly, and firmly grabbed her wrist, "I've been waiting for you for so long, and you didn't even have an explanation?!"

Cheng Duanwu felt a stabbing pain in his wrist, frowned unconsciously, and raised his voice: "What do you want to hear? Are you sure you believe me?" With a sarcastic arc, she looked at him without hesitation, "Since you have already made up your mind, don't make trouble with me again. When Yu Jiajia comes back, there will naturally be Wenrouxiang for you to go."

Lu Yingqin's already deep eyes dimmed for a moment, and there was a flash of repressed and decisive emotion in his eyes, "This is what Yu Dong told you? He just came to tell you that I want to enjoy the happiness of everyone?" He With a cold smile: "Cheng Duanwu, your vision of choosing a man is nothing more than that. If he was really capable, he would have taken you away long ago. Why do you have to struggle by my side?"

Cheng Duanwu felt cold all over, she clenched her fists, "Yes, I have a bad eye for choosing men, so I chose you at the beginning, otherwise how could I be where I am today? I am living such a life that is worse than death , It's all my own fault. What's wrong with Yu Dong? His biggest mistake is that he fell in love with me, but I can't give him any response, all of this is because of you! Because of you devil!"

Lu Yingqin stared at Cheng Duanwu in disbelief, the lower and lower pressure in the air made Cheng Duanwu almost suffocate.He looked at her coldly, and quietly repeated: "Life is better than death?" He smiled coldly: "So, by my side, you live in such pain?"

"Yes." Cheng Duanwu stared at Lu Yingqin. It was this man who made her live in such pain, without freedom, choice, and dignity.He sent Yu Jiajia away and married her, but in the blink of an eye, he called Yu Jiajia back indifferently.In his eyes, what exactly is a woman?A puppet just for his amusement?

"Every minute and every second is suffering. If there was no winter, I would have killed myself long ago." Her answer was sharp and decisive, without any hesitation. It was her lack of hesitation that made Lu Yingqin's anger peak.

"Well done, Cheng Duanwu, you are well done." His expression was so gloomy and cold that Cheng Duanwu even felt that maybe he would slap her again if he was so angry.She laughed at herself, feeling desolate in her heart.What else is she afraid of?They have been scolded, beaten and tortured, what else is there to be afraid of?His methods are nothing more than those.

Lu Yingqin was so angry that he suddenly let go of Cheng Duanwu's hand, Cheng Duanwu was thrown by him and almost fell, her waist hit the coffee table behind her, and the precious coffee table was "squeaked" by her. With two muffled sounds, he moved his position.The severe pain in her waist made her almost cry out, but she still bit her lip tightly, and subconsciously supported the coffee table with her right hand to prevent herself from falling.Before she could stand still, Lu Yingqin quickly took out her phone and quickly dialed a few keys.

There was a bit of radio noise in the speaker, and the phone was connected after a while.

"Hello." On the other end of the phone, Yu Jiajia's voice was far away and approaching.

"Jiajia, go back to China, tomorrow!" Lu Yingqin's voice was as cold as iron, and there was no room for change.Before Yu Jiajia could reply, he had already hung up.He turned around sharply and looked at her with extremely bored and patiently exhausted eyes. His voice was like an ancient nightmare, and he came faintly: "Everything you want will come true. I am the devil, and I enjoy the power of everyone." Fu, but let me tell you, Cheng Duanwu, while I still have a crush on you, hurry up if you feel tempted. When I get tired, even the devil won't want you again!"

Every word was paused, cadenced, and it hit Cheng Duanwu like hail. She no longer felt the pain, but her heart had suddenly sank to the bottom of the valley until she couldn't see it at all.

(End of this chapter)