aren't we in love

Chapter 32 A: Honey, B: Arsenic
Such complicated emotions lasted for a long time. Every time Lu Yingqin showed concern and compromise, Cheng Duanwu felt that she was being thrown high into the clouds. This feeling was like walking on thin ice, and she was afraid that she would fall to pieces suddenly.

On her birthday, Lu Yingqin prepared a very unpleasant "surprise" for her.

It was the wedding dress designed by Cheng Duanwu's mother Ou Lianyue, the wedding dress she married Cheng Tianda.It was so beautiful that Cheng Duanwu didn't dare to get close to it. At that moment, Cheng Duanwu felt that the time had changed, and everything had returned to the original moment, quiet and safe.

Nothing seemed to have happened.The relationship between her and Lu Yingqin developed according to the plot envisioned by the young girl Cheng Duanwu.how wonderful.

It was as if she had touched heaven as soon as she stretched out her hand, and happiness became so within her reach that she greedily forgot all the sufferings in the past, and her mind sank into obsession.

Love is like this, because the more you deliver, the more painful the backlash will be.No one has the capital to hurt anyone. After all, the hurt person is just because he cares, which makes him feel heart-piercing pain.

But Lu Yingqin is like this, when he dotes on someone, he will hold her high in the sky, making her forget about it, but when he stops doting on someone, he will watch her fall from the sky.

Cheng Duanwu always knew that he was like this, but she couldn't stop herself from sinking into the mud.

She obviously won't fall in love with others again, but Lu Yingqin easily arouses her previous feelings.Because of immaturity and fearlessness, they are more tenacious than ordinary feelings.

The dream-like development reached a climax at the moment when Lu Yingqin pressed the diamond ring under her mouthwash cup.She put the diamond ring with water droplets on her ring finger, silently accepting Lu Yingqin's intentional flattery.

The cool water drops slipped into the palm of the hand, as if waking up the sweet dream in the atrium.Cheng Duanwu suddenly had some awakening from a dream.

There is a saying that when a month is full, it is bad. Sometimes, being too happy is not a good thing.For example, Cheng Duanwu, it is because she is so happy that she becomes anxious about gains and losses.She was afraid, afraid that one day she would return to her former self.

In the past, Cheng Tianda had let her live so recklessly and unscrupulously, but in the end?She didn't want to go back to hell again, she didn't want to face the hideous appearance of herself struggling again.

All peace was broken by a phone call.

It was a weekend morning, Cheng Duanwu and Lu Yingqin both woke up according to the biological clock, and the child was sleepy, Cheng Duanwu couldn't bear to cry out.Lu Yingqin was taking a shower when his cell phone rang, Cheng Duanwu glanced at the screen, there was a long list of unfamiliar numbers.She didn't answer, but reminded Lu Yingqin: "There is a call."

Lu Yingqin hummed: "You pick it up for me, no matter who tells him I'll be back later."

Cheng Duanwu answered without thinking, and a faint female voice came from the other end of the phone, lingering but sad and sad: "Ying Qin, it's me."

Those four words made Cheng Duanwu fall into an ice cellar instantly.She couldn't fail to hear Yu Jiajia's voice.

Mingming Cheng Duanwu didn't speak, but Yu Jiajia realized something was wrong. She was silent for a while, and asked tentatively, "Duanwu?" The voice was calm, without any complaints, but with emotion, "He actually asked you to pick him up?" phone."

"Hmm..." Cheng Duanwu pursed his lips and took a deep breath, "He's taking a bath."

The man who originally belonged to her was told by another woman.Take a bath, what an ambiguous and intimate word.Cheng Duanwu felt guilty just thinking about it.

Yu Jiajia was silent for a long time, and finally let out a long sigh, extremely desolate, "I should have thought of it earlier, but I just couldn't believe it."

Cheng Duanwu didn't know what he could say, so he held back a sentence after a long time, "I'll ask him to call you back later."

"No. Since he decided to leave me here, he means he won't look back. It's because I don't give up."

Cheng Duanwu held Lu Yingqin's mobile phone, and finally just sighed softly, "I will tell him, there is nothing else, I will hang up."

Just when Cheng Duanwu was about to hang up the phone, Yu Jiajia smiled softly, "Duanwu, trust me, you will stay by Lu Yingqin's side soon."

The earnest tone seemed to be admonishing a familiar friend.

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Duanwu felt mixed feelings.She never thought that she would receive a call from Yu Jiajia, let alone that she would feel so guilty.She won't be staying by Lu Yingqin's side for long, so she doesn't know this, but what can she do?

Cheng Duanwu was a little restless all morning. For some reason, it felt like a stone was pressed in his heart, and he felt breathless.She didn't want to ask Lu Yingqin anything, she didn't want to show that she cared, but she couldn't make herself not care.

After taking a shower, Lu Yingqin walked out while brushing his hair, looking casual and casually glanced at the herringbone-shaped child on the bed, "Such a big child, he should sleep by himself from now on."

Lu Yingqin didn't really listen to what Cheng Duanwu said, her mind was occupied by Yu Jiajia's calm and desperate voice, she just muttered "Mmm".

Naturally, Lu Yingqin didn't know what Cheng Duanwu was thinking, as soon as he heard that she promised to let the child sleep by himself, a smile appeared on his face immediately, and his spirit was radiant.

"By the way, who called just now?"

"Yu Jiajia."

Cheng Duanwu's tone was very ordinary, an explanatory tone without any emotion.When she looked up, Lu Yingqin's movements froze for a moment, against the light, his eyelashes drooped slightly, his expression couldn't be seen clearly, "What did she say?"

Cheng Duanwu answered irrelevantly, "Where did you send her?"

Lu Yingqin's voice suddenly turned cold, his brows were slightly frowned, a little impatient, "What did she say?"

Cheng Duanwu laughed at himself, and also for that sad woman, "She didn't say anything, but what about you? Lu Yingqin, where did you send her? The number is so long, I'm afraid it's too far away for people to see." right?"

"You don't have to deal with people you shouldn't care about." Lu Yingqin clearly reminded Cheng Duanwu.Lei Chi, she shouldn't cross it.

"Then who can I control?"

"Take care of yourself and take care of the winter."

"Really?" Cheng Duanwu used to think that Lu Yingqin's indifference was only towards people, but now that he thought about it, he was like this with every woman he lost interest in.And how could she be an exception.

"What about me?" Cheng Duanwu stared straight at him, "I will be the next one. When you get tired, where will you send me?"

Lu Yingqin raised his brows upside down, with a serious expression that he hadn't seen for a long time.Cheng Duanwu couldn't see the great anger on his body, but she still asked this sentence uncontrollably.Relying on his feelings to survive, such a gamble is too risky, and if you are not careful, you will be smashed to pieces.

Lu Yingqin was trying to restrain his emotions, turned his head away, stopped looking at her, and his voice became farther away, "Why do you have to think the worst? How do you know that I will get tired of it?"

Cheng Duanwu thought of the past when Lu Yingqin wanted to escape from the shackles of the Cheng family, and he did not forget to take Yu Jiajia with him when he ran away late at night. It has become a myth that everyone envies, but what is the result?Even she couldn't escape such a fate, so why talk about her Cheng Duanwu?Relying on Lu Yingqin's interest and possessiveness, how long can she last?

The whole body was suddenly eroded by indescribable fear, as cold as bone erosion.She has never hated herself so much, and never at a moment, like now, she is afraid of the future.

"Come out of hell, I can't think of the best place."

Lu Yingqin's expression gradually became serious, "Then you should do your best, and I won't get tired of it!"

"I can't do it." He was so ruthless, he treated everyone the same, she couldn't rely on him wholeheartedly.What he cares about in this world, I'm afraid only he knows.Cheng Duanwu felt helpless, and his feelings for him were so complicated that he couldn't figure it out. He could only hold his arm tightly and said in a deep voice, "Let's go."

Three words, like an order to drive away guests, overturned everything Lu Yingqin had done during this period.She once again chose to lock her heart to protect herself.

"Unreasonable!"

Lu Yingqin was so angry that he threw down the four words and walked away in a huff, with a decisive back.

Cheng Duanwu stood by the window, watching the car carrying Lu Yingqin drive out of the yard, and finally disappeared from her sight.She felt sad, people are fickle, not to mention emotions without any guarantee.How long can Lu Yingqin treat her? Can she really bear the consequences of falling into it?Think about it carefully, did Yu Jiajia in the past also stand in this position, watching him leave?But now?where is she?
Lu Yingqin was originally a moody person, didn't he understand her indifference to her deeply enough in the past?Even if he treats her a little better now, who knows, what will everything look like in a few years?Thinking about the past, Yu Jiajia was not his treasure, but now?The place that belonged to her was also stepped into by her Cheng Duanwu.

Who can guarantee that there will be no next Cheng Duanwu?When will the next Cheng Duan Wu appear?Lu Yingqin's heart was originally elusive, so how can we talk about controlling it?

For the first time, Lu Yingqin felt tricky.Cheng Duanwu has changed, she is no longer the innocent little girl in the past, it is not difficult to make her fall in love, but it is not easy to really fall in love with her.Cheng Duanwu is harder to please than ordinary women, she doesn't like fancy clothes or jewelry, what she wants is commitment, love, and Lu Yingqin's heart.

Thinking about her last words, Lu Yingqin felt a little blocked in his heart, and turned his head to look out the window.The receding landscape was like a panning shot in a movie, only annoying him more.

Take out your mobile phone, call out the number of the most recent call, and dial.

After a while, the phone was connected, and there was a lazy voice on the other end of the phone.

"So you also took the initiative to call me?" It was still the soft voice I was used to, obviously with some complaints, but it was not annoying.

"What did you say this morning?" Lu Yingqin asked straight to the point.

Yu Jiajia at the other end snorted contemptuously, and her thin voice gradually became harsh, "So it was for other women. Lu Yingqin, is that what you did to me?"

Lu Yingqin's eyes gradually deepened, his voice was normal and indifferent, "I told you a long time ago that I like you to be obedient, but now you have become very disobedient, and you have worn out my patience."

"Like?" Yu Jiajia smiled disdainfully: "You like me? What a ridiculous joke. I'm just a puppet. You, Lu Yingqin, need such a female companion, so you made me like this. But now? Kick me away." ? Lu Yingqin, you did a great job!"

Yu Jiajia's voice was no longer the original calm.Without Lu Yingqin as his fiancée to rely on, she would have nothing.It's not that she wants to be a tall wall flower, but if she is not a high wall flower, then she is nothing.She wanted more than these, but Lu Yingqin would not give her more, she knew better than anyone else, Lu Yingqin's indifference.

The woman on the other end of the phone was emotional, but Lu Yingqin felt cold when he listened.Once upon a time, Yu Jiajia was just a simple and timid little girl.Now she looks hysterical, not like her.

"Jia Jia, what exactly do you want?"

Yu Jiajia scolded coldly: "What do I want! You know it yourself!"

Lu Yingqin chuckled, as if ironically, "Lu Yingqin's wife is now Cheng Duanwu."

"Then we have nothing to talk about."

Yu Jiajia's tone was decisive, and there was no room for change.Lu Yingqin's complexion gradually darkened, he didn't have more patience to go around in circles with her.

"Jia Jia, are you sure you can bear the consequences of what you have done now?"

Yu Jiajia sneered, "I can't, what about Cheng Duanwu? Can she?" She laughed extremely sadly, she was clearly threatening Lu Yingqin, but her tone was self-deprecating and desolate.

"I warn you, don't force me to let go of old feelings."

"Old love... Lu Yingqin, your love, A's honey, B's arsenic..."

(End of this chapter)