aren't we in love

Chapter 42 You Have Succeeded
That night Lu Yingqin didn't give Cheng Duanwu any answer.Of course, Cheng Duanwu didn't ask any further questions.

It is true that between them now, whether it is love or hatred, it has become all kinds of things of yesterday, and it is as dead as yesterday.Cheng Duanwu is no longer the former Cheng Duanwu, and Lu Yingqin is no longer the former Lu Yingqin.In fragments of time, they each stopped at an intersection, approaching but not approaching.Cheng Duanwu no longer longs for his love, and he has never been a person who will show his feelings.

With a cool breeze, Cheng Duanwu pulled back the tie-dyed shawl on his body, his spiritual eyes trembled slightly, and he didn't know where his eyes fell.The fragrance of the plants came in bursts, like a magical sleeping pill, relaxing Cheng Duanwu's tense nerves.

Lu Yingqin didn't leave, he didn't explain, and she didn't ask, as if they were really a couple who had been together for many years, and they only explained everything that happened based on their mutual understanding and tacit understanding.There was a looming figure in the bathroom, after two years, both Cheng Duanwu and Lu Yingqin were a little strange.It's just that it's just a stranger.

In the quiet night, everything is silent, and the sound of rushing water is particularly clear.The silver moon was in the sky, and the moonlight was pouring down, like a layer of thin gauze. Cheng Duanwu leaned on the balcony railing, and a complex feeling filled his chest: the joy of rebirth from Nirvana, and the return to the original point The helplessness of the past, the bitterness of the past...

Ye, did not give her the best salvation, but gave her endless worries.

In the past two years, she never thought that she would return to this man after going around.In fact she had learned to live in a world without him.Even, if she managed to get pregnant this time, she also hoped that she could disappear from his life without a trace.

Just as she was lost in thought, Lu Yingqin had already come out of the bathroom, simply wrapped in a bath towel, with a strong and mature body, water dripping from the tip of his hair, pattering on the floor, making a strange and ambiguous sound.He wiped his hair with a towel, and looked up lazily at her: "Aren't you going to sleep?"

Cheng Duanwu's eyes rolled around the big bed in the bedroom. Isn't this moment what she's been waiting for?Isn't that why she came back?Why did you hesitate to move forward when you arrived?

She pointed to the bed: "Together?"

Lu Yingqin smiled lightly: "You can also sleep on the floor while I sleep on the bed."

Turn off the lights.The room was pitch black, and the window screen was lightly lifted, occasionally giving the room a faint light.Lu Yingqin looked very regular when he was in bed, but Cheng Duanwu didn't know why, the whole portrait was immobilized because of the immobilization technique.She lay on her side with her back to him, biting her fingertips nervously.He didn't make a sound for a long time, while she listened to the regular ticking of the slumped horse clock, sleepiness hit her like a tide, and her eyelids became heavy unconsciously.

Cheng Duanwu, who was half awake and half sleepy, felt a powerful hand grabbing her waist suddenly, and hugging her whole body into a warm embrace. The pleasant scent of bath milk on Lu Yingqin made her feel as if she drank rum, and her whole body People are slightly drunk and unconscious.

Lu Yingqin hugged him, holding her hand with one hand, and cautiously reached up with the other hand, and began to write in her palm, scribbling, folding, and horizontal...

He wrote stroke by stroke, Cheng Duanwu held his breath, carefully feeling the words he wrote, "Cheng", "Duan" and "Five".

After he finished writing her name, his hands stopped. Cheng Duanwu didn't speak, just waiting for him to continue writing.Unexpectedly, he sighed lightly, but rewrote the words "Cheng Duanwu".

Cheng Duanwu was faintly disappointed, but when she suddenly thought about it, she couldn't remember what she was looking forward to.

What is he trying to write?

She didn't ask.

"Dragon Boat Festival." Lu Yingqin's voice was above her head, mellow and deep, like fine wine that had been preserved for a long time, with endless aftertaste.Cheng Duanwu could even feel his Adam's apple sliding up and down.

"exist."

Lu Yingqin breathed steadily, and after a long time, he said slowly, "Two years ago, I thought you were dead."

"Ah."

"I told myself. You are dead, and everything before is dead." He pursed his lips: "But you are back again. Like a dream, but not like it. I can't see myself clearly, but there is one thing, I Extraordinarily clear."

"Ok?"

"Since you have chosen to come back, don't think about leaving again."

Cheng Duanwu smiled wryly, and said calmly: "You can't keep me, you couldn't keep me two years ago, and it won't be the same after two years."

Lu Yingqin didn't argue, he smiled, but his smile was a little insincere, he paused, then suddenly pushed her shoulder lightly, she raised her head in surprise, met his star-like eyes, and only listened to his words. Suddenly said: "Cheng Duanwu, the past feelings, your feelings for me, is there anything left?"

Cheng Duanwu didn't expect him to ask this question suddenly, she was a little stunned for a while, but after a while she smiled wryly and shook her head: "There is nothing left."

Cheng Duanwu watched the flames in Lu Yingqin's eyes go out little by little, and he turned his eyes away in embarrassment, as if accepting his fate: "The revenge you told me last time, Cheng Duanwu, is unnecessary, you It has worked."

Cheng Duanwu was at a loss.

succeeded?What's the meaning?
Did she succeed in revenge?He fell in love with her?

Nine years, she loved him for seven years, and gave birth to an eight-year-old child for him, but finally heard him say a word of response at the moment when she no longer loved him.

My heart sighs, I feel sad, and I feel more emotion than hatred.As if being strangled by someone, the feeling of suffocation spread more and more. The corners of her mouth trembled slightly, and she couldn't even speak for a moment, as if she had knocked over a bottle of mixed flavors. After a long time, she said sadly: "Lu Yingqin, between us There must be a time difference. If you told me that nine years ago, I would fight for you, but now, the two of us are separated by seven continents and five oceans. How can I overcome such a distance?"

"I know." Lu Yingqin's response was so ethereal that Cheng Duanwu even thought he was hallucinating.

Neither of them spoke anymore. The room with the lights turned off was like a dark room with no exit. The two of them were in prison, shutting themselves up and rejecting each other.

"Go to sleep." Lu Yingqin withdrew the strength in his hand, he didn't let go of her, but he didn't move beyond her.The two of them each occupy a seat on the bed. To find a word to describe it in the profound Chinese dialect, that is - "same bed, different dreams".

In the early morning, when Cheng Duanwu woke up, Lu Yingqin was no longer there, and the slight dent on the bed told her that such a person had indeed appeared.

She combed her hair with her fingers, and the loose black hair poured down with her movements.She got up and made the bed habitually. She raised the large quilt, then shook it lightly, and put it back on the bed.

The pillow was squeezed to the foot of the bed by her tossing and turning. She hooked it for a long time but failed to catch it. Finally, she had to kneel on one knee on the bed to retrieve the pillow.She was too busy alone.

Pushing her loose hair behind her ears, she looked up and saw Lu Yingqin who was standing at the door admiring all this with great interest.

"Why are you back again?"

Lu Yingqin didn't answer her, he just grabbed her from the bed with lightning speed, his movements were like an elegant waltz, his slender arms took her around, she turned half a circle according to the inertia, In the end, the whole person fell on the wall, the whole movement was done in one go, as beautiful as a dance, but there was an abnormal... danger.

Lu Yingqin leaned forward, he was like an aggressor who was eager to be plundered, closely fitting every inch of her body, their distance was so close that the heat of their breath could brush against each other's skin.The fragrant smell on her body made Lu Yingqin even more distracted.He raised her hands up high, like the gesture of catching a prisoner in a police movie.His hands clasped hers tightly, but she didn't show any resistance. There was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, and the corners of her eyes and brows were actually seductive and charming.

"what?"

Lu Yingqin looked down at her, her eyelashes were as long as cicada's wings, fluttering, making him want to kiss Xiangze even more.

When I woke up in the afternoon, Cheng Duanwu was still in a deep sleep. Her long black hair was like a vine climbing up her body to form a natural totem shape. Her hair was very black, but her skin was very white. The strong contrast formed a beautiful picture. In the picture, her cheeks are slightly red, her lips are as red as cherry blossoms, and she is shy and timid.

When Lu Yingqin saw the sleeping person beside him, he felt soft inside.

No matter how he got it, at least she was willing to give it.Her cooperation was jerky, but it gave him great pleasure.I haven't had this feeling for many years.

He leaned over and kissed Cheng Duanwu's smooth forehead, brushing away his sweaty hair.Looking at it, he was about to kiss again, but he didn't want the phone to ring and interrupt his thoughts.

He gently got up from the quilt and walked to the balcony.He casually grabbed the cigarette that was thrown on the table yesterday, and naturally put one in his mouth.

He looked down at the caller ID, it was Guan Yi's call.

"Hello." He was holding the phone in one hand and lighting a cigarette with the other.The curling smoke lingers, and the eyes are instantly smoky.

"Boss. It's me."

"know."

"This morning, XX faxed some information about Miss Cheng's stay there in the past two years. Because someone deliberately covered it up, we didn't find out much."

"Hmm, pick the key points."

"According to the information on the fax, the boss' son is currently hospitalized in the private St. Mary's Hospital. His attending doctor is in charge."

"Hospitalized?" Lu Yingqin frowned, finally realized something was wrong, and immediately stubbed out the cigarette.

Guan Yi deduced for a while, and then said cautiously: "It's non-gonococcal leukemia."

"what?"

"A type of leukemia..."

(End of this chapter)