aren't we in love

Chapter 41

Leave the winter in a strange country where I have only lived for two years.This is definitely not Cheng Duanwu's original intention, but she has no choice.

Waiting for bone marrow matching is too passive, and she can no longer sit still.

As Dr. Smith said, the hope of cord blood saving the winter is very slim, and the probability is calculated in a few thousandths of a percent.She has also heard of some feverish parents trying to save their children by giving birth to another child, only to end up with another leukemia.

Everyone stopped her and scolded her.She knew that everyone was against it, even if Lu Yingqin knew all the truth, with his temper, he might kill her.But she still couldn't help it.

Dong Dong's body has been getting worse and worse. During the first round of chemotherapy, Cheng Duanwu has been helping the nurse to hold Dong Dong, fearing that his internal organs will rupture if he moves too much.The child's resistance is getting weaker and weaker. Even Cheng Duanwu has to wear a mask to see him.

Chemotherapy is a painful treatment. After chemotherapy, the child's resistance will become worse and worse, but Cheng Duanwu has no choice, she is helpless.As a mother, she only hated herself for not being able to suffer for her children.

How tough can an eight-year-old be?Too many injections, too many blood draws.Winter became very afraid of doctors and nurses, and he would frown unconsciously every time he heard the wheels of the nurse's cart.Cheng Duanwu saw all these little tricks.

But he always acted like a little adult, afraid that Cheng Duanwu would be worried, so he said to her with a pale face, "Mom, I don't hurt."

Cheng Duanwu felt like a chainsaw and a sharp knife in his heart, which twisted his heart so badly that he couldn't feel the pain.

In winter, when I was a child, I was very sick. Before the age of five, I always had a fever and a cold, and I often developed pneumonia.Later, when the winter got older, the resistance was much stronger. Everyone liked the frisky kid, the elf.Strong learning ability, quick to accept things.

Such a good child, Cheng Duanwu felt that he got the blessings of several lifetimes.I don't want God to be so joking.

In winter, he suddenly developed a high fever and was sent to the hospital. When he found out, all the doctors changed their faces. M7, almost 70.00% of bone marrow malignant cells, Cheng Duanwu was in a daze when he listened to the doctor explaining the condition.

She really couldn't believe it, how could life be like a TV series, where anything could happen?Why isn't she the one who is sick?Why wasn't she the one suffering?Why did all the misfortunes happen to the children?

When the child's high fever persisted, Cheng Duan watched eagerly. The child tossed and turned in pain all night, and Cheng Duanwu cried along with him. When the child was suffering, he was in a daze. He kept whispering and calling his mother.When he had a fever, he sometimes trembled, and when it was severe, he had to inhale oxygen.

In the beginning, Dong Dong didn't know that he was suffering from a serious illness. Seeing Cheng Duanwu crying, he opened his innocent eyes and asked, "Mom, why are you crying?"

Cheng Duanwu had nothing to say, and always thought of various reasons to lie to him: "Mom yawned", "sand rubbed her eyes", "..."

Later, Cheng Duanwu had nothing to say.Dong Dong also gradually knew from the tedious daily treatment that he had a serious illness.

Acute non-lymphatic leukemia is not another disease, and routine examinations start in the morning every day.Often after the inspection, the appetite in winter is gone. The child is young and sometimes willful, so Cheng Duanwu uses different methods to coax him.Xiaodong was self-willed, and felt sorry for Cheng Duanwu, so he reluctantly ate, and felt sad and vomited after eating.

The child's hands and feet were full of injection holes, and the nurse cried so anxiously during the injection that there was no place for the injection.

Those days were a nightmare for Cheng Duanwu.She always dared not to sleep all night long, fearing that if she fell asleep, the child would be gone, and no matter how sleepy she was, she would hold on.

When looking for a match, the doctor told her solemnly: Winter is a rare blood type, and it is more difficult to find a suitable match than normal children.

Cheng Duanwu didn't have any family members anymore, Cheng Tianda was dead, Cheng Luoming was also dead, and she and Ou Hanwen were not suitable.

When Ou Hanwensheng came to see Dongdong for the last time, he told her the last news: he got the backup data of Lu Yingqin's detailed physical examination, and it was not suitable.

God, it just collapsed without warning.Cheng Duanwu felt that his strength could hardly support the collapsed sky.

Christmas and winter were spent in the hospital. At that time, Dong's body was a little better and his spirit was not bad, but Cheng Duanwu didn't dare to let him out of the hospital for fear of infection.He was treated in an expensive private hospital, and he was alone in the ward all day long. On Christmas Day, the doctor made an exception and let him play and sing with many small patients, and watched fireworks indoors through the glass.

Looking at the child's innocent smiling face, Cheng Duanwu only hoped that time could stop. She was fed up with the days of racing against death with fear.

It is not a good choice to save the child with umbilical cord blood. It is not suitable for Cheng Duanwu's current physical condition, but Cheng Duanwu has no choice.She doesn't want to regret it.No matter what method, as long as it can save the child, she will try it.She wants that smiling face to last forever, and she wants her child to grow up as healthy as all children.

In the past, she always thought about cultivating winter to become this and learn that in the future.But now, she only wants the same thing for her children - health.

When Cheng Duanwu was about to return to China, he was sitting on the hospital bed and drawing in winter.Cheng Duanwu covered him up embarrassedly if he wanted to see him.

Later, when the nurse drew blood from the child, Cheng Duanwu saw what Dongdong had drawn.It's not considered an excellent painting skill, but it can be seen that the painting was done with care. It was a family portrait. Winter quietly painted her, Lu Yingqin, and himself.

Although Dongdong never mentioned Lu Yingqin in front of Cheng Duanwu, she knew that the child would miss his father too.

Looking at the child's immature works, Cheng Duanwu's tears fell like a broken bead curtain.

Cheng Duanwu only gave himself a month.a month.Regardless of whether she succeeds or not, she has to go back to the child.I can't live without her in winter.

So this time she came back, time is urgent, she must be faster, faster.

Lu Yingqin's recent work revolves around a cross-border cooperation with fashion brands.Originally, he did not like this project.But Yu Dong tried his best to make it happen, so he followed him.

An inspection was arranged early in the morning to build a research base. In fact, Lu Yingqin didn't have to go, as long as Guan Yi and Yu Dong were present.But Lu Yingqin, who hadn't slept all night, drove with the big team early in the morning.

The destination is located in a planning area that has just been demolished in the city.The partner's bid is successful.There is a school in front, and there are residential areas only a hundred meters away from the back. Such a location is rare.There is a lake in the southwest. The sun shines warmly on the pulsating lake water, reflecting soft shadows. By the lake are willow trees that have just sprouted in spring. The willow branches, the combed willow vines are distinct.

Wearing a safety helmet, he followed the engineer step by step to inspect and survey on the spot, and the senior engineer explained with gestures very seriously.Lu Yingqin also listened carefully.

The phone rang without warning.Who is calling so early?Lu Yingqin looked up at the unglamorous warm sun in the sky, and took out his mobile phone.

Unfamiliar number, for some reason, Lu Yingqin looked at it but smiled.

As soon as he picked it up, the voice on the other end of the phone was indeed the person Lu Yingqin guessed right.

"Where are you?" Cheng Duanwu went straight to the point without turning a corner.

Lu Yingqin smiled, stepped on the potholes and walked to the side to answer the phone: "Why do you ask this?"

"If you want to say it, say it, if you don't say it, I'll hang up."

"Now you're the one who wants to ask me, but I'm not short-tempered." Lu Yingqin was still smiling.

"You..." Cheng Duan was at a loss for words, thinking about what to say, when Lu Yingqin's deep and pleasant voice came from the other end of the phone: "The construction site behind Yunhai Elementary School on Yunhai Road."

"What are you doing there?"

"Investigation."

"How long will that take?"

Lu Yingqin looked down at his watch, "I don't know, at least an hour or two."

"Oh..." Cheng Duanwu originally wanted to say: Then I'll go and have dinner with you, but after thinking about it, he swallowed, "Then I'll hang up."

"Ah."

Both of them hung up the phone without any hesitation, but both held the phone and thought for a long time.

The sun was gradually rising and the field trip took about two hours.Executives from both sides plan to meet.Lu Yingqin chatted with Gao Gong for a few words.It was almost noon, and the executives of the other company clamored to invite Lu Yingqin to dinner.Lu Yingqin smiled noncommittal, took off his safety helmet and cotton gloves and handed them to Guan Yi beside him as he walked out.

He was walking with his head half down, and he didn't know what he was thinking, but his brain was functioning unconsciously.

After walking a few meters away from the construction site, he turned back again.

He was sober and recognized that the woman sitting under the wall of the construction site to enjoy the shade was the person in his spouse's column—Cheng Duanwu.

He stepped in front of Cheng Duanwu in two steps, folded his arms around his chest, and looked down at Cheng Duanwu with a tepid, thought-provoking expression: "What are you doing here?"

Cheng Duanwu desperately wanted a child, and he could only have a child with Lu Yingqin, but Lu Yingqin has always been a man who knows how to restrain himself, if he doesn't want to, even if she tries her best, it will be in vain.She understood that cheap temptations would not work for Lu Yingqin at all.Leaving aside what kind of character Lu Yingqin is, just based on the women he has been in contact with over the years, Cheng Duanwu couldn't break through no matter how hard he practiced.

She had heard all kinds of rumors about him, that he was said to be very affectionate to her, and that he hadn't had an affair with any woman "after her death".But rumors are rumors after all.From her own point of view, Lu Yingqin still kept a secretive attitude towards her, neither approaching her nor pushing her away.Like teasing a cat, once and for all, it makes people itch.

She doesn't have that much time to play love teasing games with him.She has to be fast.

Alone by car, I arrived at the address reported by Lu Yingqin. I sat outside the wall of the construction site and basked in the sun, looking at the entire piece of sparkling lake outside. The beautiful scenery relieved her restless heart for a while. She sat quietly and looked at the distant place. The water and the sky are lined with orange clouds, and I feel comfortable alone.

She didn't know how long she had been sitting, the sun changed from warm and comfortable to scorching, she unconsciously raised her hand to follow the sun's trajectory, it turned out that it was almost noon.

There was a sound of footsteps, she was a little lost in thought, subconsciously raised her head, and what caught her eyes was a pair of dusty leather shoes.Walking up the leather shoes, what appeared was Lu Yingqin's face that had been the same for more than ten years.

The dazzling sunlight dazzled Cheng Duanwu's eyes, and the warm light and shadow dragged by the sun made Cheng Duanwu dazed for a moment.It's like going back in time.Cheng Duanwu remembered that he had waited for Lu Yingqin like this when he was 17 years old.

At that time, he was out doing "business" with his seniors. At that time, he was not talking about high-end business, and the occasions were of different levels. Sometimes he discussed business in sensual places, and Cheng Duanwu knew it, so he went to stick to it.At the beginning, Lu Yingqin was ranked according to his seniority, but because of the special explanation from Cheng Duanwu's favorite Cheng Tianda, he got a little care from the elders.But he never intentionally enjoys any "privilege", he always gets drunk every time, Cheng Duanwu will not intentionally influence him, she knows that Lu Yingqin hates her, but she just can't help liking him, so she Although distressed, he would not intervene, but waited foolishly and persistently at the door until he came out.

At that time, he was often full of makeup and powder, and when he came out and saw Cheng Duanwu, his first glance was always blurred and gentle, maybe he was drunk and knew the wrong person, so he leaned on her with confidence.Maybe it was Cheng Duanwu's happiest moment, right?Because with only a second glance, he would recognize Cheng Duanwu, and then push her away decisively.

The past caused dust, but it is still vivid.Cheng Duan stared at Lu Yingqin scorchingly, speechless for a moment.

The corner of Lu Yingqin's mouth curled into a faint smile, and he asked, "What are you doing here?"

Cheng Duanwu was dumbfounded, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and replied, "Wait for you."

Lu Yingqin raised his eyebrows: "What are you waiting for me to do?"

Cheng Duanwu was silent for a while, and suddenly said very seriously: "I said that I came back for revenge. To make you fall in love with me, I have to do something."

After hearing her finish, Lu Yingqin was stunned for a moment, then frowned: "Just because of this?"

"if not?"

Lu Yingqin began to feel impatient, raised his hand and twirled between his brows: "Cheng Duanwu, don't challenge my patience, and don't say anything I don't like to hear."

Cheng Duanwu saw that he had a somewhat unkind expression, but he was not in a hurry, and instead smiled softly.She said unhurriedly, "Lu Yingqin, do you love me?"

The first question was asked without warning, Lu Yingqin was caught off guard and was taken aback.But the person who asked the question was not in a hurry to get an answer, and said unhurriedly: "I have an idea. Lu Yingqin, give me a month. In this month, we will be like an ordinary couple." Life. If I can't make you fall in love with me for a month, I will lose."

Lu Yingqin pursed his lips: "Why should I agree?"

Cheng Duanwu smiled: "Why did you refuse?"

(End of this chapter)