aren't we in love

Chapter 49 She Desperately Wants Happiness

Cheng Duanwu stared intently at Yu Dong who was already a stranger, "Yu Dong, do you understand why I don't want him to come?" She gradually calmed down a bit, but she still couldn't hide her excitement: "You did this to trap me Yu injustice. He came, and all the causes became me. I am not you, I don’t have so much hatred, I just want to leave alone, why do you involve me? Why can’t you and his problems be your own solve?"

Yu Dong was silent for a while, looked at Cheng Duanwu complicatedly, and said slowly: "At this point, I can't turn back."

Cheng Duanwu scolded angrily: "He won't come! Even if I come, I won't let you threaten him with me!"

"It's up to you." Yu Dong pulled out the gun from his waist, put the handle of the gun against Cheng Duanwu's face, and said threateningly: "You don't have to cooperate with me, then you are doomed to suffer."

"Is this the love you said to me? This is the love you said to me? You said you liked me for many years, is this how you express it?"

Yu Dong was poked into a sore spot, and his emotions became agitated in an instant: "Don't mention love to me, don't mention love to me, I gave you a chance, I said I would take you away, I said I would stay with you even if it cost me my life." It was you, it was you who abandoned me first. You said save me? Dragon Boat Festival, leaving me didn’t save me, no! You just can’t let go of Lu Yingqin, that beast! Everything is an excuse! An excuse!”

These words, Yu Dong blurted out emotionally, made Cheng Duanwu also stunned for a moment.She couldn't even say a word of rebuttal.For so long, she never thought about what Yu Dong would think about her choice.She has been making choices according to her instincts.It never occurred to her that she was doing the right thing.

Now Yu Dongyi reminded her to wake up.Yes, if everything is messed up and she chooses again, maybe everything will be different.

But does she still love Lu Yingqin?Does her heart full of holes know what love is?

She turned her head away, and coldly repeated what she just said: "He won't come, and even if I come, I won't let you threaten him with me!"

Yu Dong smiled sarcastically: "Whether he will come or not, we will know in a while?"

About half an hour later, Cheng Duanwu heard rustling outside the warehouse door.My heart skipped a beat.Yu Dong also heard the sound, and he smiled strangely.He came over and untied the rope that bound Cheng Duanwu, and said proudly, "Look, isn't he here?"

He wrapped one hand around Cheng Duanwu's neck.Because of suffocation, Cheng Duanwu held Yu Dong's arm tightly with both hands, but her strength was nothing compared to Yu Dong's.She began to feel dizzy due to suffocation, coupled with the side effects of the anesthesia needle, she is still weak all over.

The gun in Yu Dong's right hand pressed against Cheng Duanwu's temple, and the cold metal made Cheng Duanwu dare not act rashly.

Her neck was tightly bound, and she kept coughing and wanting to vomit, "Are you going to strangle... me... Yu Dong?"

Yu Dong didn't relax, his body was tightly wrapped around her: "I can't help it, Lu Yingqin is more ruthless than me, I can't take any risks, I must let you completely control me, and never leave, otherwise I have no chance of winning."

Cheng Duan was very angry: "You look... so ugly!"

"You don't need to take care of it!" Yu Dong ignored Cheng Duanwu.Stare intently at the warehouse door.

The rusted iron gate was shaken and creaked by someone, and Lu Yingqin's panicked voice came from outside the door, "Duan Wu? Duan Wu, are you inside?"

"Kang Dang—" Lu Yingqin began to knock on the door, "Yu Dong! Open the door!"

Yu Dong cautiously called out: "You come in alone, now Cheng Duanwu is in my hands! As long as I find out that you are not alone, I will let her be buried with you immediately!" Then he fired a shot at the ground.

With a "bang", the sludge accumulated on the concrete floor was blown away, leaving a deep bullet hole on the ground.

Lu Yingqin outside the door suddenly panicked, "I'm alone, don't hurt her."

Yu Dong quickly pulled the slide, and the loaded gun returned to Cheng Duanwu's temple. He said to the door: "There is a secret passage next to the door, you crawl in alone."

Two minutes later, Cheng Duanwu saw the tall Lu Yingqin crawling in from the narrow passageway.He was still wearing a suit and was covered in mud.Cheng Duanwu couldn't help frowning at this situation.

"Raise your hands above your head! I'm telling you, Lu Yingqin, don't think about anything else. Now that she's in my hands, if you move around, I can't guarantee that my gun won't move around."

Lu Yingqin slowly raised his hands, "Don't hurt her, you let her go, we will solve any problems by ourselves."

Yu Dong ignored Lu Yingqin and continued: "Take off your shirt and take out all the weapons you brought."

Hearing this, Lu Yingqin began to take off his shirt, his movement was a little sluggish, and Yu Dong's hand around Cheng Duanwu's neck became even tighter, Cheng Duanwu could hardly breathe.He groaned in pain.When Lu Yingqin saw it, he immediately sped up his movements and carefully placed the gun pinned on the inside of his clothes on the ground.

"Don't hurt her." He was bare-chested and raised his hands, "I have nothing now, can we talk? What happened and you want to do this?"

"There's nothing to talk about. You know what's going on in your heart!" Yu Dong pointed to the gun that Lu Yingqin brought on the ground, "I called you here just to tell you one thing. Take your life for Cheng Duanwu's The gun is on the ground, if you commit suicide now, I will definitely let Cheng Duanwu go."

"Why should I trust you?"

"Then you have no choice. I buried explosives here. The fuse is tied to the secret passage door you pushed open just now, and the fuse has been pinched off. It will explode within half an hour. None of us can escape!" Yu Dong twisted With a big smile, he said to Lu Yingqin: "Love Saint Lu Yingqin, how about it? Is this a difficult choice? Will she die or you die?"

Lu Yingqin frowned tightly.He glanced at Cheng Duanwu.At this moment, she was almost suffocating because of Yu Dong's uncontrollable strength, her whole face was blue and purple, and her expression was very painful.

He glanced complicatedly at Cheng Duanwu, then at Yu Dong, and finally gritted his teeth and replied, "Okay, I promise you."

Yu Dong and Cheng Duanwu were a little surprised by the answer he had considered for less than ten seconds.Especially Cheng Duanwu, she grabbed Yu Dong's hand tightly, and shouted at Lu Yingqin with all her strength, her voice was hoarse and broken: "Lu Yingqin...you're crazy...you get lost...I don't need your life Change……"

Both Lu Yingqin and Yu Dong ignored Cheng Duanwu.Cheng Duanwu was short of strength and couldn't break free. She wanted to bite Yu Dong, but her chin blocked her. She was so anxious that her lips were bitten and she couldn't move Yu Dong. She could only cry weakly: "Lu Yingqin ...you go..."

Yu Dong smiled: "Cheer up!" He nodded the gun on the ground: "You can pick it up now, when you die, I will naturally take Cheng Duanwu away!"

Lu Yingqin glanced at Yu Dong with a complicated expression, and said with a lump in his throat, "Before I die, there are a few things I want to say to Duan Wu, and I'll do it right away, is that okay?"

Yu Dong immediately became vigilant when he heard this, and took a step back by holding Cheng Duanwu. The muzzle of the gun had already been firmly embedded in Cheng Duanwu's flesh, "Tell you Lu Yingqin, don't delay me playing tricks! At worst, we will be bombed together." die!"

"I don't play tricks, I just say a few words." He still held his hands high, his expression had calmed down.There is only boundless clarity in his eyes.

"I'm sorry you don't dare! Say something quickly!"

"There is something in my clothes for her." He squatted down slowly, took out a small red book from the pocket of his jacket that was taken off the ground, and placed it gently on the ground.

His voice was gentle and calm like a windless lake, without any tension, "Duanwu."

He gently called Cheng Duanwu's name.Cheng Duanwu endured all kinds of discomfort and looked at him.

I just heard him say in an orderly manner: "Duan Wu, here is your high school diploma. I went to get it for you the day before yesterday. I promised to accompany you to get it. I broke my promise. I'm sorry."

"There is an air ticket in the graduation certificate, and it is going to the Maldives. Didn't you say before that you want me to go with you on your high school graduation trip? I'm sorry, I broke my promise."

"What I told you last time is true. Duanwu, I am sorry for you in this life. I really want to start over with you. Go back to the very beginning, back to the time when you loved me the most, from then on Time to start. I'm waiting for you to graduate high school, wait for you to graduate college, get married and have a daughter who looks like you."

"Duan Wu, don't fall in love with someone like me in your next life, I'm not worth it..."

"..."

Cheng Duanwu was so shocked that his mind went blank.All the space in front of me seems to be distorted.No kidnapping, no explosives, no guns...

She seems to have seen the 17-year-old Cheng Duanwu.

She ate ice cream and leaned on Lu Yingqin like a child, "Yingqin, I will graduate in half a year. When I finish the college entrance examination, can you accompany me to get my diploma?"

Lu Yingqin didn't look at her, moved his position in disgust, and replied perfunctorily: "Yes."

But the silly Cheng Duanwu still laughed very happily. He jumped up and said excitedly: "When I graduate, let's go to the Maldives together. My dad said that the altitude of the Maldives is only one meter, and it might sink." What! I have to hurry up and play!"

Lu Yingqin replied perfunctorily, "Yes."

How stupid she was back then.She never thought about what would happen next, she just foolishly planned the itinerary and planned all the blueprints related to Lu Yingqin.

Maldives has not sunk, but her life has sunk.

Lu Yingqin in front of him pushed his graduation certificate forward and smiled softly: "Dragon Boat Festival, happy birthday. Don't blame me, don't blame me for speaking too late."

"..."

Is this his "last words"?Before he died... just wanted to say "Happy Birthday" to her?

This is not like him?It's nothing like it!
Cheng Duanwu felt that all the memories she had tried to suppress for a moment came rushing in like a tide, drowning and crushing her.

There are messy and broken pictures in my mind.Like scenes in a movie one after another...

"..."

"This is a revolver, called 'Revolver' in English."

"Tell me, what should I do with you?"

"Dragon Friday, don't be afraid of me. From today on, let's pretend that there are only three of us in this world, okay?"

"Duanwu, I love you."

"Dragon Friday, give me another chance."

"Listen to Yu Dong! I will come alone! Don't hurt her!"

"Dragon Friday. This is your high school diploma. I went to get it for you the day before yesterday. I promised to accompany you to get it. I broke my promise. I'm sorry."

"What I told you last time is true. Duanwu, I am sorry for you in this life. I really want to start over with you. Go back to the very beginning, back to the time when you loved me the most, from then on Time to start. I'm waiting for you to graduate high school, wait for you to graduate college, get married and have a daughter who looks like you."

"Duan Wu, don't fall in love with someone like me in your next life, I'm not worth it..."

"Dragon Friday, happy birthday."

Every word Lu Yingqin said flooded into her mind.The good and the bad all came up.At that moment, she felt that her brain was completely filled.Those heavy memories overwhelmed her, and those twists and turns oppressed her tear glands. She didn't know what to say or what to do.She suddenly watched Lu Yingqin's movements, which played in front of her eyes like slow motion.

Lu Yingqin's hand touched the gun on the ground, Lu Yingqin stood up slowly, Lu Yingqin pushed the slide, the pistol clicked into the chamber, and Lu Yingqin slowly lifted the gun to his temple...

Cheng Duanwu hates, Cheng Duanwu hates himself very much.

Why, why at such a moment, she was so reluctant to part with him.

She had been buried deep in her heart for a long time, and those dusty feelings that she could suppress for a long time suddenly hit her overwhelmingly.

She hates, what she hates the most, is herself, her unchanging heart.

Lu Yingqin hadn't pulled the trigger yet.

In a flash of light and flint.Cheng Duanwu raised her hand violently, her thin and slender fingers attached to Yu Dong's tense hand...

She moves too fast.Almost... No one could see clearly what happened at that moment.

A "bang" shot broke all the peace in this dilapidated warehouse.

It was as if everything was silent, all throbbing stopped, all grievances stopped, everything, everything stopped.

"Duanwu——" two men's heart-piercing shouts sounded at the same time, but Cheng Duanwu felt that the voice was long and long, as if it came from a very far away place.

Her whole body was weak, and she suddenly collapsed to the ground, and her body didn't hurt at all when she fell to the ground. She was finally free... finally... free...

Everything in front of her eyes became blurred and mottled, and she couldn't see anything.It was as if a dark shadow was rushing towards her, but she couldn't see anything... couldn't see...

"Lu Yingqin..." Cheng Duanwu murmured, the voice was so small that only she could hear it.She wanted to say something, but in the end she couldn't say the words that were buried deepest in her heart.

Lu Yingqin, I love you.

She hasn't been able to say it yet.

It was dark in front of her eyes, and she saw her father, brother and Dongdong coming to pick her up.

She smiled, happy and relieved.She walked forward and followed her closest relatives, she looked back for the last time, but saw nothing...

Lu Yingqin, I love you.

She finally buried this sentence with her life...

"..."

"We have done our best in Yu Dong's case. But we have nothing to do with him pleading guilty to all the crimes." Guan Yi said in a helpless tone on the phone.

"Isn't Lele's child really Yu Dong's? Who is Mingyue? I don't remember ever having this woman."

"Boss, you remember correctly. If I remember correctly. You only saw Mingyue once. At that time, you mistook her for Cheng Duanwu and called her 'Cheng Duanwu'. Later, you realized that you had made a mistake. And apologized. Just this once."

"Then why did she write that Lele is my child in the suicide note?"

"Then you may want to ask the dead Mingyue. The DNA test results show that the child belongs to Yu Dong."

"..."

"Do you really want to intercede for Yu Dong?"

"Yes, I owe Yu Dong."

"The formalities will probably be completed tomorrow." After explaining everything, Guan Yi paused for a while, and asked a personal question: "The Dragon Boat Festival is coming, is it better?"

Lu Yingqin sighed, "Same as usual."

Everything was just a game. Yu Dong didn't want to hurt Cheng Duanwu, and he didn't have any explosives. He just wanted to force Lu Yingqin to commit suicide.At that critical moment, before Lu Yingqin pressed the trigger, he heard Cheng Duanwu holding Yu Dong's hand and pulling the trigger.

She killed herself and put an end to everything.In this way, she saved him.

If Yu Dong's hand hadn't trembled and the shot missed, if the bullet had really passed through her temple, maybe...she would really be gone...

But that major accident still left her with regrets...

Lu Yingqin hung up the phone, opened the door and entered the nearest room.As soon as the woman in the room saw Lu Yingqin, she smiled and walked over to hug him.

"Lu Yingqin, why are you sighing again? Did you treat me really badly before?"

"Yes."

"Are we really married?"

"Yes. We have a marriage certificate."

Cheng Duanwu patted his head: "Why did I get shot?"

"You are here to save me."

"Then did I love you very much before?"

"Yes."

"I love you very much, so why are you still treating me badly?"

"sorry."

"Why are you sorry?"

"You used to love me very much, but I treated you badly."

"It's okay Lu Yingqin, as long as you treat me well in the future, I don't remember anything anyway."

"..."

Looking at Cheng Duanwu's pure face, Lu Yingqin was filled with apology. He claimed to love her, but in the end he still didn't love him as much as she did.She lost all her memory and finally forgave him.

Cheng Duanwu, who was lying in his arms, looked at him with clear eyes and a satisfied face.

Lu Yingqin sighed regretfully, but Cheng Duanwu laughed.

Remember or forget, some people spend their whole lives struggling with this issue, and some lightly mention it.

Cheng Duanwu doesn't understand philosophy, psychology, or Buddhism. She just wants to make life easier for herself, so she doesn't want to worry about everything in the past.

Her forgetting comes from her heart's decision.Yes, such happiness is stupid, but it is happiness after all.

She is too tired, so she is so eager to get happiness...

(End of this chapter)