I really don't want to be invincible

Chapter 356 Don't wait here
"Why bother? If he doesn't want to come back when you already have children, it means that he doesn't take your mother and daughter into his heart at all. There is nothing to wait for such a person." Bai Ling said, between words Feel worthless for her.

"He didn't know I had his baby when he left."

"That's also unforgivable, at least it means that he already possessed you when he left."

"His departure was forced and helpless."

"You are already like this, why are you still protecting him like this? I think you are weak, and you must be suffering from lovesickness. You are suffering from longing for him here. Maybe he is immersed in the tenderness of others and cannot extricate himself. Why do you think you are doing this?" Ling shook his head helplessly during the day, an infatuated woman is hopeless.

"I believe he won't." Dongfang Xiachu also shook his head.

"How do you know he won't?"

"I……"

"Don't comfort yourself here. All your denials are just deceiving yourself. You just want to comfort yourself that he is not as bad as you think. You want to give yourself a reason to continue waiting, but what is the point of waiting like this? No matter how much you wait, he doesn't know your intentions, whether he will come back or not, have you even thought about it, when he first left, he didn't think about coming back?"

"No, no, I believe he must have some reasons why he didn't come back." Dongfang Xiachu had never thought about it, but she could only let herself deny this idea, otherwise her waiting would be unsustainable, her Life is unsustainable.

"Perhaps, if you are willing to continue waiting for me like this, it doesn't matter. Anyway, it has nothing to do with me, but I think you have waited until lovesickness has become sick, so I still advise you, let go when it is time to let go, and don't let yourself fall into this meaningless situation." You can't extricate yourself from the quagmire, with your strength, there is still a long way to go in the future, there is no need to drag yourself to death."

"I'm willing to wait for him, no matter how long it takes!" Dongfang Xiachu looked at him and said firmly.

"It's a pity that you are such an infatuated woman." Bai Ling sighed.

"What about you? Have you ever loved a woman?" Dongfang Xia Chu calmed down his emotions and asked him intentionally or unintentionally.

"The woman I have loved... This question is really hard to answer. I think I have been pursuing cultivation for the first half of my life, and then I have started pursuing another kind of thing that is difficult for the world to understand. It seems that I really don't know much about it. Focus on women."

"However, if you want to say that I have never loved a woman, it is not accurate. I did love a woman a long time ago, but she separated from me because I only knew about cultivation. I also gave up cultivation for her, and we also We lived happily together for a long time, but because I stopped practicing, she was killed, so I started practicing again, and then revived her, but because I kept practicing, she left me again went."

"Did you say that I have never loved her? In fact, there are many women around me in my life, all of whom are outstanding, but the only one I have loved is her. I have never forgotten her, but so what, Can’t let go because you have loved? You may say that it’s because the love is not deep enough, but I want to tell you that you should let go because you love deeply, and you should learn to let go, otherwise you will either torture each other or you will torture yourself , he didn't feel anything, why bother? What's the point? So let it go when it's time to let go, there's nothing wrong with it."

Dongfang Xiachu looked at him dully.

The woman he said he loved the most was obviously not him, because he didn't have much experience with him at all, only that side of love.

Sure enough, is he just a passer-by in his eyes?

"Apart from her, do you have any other girls you have ever loved or liked? Since there are so many girls in contact with you, do you feel that maybe there is someone waiting for you?"

"Wait for me? I don't know how many infatuated women like you are in this world, but I'm sure there are not many. Besides, I usually break off the relationship clearly, and basically there will be no such thing as you said. Such a situation." During the day, Ling shrugged, turned his head to look at her, and frowned slightly.

"Haven't you ever thought that maybe at a certain inadvertent moment, there will be a woman waiting for you obsessively?" Dongfang Xiachu didn't want to give up, and the pain in his heart needed an affirmative answer to relieve it.

But what he waited for was more damage after all.

"Maybe there will be, but I will never stop for anyone in my life. If I let her down unintentionally, then I can only say sorry to her, and I have no chance to make up for the harm I caused to her unintentionally. I can only persuade her to let go of it early, lest the pain continue to deepen."

Dongfang Xiachu held back the tears, and there was a miserable smile on his pale face.

"You men are really ruthless, and you don't understand women's emotions and sacrifices at all." She was already sure that her 15 years of waiting was just her own unilateral wishful thinking.

I gave everything for the promise that I would wait for you back then, but he didn't take it all to heart at all. Perhaps when he left Jiangling City, he couldn't remember what he looked like.

After 15 years of waiting, she waited for a dreamlike reunion.

After all, what was waiting was indeed like a dream, a nightmare.

"If, I mean if, when you know that there is a woman who is waiting for you, will you go to her?" Dongfang Xiachu asked calmly, her gaze no longer dared to touch his face, Only dare to turn the gaze to the infinite distance, looking at the endless darkness.

"So what if I know? If I have such a shallow impression of her, it means that we haven't experienced too many things at all. No matter what kind of emotion she has for me, at least it means that I don't have much emotion for her. Do you think I should go back to give her a comfort and then leave, or force myself to accept a woman who has no feelings? No matter which option is more harmful, why bother to find her. "

"Then you just let her wait and wait?" Dongfang Xiachu said excitedly.

"Some waiting is better than despair." Bai Bailing sighed with emotion, just like himself, it is better to have a hope than nothing, and the reason that supports him to keep working hard is that he can still find the hope to let himself die.

Dongfang Xiachu was silent, and his heart that had been waiting for 15 years was broken.

"Let's not talk about this anymore. Jiangling City doesn't seem to have seen you before. What are you doing in Jiangling City? This place is so remote that most people seldom come here." She still had the last hope that everything he said was a lie. To myself, even if I just lie to myself not to wait any longer.

"It's just a coincidence that I came here, just like meeting you by chance."

During the day Ling stood up, was silent for a long time, and said earnestly: "I advise you not to wait, he will come without waiting for you who should come, and he won't come no matter how long you wait for him who won't come, instead of being here Time is wasted waiting, it is better to give yourself a chance to start again, no one’s life can’t live without someone, this is true for ordinary people, especially for warriors.”

"Thank you for chatting with me today."

"You're welcome, it's fate to meet each other, and it's fate to pass by. Go back early, don't wait here." Bai Bailing said and flew into the distance.

Dongfang Xiachu stared at his leaving back infatuatedly, just like the parting 15 years ago.

　Five more, happy new year everyone, ho ho~~~
　　
　
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