I really don't want to be invincible

Chapter 357 The Dream Is Broken, My Heart Is Dead

To meet is fate, and to pass by is also fate.

Dongfang Xia Chu silently recited these words in his heart, the tears in his eyes could no longer hold back, and fell like heavy rain.

In his heart, he is really just a passerby, that's all.

She said "I'll wait for you" 15 years ago. She kept her promise and waited until now, but he didn't answer at the beginning. Perhaps this is the best answer today.

Perhaps, he didn't take his words seriously from the beginning.

Tears were like a glacier in winter, cold from the bottom of my heart to my face, and my whole body was about to freeze.

But she didn't cry, she just shed tears silently.

Now she is no longer the youthful woman she was 15 years ago. She no longer has that passionate cry, and her cold heart can't make that passionate cry.

15 years of waiting has drained her youth. She hopes that one day when they meet again, the joy of reunion will allow her to re-bloom the enthusiasm and beauty of the past. However, the pain of meeting each other broke all her expectations. and persist.

Dream, broken.

Waiting, there is no more motivation to support it.

In the far sky, the Kongming lantern has been extinguished and lowered.

Seeing this scene in the past, she just felt a little lonely, but recently, she saw the end of her life.

"Pfft~~~"

Dongfang Xiachu spat out a mouthful of painstaking effort, his eyes darkened, and he fell forward, and below him was a cliff.

Bai Yunbao jumped out, bit her just in time and dragged her up, and flew back to Jiangling City with her on his back.

……

Gangneung Fortress,
The Oriental Mansion still maintains the appearance of 15 years ago, and no plants or trees have changed.

The only thing that is different from the past is the total martial law inside and outside.

Dongfang Xia was lying unconscious on the bed at the beginning of the year. A miracle doctor was treating her. A dozen servants who took care of her daily life were surrounded by the bed, sweating profusely. They stared at the miracle doctor's every move and frowned. It made them feel like their hearts were about to stop.

The genius doctor stood up and remained silent.

"Genius doctor, what's the matter with Madam? You should say something."

"Madam's situation is not very good. She was already weak due to lovesickness, and now she has been strongly stimulated, and her energy and blood are overwhelming. This time, I'm afraid..."

"Afraid of what?"

"Forgive me for being helpless, you should inform the Holy Queen as soon as possible, so that she won't see anyone when she comes back."

"Is it so serious? Aren't you a miracle doctor? There are still diseases in this world that you can't treat?"

"Even if I can heal all kinds of diseases, I can't heal the dying."

The genius doctor shook his head and left the room with a sigh.

"What do we do now?"

"What else can I do? Hurry up and notify the Holy Queen. I think Madam seems to be really serious this time, and maybe she won't be able to survive this time."

"Then I'll let someone notify the Queen."

"Ah."

……

During the day, Ling returned to their resting place, with extremely complicated colors in his eyes.

Did he not recognize who this woman was?
At first he did not recognize who this elegant woman was, but when she asked him whether he had ever loved a woman, whether he thought there would be a woman waiting for him, he finally realized who this woman was, Isn't he the same Dongfang Xiachu that he met in the Dongfang Mansion in Jiangling City back then?

Bai Bailing is 100% sure that it is the beginning of Dongfang Xia.

He never expected that that seemingly random sentence at the beginning would actually make her wait for him in this remote town for a full 15 years, until her heart and mind were haggard, and her lovesickness became sick.

Not to mention that they actually had a daughter after that time.

Although the heart demon did what happened at the beginning, after all, it was a part of him. To put it bluntly, it was equivalent to him doing it. Although he didn't realize it at the beginning, he did see it with his own eyes when he went back 15 years ago. This happened.

The moment a woman waited for her for 15 years and realized that she was Dongfang Xiachu, Ling Zhen really wanted to tell her that he was back, no matter what, to give her some comfort.

But in the end he still didn't say so.

What is the point of this consolation?He was going to die soon, and if he met her and then died, wouldn't it be a bigger blow to her?Even if it was the demon who occupied her consciousness and forcibly occupied her at the beginning, it was sealed and could never come out. No matter which one I was, I couldn't give her a better future. Such a recognition would only bring greater sorrow .

Rather than doing this, it is better to simply comfort her.

Even if it is to make her give up, it is better than letting her continue to do this kind of unnecessary waiting.

"Sigh, I didn't expect there to be such an infatuated woman in this world." Bai Bailing smiled bitterly at himself. In his last life, he didn't take her seriously at all. In this life, even when such things happened, he still didn't take her seriously. The last sentence was taken seriously, thinking that I really felt sorry for Dongfang Xia Chu.

It is equivalent to failing her two lives.

During the day, Ling leaned against the tree, looking at the bright moon in the sky.

He really wanted to know who their daughter was, but in the end he chose not to ask, so what if he asked, it didn't make sense for a person who was about to die to find out, so could he still go to her?It's better not to disturb her life.

"This is a mistake, let me pay with my life for this mistake." Bai Ling sighed with emotion.

No sleep for one night.

The sun rose from the sky, and during the day Ling led a group of people back to the Slaughtering Heaven Sect.

No one noticed Ling's unusual heaviness during the day, and everyone's attention was on Bi Luoxian.

After Huang Wuchang, the old man's remnant soul occupied Bi Luoxian's body, he showed a completely different state from before, laughing from time to time, touching things here and there from time to time, as if a newborn baby was full of enthusiasm for this world. curious.

"Cauldron, why do I feel that there is something wrong with Bi Luoxian?" Hell Fire Dragon quietly asked Bai Ling.

"For the time being, he is no longer Bi Luoxian, he is now called Huang Wuchang." Bai Ling said.

"Desolation and impermanence? What the hell?"

"It's hard to explain this problem to you. You don't need to know that much. Anyway, just remember that Bi Luoxian's troubles have been solved, and Bi Luoxian will not come out to interfere with my affairs until I die."

"That's good, I'm afraid that guy will always come out to play tricks at critical moments."

"Ah."

"What's the matter, cauldron? Why do I feel that you are a little depressed today?"

The Hell Fire Dragon whispered: "Could it be that he is about to die soon, and he is a bit reluctant to part with this world?"

"If I can't bear anything, I can't bear to die." During the day, Ling gave it a blank look, took a deep breath, and completely suppressed the distracting thoughts in his heart.

If Dongfang Xiachu didn't hate herself, then let the news of her death completely cut off her thoughts.

If Dongfang Xiachu hates her from now on, then let the news of her death comfort her heart that has been wounded for 15 years.

"Hurry up, I have something for you to do after 4 days." Bai Bailing accelerated his speed and flew in the direction of Slaughter Tianzong.

"Coming~~~"

A group of people followed closely behind him.

(End of this chapter)