miss you dearly

Chapter 17 The Most Important Decision (3)
Ji Ruoning recounted what happened to Wen Xingyuan last night, "I greeted him at the company today, but he didn't even lift his eyelids. I went to the office to ask him to sign the document, and he signed it without saying a word, without even looking at him." Didn't give it to me. Tell me, he won't be fooled by me? If that's the case, is there a reason why we don't want him?" Thinking of Wen Xingyuan's stern face, Ji Ruoning couldn't help laughing, "You don't know , It's funny how he doesn't talk."

Xi Yan sighed inaudibly: "Ji Ruoning, although he is in your husband's company, he is the big boss anyway. Is it really okay for you to talk about him behind his back like this?"

Ji Ruoning retorted: "I'm not talking about him, I'm commenting objectively." Without waiting for Xi Yan to reply, she said again: "Although I scolded with confidence, but calm down and think about it, it's not easy for Wen Xingyuan. You don't know, do you?" , On the day you left, he went to the airport. I guess, you and Han Nuo must have done something outrageous to stimulate him, otherwise he wouldn't have thought of getting engaged."

"He went to the airport?"

"Yeah, Yifan told me last night. It should be the elder brother who told him when you left. In fact, you shouldn't hide it from him. Even if Han Nuo wants to send you off, you can say so."

"I don't want to leave without saying goodbye. I just, don't know how to face him, so I try to avoid being alone with him."

"What do you mean you don't know how to face him? After experiencing Han Nuo, you can't even fall in love? Look at Li Xiaoyun, aliens can see that Wen Xingyuan is not interested in her, so he still posted it. It's just that Wen Xingyuan's determination is good, if it were another man, he would have been taken already."

"What nonsense are you talking about? I found that after you married a woman, you became rude. Why, someone posted your Tang Yifan?"

"I just accidentally told the truth." Ji Ruoning paused for a second: "Maybe I'm sensitive, I always feel that Zhang Yan looks at Yifan differently."

"Who? Zhang Yan? Wen Xingyuan's assistant?"

"It's her." Ji Ruoning collected her expression: "I saw them go in and out together more than once, but every time they met, Zhang Yan seemed very unhappy. Do you understand what this unhappy means? It’s the kind of change where you’re laughing, and your face turns cold the next second.”

Xi Yan's impression of Zhang Yan is only limited to the phone call.During Wen Xingyuan's time in the ancient city, Zhang Yan reported all the company's affairs to him by phone or email. Wen Xingyuan was very satisfied with her ability and execution.As for what kind of woman Zhang Yan is, Xi Yan really knows very little.

"Are you overthinking? Huacheng and Huadu are now a cooperative relationship. Zhang Yan represents Huadu Real Estate, that is, Wen's Wen Xingyuan. As the person in charge of Huacheng, it is normal for Tang Yifan to have individual contact with her matter."

"I hope so." Ji Ruoning curled her lips, and the little woman showed her coquettishness: "It's a bit off track, our topic is obviously Wen Xingyuan. To be honest with you, I told Wen Xingyuan your Weibo address, I guess he has already read it. Passed. As for the reaction, with my IQ, I haven't figured it out yet."

Do you want?Is the choice in her hands?Xi Yan couldn't help but think of the message she received when she turned her phone on in the morning.There was no contact for three full months. Before the so-called engagement, Wen Xingyuan sent a text message saying: "I have always been here."

It turned out that he read her Weibo and understood her fear and intentions.

"Wen Xingyuan has been living in the apartment building opposite Huacheng for the past few months. Except for going back to change clothes, he is basically in the office. He is so abnormal that no one can understand why, but you can't." Ji Ruoning said with a sigh, "I haven't persuaded you deeply, because I don't want to put pressure on you. However, now that people are making such a big commotion and waiting for you to say something, you should make a statement. Engagement is not a big deal, but it's annoying. It’s not good to know everything. I just want to ask you, do you want someone else?”

Speaking of this, Ji Ruoning suddenly choked, because she turned her head inadvertently, and found that the male protagonist of the incident was standing behind her at some point.At this moment, he was looking at her with a look of "that's a good question".Then, in her bewilderment, Wen Xingyuan gracefully raised his hand and took the phone over.

"He's so good, who would be willing to let him go? It's just that when I was woken up in the hospital and heard him say that he loved me for ten years, I..." Xi Yan couldn't continue, and she didn't notice the strangeness at the other end. She was silent After a few seconds, I stabilized my emotions before continuing, "I was surprised that he liked me, and I was shocked that he liked me for ten years. My brother once said: There are people who love me selflessly in this world. At that time, I thought it was comfort. Until that day I I realize that I am indeed lucky. Although I can never find what I lost, I still have him by my side. He is as precious as him, and I am lucky to have him. However, in the emotional world, he is like a blank sheet of paper, but I am a blank slate. That black spot on the paper that anyone can see at a glance. Ten years of dedication, ten years of sincerity, what should I use to balance? He doesn’t care about it, but I can’t feel at ease.”

Ji Ruoning couldn't hear what Xi Yan said, and just stared at Wen Xingyuan's face for a moment, fearing to miss every subtle change in his expression.

In Xi Yan's silence, under Ji Ruoning's gaze, Wen Xingyuan finally spoke, his deep voice was exceptionally clear in the silent space, "I'm sorry, I never thought I would put so much pressure on you."

Xi Yan instantly petrified, and Ji Ruoning also lost her language function.

"As the saying goes, those who don't know don't blame. Xiaoyan, let's not talk about the past ten years, let's start from this moment, can you be brave for me once."

At this moment, Xi Yan could not see the man's eyes shining like bright stars hanging high in the night sky, but could hear the man's low voice that seemed to crush someone's heart, and the soft and even voice coming from the microphone. breath.A temperature that is enough to make one's heart boil, almost rushing towards the face.

Looking out of the window, Xi Yan heard a voice firmly answering: "I think, I can."

When I met you, I was not at the best age, but because of you, I believed in love again and looked forward to the future.I will not miss the past anymore, just because I perceive you, I have reserved the most pious heart for me.I am willing to be brave for you after ten years of mountains and rivers.I am willing to work with you to complete the most important decision of love.

In the early morning, when Xi Yan turned on the phone, there was a text message notification.

People thousands of miles away told her: "I was so excited that I didn't sleep all night."

The simple seven words contain too many emotions.Xi Yan read it over and over again, smiling without knowing it.

Just as the meeting was about to start, the phone vibrated, and it was still the same person. This time he said, "I've already arrived at the airport. It's still two hours before we take off. It's too slow. I'm in a hurry."

During the two hours waiting for the plane to take off, the man asked himself more than once: "Will you pick me up? Come."

Childish like a child.

Finally, after two long hours, he said, "Wait for me."

Xi Yan looked at the time, checked the arrival time of his flight, and continued working.

But found it too difficult to put in.

I almost forgot how hard it was to wait.A long afternoon seemed endless, especially when the person turned off the phone and could no longer send messages, and time seemed to stand still.

Sure enough, as Wen Xingyuan said: too slow, hurry up.

After finally getting off work, a colleague in the same office suddenly teased before leaving: "This day, I can't count how many times I checked my watch. Is my boyfriend visiting the ancient city? Go on a date."

Only then did I realize how exaggeratedly I looked at my watch throughout the afternoon.

Xi Yan couldn't help laughing.

Timing was precise, Zhang Ziliang's car was picked up, and when he arrived at the airport, he broadcast an announcement: "Flight 3696 from City A has arrived in Hong Kong, please pick up your relatives and friends..."

Xi Yan stood on tiptoe and looked at the place where people flowed, feeling inexplicably nervous.Even after many years, she still clearly remembers the cramped and flustered mood at that time.And the subtle sweetness when they met was something she had never experienced before, as shy and expectant as the first taste of love.

Still thinking: When we meet again, it will be different from before.A figure of Yushu facing the wind has broken into sight.

Xi Yan took two deep breaths in a row, and walked towards that person slowly but firmly.

The moment he saw her, Wen Xingyuan was inexplicably moved.After ten years of reunion and separation, she was finally willing to take a step closer to him.They finally had the start he was looking forward to.The male protagonist slowly raised the corners of his mouth and quickened his pace to meet him.

Sensing his eagerness, Xi Yan's face became hot uncontrollably.The other party noticed her embarrassment sharply, and approached her almost three steps at a time.The distance is shrinking, the heartbeat is accelerating, and love is growing.

When the two stood facing each other, Wen Xingyuan wanted to laugh when he saw her slightly bowing her head and rubbing her hands.This kind of laughter, of course, is not ridicule, but gratification.He was gratified that this girl whom he had loved for many years was finally able to face him as a lover.

Wen Xingyuan's heart was full of turmoil, but his face was not showing any signs of dew. He raised his hand to stroke Xi Yan's forehead, and asked, "Have a fever?"

"Ah?" Xi Yan was taken aback, apparently unable to digest Wen Xingyuan's reunion after a long absence.

Her naive look really wanted to be bullied, Wen Xingyuan really did that, pinched her face with his slender fingers, and said, "I don't have a fever, why is my face so red, huh?"

It was only then that Xi Yan understood his ridicule, "I don't think I have a fever, but I may have taken the wrong medicine." While talking, he wanted to slap his hand away, but he held it back.

Xi Yan didn't resist this intimacy, and let Wen Xingyuan hold hands, in his warm body temperature, deliberately said with a straight face: "It's really slow, it made me wait for a day."

Wen Xingyuan's coquettish tone made Wen Xingyuan smile even more proudly. He stretched out his hand and pulled Xi Yan into his arms and hugged him tightly. He breathed warmly in her ear: "I miss you so much."

Putting her face on his chest obediently, Xi Yan put her arm around his thin waist, and responded in a low voice: "Yes, I know."

"Are you considering changing the line?" Holding her tightly, he suggested in a low voice: "Say, me too. Or, I miss you more."

Xi Yan chuckled, and rubbed her small face on his chest: "I won't say I miss someone who will become someone else's fiancé at any time."

Wen Xingyuan laughed, loosened his embrace, and kissed Xi Yan's side face lightly: "What do you mean by becoming someone else's fiancé at any time? Can I understand it as jealousy? Well, well, I will take the initiative to admit my mistakes and continue If you have made a deep self-criticism, let’s forget the past, right? And because of you, I ran away from marriage, so you have to be responsible to me.”

Xi Yan didn't accept his tricks: "What are you responsible for? You did it voluntarily, so don't rely on me to abduct you."

Wen Xingyuan raised his thick eyebrows on one side, his unusually shining eyes were clear and gentle, he hugged her and walked out while arguing with her: "This is a big deal, we have to chat, I've always been a person Thank you."

Xi Yan was amused by him: "If Wen's employees see their big BOSS cheating like this, how will they react?"

"They didn't have a chance to see."

"Fortunately, they don't have the chance to see you stealing other people's phone numbers, otherwise you will lose your prestige."

Knowing that she was worrying about this, Wen Xingyuan quickly explained: "Who told you not to reply to the message. I didn't dare to call rashly. I was afraid that I would be abrupt, so I had to ask Ji Ruoning for your thoughts."

"Then what did you hear?"

"You don't know? Then why are you here to pick me up?"

"Did I say I'm here to pick you up? Hey, who are you? Why are you dragging me? I'm going to pick you up..."

"Who picks up, I can do it for you."

Like two naughty kids all the way to the parking lot.Xi Yan knew the hardships of long-distance flying and didn't want him to drive, but Wen Xingyuan pushed her into the passenger seat and drove the car directly to the south of the mountain.

Xi Yan didn't ask him where he was going or what he was doing, but just lowered the window of the car, letting the evening wind in late autumn mess up his long hair, and from time to time quietly glanced at him who was concentrating on the road conditions, his whole body was refreshed and his heart was full of sweetness.

When he reached the mountain, Wen Xingyuan took off his coat and put it on Xi Yan, rolled up his shirt sleeves, took out the tent from the car, and tied it up.Xi Yan wanted to help, but he refused, "Sit down and rest."

So, Xi Yan sat on the grass, silently watching him who was busy, and with the warmth in her chest, a smile quietly escaped from the corner of her mouth, "Why is there a tent on the car?" Seeing Wen Xingyuan raising his eyebrows, she suddenly Got it: "You asked Ziliang to prepare it?"

Wen Xingyuan smiled without saying a word, quickly finished the work, and finally tightened the ropes at the four corners of the tent. He squatted by the river and washed his hands, and sat next to Xi Yan.

The afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled on his face, making the man's charming side face even more resolute.Wen Xingyuan hugged her and asked, "Why don't you ask me what's going on?"

Xi Yan leaned in the arms next to her relaxedly, and turned her head to look at him: "If I hadn't been confused by my anger, Mr. Tangtang Wen would not have done such a detrimental thing. In the final analysis, it is my problem."

Wen Xingyuan's arms around her were tightened, and he leaned closer to her, his warm lips lightly touched her delicate cheeks, his voice was soft, "Those reporters just spread the word because of an ambiguous sentence from the old man and the Li family. The news of the engagement came out, and Xingyao deliberately misled Ziliang, just to see your reaction, I didn't know at first, but then..." After a pause, seeing that she didn't respond, he asked nervously: " Only after reading Weibo did I know that you are not doing well. Do you blame me for being awkward for so many days?"

Xi Yan shook her head, reached out to touch his face, "I'm cowardly, what's your fault?"

Wen Xingyuan heard the remorse in her words, looked at her distressedly, and kissed her slowly.

Just a kiss.Wen Xingyuan had no choice but to restrain himself, forcing himself to leave her lips, panting lightly.

It wasn't until the two of them calmed down that Xi Yan asked, "Are we in love like this?"

Wen Xingyuan wrapped her in his coat, his voice was hoarse and charming, "Of course. We are now 100% lovers. I'm going to decide on the name of boyfriend. Don't try to deny it."

The domineering tone made Xi Yan cast a reproachful glance at him, then she flipped her palms slightly and clasped his fingers.

The surroundings are silent, only the sound of the autumn wind blowing the leaves, rustling.

A rare moment of warmth.

After all, Xi Yan is still brave. When she saw clearly the distance between her and Han Nuo, and realized that Wen Xingyuan might be the last warmth in her life, she was reluctant to let him go.It is said that true love is hard to find, and a lover is hard to find. In order to get her, he is willing to give up the beauty of the world. What reason does she have to be cowardly and escape?

When he asked her if she could be brave for him once, the deep voice seemed to pass through thousands of miles to reach her heart. The gloomy world suddenly became bright, and Xi Yan's eyes became wet unconsciously.

"I think, I can!"

This is her answer and also her promise.

At that moment, happiness flows through every corner of the body, even the world, suddenly quiet.

"I thought I would never have the chance to get that answer in my life."

Sad to make people feel distressed.

With the ups and downs in her thoughts, Xi Yan couldn't calm down for a long time. After a long time, she said hoarsely, "I'm sorry to keep you waiting."

No matter how difficult the waiting process is, as long as the ending is as I wish, I am willing.

"Nothing will happen tomorrow, I promise." The low voice was clear and firm, as if it had accumulated ten years of obsession and persistence, and Xi Yan couldn't help but believe it.

Xi Yan smiled with curved lips, the dimples on her cheeks were faintly visible, "I want to see you."

Thick lovesickness overflowed.

Waiting for this moment has been too long.

Wen Xingyuan whispered softly: "Be obedient, I'll be there tomorrow."

His voice was very soft, like whispering in the ear, she responded in a low voice, and her heart was instantly at peace.

Today, ten years later, Wen Xingyuan finally walked into Xi Yan's heart.

Really, it comes from thousands of mountains and rivers.

Just as he was so busy, Wen Xingyuan called.His voice was lazy, as if he had just woken up: "Xiaoyan, how long does it take to get off work? Can I leave early?"

Xi Yan checked the time, but it was only three o'clock in the afternoon, "I was already late in the morning, and now I have to leave early, I want to be laid off."

They spent the night on the mountain every night, and when they went down the mountain in the morning, knowing that Wen Xingyuan didn't sleep well last night, Xi Yan insisted on sending him back to the apartment to rest before going to work.As a result, when he was about to leave the house, he was reluctant to let her go, which made Xi Yan arrive four or ten minutes late.

Wen Xingyuan responded casually, "If you are laid off, you will be laid off. I will take care of it."

Xi Yan teased, "Boss Wen is rich and powerful."

Wen Xingyuan smiled a little smugly: "My wife still saved enough."

(End of this chapter)