miss you dearly

Chapter 2 Give time a little time (2)
"Xiaoyan, how long do I have to wait?" Wen Xingyuan lowered his eyes, blocking the lights of Wanjia from his eyes, and a face with sharp edges and corners was clearly reflected on the glass window, tired and helpless.

The night is long.

Without the constant traffic and busyness of the city, the morning in the ancient town is quiet and peaceful, and the fresh air seems to be mixed with a slightly humid atmosphere, which makes Xi Yan unable to help but take a deep breath.

In the living room flows Brian.With Adams' hoarse voice, Xi Yan stood on the balcony, looked away from the sleeping ancient city, looked at the hazy snow-capped mountains in the distance, and let the soft and cool breeze caress her plain face, feeling cool and comfortable.

A sentence Wen Xingyuan said suddenly came to mind, Xi Yan curled the corners of her lips, and sent him a text message by accident: The feeling of tranquility is unreal, like flying in the clouds, when will you fly back?

When the phone displayed "send successfully", I regretted it inexplicably.For a while, Xi Yan wasn't sure why she sent such a message, so she hurriedly turned off her phone, fearing that Wen Xingyuan would call and ask her what she meant.Then she checked the backpack, made sure that all the documents were brought, turned off the stereo, locked it with a "click", dragged the suitcase downstairs, said good morning to the auntie neighbor she met by chance, and walked slowly towards the entrance of the alley.

Seeing Zhang Ziliang leaning in front of the car from a distance, Xi Yan waved to him, "Good morning, Ziliang."

Looking at the girl's bright smile in the morning light, Zhang Ziliang seemed to understand that Wen Xingyuan was far away.Xi Yan is not very beautiful, if you insist on something different, it is a unique temperament.The so-called uniqueness does not give you a sense of distance, but also makes you want to get closer.And she doesn't like to dress up like other girls, there are few traces of grooming on her plain face, only her long curly hair is more carefully groomed.According to Wen Xingyuan, it was because Xi's mother liked her long black hair very much, so after the old man passed away, Xi Yan cherished her hair more and more as if commemorating her mother.

In Xi Yan, Zhang Ziliang saw the purity and sincerity that urban girls rarely see. Even if she deliberately conceals the light on her body, people can still smell the unique smell of sunshine without knowing it, which is a little light and a little warm.

Xi Yan approached in the morning light.

Zhang Ziliang went up to meet her, took the suitcase from her hand and put it in the car.

On the way to the airport, he handed over the breakfast he had prepared, and asked nonchalantly, "The phone is off again?"

Wen Xingyuan called early in the morning and said that this girl seemed casual, but she was a bit picky in her bones, so he specially asked him to help her buy a nutritious breakfast.Zhang Ziliang ridiculed: "Are you working hard to be a boyfriend, or are you developing in the direction of a nanny?" On the other hand, he did so honestly, because the man said: "After working as a nanny for a long time, it is logical to be promoted to a boyfriend. Brother's happiness It's all up to you."

For the lifelong happiness of his buddies, Zhang Ziliang charged forward.

Xi Yan thanked her, inserted the straw, and said vaguely while drinking, "I forgot."

"Remember to turn it on at any time when you get home. If we can't find you...we will be worried." Zhang Ziliang turned his head to look at her, wanting to tell her that Wen Xingyuan was flying over today, but he choked back the words.

After Xi Yan drank the soy milk, she turned on the phone silently, and a new text message came in.

Facing her seemingly unclear message, Wen Xingyuan replied with two words, "Anytime."

Nod your head, I can fly to you anytime.

As long as you are willing to.

It's just that I don't know if Xi Yan understands the promise contained in these two words.

The plane landed on time, and Xi Yan was hugged into a soft embrace as soon as he reached the exit, and Ji Ruoning's choked voice was next to his ear: "You have no conscience."

Xi Yan stretched out her arms and hugged her long-lost best friend vigorously. Although she smiled, her voice was crying: "When we meet, I will scold me. Sure enough, I have a backer. You can do it, just abandon me so silently." gone."

Ji Ruoning let go, thumped her on the shoulder, and lightly reprimanded: "Whoever abandons who, a bad thing without a conscience."

Xi Yan's tears fell first: "I'm not a thing."

Ji Ruoning cried and laughed: "You really are nothing."

Xi Yan still had tears in the corners of her eyes, but she also smiled: "You dare to scold me, you are so audacious."

"The teeth are sharp and the mouth is sharp, be careful."

"Open your mouth and let me see how sharp your teeth are." After speaking, she really took a step back and looked at Ji Ruoning.

Her shoulder-length half-length hair was randomly tied up with a hairpin, she was wearing a white silk one-piece cheongsam dress, a pair of low-heeled cut-out shoes, delicate eyebrows, and light makeup all made Ji Ruoning exude a feminine look. charming.Ling Xiyan couldn't help changing a sentence: "I have seen many beauties in the world, but there is no such graceful and graceful girl."

Ji Ruoning said angrily, "It shows that you are good at Chinese."

"Does this have anything to do with Chinese? I don't know where it came from, and I'll go back home and go to Baidu, don't be so embarrassing." Seeing that she was about to cry again, Xi Yan stretched out her hand to pinch her face: "The meaning is enough, I'm flooded What should I do, I can't swim yet."

Ji Ruoning broke into tears and laughed: "It's best to drown you, so as not to be ruined for thousands of years."

Xi Yan feigned anger: "The most poisonous woman's heart."

I haven't seen her for three years, and the already slender Xi Yan seems to be even thinner. Only the expression on her brows makes her look a little angry, as innocent as Ji Ruoning. For a moment, she can't tell whether her smile is really from the heart, or whether it's from the heart. To appease her.

Seemingly having understood Ji Ruoning's inquiry, Xi Yan looked at the man standing beside her: "Will you introduce yourself to me?"

This frankness made the other party laugh, and the man took a step forward: "Tang Yifan, you are so pretty, do you mind if I call you that?"

Gentle as Ji Ruoning, handsome as Tang Yifan, like a prince and princess in a fairy tale, they are a perfect match.Seeing Tang Yifan stretching out his arms to embrace Ji Ruoning naturally and affectionately, Xi Yan was sincerely happy for her, and immediately said with a smile: "You should have called me Sui Ruoning, why don't you mind?"

Ji Ruoning blushed slightly and broke away from Tang Yifan's hand, and took Xi Yan's hand: "It feels good to be a sister-in-law, this time someone is flattering you."

Xi Yan looked at Tang Yifan who took the initiative to take her trolley case, "After you get married, she will belong to you, but before it belonged to me, isn't that too much to ask for?"

Tang Yifan raised his eyebrows, "As long as my sister-in-law doesn't ask me to abdicate, I have no objection."

The two girls looked at each other and smiled.

Talking and laughing at the parking lot, Xi Yan was about to get in the car, but Tang Yifan greeted someone: "Business trip or picking up someone?" She followed the prestige and looked over, and when she saw who she met, the smile froze on her face instantly.

Such an unexpected encounter caught people off guard.

Han Nuo, who had just parked his car, was standing next to the adjacent parking space in a blue striped shirt. His eyes touched Xi Yan's face, and his expression changed suddenly. , first answered Tang Yifan: "Pick me up." Then he cast his gaze over: "Long time no see, Yan Yan."

It turned out that there was only one sentence left between them, "Long time no see".

Xi Yan felt astringent in her heart, but seeing Han Nuo's expressionless brows and eyes, she calmed down inexplicably, at least her voice was stable, and she returned the words "Long time no see" without any trembling.

Facing the reunited two people, the blood on Ji Ruoning's face was also taken away a little, she approached Xi Yan unconsciously, and said sarcastically: "It's rare that Lawyer Han still remembers our face."

Such a sharp and sharp Ji Ruoning is unfamiliar, Xi Yan didn't want to embarrass or embarrass anyone present, so she held her hand after hearing the words: "Let's go first." While speaking, she gently pushed Ji Ruoning to sit in Tang Yifan's car The back seat, and then decisively closed the door to isolate himself from him outside.

However, Xi Yan felt so clearly that Han Nuo's gaze was always locked on the black glass window, even though he couldn't see anything at all.

As smart as Tang Yifan, he can naturally feel the delicate relationship between Han Nuo and Xi Yan. After getting in the car, he didn't ask any questions. When starting the car, I heard Xi Yan say: "I'm a little tired after flying for several hours, please take me home first."

Hearing this, Tang Yifan glanced at Ji Ruoning in the rearview mirror, saw his wife-to-be nodded, and said in a very natural tone, "Two beauties, please show me the way."

On the way back, Xi Yan lowered the car window, allowing the wind to shuffle her long hair, wrapping her thin face in a mess.It seemed that she didn't even have the strength to sigh, she tried her best to hold down the tear glands, and forced herself to suppress the sadness welling up in her chest.

The parting of more than 1000 days is indeed, long time no see.

He was still as handsome as he remembered, except that he couldn't find each other's shadow in their eyes.The mottled memory is like the retrograde street scene outside, making people unclear about the way forward.

Xi Yan reminded herself once again that when she left City A for the ancient city, they became passers-by in each other's lives.Don't think about the past if you can't recall it.However, when she looked at the clear blue skylight, her thoughts were like a slow-motion replay, going back to the good time, completely uncontrollable.

On a sunny morning, she got up early, sat neatly by the phone and waited.The familiar bell rang, and the girl smiled happily, pushing open the door of the dormitory.

The quiet campus is deeply locked in the warm morning light, and her prince stands gracefully under the shade of the tree with a smile on his face.

Han Nuo stepped forward in three steps at a time, held Xi Yan's hand, and lightly reprimanded: "Why didn't you even wear a coat? I'm not afraid of catching a cold."

Xi Yan smiled delicately and brightly: "I can wear yours when it's cold, don't be afraid."

The smile on his lips and eyes was so obvious, Han Nuo took off his windbreaker and wrapped it around her body, stretched his arms around her slender shoulders, "Let's go for a walk!"

She asked playfully in his arms, "Are you ostentatious?"

"Yes, show off." He pinched her face, and he said, "My mother will come back in a few days, and she wants to see you."

"Ah?" Xi Yan couldn't smile anymore, she gritted her teeth after a while and said, "Okay!"

Han Nuo was amused by the way she gritted her teeth, and hugged her vigorously: "Why is it as if you are about to go to the execution ground, are you so nervous? Be careful not to lose your teeth."

"Who said I was nervous? An ugly daughter-in-law always wants to see her in-laws, and besides, I don't..." Suddenly realizing that she had slipped her tongue, she immediately stopped talking and turned her head to look at someone who was holding back her laughter. Be serious, don't laugh!" But he didn't have the confidence, his face was red.

A charming smile appeared on his handsome face, and Han Nuo asked, "Who wants to see your in-laws?"

"What are you talking about, I don't understand." Xi Yan refused to admit it.

Han Nuo laughed softly, took warm breaths, and gently kissed her on the forehead, then hugged her into his arms, his deep voice revealed a little temptation: "I really don't know?"

Xi Yan simply did not evade, put her arms around his waist, and rubbed her face against his chest: "What should I do, I'm so nervous."

"Why are you nervous, and I won't return the goods." Being pinched on the waist, Han Nuowen said softly, "Don't worry, I'm here!"

She hid in his arms like a kitten and acted like a baby: "Then you have to face me."

He bowed his head and kissed the top of her hair: "Silly girl, whoever is not towards you."

Such Han Nuo, the prince that Xi Yan once trusted wholeheartedly.

At that time, he was the best in the school, not only handsome and handsome, but also top-notch in all his homework, and he was also known for his good temper.As Xi Yan's boyfriend, although he doesn't understand romance, he still brings her unexpected little surprises from time to time, and he pampers her very much.On the one hand, Xi Yan feels happy, but at the same time she is full of puzzlement. She always likes to ask stupidly: "Why me? Why are you so kind to me?"

How did he answer?
Thinking back now, Xi Yan still clearly remembers his serious expression and his natural tone.

"Because it's you, so it's only good for you."

Because, therefore, it is you.

Happiness is within reach, and the fragrance of love is overflowing with warmth.Apart from not being afraid of the future and going forward bravely, I really have nothing else to do.Even later, there was no way out.

The sad melody seemed harsh in the silent night, but Xi Yan was only caught in her own thoughts, sitting on the carpet with her arms around her knees and her motionless posture looked a little helpless and fragile.She thought she would never have such emotions again, at least when she decided to come back, she had already given herself a psychological construction.Unexpectedly, after meeting Han Nuo, all the hard work was in vain.

Not forgotten.Xi Yan didn't have the courage to face up to this terrible discovery.

The other party was obviously more patient than her, and the phone rang reluctantly.

Xi Yan slid the phone slowly, and the calm and relaxed voice in her memory rang in her ears, and the other party called her: "Yan Yan."

It was Han Nuo.

I just don't know if there is no other dialogue between them besides "Long time no see"?Otherwise, he wouldn't just call her name once and stop continuing.

Han Nuo remained silent, and Xi Yan was also speechless for a while.

In the sound of each other's breathing, there is little tacit understanding left.

Xi Yan never expected to meet each other as soon as they got off the plane.Or for her, it is the best ending to meet again.But in fact, what is the psychology vaguely expecting?Xi Yan refused to admit it.

Compared with Xi Yan who has been doing psychological construction since he decided to come back, Han Nuo was not prepared at all when he saw Han Nuo at the airport.

After being away for more than 1000 days and nights, Xi Yan returned to this city full of their common memories.

Three years ago, I had already lost the courage to be desperate. Now even if I can't control myself, I can only ask Ji Ruoning for her number through Tang Yifan. It seems that eleven numbers can connect the past, making them seem like they have never been separated. Same, go ahead.

However, the ending is all too clear.

Sighing from the heart, Han Nuo said with difficulty, "I'm downstairs."

Xi Yan walked to the window, step by step as if stepping on her breath, so heavy that she was almost suffocating.

The moonlight was dim, the street lights were dim, and the man's tall and tall figure stood out on the empty street.

The seemingly distant memory was awakened. Once upon a time, he was standing downstairs in the dormitory like this, sometimes seeing her off, sometimes waiting for her.Now, for what?Suddenly he really wanted an answer, an answer he should have given three years ago.

But what if you have the answer?

Being together is already a luxury.

He understood it earlier than her, so when she left three years ago, he didn't stay.

He failed to foresee the beginning, but he predicted the end early.

Han Nuo raised his head and stared fixedly at her window, as if he wanted to condense her figure mottled by time in front of the window into his heart.

Then, the phone was hung up and the curtains blocked his view.

Han Nuo lowered his hands and leaned all his body weight on the tree pole behind him, feeling powerless, or rekindled hope?

Under the same starry sky, Xi Yan curled up at the corner of the bed, thinking about the person she was willing to give her all to.

Years can meander through life like a long stream, endlessly, but some love is no match for overnight harm.

Silent night, moonlight bright.

The ancient city, Dayan Town.

Wen Xingyuan, who was thousands of miles away, got off the plane almost at the same time as Xi Yan.

Zhang Ziliang didn't mention his stubbornness that he would rather miss it than keep his mouth shut, and drove the car directly to the alley of the ancient city: "It's so pitiful for the lonely family. Let's catch the wind for you tonight."

Wen Xingyuan smiled gratefully: "Tomorrow night, bring your girlfriend."

"What are you pretending to be an ascetic monk? Yan Yan is not here, so I can't suffocate you to death."

"She's still suffocating me."

Zhang Ziliang laughed: "That's right, she doesn't treat you as warmly as I do."

It's not pleasant, but it's the truth.

"In terms of disregarding my feelings, you can be said to be like-minded." Wen Xingyuan got out of the car: "Go slowly, don't see you off."

Zhang Ziliang started the car: "I'm bored enough, come to the bar tomorrow, anyway, you are also the boss."

Wen Xingyuan waved his back to him.

Walking alone on the bluestone road that Xi Yan stepped on in the early morning, the closer he was to the apartment, the warmer Wen Xingyuan felt in his heart.

Is it because she walks here every day that she somehow feels kind?

Extremely childish.

Standing downstairs in the apartment, looking up at the light green curtains, Wen Xingyuan laughed at himself.

Home, a word that was too far away for him.However, when he handed the key to Xi Yan, he naturally called this place his home, her home.

Taking out the key and opening the door, Wen Xingyuan walked around the living room.

(End of this chapter)