In the spring before the first wife's return to the hall

Chapter 268 Even if they meet, they should not know
Jin Jingyi wanted Zhennan Wang to shut up, but the other party was a prince, so he had to keep his duty.He lowered his head and began to think about his own thoughts—why didn't he ask?What are you afraid of?
If he hadn't been forced by King Zhennan today, would he face up to the fear in his heart?he does not know.

He used to think that a man should be upright, and that a man should not be too affectionate; it wasn't until Jin'er disappeared five years ago that he realized that a man's heart is also soft, and it hurts when he touches it: but, that kind of He never told anyone about the feeling of pain to the depths of his bones.

King Zhennan couldn't talk to his heart's content by himself, facing Jin Jingyi who had become a mouthless gourd, he was very disappointed: "You think about it yourself. Tomorrow, this king will come again, and then this king will not discuss with you again. You Understood." After he finished speaking, he left and rushed towards a big tree first.

Holding the sword fell from the big tree, she turned over and fell to the ground without the slightest bit of embarrassment, she cupped her fists at Jin Jing as a salute, and without making a sound, she jumped to chase their prince.

Jin Jingyi looked up at the sky, not seeing King Zhennan off, what King Zhennan said back and forth rang in his ears: This king will not discuss with you again.

He could hear that King Zhennan was serious, and then thought of Liu Yiming who didn't speak clearly: his heart was moved.

Jin Jingyi let out a long sigh, some things need to be settled after all, there is no difference between now and someday in the future.He lowered his head and put his hands behind his back, and continued to walk deep into the garden: at least for now, he still needs to think about it, think about it carefully.

As the sun went down and the moon came up, candles were lit everywhere in Jinfu.

In the flickering candlelight, Jin'er's face was white and transparent.

Qi'er put the food on the table, and Jin'er sat down and picked up the bowl.Jin'er no longer said that she would not eat or take medicine, she was working hard to survive.

But his wife's behavior made Qi'er even more worried, but he didn't know where to persuade him: the wife didn't cry, and she didn't lose her temper.

"You guys go down." Jin Jingyi came in, his figure seemed to cover the room all at once, and Qi'er felt that the room suddenly became dark.

Qi'er looked at Jin Jingyi carefully, and while signaling Xia Chan and the others to back down, she quietly looked at Jin'er: Jin Jingyi made her very scared, but she was really worried about her master.

Jin'er signaled Qi'er and others to go out, stood up and looked at Jin Jingyi and said softly: "It's time for dinner, do you want someone to go to the kitchen to get some?"

"No need." Jin Jingyi glanced across the table: "These dishes are good, and you haven't used them much, just give me a bowl of rice." He stopped Jin'er from serving the rice: "I will cook it myself Let's go." He came back from the garden with a deep tiredness on his face.

Jin'er's heart was up and down, because Jin Jingyi changed three times a day: no longer vicious and it made her uneasy, how can Jin Jingyi shouldn't be so calm now.

Jin Jing took his meal and sat down, seeing that Jin'er was still standing: "Sit down. Eat first." He didn't say that there was still something to do, but the sentence of eating first let Jin'er know that he would not leave after eating.

That's right, it's time to make it clear.Jin'er sat down slowly, looked at the half of the rice left in her bowl, felt that her stomach and heart were full, and the fullness was about to overflow: being too full by being sad or something else .

Without the slightest appetite, she still picked up the bowl, and she must accompany him to finish the meal, right?
The dinner table was very quiet, the two people's bowls and chopsticks seldom made any noise, no one looked at each other, and no one spoke, but they could only see them eating but not how much food went down.

Jin Jingyi finally put down the bowl and chopsticks, and the rice in his bowl didn't go down much.Looking at Jin'er, he sighed softly: "I can't eat it either. Are you full?"

Jin'er also put down the bowls and chopsticks, and moved her body a little uneasily: "I asked Qi'er to take these away." What is coming will always come, and she is still very flustered when it comes to her. for a while.

"No need." Jin Jingyi stopped Jin'er from calling the girls in, but he had no idea what to say next, and the two fell silent again.

After a while, Jin Jing looked at Jin'er: "She, she..." The words were so heavy that he couldn't continue.He had already thought about asking. Originally, he could pretend that he was busy, and he forgot for a while, and he was confused, but after Zhennan Wang made it clear, he couldn't pass his own test without asking.

No matter how unwilling he is, he has to face that result.A pair of big hands pressed on both legs, firmly and firmly pressing on his thighs, in order not to make the legs tremble, but also to prevent the trembling of the arms.

Jin'er didn't need him to finish the sentence, she only heard two words but knew what he was going to ask; before she could speak, her eye circles were already red, because of the person who had gone to Huangquan Road for a long time: "Sister, she has already passed away .” Tears rolled down with these words.

"I was by my sister's side when she left. My sister went there with a smile. She said it was too hard and she couldn't hold on anymore. I just hope that the people she cares about won't blame her for leaving like this." Jin'er Her body also trembled: "Sister said, if there is a destiny in the next life, she is still willing, willing..."

Jin Jingyi patted the table with his left hand, and the whole body trembled and the table shook: "She, has she died?" Although he had expected it a long time ago, although he had already had the answer in his heart, he still held onto it. There was a glimmer of hope, but he still couldn't accept the answer when he got it.

Tears, I don't know when they have flowed down my face.

There was no more words between the two, and they shed tears silently, for a person they both loved.

"She, when she leaves, can..." Jin Jingyi's voice was choked with sobs.

Jin'er wiped away tears with the back of her hand: "My sister was calm when she left, because she was used to the pain; her leg was broken, one of her eyes could no longer see, her face was full of wounds, None of the fingers of the right hand are intact..."

When she said this, she could no longer control herself: "No part of my whole body is intact, every day of life is suffering, but she insisted on going down the mountain alone when the master and servant of King Zhennan thought she would not survive a few days." , walked and climbed all the way back to Tianyuan City."

When Jin Jing heard this, he clenched his fists, then he let go and slapped himself twice: he no longer knew how to make himself feel better.

He had heard it once, and thought he knew what the suffering of the past five years was like, but now he knew that the suffering was something he couldn't even imagine.

"Where is she?" The only thing he can do for her is the last thing, he can't let her be a lonely ghost.

Jin'er cried so much that she couldn't sit still and fell to the ground: "Yes, in the government. My sister died and slept by the lake. That's my sister's wish. I hope one day I can see me take my two children to play by the lake. ——It's very quiet there, my sister said that it can make her calm down and temporarily forget the pain on her body."

Jin Jingyi was shocked: "That's her?!"

Jin'er nodded repeatedly, but she couldn't say a word other than nodding.

Jin Jingyi was silent again, this time for a longer time, until Jin'er got up from the ground, he said quietly: "Tell me, tell me more about her, tell me everything I don't know. "

"Yeah." Jin'er went over to wash the cotton towel and handed it to Jin Jingyi, and washed her face herself. She sat down and thought for a long time before she said: "Sister came back a long time ago. Half a year ago she Just outside Tianyuan City, he became skinny and skinny, and almost died of exhaustion, thirst and hunger."

"I gave my sister a bowl of hot porridge, and my sister said she owed me a life. At that time, my sister's face was ruined, and I couldn't see her appearance, but when my sister saw me after eating the porridge, she even broke the bowl. Yes, she said I look exactly like her."

"I was also in a bad mood that day. I don't know why I actually listened to a woman dirtier than a beggar, and knew all about her experience; then, I took her in."

"But my sister has already run out of fuel, and I have invited several doctors and said that there is no way to recover, but my sister said that she can't die because she hasn't met the person she wants to see. She asked me to take her to the city, far away. She went to see her parents and younger brother from afar, and her beloved person and her pair of children from afar."

"She was so fascinated, she leaned against the wall and watched the person she cared about walk in front of her, and walked back after a long, long time, her eyes were full of happiness, and there was a smile on her lips."

"She watched it for seven days, and I didn't listen to my persuasion; the elder sister counted the number of times she saw everyone, she saw her parents twice, her younger brother once, her sweetheart saw her eleven times in seven days, and her children five times Every time she sees her, she can be happy for a whole day, and she said that those are the happiest seven days of her life."

"After watching it like that for seven days, she suddenly told me that she wanted to go back..."

Jin Jingyi couldn't believe what he heard. It turned out that he had met her face to face after she came back, but he walked past her unconsciously!

"Why, why didn't she come back? No matter how serious the illness is, I will ask the best doctor to save her. Why doesn't she come back? Why is she so cruel?!" He roared, because he could at least see her for the last time of.

You need to know how much he has to say to her, and how much he misses her.Why, why did she come back and not enter the house? He didn't understand, he really didn't understand.

Jin Jingyi hates himself even more, even if she changed her appearance due to injury, he should recognize her at a glance in the vast crowd: he has been so convinced for several years, because she is the person on his heart, compared to His life came to someone more precious.

However, he did not recognize it.For seven days, he walked in front of her and came back eleven times, but he never saw the woman who stared at him obsessively and loved him with his life.

Jin'er lowered her head and let Jin Jingyi roar to vent her anger. She didn't speak until he calmed down again: "Even if my sister spoke, the master wouldn't be able to recognize her. My sister's face was already ruined and her hair was already gray; at that time I asked my sister, but my sister didn't answer me and only recited a sentence to me—even if I don't know each other when we meet, my face is covered with dust, and my temples are like frost."

(End of this chapter)