In the spring before the first wife's return to the hall

Chapter 269

Jin Jingyi repeated: "Even if we meet each other without knowing each other, our face is covered with dust, and our temples are covered with frost." The more he chanted, the more infatuated he became, the more he chanted, the more painful he felt, he raised his hand and slapped himself several times.Why, why didn't he look more at that time, why didn't he notice that there was someone waiting there for him to pass by for seven days?
Seven days.She waited there for seven days obsessively, but she was waiting for herself to recognize her, but she was waiting for herself to gently call her home, but she was waiting for herself to bring her child to reunite with her!However, he made him wait for seven days in vain, and let him wait against the wall alone for seven days.

He cannot forgive himself.If he could recognize her, they would have been reunited as a family now; now it was his fault that they had gone the wrong way with her, and no matter how remorseful or remorseful they were, she would never be able to let her look at him gently again.

Jin'er looked at him with a long sigh: "Sister, she never thought about coming back, never thought about getting to know any relatives at all; she just came to see, and she couldn't let go if she didn't take a look. She felt empty."

"You lied to me." Jin Jing yelled, stood up and looked at Jin'er condescendingly, wishing to swallow this person to relieve the pain in his heart: "Why doesn't she come back, why doesn't she come back, this is her Home."

Looking into his eyes, Jin'er replied softly: "Before my sister entered the mansion, when she was recuperating in my home, she already knew that you had married Tan Shi again."

One sentence made Jin Jingyi sit down, without any strength in his body: Does he have the face to see her?When they met again, she was still infatuated with him, but he had already married another beautiful wife!return?Why did she come back? This is no longer her home.

"I saw that it was too hard for my sister to stay there, so I wanted to ask someone to explain the matter in Jinfu, but my sister stopped me; she said, just look at it from a distance, just look at it. All she wants is She wants to see you, not you to see her."

Jin'er's voice was faint: "My sister has no hatred or grudge against you. If there is anything you can't let go of, it's just that you don't know if you still have her in your heart, and if you really believe those rumors. She has always been happy Yours, until she closes her eyes forever."

"She didn't come back because she knew what she would face when she came back, and she was completely disfigured, bruised and bruised, unable to face those—just like when I came to the mansion, those things were already expected by my sister. "

"Mr. Tan has already entered the Jin Mansion. It's hard to understand your thoughts, but my sister is sure that Mrs. Tai is partial to Mrs. Tan; my sister doesn't blame Mrs. Tai, she is also a mother. She doesn't want you to see her face. She said she just wanted you to remember her dancing under the flower tree, that's enough."

Jin'er didn't tell the truth on this matter, the original words were as follows: Let Jing Yi remember me in the past, he will never forget me, and he will be good to our children; if he sees me like I am now I'm afraid that all the good things in the past will slowly disappear with time, and then there will be new people laughing and crying for the old ones—it doesn't matter how he treats me, but I have to make plans for my two children.

She is an extremely smart woman, and she has anticipated everything: she understands the resistance within the Jin family, and the Mu family's ruthlessness; so she did not return to the Jin family, nor did she return to her natal family, but chose to die silently, leaving everything behind. She gave Jin'er the younger sister she recognized.

Jin Jingyi was heartbroken, raised his hand, waved it and put it down, finally turned his back and tears blurred everything in front of him, but the vivid memory in his mind was even clearer: Under the rain of flowers, the bright woman smiled Jumping—that day, he and she celebrated their one-year marriage as husband and wife.

Under the rain of flowers that day, she once smiled and said loudly to the sky: I would like to be with Jing Yi from life to life, life to life.

The words are still in my ears, but the person has already left.

For the sake of her children, she tried her best to be foolproof: she entrusted everything to Jin'er, but she also knew that there was no impenetrable wall in the world. go down.

The only person who can guarantee the safe growth of her children is Jin Jingyi.As long as he remembers himself, he will treat a pair of children generously.Therefore, she would rather watch him from a distance for seven days than go up to him to recognize him, nor let Jin Jingyi see her appearance.

"My sister has confessed that she hopes you can do one last thing for her, which is the last thing she begs you in this life." Jin'er looked at Jin Jingyi in pain, her voice was soft but clear.

To be entrusted by others is to be loyal.She has done well so far, but she didn't expect her to be tempted by Jin Jing.Otherwise, things would not be so difficult here and now.

Jin Jingyi nodded quickly: "Say." Even if he died, he still wanted to fulfill her last wish; he never thought that he could do a little more for her, which would make him feel better.

Jin'er pursed her lips, seeing that Jin Jingyi was silent for a while before she spoke under Jin Jingyi's urging: "Sister said, if you know where she is, you can arrange how to bury her. Your heart is yours."

"But my sister begged you, my sister asked me to clarify the two words of the request, saying that it was her last request, please be sure to ask the master to promise my sister - don't go to see my sister, and leave all things to trustworthy people, sister I just beg you not to take a look at her, even from a distance."

Jin'er took a long breath: "Sister said, even if she has been wronged for five years and can't get snow, she doesn't want Master to take a look at her."

Jin Jingyi was stunned when he heard this, and then he took several steps back and sat down on the chair: "She, does she hate me?"

"You know, my sister doesn't hate you, she likes you. The face was destroyed by her, just for the sake of innocence-I will not allow my sister's innocence to be damaged even if I live for a day, because my sister is for it , For it..." Jin'er broke down in tears again.

Jin Jingyi didn't speak anymore, looking at his big hands that kept shaking, tears were rolling down: she shouldn't visit her by herself, even after she died.He didn't understand why, but this was her only last wish, how could he go against her wish if he missed her again?
She just wanted Jin Jingyi to remember her goodness and the beauty when they were together; all the memories about her ended five years ago, and what Jin Jingyi heard later was just hearsay: then everything stopped at five years ago. Years ago, Jin Jing's love for her and her memory stopped five years ago.

Only in this way can she truly feel at ease and truly believe that Jin Jingyi will not treat her children poorly because of the newcomer.After she dies, she doesn't want Jin Jingyi to see her appearance, just for her children, this is the only thing she can do for her children.

As a mother, she couldn't accompany her children to grow up together, and couldn't protect them from growing up safely. When she knew that she was dying, she tried her best to give all her love to her children in this way.

"Promise to sister, please, master." Jin'er did not get an answer from Jin Jingyi, she knelt down at Jin Jingyi's feet: "This is my sister's only last wish."

Jin Jingyi didn't respond, until the candle was about to go out, he said in a hoarse voice: "I promise, I promise her, you get up." He stood up, exhausting all his strength to stand up , his figure was unsteady and wobbly.

He didn't ask any more questions, and he didn't want to listen anymore. He felt that he couldn't face anything else, at least not today; he wanted to leave, and he wanted to be alone.

When he reached the door, he stopped suddenly: "You, why do you call her sister, and why are you so loyal to her?" It was Jin'er who saved her, not her, and he thought this was a big doubt.

Jin'er didn't hesitate at all: "My sister saved me. A few days before my sister was going to die, she saved my life, but because of this, she passed away the next day. I owe my sister my life, so I agreed elder sister."

Jin Jingyi didn't make a sound, and left with a heavy foot and a shallow foot.

Jin Er sat motionless by the table and did not send Jin Jingyi off.The candle finally burst into bright light, and went out after burning out the last bit of candle, and the room was pitch-black: Jin'er still didn't move, and didn't call anyone in, sitting alone in the darkness, as if in the sky. She sat like this at the beginning, and she will continue to sit like this.

The woman who was buried by the lake with her own hands, the elder sister who really loved her in her heart, taught her many things; but she did not fulfill her elder sister's entrustment, and she would be driven out of Jinan at dawn. government?

She doesn't hate.I'm just worried about the future of Jin Jingyi and the Jin family, and I'm even more worried about the Min'er siblings: they are my sister's lifeblood. She promised to love them well, watch them, accompany them, and protect them from growing up safely. big.

Now, she's afraid she can't do it.However, she must find out the person who murdered her sister, and then she will have the face to go underground to find her sister: otherwise, even if she dies, she will not dare to set foot on the road to Huangquan, and she is destined to be a lonely ghost—how can she have the face? See sister?

The sky light finally spilled into the house through the windows, making the room brighter and brighter as time went by.Jin'er finally moved. She wanted to stand up, but unexpectedly, her legs became numb after sitting for too long, and she fell to the ground unexpectedly.

Head hit the table.

Jin'er got up slowly, saw Qi'er and Xia Chan rushing in after hearing the noise, and said softly, "Help me pack my things."

Qi'er quickly supported Jin'er: "Are you okay? Does it hurt?" It was obvious that Madam didn't close her eyes all night, but she didn't dare to ask, for fear of disturbing Jin'er again.The best way right now is to ask Madam to take her mind off her mind, and not to be too stubborn.

Does it hurt?Jin'er looked at Qi'er in a daze, thought for a while, then stretched out her hand to touch her head and felt it: "It doesn't hurt." It really doesn't hurt.Because her heart was hurting and bleeding all the time, and other pains couldn't replace it at all.

"Mu, our wife invites you to come over—you must have to go, the master is about to arrive; Aunt Lianxiang talked to our wife last night, our wife thinks you may also I want to hear it." The voice from outside the house was annoying.

(End of this chapter)