Scholar's Love Exercises

Chapter 33 The Most Courageous Thing

As soon as Zhu Linsen opened his eyes, he realized something was wrong.

The ceiling in front of her was far away from her, and the quilt under her body was much softer than the wooden plank bed in the dormitory, and what was even more strange was that there seemed to be an arm across her waist.

This realization made Zhu Linsen turn pale in an instant, and the next moment, she rolled and jumped off the bed.

The movement was so loud that Ji Feiyan, who was soundly asleep, was woken up.He opened his eyes and his voice was hoarse: "Senior sister, what are you doing?"

Before Zhu Linsen dared to see who was on the bed, when he heard Ji Feiyan's voice, he turned around suddenly, and saw him looking at her with sleepy eyes, a little blankly.

"Ji Feiyan!" Zhu Linsen pointed at him with trembling fingers, "Why am I here?"

A look of embarrassment.

Ji Feiyan finally woke up, he propped up his upper body slightly, and replied seriously: "Senior sister is drunk, I don't want to send senior sister back to the dormitory, so I can only bring senior sister here."

Zhu Linsen didn't expect Ji Feiyan to be so "frank", she blushed and said angrily, "You, you take advantage of others' danger!"

One night later, when Ji Feiyan heard this word again, he sat up slowly, looked at Zhu Linsen with a half-smile, and said, "If I take advantage of others, do you think you can keep your clothes intact?"

Zhu Linsen was taken aback, and subconsciously looked down at his clothes. It was still the chiffon shirt and denim skirt she wore yesterday. Except for some wrinkles, there was not even a single button missing.

But she still glared at Ji Feiyan: "Then you should sleep on the sofa."

Ji Feiyan was laughed out of anger again, he moved to the bed closer to Zhu Linsen, pulled her over, and then turned over and pressed her on the bed, with a dangerous taste in his eyes: "Senior sister, are you Forgot something?"

"What... what?" Zhu Linsen stammered nervously as his breath was in front of his eyes.

"This is my bed, and you are my girlfriend, why don't you tell me why I want to sleep on the sofa?" Ji Feiyan moved closer to her, with the tip of his nose almost touching hers, and when he spoke, his hot breath The spray sprayed on her face, causing the temperature on her face to soar again.

He admitted that he had his own selfish intentions in not sending her back to the dormitory, and he hadn't thought about taking advantage of others, but when he thought that she might be able to kill him with a knife when she woke up, he still gave up the idea.

It's just that he finally got the chance to be alone in a room and let him sleep on the sofa?

Hehe, I don't even want to.

Zhu Linsen: "..."

Looking at her flushed cheeks, Ji Feiyan softened his eyes, and called out, "Senior Sister."

There seems to be infinite affection in the soft voice.

"What are you doing?" Zhu Linsen turned his face to the side to hide his chaotic heartbeat.

But Ji Feiyan didn't speak any more, just cupped Zhu Linsen's face, and was about to kiss it, when Zhu Linsen's cell phone rang suddenly and forcefully, breaking the ambiguity in the room.

Zhu Linsen quickly rushed to the bedside and picked up the phone. Li Zhichen's voice rang from the other end of the phone: "Squad leader, are you feeling unwell today?"

"No." Zhu Linsen felt that Li Zhichen's question was a bit inexplicable, so he answered in bewilderment.

There was a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, and he asked, "Then why didn't you come to class?"

"Going to class?" Zhu Linsen was stunned for a moment, almost jumped up from the bed, and even stuttered, "I... I overslept... What... what should I do?"

Zhu Linsen is about to cry, today is the class for exterminating Li!

"Don't worry, Teacher Li didn't come to the last class, so hurry up and come over now, maybe you can arrive earlier than Teacher Li." Li Zhichen said hastily.

"Then I'll come right over!" Zhu Linsen felt hopeful when he heard that.

She hung up the phone quickly, and was about to stand up, when Ji Feiyan put his arms around her waist from behind: "Senior sister, you are only in time for half a class now, so ask for sex."

"No! Let go!" Zhu Linsen slapped Ji Feiyan's hand off without mercy, and then quickly rushed into the bathroom.

Ji Feiyan: "..."

When Zhu Linsen rushed to the classroom, the second class had already started, but fortunately, Extinction Li hadn't come yet.As soon as she found a seat in the back row, she saw Juejue Li hurried into the classroom, apologized to everyone, explained the reason for being late, and then started the formal class.

Zhu Linsen secretly breathed a sigh of relief, just as Li Zhichen looked back at her, she took out her mobile phone and sent him a message: Thank you.

That phone call not only allowed her to catch up with Extinction Li's class, but more importantly, prevented some indescribable things from happening.

Zhu Linsen pressed his hot face.

What to do, her resistance to Ji Feiyan seems to be getting weaker and weaker...

In November, the results of the National Undergraduate Mathematical Contest in Modeling were released, and Zhu Linsen's team won the national first prize as expected.

Ruan Shaochun is the happiest one, because this not only proves the strength of their team, but more importantly, the school will give them a lot of bonuses.

The day after the results of the competition came out, Zhu Linsen was called to the office by the teacher in charge.

The head teacher of the university only appeared once or twice every semester. Although Zhu Linsen was the monitor, he had very little communication with him, so when he walked into the office, Zhu Linsen was still in a daze, wondering what the head teacher suddenly wanted her for.

"Zhu Linsen, after finishing your undergraduate degree, do you have any plans for yourself?" As soon as Zhu Linsen entered, the head teacher asked straight to the point.

Zhu Linsen was stunned for a moment, and replied truthfully: "I should consider going to graduate school."

"You are a good seedling, and your grades are obvious to all. It would be a pity for a student like you to go to work directly, but you should stay in school to continue your studies." The head teacher paused, and continued, "You have won the national first-class modeling twice. Award, and you have previous grades, you can directly apply for on-campus postgraduate insurance, and I believe that you will be able to pass it [-]%."

Zhu Linsen has actually thought about the postgraduate guarantee, and she also believes that as long as she continues to study mathematics, she can indeed succeed in the postgraduate guarantee [-]%.

But for some reason, even though Zhu Haoran and Chen Xiaoya had told her more than once about continuing to study mathematics, she was still hesitating and tangled in her heart.

Hearing what the head teacher said at this moment, the first feeling that came to her heart was resistance, but she was always obedient, so she nodded and said, "Teacher, I understand, I will think carefully, if I continue reading Mathematics, I will directly apply for graduate school.”

"Why, do you still want to study other majors?" The head teacher heard the meaning of her words and asked with a smile.

Zhu Linsen felt embarrassed to be seen through by others. Fortunately, the person in front of her was only a teacher, not the elder of the Zhu family, so she also said frankly: "I minored in mechanical engineering and computer science, and I am very interested in it, so I want to think about it carefully." Down."

"Then you should think about it carefully. But as a teacher of the mathematics department, I certainly hope that you can continue your studies in our mathematics subject."

When Zhu Linsen walked out of the office, he was still a little out of his mind.The first semester of her junior year is coming to an end, which means that she has to face the matter of graduate school. If she follows the past practice, she should continue to study mathematics directly according to her parents' wishes, but now she is hesitant.

She frowned. She had worked hard to cultivate her interest in mathematics, but if she didn't like it, she didn't like it. She could never love it.

That night, while having dinner with Ji Feiyan, Zhu Linsen, who really couldn't make up his mind, confided his heart to him for the first time.

However, Ji Feiyan didn't show a surprised expression at all, on the contrary, he seemed to have seen through her long ago.

"Senior sister, go against your parents' wishes and choose according to your own will. Is it really so difficult for you?"

Zhu Linsen nodded in shame, and replied, "It's harder than climbing to the sky."

The shadow cast by the two elders of the Zhu family on Zhu Linsen can be said to be quite deep. In addition to the control of life, the two people's love for mathematics is more like a finely woven net, covering Zhu Linsen in it, making her completely indifferent. way to break free.

When she was very young, the elders of the Zhu family told her bedtime stories, never fairy tales like Snow White, but stories about various mathematicians.

As a result, she had almost no common topics with children of the same age. She didn't know how Snow White ate the poisoned apple, but she knew who came up with the Pythagorean theorem...

Later, when I grew up, there was no bedtime story, but there was one more thing to recite before going to bed, which was mathematical formulas... Every time Zhu Haoran would listen to it personally, point out where she made a mistake, and then let her write ten words silently. go to bed again...

Even when eating, Zhu Haoran would randomly check a math problem of hers, and specified that she could only do mental calculations. If she got a wrong answer, she would have to write a self-criticism after the meal, and by the way, she would do ten more problems of the same type...

At that time, Zhu Linsen might dare to make mistakes in other subjects, but he never dared to make mistakes in the subject of mathematics.

It wasn't until she was in college that Zhu Linsen was freed from Zhu Haoran's various high-pressure policies. However, she had already formed a natural fear of Zhu Haoran. If she could obey, she would never resist.

"Did you know that there is a technical term for your mentality called 'pleasing personality'?" Ji Feiyan looked at Zhu Linsen with a rare seriousness.

"Pleasant personality?" Zhu Linsen was startled.

"That's right, there are several characteristics of a pleasing personality. One is the fear of expressing one's inner thoughts, the second is that one suppresses one's own needs and caters to others, and the third is that one does not know how to refuse and always lowers one's principles and bottom line to please others. Others." Ji Feiyan said, and continued, "When Senior Sister faces your parents, are these characteristics all in one?"

Zhu Linsen pursed her lips, Ji Feiyan's words were like a knife, piercing the truth she had never dared to face.

She felt sad for a while, isn't that how she is in front of her parents?
Ji Feiyan sensed her emotions, he looked at her, and continued to ask: "Senior sister, think about it, is there anything that you know your parents will object to, but you still choose to follow your own will?" ?”

"With you." Zhu Linsen blurted out.

Ji Feiyan was taken aback for a moment, and then a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. The shallow pear nest could almost melt Zhu Linsen's heart, and he said in an inexplicable tone: "Ah... so I'm with you." Together, it is the most courageous thing a senior sister has ever done."

Zhu Linsen glared at him, but his cheeks blushed, but it was undeniable that Ji Feiyan was right.

Being with him was the most courageous thing she had ever done in her life.

Ji Feiyan laughed for a while, his face returned to seriousness, and he continued the previous topic: "Sister, I have always felt that if a person cannot do what he likes in his life, it is equivalent to a life in this world for nothing. You have been in the past 20 years. Live to cater to your parents, because of their expectations of you, you chose the Department of Mathematics, and for four years, you have been forcing yourself to study a major that you don’t love. If you are going to graduate school, choose to cater to them again , that means that for the next three years, you will be trapped in the cage they created for you again."

Before Zhu Linsen could speak, Ji Feiyan continued: "And if you compromise this time, I believe that you will basically spend the rest of your life in compromise."

Ji Feiyan's words touched Zhu Linsen's heart deeply. She has already invested in it for four years. If she invests in another three years, the cost of her time will be too great. Maybe she won't do it again. There are other options, and we can only go to the end on this road.

"Sister, I believe Teacher Zhu is an open-minded parent. If you tell him the truth, he will be disappointed, but he must understand that this is your own life, and you have the right to choose the life you want." Ji Fei Yan shook Zhu Linsen's hand and continued.

He hopes that his girl will not have to cater to anyone in this life, and that every choice can follow his own heart.

The temperature from Ji Feiyan's hand spread to Zhu Linsen's, like a kind of strength supporting her.

Zhu Linsen smiled suddenly, with a different light in his eyes: "When I get home from the winter vacation, I will have a showdown with my parents."

(End of this chapter)