Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 1 A Sad Funeral

In BJ in March, the weather is still very cold, and the obscure sky hangs over this majestic city.

In the mourning hall, black and white are solemn, mourning and joy reverberate in the air. Two portraits hang on the wall in front of them. They are a military couple. The man is upright and the woman is heroic.

There was only one girl in the position of guarding the spirit. She looked about seventeen or eighteen years old, and she was very immature. She was wearing a black skirt, which made her little face paler, and there was a white flower pinned in her jet-black hair. She was weak and pitiful.

A car accident not only caused the girl to lose her dear parents, but also caused the country to lose two outstanding soldiers. Condolencers lined up to greet each other, and the girl bowed to thank her, her polite voice was choked with sobs, " thanks, thanks."

"Thank you..." Ye Xingchen suddenly paused. In front of him was a somewhat familiar face. He had a dark face and gray hair. He was an old man who was obviously older. He was still dressed in a green military uniform, like a pine tree. stand.

The old man's surname is He, and he is a well-known figure in the military region. He is the old chief of the J military region. Although he has retired now, no one dares to forget his outstanding achievements. The portrayal of it stung her eyes at this moment.

Medal of Merit, the most glorious dream of a soldier, her parents had many on their chests, and every medal is brilliant, but behind that splendor lies unknown longing and pain.

Tears welled up in her eyes, and the world in front of her eyes was suddenly blurred. In a hazy moment, she remembered the last time she got along with her parents a few months ago.

The loving father patted her on the back, the gentle mother gently stroked her face, and she hugged the little bear doll tightly in her arms, which was the only baby that accompanied her every time her parents left home.

"Xingchen, father and mother are going back to the army, you have to be good when you are alone at home."

"Mom promised you that she would come back on your birthday and buy you a present."

"What gift does Xingchen want, is the doll okay?"

"I'm about to take the college entrance examination. I'm a big girl, so I don't want to play with dolls anymore!"

"Then buy a new bear, you are so old."

"New bear?"

"Miss Ye family..." The old man's call pulled Ye Xingchen's thoughts back from the memory, and she realized that she was actually crying.

No, you can't cry. Mom and Dad said that soldiers bleed but don't shed tears. She is the daughter of a soldier, so she shouldn't cry so uselessly.

The slender little hand rubbed his eyes vigorously, but unexpectedly, the tears became more and more rubbed.

Seeing her forbearance, the old man couldn't help but burst into tears. Such a delicate little girl has no home since then.

"Miss Ye family, I'm actually here today..." The old man seemed unable to continue, because those words made him feel ashamed.

"I know!" Ye Xingchen cut off the old man's words. She knew what the old man wanted to say. Her parents died in a car accident, and the culprit was the old man's grandson.

Looking at the old man with clear eyes, even though her heart was so sad that she was about to die, even though her shoulders were so weak that they could hardly support her, she still tried her best to hold back her tears. Her small body revealed loneliness, but there was a sense of tenacity emanating from her bones come out.

After a while, she lowered her head and said with red eyes, "I... won't sue him..."

It's not that there is no resentment, it's not that there is no hatred, it's not that there is no evidence, and it's not that she is selfless and generous, it's just...it's just that the identity of that person is too important. He is not only the grandson of the old man, but also the seedling of the army. He graduated from the West Point Military Academy The youngest Chinese military officer, the country, the army, and his family all need him. He will perform more and more important tasks for the motherland and the people. His future is limitless, and she cannot destroy the hopes of so many people .

Mom and Dad said that as a soldier, you must be strong, and as the daughter of a soldier, she must also be strong.

Being strong, for soldiers and their descendants, not only means bravery, but also means!tolerant.

The guests were gone, and in the huge mourning hall, only the girl was left alone. She finally couldn't help but squatted on the ground sadly. She didn't wait for her birthday gift, and the worn-out little bear doll in her arms became her last. The only reliance.

"Little bear, I will only have you from now on..."

(End of this chapter)