I have a big problem with my past life

Chapter 80 If Life Is Just Like First Seen

Ning Ye has always been puzzled, why Jiang Jingyi, who is recognized as the goddess of the school and can line up the entire school playground with excellent suitors, would like such an ordinary and inconspicuous self.

It was as if he had never understood why she, who was beautiful and gentle in character and learning, was as dazzling as a star when she came to the new class, why she ignored the classmates gathered around her, but took the initiative to walk to her desk and smiled at her. He stretched out his palm and said that he wanted to make friends with himself.

At that time, Ning Ye's reaction was completely bewildered. She was stunned for almost a minute. When she saw her palm stretched out in front of her face and a warm smile showing two pear blossom dimples, she realized that she wanted to be with her. Shake hands yourself.

The reason for this is that she never thought that she was talking to herself, thinking that this new classmate, like other girls, came here to make friends with Chu Ran, who is also as dazzling as a star.

Isn't there a saying that good people will always attract each other, especially the opposite sex.

Ning Ye, who came to his senses, stood up in a panic. In a flurry of excitement, he knocked over the desk with his knees, causing everyone to laugh out loud.

After rubbing his greasy palm on the clothes a few times because of nervous sweating, he stretched out his hand carefully, and held her white and soft palm with a flushed face.

Even thinking about it now, I still find it funny, full of memories.

There is a feeling of "why cut the candles in the west window together, but talk about the rainy night in Bashan".

That is to say, from that first meeting, that smiling face with two dimples of pear blossoms was like a beam of warm sunlight shining into the darkness, and in the long time after that, it would always be in the shadow of the full moon. In the quiet night, he stumbled and stumbled into Ning Ye's dream countless times, and even rendered the dream warm and sweet.Greed for a while.

Ning Ye, who originally hated going to school, began to like going to class very much. She hated the disgusting holidays, because only during school can she meet the girl she likes.

There was a time when my friend Chu Ran wondered if this kid Ning Ye was going out to mess around, so he accidentally contracted a hay fever disease, and his kidney function was about to fail, because Ning Ye would go to the toilet every time the bell rang for the end of get out of class One trip, on average, more than ten trips per day.

As for the real reason, going to the toilet is not true, and it is true that she passed by the desks in the aisle and secretly glanced at Jiang Jingyi.

It really has to make people sigh the magic of love.

From the first year of high school to the third year of high school, more than two years, more than 800 days and nights, more than 2 hours, more than 100 million minutes...

And Ning Ye has been secretly in love for so long, and in the subsequent contact, the love is deeply rooted.

But it is probably a common problem of all lovers who fall in love. Although they show a calm and relaxed appearance on weekdays, when facing the person they really like, they will have a sense of inferiority in their bones, fearing that they are not good enough, afraid of supporting Not on the other side.

That's why Ning Ye never dared to confess his love, fearing that he would not be able to make friends when the time came, worrying about gains and losses.

And later, after the two became lovers, Ning Ye once asked the confusion in her heart, why she had to be so nice to herself.

Take the initiative to make friends with yourself, send lecture notes and antipyretics to yourself who has a high fever and is sick at home, and when you know that your grades have dropped, you offer to give yourself a separate make-up class as a supervision...

And the answer to all the questions is only one sentence——

"Because I like you."

This answer made Ning Ye's heart feel like it was stuffed with honey, it was extremely sweet.

"Then what attracted me to you, Jingyi, at that time, we just became classmates, so it must be the first time we met?"

"This is a secret!" Facing this question, she smiled slyly, like a little mouse who successfully stole rice from the granary: "Actually, I have known you Ning Ye for a long time, that was the first time you met me, But it's not the first time I've seen you."

"Hey, you're too cunning, just tell me kindly!" Ning Ye, who couldn't wait for the next sentence, felt as if a cat's paw was scratching her heart.

"I tell you, of course I can, but not now."

"Not now, when is that?"

"When I put on a white wedding dress and become your bride, I will definitely tell you this secret! At that time, it will be a special program at the wedding banquet. It will definitely move a lot of people to tears. Prepare more napkins here, lest you have to wipe your nose on your sleeves when you cry on stage!"

Hearing this sentence, any secret or answer seemed irrelevant.

As long as you are by my side.

As long as I can hold your hand like this.

As long as it's so simple for the rest of my life, it's better than anything else.

……

……

"Jingyi?"

Ning Ye stopped, looked at the sad and helpless crying girl sitting on the bench in the park, and called softly.

Ning Ye's heart was about to break when he saw the bright red string on her wrist that was no longer recognizable.

The weeping girl on the bench slowly raised her head when she heard this call that was so clear in the silence and darkness.

"Ning... Ye?"

Seeing someone coming, she had a surprised expression on her face, stood up hastily, and wanted to walk towards Ning Ye.

However, after only taking one step, she stopped, remembering her current situation, fearing that she, as a monster, would hurt Ning Ye again, so she backed away.

Although she was deceived twice by those monsters in the illusion before, but now Ning Ye can confirm that the woman in front of her is her lover Jiang Jingyi.

Not relying on other detection methods, but the real feeling felt in the heart, the heart seems to be torn apart, very painful and bitter.

Before, Dongfang Qingyue had sent him a lot of information books on the demonization of blood sense, and Ning Ye didn't dare to slack off and read them all overnight.

It was recorded there that after the blood sense demonization, people will still maintain a clear consciousness for a period of time every day, but this clear time will be gradually eroded as time goes by.In the end, human nature will be completely swallowed by demon nature, and reduced to a demon who has no reason but only knows how to kill.

And Jiang Jingyi, who is still in normal school at present, is obviously out of her sober time.

But this kind of sobriety, for her who is kind by nature, is actually the greatest pain, and she has to bear the murder she has committed alone.

Finding her lover Jiang Jingyi in this park in the middle of the street verified her previous idea. Ning Ye was not as happy as she was predicting.

Previously, he had agreed with her to meet in this park in the middle of the street on Sunday for their first sweet date.

Later, accidents happened, the so-called agreement was not kept, and the appointment was not completed.

She, now sitting here alone and crying, is waiting for herself.

Even if he knew that he had been pierced through his chest to death, he would never come to the appointment.

"I'm really sorry, as a boyfriend, I'm so incompetent that I'm so late..."

There was enough sadness, Ning Ye tried hard to smile at his lover, but the tears blurred the world in front of him, and the smile was mixed with hot tears:

"Now, I'm here to take you home!"

Bowl!

　For the past two days, my cousin’s son’s full moon banquet, tomorrow’s update may be delayed, I will try my best to update on time!
　　
　
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