I have a big problem with my past life

Chapter 81 You Are My Whole World

"I'm not who I used to be..."

As she retreated step by step, two lines of tears rolled down her cheeks, and she said in extreme pain: "Father, mother, and other innocent people were all killed by me with the palm of my hands. Even you, Ning Ye, I was hurt too."

"No! None of this is your fault, Jingyi!"

Ning Ye, who was so distressed that she was about to shatter, walked forward, wanting to hug her and try her best to give her some warmth.

"Don't come here! Please, don't come here..."

Seeing Ning Ye approaching step by step, Jiang Jingyi, who couldn't stop crying, begged that she already... didn't want to hurt anyone anymore.

"Believe me, I will definitely work hard to become stronger, and I will definitely cure you! So now, will you go home with me?"

Never before has he longed for power and becoming strong like this, because only when he becomes strong can he protect all the cherished people around him.

"Home? My once warm home, the family I once loved, have been destroyed by myself. I don't want to do this again, and I... can never go back."

In the dark, as if being drenched by heavy rain, his eyes were red and wet.

Ning Ye couldn't bear it anymore, and walked forward again, trying her best to restrain the grief in her heart so that her voice would not seem so vague and choked:

"Jingyi, didn't you say before that one day I will put on a wedding dress for you and become my bride. You also said that we must have a daughter at that time, and that the daughter will definitely inherit your good genes. At that time, she can dress up beautifully every day and treat her like a little princess. As a father, I must act like a knight and shoulder the responsibility of protecting the little princess, and we must not let those boys with bad intentions approach us little princess."

"You said with a smile at the time, I am so stupid as a father, it seems that there is no hope in the future. So, you said that you, who will be a mother in the future, must work hard now, so that you can find someone in the future. Get a good job and make lots and lots of money and work hard for our new home together. Take the pressure off of me and not let me support the whole family by myself and say that would be exhausting.”

"Have you forgotten what you said before? But I have always engraved it in my heart, and I dare not forget it! So I can't accept this love with peace of mind. I study hard and study hard, just to Being able to become better, being able to get closer to you is more worthy of you. I don’t want others to talk about you behind your back in the future, saying that Jiang Jingyi, your boyfriend and your husband, are so useless.”

"I, Ning Ye, am really stupid. Since I was a child, I can't do anything well. I'm completely the kind of ordinary person who can't be found immediately after being thrown in the crowd. But, I am The most extraordinary and luckiest thing in my life is meeting you, Jingyi. It is your presence that gave my otherwise monotonous and ordinary life a different brilliance and meaning!"

"I, Ning Ye, don't understand any great principles, and I never thought that I would have any great achievements, but I do understand one thing, if someone is nice to me, then I will be nice to her ten times and a hundred times!"

"Even if you lose the whole world, you still have me at least! If others want to hurt you, I will protect you with all I have! If the world doesn't like you, then the world is my enemy, because in my heart, you are My whole world!"

"So, Jingyi, can you rely on me once? Just let me fulfill my responsibility as a boyfriend and protect you once with all my strength!"

If it was normal, Ning Ye would be able to make himself laugh when he said the unreliable and unreliable love words of "becoming an enemy of the world".

But now, he said it so naturally, with categorical determination, because this is indeed what he wants in his heart at this moment.

He is indeed still very weak now, and now he says the words that overturn the whole world, just to protect one person, it is indeed very self-sufficient, and it can make the audience laugh out loud.

However, he will do his best to make himself strong enough to fulfill this promise.

Ning Ye has always been very grateful to God for allowing him to meet such a dazzling Jiang Jingyi at the most ordinary and humble time, and to get a precious love like a gift from heaven. nothing else needed.

This hard-won feeling is too heavy, so heavy that it takes a lifetime to interpret.

For the love Jiang Jingyi gave, Ning Ye, who had always been ordinary and had a sense of inferiority, really had nothing to repay, but a simple life was still worth it.

Unless he was dead, anyone who wanted to hurt her had to step over his dead body first!

On the other side, Jiang Jingyi, who heard Ning Ye's sincere and heartfelt confession, was already sobbing.

These beautiful futures that she had imagined were so within reach, as if everything would become reality as soon as she opened her eyes.

She seemed to be able to see the auditorium covered with flowers in the not-too-distant future, the dazzling white wedding dress, and her lover Ning Ye who was waiting for her on the podium in a handsome suit... At that moment, she must have been The happiest woman in the world!
In the future, they will have their own new home, give birth to a beautiful and lovely little princess, and after returning from get off work every day, they will cook a table full of delicious food, and then they will embrace each other happily and fall asleep on the bed...

These are scenes that make people feel sweet and warm in their hearts just by imagining them.

But now...

She really doesn't want to be dragged down!
These days, when she demonized into a monster, although she couldn't control her body, she could perceive everything that happened around her.

Parents who fell in a pool of blood, lovers who fell through their chests, innocent passers-by who were killed...

Watching these bloody scenes happen, but unable to stop them, the sense of powerless sadness filled his entire chest.

It's not that she didn't think about ending her sinful life, but another evil thought in her body stopped her from doing harm to her body.

The only thing she could do was to cry helplessly in grief and pain afterwards.

Why is this so?
She asked herself this question countless times.

If this is retribution, but I have never done a bad thing in my life, and I have never been stingy in helping people who I want to help.I am just the person I want and like, simply living this life, but such a humble wish is ruthlessly destroyed.

Why, why does God treat me like this?

This question seems to never have an answer.

"Don't come here! Run away!"

She suddenly cried out in panic.

On Jiang Jingyi's originally white arm, the dense black scales began to grow rapidly at a speed visible to the naked eye.

This is a sign of demonization!
Ke Ning Ye turned a deaf ear to it, and approached step by step with firm steps, wanting to hug her beloved lover, and then take her home.

　Because these chapters are more important, just brewing emotions before writing, it took a full two hours to brew.After writing this chapter, the author feels that his eyes are going to break, it is too expensive for napkins.Sometimes it's not that I can't write, but that I can't be satisfied even after I write it. I have to get into my emotions, especially when it involves emotional drama.

　　I promise to make up for the updates that are owed, but quality is more important than quantity, at least to do the best I can.Tonight's update may be a little overhanging. If there is no update, you can wait until tomorrow. The update that the author owes will be recorded in his small notebook.Because when the author was very sad a few days ago, he felt that the following plot was not good, so he deleted tens of thousands of saved manuscripts, and designed a more interesting and beautiful plot, so it happened to catch up with the cousin's son's full moon banquet these two days, so it appeared Update later.

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