i didn't know i would love you

Chapter 145 I promise you

The faces of the people in the ward all changed when they heard the words, and they all turned their eyes to Gu Zihao who was at the door. Xu Zihui, who was still smiling just now, suddenly froze. He showed the same arrogant expression just now: "Mr. Gu's words are a bit too much, I have nothing to offend you, right?"

Xu Zihui raised his eyes and glanced at Xu Zifeng who was lying on the hospital bed with no expression, and Xu Niannian who was staring at him viciously. He was slightly puzzled. Gu Zihao and Xu Zifeng have always been in trouble, why would they stand up and speak for him at this time? !

"You didn't offend me, but you disturbed me, which makes me more upset than offending me!"

Gu Zihao didn't pay attention to Xu Zihui at all, his eyes were filled with deep disdain, his cold eyes didn't even look at him, and he glanced directly to the side.

Xu Zihui paused when he heard the words, his chest suddenly became angry, and he said with a sneer, "Mr. Gu, this is Xu Zifeng's ward, and what I want to talk to him about is also about the Xu family's family affairs. It seems a little inappropriate for you to intervene like this! "

Gu Zihao tilted his head slightly, his handsome eyebrows were slightly frowned, and there was an obvious threat in his voice: "If you don't want the last factory under your name to be seized, get out of my sight immediately, or I promise Someone will find out about you tomorrow!"

"you--"

Xu Zihui felt a tightness in his chest and became even more angry, but thinking about the implication in Gu Zihao's words, his expression turned pale in an instant. He let out a breath, and finally walked out angrily without saying anything.

Seeing Xu Zihui's leaving figure, Xu Niannian let out a soft breath. Compared with his father, Xu's second son is as shameless as his father, and he is even more proficient at playing scoundrels. Well, she really didn't know what to do.

She raised her eyes to look at Su Qing, and forced a smile: "Susu, I have nothing to do here, you should go back quickly, don't come here all the time, be careful of your stomach."

Su Qing put the things in her hands aside, glanced down at Xu Zifeng who was lying on the hospital bed, she had a lot of things she wanted to ask Xu Niannian, but she didn't ask in the end, she nodded lightly: "Okay, I see .”

Gu Zihao glanced at Su Qing, then slowly turned to Xu Zifeng, with a slight hook of the corner of his mouth: "If that's the case, then Su Qing and I won't bother you, Mr. Xu, I'll come and see you tomorrow."

Xu Zifeng didn't speak, but nodded slightly with almost invisible emotion on his pale face.

Su Qing and Gu Zihao turned and left, and walked out of Xu Zifeng's ward side by side. As soon as they reached the corner of the corridor, Su Qing heard Xu Niannian's voice behind her: "Susu!"

She stopped, and soon saw Su Qing who was catching up, and seemed to have something to say to her.

Su Qing quickly understood, and looked up at Gu Zihao: "You go back first, Niannian and I—"

"Need not!"

Xu Niannian opened his mouth and looked at Gu Zihao: "You don't have to go, I just happen to have something to say to you."

Gu Zihao raised his eyebrows, he didn't think there was anything to talk about with Xu Niannian.Su Qing was also puzzled, and she didn't know what Xu Niannian was trying to say when she spoke so suddenly.

Looking across Su Qing's face, she finally landed on Gu Zihao, Xu Niannian seemed to have made a lot of determination before speaking: "She told you everything I asked Susu to tell you before, right? "

A trace of doubt flashed in Gu Zihao's eyes, before he could ask, Xu Niannian explained directly: "It's about the letter of recommendation."

"Well, she told me."

Gu Zihao nodded, with no emotion on his face, raised his eyes to look in the direction of Xu Zifeng's ward, and asked pointedly: "What? Have you changed your mind now?"

"Yes, I've changed my mind."

Xu Niannian spoke without hesitation, and looked at the two people in front of her expressionlessly.

Su Qing remained silent, it was normal for Xu Zifeng to be reluctant to leave in Xu Zifeng's situation, after all, he didn't even have a single person around him who knew what was hot and what was hot, luckily this time it was just stomach bleeding, if there were any acute symptoms, it would be troublesome.

"Nian Nian, if you don't want to go, then don't go, look at him—"

"No, Susu."

Xu Niannian interrupted Su Qing, folded her hands together and shook her lightly, her eyes moved slightly: "I don't want to go, I just hope to go earlier, it will get better and better, that's why I need Gu Zihao help!"

Su Qing and Gu Zihao were a little surprised when they heard the words, they looked at each other and then looked at Xu Niannian again, both of them looked puzzled.

Xu Niannian also seemed to have guessed that they would have such a reaction, forced a smile, and said, "Don't you all know Xu Zifeng's methods? He can send someone to monitor me now, and he can imprison me in the future, so I must find a chance to leave he."

"That doesn't have to be now."

Su Qing couldn't bear it slightly. After all, Xu Zifeng had just finished the operation and was lying in the bed, and he didn't even have the ability to take care of himself. If she really left at this time, it would be really unreasonable.

"It's okay to leave now. Xu Zifeng is currently ill. No matter what, the surveillance on you will not be as strict as before. This is a good opportunity."

Contrary to Su Qing's tone, Gu Zihao agreed with Xu Niannian's words very much, and he spoke lightly, analyzing the situation in front of him very calmly.

Xu Niannian also nodded, and the loneliness in the corners of his eyes deepened: "That's right, there are not many such opportunities, so I must seize them."

If Xu Zifeng's health is fully recovered, then she must be more vigilant and prepared than now. If she wants to leave at that time, it may be more difficult than it is now.

Gu Zihao had a clear expression on his face, and put one hand in his pocket: "Okay, I know what you mean, I will ask Zheng Yan to find Principal Zhang in a few days, and I will give you the result as soon as possible. "

"Then trouble you."

Xu Niannian's expression was calm, and she wasn't surprised by Gu Zihao's answer at all. She looked up at Su Qing who was a little worried, and said comfortingly: "It's okay, you don't have to worry about me, I will take care of it myself."

Seeing Xu Niannian like this, Su Qing couldn't say anything more, she just nodded and followed Gu Zihao back to the ward.

It's just that what she didn't expect was that Gu Zihao's actions would be so fast. On the third day, Zheng Yan sent Principal Zhang's recommendation letter to the hospital. The content was very sincere, without any perfunctory.

Su Qing originally wanted to hand over the letter to Xu Niannian, but Xu Niannian asked her to keep it for her. She was worried that she would show some flaws in front of Xu Zifeng.

In order not to arouse Xu Zifeng's suspicion these days, she didn't do anything unusual in Xia Tian, ​​and she didn't even bring up the topic that the two of them had been arguing with for the past few days.

She doesn't want any accidents to happen again at this time, so she doesn't want to touch many things again. If possible, she hopes to spend the last few days like this. Do not meet.

"Nian Nian, do you... really want to leave him?"

Su Qing hesitated to speak, but she still asked what was in her heart. After all, it seemed a little cruel to leave the person she loved so much in this way.

Not only was she cruel to Xu Zifeng, but she was also cruel to Xu Niannian. She wanted her to be happy, to be the happiness of truly letting go of all obsessions, instead of wandering around alone licking her own wounds, never feeling the warmth of home.

Xu Niannian smiled, raised her hand and handed the hot water to Su Qing, she leaned her head against the railing behind her, her eyes didn't know what she was looking at, and a faint voice came over: "I don't want to leave him, but I want to leave him. Leaving my current life is like being in a hopeless and cold quagmire, and I must struggle to climb out in order to have the hope of living well."

Su Qing was a little horrified by her words. She felt that Xu Niannian's current life was not happy, but she never knew that she had such thoughts, quagmire, what a serious word that is.

"Why do you think so? Even if you and Xu Zifeng have no results in the end, you have lived together for so many years. The initial relationship is still there. How could it make you have such desperate thoughts?"

Although Su Qing doesn't know what is the reason for the relationship between Xu Niannian and Xu Zifeng to become like this, but Xu Zifeng has been good to Xu Niannian as a guardian over the years, at least she has not treated her badly in terms of basic necessities of life, except that she looks a little colder at ordinary times , and nothing worse.

Even if such a person is not suitable to be his lover, he is still qualified as his own parent.

Xu Niannian smiled very lightly, looked sideways at Su Qing, and seemed to be recalling something in her mind: "Do you still remember what kind of mentality you had when you were about to divorce Gu Zihao? At that time, I didn't understand you, I just thought You want to divorce and leave that person because you are sad, but now I understand that it is not sadness, but despair."

Only despair can force a person to give up all his current comfortable life and want to start again without hesitation, even if such a restart will cost a lot.

"I can't live in despair like this forever, so I can only find a way to escape. Maybe this choice is a bit cowardly and even selfish, but it is the best choice I can make for anyone now."

This is not the first time these words have appeared in Xu Niannian's mind. She has comforted herself like this countless times in the dark night. Soft and shaken by the decisions you have made hard.

"Well, if that's the case, then I support you."

Su Qing breathed out lightly: "But Nian Nian, you have to promise me that you will have a good life, definitely."

"Okay, I promise." Xu Niannian said with a smile.

(End of this chapter)