i didn't know i would love you

Chapter 146 Wouldn't it be good to keep going like this?

Most of the time, premonition seems to be a very strange thing. Ever since the conversation with Su Qing that day, Xu Niannian always felt that the way Xu Zifeng looked at him was a little different.

There is always a bit of confusion looming, as if seeing something through her, so she can't help but feel a little uneasy, saying that she is guilty of guilt, and she thinks that she is facing Xu Zifeng now, probably because of this mentality.

She also wondered if he saw something wrong and was testing her, but when she wanted to confirm her idea, Xu Zifeng's reaction became normal again, still sneering at him. She still looks arrogant and indifferent when teaching others, which is very annoying.

She calmed down a few times like this, and quickly realized that those abnormalities were just her own psychological effects, and Xu Zifeng was no different from before.

With this thought, she finally felt more at ease. While continuing to monitor Xu Zifeng's recovery with the doctor, she quietly booked a ticket to New York, the date was just the day before Xu Zifeng was discharged from the hospital.

He will go for a re-examination that day, and the doctor will definitely check it carefully. She has every chance to get rid of his subordinates, leave the hospital under the cover of Su Qing, go directly to the airport, and leave the house where she has lived for more than ten years. City.

Xu Niannian was still lost in her own thoughts, but suddenly her forehead was tapped, and she raised her head subconsciously: "Huh?"

Xu Zifeng looked at Xu Niannian, who seemed to be thinking about some important decision-making expression, frowned, and said angrily, "Why are you in a daze? You didn't respond?"

"Oh... I was thinking about something just now." Xu Niannian lowered her eyes slightly, with an unnatural expression on her face, she raised her hand to brush up her hair scattered on the side, and told herself several times in a row to calm down After that, he finally put on his usual expression and looked at Xu Zifeng: "What did you just say?"

Xu Zifeng looked at her fixedly, his long gaze seemed to be full of probing, as if he could see through all of Xu Niannian's thoughts in the next second.

Xu Niannian was uncomfortable being watched by him, she slid her arms around her shoulder a few times, and frowned at him: "Why are you looking at me like that, is there something on my face?"

Xu Zifeng pursed his lips, his tense jaw showed no emotion, and he didn't know what he was thinking on his expressionless face. After a long pause, he finally opened his mouth and uttered three words very softly: "You Thin."

He's obviously lost weight. You don't need to look carefully to see that the original rosy cheeks have lost their previous luster at this moment, and the eye sockets have sunken a lot. She has been taking care of him for the past few days, and it is indeed a bit hard.

Xu Niannian had a sore nose when she said these three words. If she heard such words from Xu Zifeng's mouth before, she would definitely cry on the spot, but now she is no longer qualified to be moved by such warmth.

"It's time, I'll ask the nurse if you still have any medicine today?"

Randomly finding an excuse, Xu Niannian walked around Xu Zifeng's hospital bed without looking up.

As a result, just as she walked to the bedside, a big hand grabbed her wrist, and a sudden force grabbed her, Xu Niannian fell into Xu Zifeng's arms without any precautions.

She exclaimed, and her first reaction was to look at the drip tube on Xu Zifeng's arm, and found that he had pulled it out by himself at some point, so she let out a breath and squinted at him: "What's wrong with you? You haven't recovered yet." Woolen cloth!"

While speaking, he wanted to struggle to get up, and stood up from his arms.

But after Xu Zifeng realized her intentions, he trapped her even harder, and his ruthless movements even hurt her.

Xu Niannian frowned and said, "What are you doing? Let go of me, you hurt me."

"Don't be noisy, I just want to hug you."

Xu Zifeng rested his head on Xu Niannian's neck, greedily absorbing her exclusive scent, as if only in this way could he be sure that the person in his arms was real and not a fantasy he had imagined.

Xu Niannian was a little surprised by Xu Zifeng like this. She had known Xu Zifeng for so many years, and she had never felt that Xu Zifeng was as fragile as he is now, like a sensitive and lonely child, so she couldn't even push him away.

She breathed carefully, and slowly stopped her movements, allowing Xu Zifeng to hug her like this, lying on the hospital bed in an uncomfortable position, making no sound, but it seemed that she was communicating with her thoughts in a tidal wave.

After a long, long time, Xu Niannian would always think of Xu Zifeng's embrace that day, the kind of warmth and warmth that he would have in the past, the tenderness at that moment made Xu Niannian extremely greedy, even for a moment, she almost wanted to The years in front of me quietly bowed their heads.

His hands were still cold, but the shoulders holding Xu Niannian were unusually warm. Xu Niannian felt that he had something to say, but he didn't know what to say.

She wanted to ask him, but she didn't know what to ask.

So I had no choice but to lean on and hug each other like this, waiting aimlessly but without any impatience.

After a while, Xu Niannian even felt that he was going to fall asleep in the next second, but Xu Zifeng's deep and somewhat lonely voice suddenly came from beside his ear: "Isn't it good to just go on like this?"

If it wasn't for the slight vibration from his chest, Xu Niannian would really feel that she had an auditory hallucination. She didn't speak, and didn't know how to answer. She slowly closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

As she had planned, the day before Xu Zifeng was discharged from the hospital, the better doctor came to the ward early in the morning and insisted on giving Xu Zifeng a final physical examination to make sure that there was no problem before leaving the hospital.

Xu Zifeng's face was ugly, but Xu Niannian still followed the doctor because of Xu Niannian's even more ugly face. The last reexamination was that they had gotten better with the doctor.

Not long after they left, Xu Niannian packed her luggage. She said it was luggage, but in fact it was only a medium-sized bag. She didn't bring anything, but her own documents and some necessary things.

When they reached the underground parking lot of the hospital, Su Qing was already waiting there. In order to deceive others, Gu Zihao's driver specially changed to a very inconspicuous car. The two got into the car, and the car quickly drove towards the airport.

"You are all ready, is there anything you forgot to bring? Did you bring your passport? Have you brought enough money?"

Su Qing was worried all over her face, countless questions came up at once, and she asked Xu Niannian excitedly.

Seeing this, Xu Niannian smiled and said, "I've brought everything, so don't worry about it. You can go when you get to the airport and change your boarding pass."

She tried to keep her tone as light as possible, trying to cover up the sadness of parting, but when she finally stood at the gate of the security check, Su Qing's tears still fell down.

"Okay, stop crying, pregnant women can't fluctuate, it's not good for my godson!"

Xu Niannian raised her hand to touch Su Qing's stomach, originally to comfort her, but in the end she also choked up.

In fact, they knew very well in their hearts that if they say goodbye today, they might see each other again in the future. The two of them have hardly seen each other for more than a month since they met. It is inevitable that they will feel a little sad when they are suddenly separated by the ocean.

Su Qing raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, turned her head and let out a soft breath to stabilize her emotions, then lowered her head and took out the letter of recommendation from her bag, and handed it to Xu Niannian: "Here, this is not a problem. I forgot."

Xu Niannian took the envelope, and also smiled: "Yes, if I forget this, then I may have to eat dirt when I arrive in New York."

"Still laughing at you!"

Su Qing burst into tears when she heard her say this, and raised her hand to push her, with deep worry in her eyes.

The announcement was broadcast on the radio at the airport, and the security check had already begun. Xu Niannian looked back a few times, and said to Su Qing who was beside her pretending to be relaxed: "Okay, you can go back quickly, I will call you when I arrive, don't worry .”

"Well, then take care of yourself." Su Qing also nodded and waved to her.

Xu Niannian smiled, put on the sunglasses in her hand, turned around and waved at Su Qing, signaling that she could go back.

Turning around and striding forward, looking at the ticket in her hand while walking, she will soon go to another completely strange city, live a good life.

"Xu Niannian!"

Just a moment before she was about to step into the security checkpoint, a gloomy and stern voice came from behind, and in just a moment, a biting cold feeling swept through Xu Niannian's whole body.

(End of this chapter)