i didn't know i would love you

Chapter 91 Do You Still Love Him?
Su Qing didn't speak again, her eyes looked out of the window like a calm lake, her hands clenched the hem of the clothes beside her, trembling slightly.

If Gu Zihao would have said these words a few years earlier, no, a few months earlier, Su Qing would be in two completely different moods than now, but now, she only feels infinite mockery.

"How do you want me to answer you?"

She looked up, there was not much reaction on her face, not even any emotional ups and downs: "You should understand that things like feelings are never equal, if every sentence of 'I love you' can be exchanged for 'I love you' That's right, then I don't have to waste nearly five years on you."

Love is never a fair thing, Su Qing doesn't want to explain, because she knows that Gu Zihao will understand this truth better than her.

There was an obvious sense of powerlessness on Gu Zihao's lips. He thought that the words he just said might not be accepted, but he didn't expect Su Qing's attitude to be so indifferent. Could it be that he has no weight in her heart at all? what?

He wanted to ask this question, but he was afraid that he would get the simplest affirmative answer. He was hesitating whether to ask or not, when Su Qing's low and tired voice came over: "Send me back, I'm tired .”

Just when she opened the door of the house, she heard a burst of laughter that she hadn't heard for a long time coming from the living room. Su Qing was a little surprised. She looked up at the living room and found that the figure who was wolfing down the dinner table was Su Qing. Luo, while the mother and aunt on the side were holding the food for her with a smile on their faces, and the mother couldn't hold her mouth together: "Eat more son, you have suffered a lot these days..."

Su Qing's nose was slightly acidic, she took off her clothes and walked over, looking at her younger brother with indescribable pity at the corner of her mouth: "You are back."

Su Luo was chomping down on the pork tenderloin that his aunt had just made, and when he looked up and saw his sister's expression, he immediately swallowed the food in his mouth, and said indifferently: "Hey—hey, why are you doing this? Looking at me with a secondary expression, you don’t welcome me back?”

Su Qing raised her hand and wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, trying to put on a smiling expression but her voice was choked up: "Xiao Luo, you have suffered... Blame me, blame me..."

"Hey, hey... I said, what's your expression? I'm already back. I haven't been abused, and I haven't been forced to confess. Why are you crying?"

In fact, Su Luo can somewhat understand the psychology of some sisters. Her tears represent more regret and distress. She feels that she has not taken good care of herself and the family.

Seeing this, Mother Su's eyes were also wet, she stepped forward and took her daughter's hand, with tears in her eyes: "That's right, your brother has returned safely, everything is over, why are you crying?"

Su Qing held her mother back, nodded and said nothing.

Indeed, everything has passed. When Su Luo had an accident, she even prayed in her dream that all this would pass soon. Now that it has finally come true, she should be happy.

In the evening, the family of three stayed in the living room for a long time. It had been a long time since Su's mother had such a happy chat with her son and daughter. After this incident, she seemed to be no longer as sensitive as before, and her mood was much calmer.

For a moment, Su Qing felt very satisfied. If everything could go on peacefully like this, she could even forget the hurts of those people before, and let go of the thoughts of revenge in her heart. After all, she never Not a pushy guy.

After returning to the bedroom, she tidied up the clothes and other sundries thrown on the bed. These days, she didn't have the mind to take care of these because of Su Luo's affairs. Only now did she see that she was living in such a mess these days.

Just when she put away the last piece of dirty clothes and was about to send them to the dry cleaner tomorrow, Su Luo opened the door and came in.

"Do you have any dirty clothes? I'll take them to dry cleaning tomorrow." Su Qing said without knowing it. She could hear Su Luo's footsteps, so she knew it was him without looking.

Su Luo stretched his waist and lay directly on Su Qing's bed, with a careless tone: "It's not my clothes that need dry cleaning the most, but myself. Would you like to take me along with you tomorrow?"

Su Qing glanced at him, tidied things up with a smile on her lips, and then stood by the window and looked at him: "The place you should go to is not the dry cleaner but the bathroom, have you taken a shower, don't stain my sheets! "

"It's no use, I haven't washed it for half a month, so I came to lie on your bed!"

Su Luo also smiled, deliberately speaking ironically to scare Su Qing.

The siblings laughed and quarreled for a while, and the atmosphere became much more cheerful, and Su Qing's previous guilt was relieved a lot.

Su Luo sat up and took a long breath of relief. The smile on his face gradually faded, and he asked, "What happened to my drug use? How did Gu Zihao know?"

Although she tried her best to make a casual expression, Su Qing could still hear a bit of uneasiness from her questioning.

She walked over and sat opposite Su Luo, and explained in a low voice: "Someone framed you and tampered with the bottle of wine you drank before racing, that's why the result appeared during the physical examination."

"Is it Liu Yixi?" Su Luo asked back without being surprised.

Su Qing didn't expect him to know about this, she was a little surprised but didn't want to deny it: "Well, it's her."

Hearing this, Su Luo understood what was going on without asking any further questions. That crazy woman Liu Yixi had always had trouble with the Su family, and the entanglement was not once or twice. She framed him, so he could understand what was going on.

He paused, looked away, thought for a while before asking the question again: "Where is Gu Zihao, what role does he play in this matter?"

Seeing his calm expression, Su Qing knew that she couldn't fool him, and she simply didn't want to make up a reason to lie to him, so she told him what happened. Of course, she didn't say anything about Gu Zihao's conditions.

After hearing this, Su Luo was full of disdain, and snorted coldly: "What is he doing so diligently now, the Su family has nothing to help him now, could it be that he is doing this for peace of mind?"

Seeing her younger brother like this, Su Qing didn't react too much, and said very calmly: "Whatever he does is his business, it has nothing to do with us, and you don't need to pay attention."

Having said that, both of them thought of Dad's matter by coincidence. Although it had been a few months, the miss and sadness in their hearts were not less, but they would be doubled every time they were wronged. miss.

The two of them didn't speak again for a while, just when Su Qing was trying to comfort Su Luo, his deep voice came over: "Sister, do you still love him?"

From the first time Su Qing mentioned Gu Zihao's name in front of Su Luo until now, this is the first time Su Luo asked such an emotional question.

Most of the time, he would sneer at Gu Zihao's character and means, and express his disdain for his usual arrogant attitude. He is not willing to say more about feelings.Of course, this doesn't mean that he doesn't understand these things. On the contrary, from the first time he saw Gu Zihao, he knew that he didn't really love his sister, but he never said such a thing.

Su Qing was very surprised that her younger brother, who was always joking, could ask such a question, and she couldn't help but laugh: "Do you love me or not? He and I have divorced. He and I are worse than strangers now, and we will never be the same in our future lives." There is an intersection."

It is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes than to be in love with each other.Su Qing finally understood the artistic conception represented by this sentence.

"You haven't answered my question yet." Su Luo didn't stop there, and kept staring at Su Qing.

Su Qing also raised her eyes and looked back at him. After confirming that this problem cannot be avoided today, she breathed a sigh of relief, and then said: "I may have lived too much in the past, and I also valued love too much. I didn't realize it until recently. In fact, compared with many emotions in life, love is not an important thing at all, I am tired, and I don’t need it anymore.”

In fact, it was only recently that she gradually realized that what she has insisted on for so many years is not love at all, she just pinned her emotions on Gu Zihao, and if she didn't get a response, she just thought it was time If you don't arrive, but you don't know, it is simply an endless wait.

Su Luo breathed a sigh of relief, and quickly understood the meaning of her sister's words. No matter how deep the feelings are, they cannot withstand the endless betrayal and disappointment, and no matter how much you love, you will not stick around aimlessly forever.

He raised his eyes slightly, changed into a more relaxed tone, shrugged his shoulders and turned his head: "Then what about Dr. Mo, how do you feel about him?"

"Mo Wennan?"

Su Qing didn't expect that Su Luo would mention him suddenly, let alone that he would mention him after Gu Zihao's question.

With a teasing smile, Su Luo pointed at Su Qing: "Don't try to deny it to me, that doctor must be interested in you, otherwise why would he be so concerned about our family's affairs for no reason? But he helped with the whole process.”

"so what?"

With a smile on the corner of Su Qing's mouth, she squinted at her younger brother.

"So he looks good. Although he's a bit busy at work, he's not rigid, and he does things more practically. If possible, I hope you can include him as my next brother-in-law."

Su Luo said it as a matter of course, as if he had a tone of choosing a son-in-law.

Su Qing was speechless, she rolled her eyes and looked at her younger brother: "Can I ask when he bought you?"

Su Luo stood up and walked out, dragging his lazy tone: "You don't need to ask about that, anyway you have to remember, compared to that rotten person, maybe he is the one who can really give you love."

After all, the sound of Su Luo's footsteps was also hidden in the night.

(End of this chapter)