sorry i love you

Chapter 2 You Shouldn't Believe Everything I Say

Unexpectedly, three days later, she received his call on time.

In the past five years, she hasn't changed her mobile phone number, and neither has he.Pressing the call button, his familiar voice rang in his ears: "Come down."

In a trance, Qing Yang recalled her student days, when she would receive such a call every day after school, on the other end of the phone, Xu Nancheng said in that soft and gentle tone: "Come down, I'll wait for you downstairs."

Qingyang was a little dazed, and then she heard Xu Nancheng's same words as before: "I'll wait for you downstairs."

She suddenly came back to her senses, before she even had time to put on her slippers, she hurried to the window.Downstairs, Xu Nancheng was leaning against a black Mercedes-Benz, with a thin layer of moonlight covering his body, which felt somewhat unreal.

Her mind froze for a moment, she wanted to say something to make him leave, but she couldn't say any of the excuses she had thought up before.She is not good at lying, especially in front of him.

"I saw you standing in front of the window, I'll give you 5 minutes to appear in front of me." He became more domineering than five years ago, but with just one sentence, he cut off her way out.

Without saying a word all the way, she followed Xu Nancheng into the Xu family's mansion.Everyone in the room arrived, even Xu Nancheng's girlfriend Pei Xinying also came.They should be the latest to arrive, and immediately became the focus of everyone's attention as soon as they entered.Probably they didn't expect her to come too, and there was a sense of surprise in the expressions of everyone.

Feeling embarrassed, Qing Yang said hello to the elder, and then consciously wanted to sit in the most inconspicuous seat, but was held back by Xu Nancheng, and forced to sit on the seat next to him.

Xu's mother glanced at her vaguely, she knew what it meant, she didn't dare to say a word, she just lowered her head.

Everyone congratulated the old man one after another, and it was rare for the old man in his 80s to show a smile on his face.Nodding in satisfaction, he opened his mouth: "Today, I would like to announce a piece of good news to everyone: after discussing with Mr. Pei, I decided to let Nancheng and Xinying get engaged on NO.20 next month."

This "surprise" came so abruptly, Qingyang's hand shook uncontrollably, and the chopsticks fell to the floor, which was particularly abrupt in the originally silent room.

Under the attention of everyone, Qingyang slowly and slowly smiled, "Congratulations brother and future sister-in-law, I said five years ago that you would be together sooner or later, now it seems that I expected it to be true good."

Pei Xinying pursed her lips and smiled, a little embarrassed.Xu Nancheng's expression didn't change much, but he glanced at her vaguely, and said nonchalantly, "You are a prophet."

Qing Yang didn't know what to say, so she laughed dryly, then buried her head in the rice.

The meal was boring, everyone at the dinner table seemed to be smiling, but Qing Yang suddenly felt a kind of confusion.

She regretted it, yes, regretted it, regretted that she was so disappointing that she put herself in such an embarrassing situation just because she wanted to look at him a few more times.

She wanted to leave, and she didn't want to see him and Pei Xinying's husband and wife singing, Luanfeng and Mingming again. As soon as this thought came up, it immediately entrenched in her mind, and she couldn't suppress it no matter what.

The rice in the bowl finally bottomed out, Qing Yang suddenly felt relieved, stood up suddenly, and saw that everyone's eyes fell on her, and then realized that she was reckless.

"I..." She was hesitating to speak, but the right to speak was directly taken away.Xu Nancheng stood up with her, and said to the others in a normal tone: "Qingyang has to go to work tomorrow, I'll send her back first."

Qingyang was startled, she was indeed going home, and she was indeed going to work tomorrow, but she never thought of asking him to see her off.His fiancée is here, how could he abandon his fiancée to send her off?
Sure enough, the old man frowned slightly, "Nancheng, Xinying is still here, shouldn't you spend more time with her?" After all, it was the old man of the Xu family, and the majesty he spoke made everyone at the table silent.Qingyang was about to say that Xu Nancheng didn't need to send her off, but he was one step ahead: "It's so late, I don't worry about letting Qingyang go alone, I will come back soon, Xinying will understand me."

Pei Xinying also echoed: "Yes, Grandpa, you can let Nancheng go. I don't worry about Qingyang going alone."

Only then did Mr. Xu nod his head, "Come back soon."

Today I came to celebrate Mr. Xu's birthday. As the lightest member of the family, Qing Yang was not qualified to leave early, but she was the first to stand up.Xu Nancheng spoke for her, and Pei Xinying pleaded for her, but what Qingyang wanted to escape from the beginning was the scene of their "husband and wife love".

Qingyang followed Xu Nancheng out of the old house, taking advantage of Xu Nancheng's spare time to pick up the car, and wanted to leave alone, but before he had gone far, he heard someone honking from behind.She turned her head, the glare of the headlights made her unable to open her eyes.Covering her eyes with her hand, through the window glass, she saw Xu Nancheng's face with a hint of anger.

Her speed was too slow, and he finally caught up with her.

The car window was rolled down, Xu Nancheng said to her coldly, "Get in the car."

Seeing that he was about to get angry, Qingyang didn't dare to say any more, and rarely obediently opened the door and got into the car.

The familiar smell of mint mixed with the smell of tobacco invaded her lungs, her heart throbbed, and her nostrils were slightly sore.

He never said a word, just looked at the front intently, as if she didn't exist, suddenly, a sudden brake.Qingyang looked out of the window, and she was already downstairs.

"I'm going back first, brother, you should go back quickly, don't make sister-in-law wait too long." Saying that, Qing Yang was about to open the door and get out of the car.My heart is so bitter, sister-in-law, God knows how much she hates this title.

Her left hand was pulled from behind, and the temperature in her memory enveloped her hand again, such a familiar warmth, she found herself shamefully missing, missing the warmth that would belong to another person.As if she had been electrocuted, she wanted to retract her hand, but the man held her hand even tighter.

His voice was always cold, "Aren't you even willing to say goodbye?"

Lightly froze for a moment.goodbye?See him with Pei Xinying again?Feeling very astringent in her heart, Qing Yang tilted her head slightly, and said lightly: "Goodbye."

After she said these two words, she wanted to withdraw her hand and leave, but the people behind her didn't intend to let go.She was slightly annoyed, and turned her head to look at him, with a questioning look in her eyes.

"But I know, you don't want to see me again." His tone was full of sadness from nowhere, and Qing Yang's heart shrank suddenly when he heard it.She didn't dare to make a sound, and she didn't dare to move again, for fear of revealing the panic in her heart.She had a premonition that frightened her.

In the silent car, it was so quiet that it made people feel weird.After a while, Xu Nancheng's persistent voice sounded: "You haven't given me an answer yet."

Qingyang's originally clenched hand gradually loosened.After all, he still asked, five years, he had waited for five years but still didn't get what he was waiting for, now, he finally came to ask her face to face.

"What answer? I forgot, can you say it again?" She tried to make her voice sound normal, but her eyes were fixed on the door handle and she didn't dare to look at him.

After a moment of dead silence, his eyes gradually turned cold, and together with his voice, he was completely cold: "You are really heartless."

He suddenly remembered the plush teddy bear she was holding in her arms when she first came to their house. She used to be so dependent on him, but when she started to depend on him, she put the bear somewhere.And he, Xu Nancheng, was like that bear, she didn't need it anymore, and along with the memory of him, she randomly threw him somewhere.

The clenched hands were finally loosened. If five years of long waiting couldn't make him let go, if her smiling wedding blessing couldn't make him let go, then what about now?
She said to him indifferently, I forgot.

Undeniably, those three words hurt him.He no longer had the courage to say that sentence again.

She felt that the strength in his hand was getting weaker, she hurriedly withdrew her hand, and pushed the car door, she rushed down, afraid that he would see through her unsophisticated lie in the next moment.

How could it be forgotten?How could it be forgotten?

After thinking about it after so many years, she can even feel the temperature of his lips kissing her, she can still remember his seriousness when he spoke, and she can still remember the tone of every word he said...

Starlight twinkled in his eyes, and he looked into her eyes and said to her seriously: "I don't want to just be your brother forever."

His voice whirled in his mind, and then, Qingyang remembered his departure later, and Xu's mother...

She suddenly woke up from the memory.It was already late autumn, and the cold wind was blowing in through the gaps in the clothes.The chill burst into my heart, and Qing Yang couldn't help shrinking into the clothes.She heard the sound of the car starting behind her, and the sound of the wheels rolling over the fallen leaves, which gradually became farther away.

This is probably really over, Qingyang thought, there will never be a man in this world who will fan her in summer, warm her hands in winter, wrap her in a coat, and warm her with his own body temperature warm her.

The building was very quiet, Qingyang heard her footsteps echoing in the corridor, every sound, it seemed that something in her heart was getting farther and farther away from her.

Finally, he couldn't help leaning against the wall, and gradually slid to sit on the ground.

The voice control lights went out, and a low whimper sounded in the dark corridor.

With tears in her eyes, Qingyang remembered the first time she saw Xu Nancheng 15 years ago.It was like a wonderful nightmare, which always made her want to relive it over and over again.

At that time, she was ten years old and he was sixteen.

(End of this chapter)