sorry i love you

Chapter 39
On weekends, I went with Chen Anliang to try on wedding dresses.Arriving at the bridal shop, while waiting to try on the wedding dress ordered by Chen Anliang, Qing Yang inadvertently saw a lady in the shop holding a wedding dress in her hands, which caught her attention.

The white dress has a ring of shining diamonds on the top, the waist is narrower, and the skirt is long but not complicated, which outlines the beautiful figure of a woman and gives people a sense of exquisite beauty.

Perhaps the expression on her face was too obvious, Chen Anliang could see that she liked the dress, so she decided to follow her wishes, and said with a smile: "Since you like it, let's just buy the dress."

Her wedding dress has already been prepared, and if she changes it now, what will happen to the previous one?Qingyang wanted to stop Chen Anliang, but he held both hands instead, and brought her to the woman holding the wedding dress who was watching carefully.

"Miss, is this dress for sale?"

The woman turned her head, looked at Chen Anliang, and then shook her head: "I'm sorry, this is a work of the designer Vison specially ordered by a customer."

Vison?The world famous master of wedding dress design?Someone can actually find that person to design a dress for him, no wonder the dress looks so unusual!

Surprised at the same time, Qingyang had no choice but to sigh regretfully, tugged at Chen Anliang's sleeve, and whispered: "Let's go back!"

Just about to leave, the lady suddenly stopped her: "Wait a minute!"

She turned around in surprise, but saw the woman smiling and said: "Speaking of which, Miss, your size seems to be about the same as the size provided by the customizer, how about..."

Standing in the locker room, Qingyang began to feel a little regretful, shouldn't he agree to the woman's proposal just now?

The woman said just now: "It is said that this dress will look different after being worn by others. I have always been curious, but the size of this dress is too different from mine. Why don't you try it on, miss?"

After what she said, Qingyang became more curious about this dress, but she still felt a little uncomfortable: "Isn't it good that the person who was ordered knows?"

"How would he know? Besides, just treat yourself as a model and see if there is any problem with this dress! Don't worry, I will take care of it if there is any problem!"

Just like this three times, Qing Yang was persuaded by her. Standing in the dressing room at this moment, she couldn't help but start to worry.

Worry and curiosity intertwined, Qingyang hesitated for a while, finally gritted his teeth and said to himself: Try it once, just try it once, as long as the clothes don't get damaged!
After carefully changing into the wedding dress, the people outside couldn't wait any longer. Qingyue's female voice couldn't wait to urge: "Is it ready? Come out and let's have a look!"

Qingyang pushed open the door, carefully walked out with the hem of the skirt, the moment she looked up, she saw that the people outside looked at her in a daze, and finally, it was the woman who gave her the clothes to come back to her senses first Come on, she sighed in amazement: "Oh my God, this wedding dress seems to be tailor-made for you!"

In fact, Qing Yang already felt this when changing clothes, the length of the skirt is just right, even the waist is tucked in exactly, there is such a coincidence in this world!

"Ah! These skirts... These skirts are actually a camellia!" With an exclamation, Qingyang walked to the mirror, and saw that the skirts were layered up, like a blooming peony.

This is probably the difference between what people look at after being put on and what they usually look at!

It's really a beautiful wedding dress, but it's a pity that it's not my own, after all, it's only for viewing.

Just as he was about to go back to the dressing room to change his own clothes, he suddenly heard someone knocking on the door. The person near the door opened the door, and two little girls walked in from the outside, holding a wedding dress in their hands. It seemed that it should be Chen An Liang made it for her.

When the two approached, Qing Yang took the wedding dress from their hands, raised her head inadvertently, and saw a familiar figure outside the door - Xu Nancheng.

He was looking in her direction, as if looking at her again, and at the wedding dress in her hand again, his eyebrows raised slightly, then he turned around and left without hesitation.

His figure disappeared from sight, Qing Yang lowered his head, looked at the wedding dress in his hand, suddenly smiled with a bit of bitterness, and then, like that person, turned around.The man left, while she entered the fitting room, but it's a pity that she can't put on a wedding dress for him again in this life.

Nearly a month later, when the wedding day was approaching, she didn't know whether it was because of nervousness or something else. At first, she just had occasional nausea and retching, and then she really vomited. When it hadn't come for two months, her heart suddenly lifted.

The day after tomorrow is the wedding day, if she...if it is true...how could it be?how so?The plot in the novel actually happened to her!
I went to the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital anxiously. There were many people, and they queued up for an examination. When those people saw her coming alone, their expressions were not very good. They had their own guesses in their hearts, and they looked at Qingyang with sympathy.

Qingyang didn't have the heart to pay attention to these, waiting for the result uneasily, accidentally saw a familiar figure passing by from the other side, Qingyang was startled, and hurriedly lowered her head, pretending that she didn't see anything, she could vaguely feel that People's eyes seemed to be on her body, she was so guilty that she didn't dare to move, for fear of being recognized by that person, she just hoped that person would leave quickly.

It took a few seconds, but it seemed as long as a year. After the scrutinized gaze disappeared, she slowly let go of her tense clenched fist. There was a row of deep armor marks on it. Suddenly, I felt some pain.

That person just told her not long ago, he said: sister-in-law, brother Liang is sincere to you.But the meaning of his words, although she was extremely unwilling, she still had to live up to it in the end.

What if she is pregnant?She understood that she couldn't keep that person's child, but she couldn't bear to get rid of it.Her mind was in a mess, and she clenched her hands unconsciously, with her nails digging deep into her flesh, but she didn't have the slightest intention of letting go, as if only in this way could she feel better.

If, just if, Qing Yang comforted herself in her heart, it couldn't be true, how could it be such a coincidence?Reality is not novels, TV dramas, etc., no, no ifs...

But there are no ifs, and some are cruel reality.

When she got the examination report and saw that she was 63 days pregnant, in an instant, it seemed that the world was overturned, and all the unimaginable assumptions had come true, and all the strength in her body seemed to be taken away at once. I don't know what to do, maybe it's not good.

I struggled all the way back home, in a trance, fell on the bed and looked at the ceiling blankly, my nose seemed to be a little sore, but my eyes were dry, and there was no tear.

How to do it?She let go of it, and it's impossible to get it back. If it's really for the good of Xu Nancheng, in order not to disturb him and Pei Xinying in the future, she should consciously kill the child, even if it's to keep herself Only a little bit of dignity left.

The idea of ​​abortion turned in my mind a few times, but every time I thought about it, my heart ached even more.

I heard that there is God's will in this world, and now it is God's will for her to have this child, this child who breathes with her, it is in her stomach, how can she be willing to let the cold metal instrument goug it out of her body?

This is her, and the child of the man she loves the most. Maybe in the future, it will grow into a beautiful appearance, with a nose like her and eyes like him, as if they are together.

She doesn't want to kill it, she is reluctant to destroy it, keeping her seems to be the best choice she can accept, but, but she is going to get married the day after tomorrow, if Chen Anliang knows...

No, he will definitely know, maybe Yuan Liqing has already told him about her going to the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital, even if Yuan Liqing didn't tell him, she will let him know personally.

I don't want to hurt, but some hurt seems to be destined.Fear, rejection, want to avoid, but there is no way to hide.

I dare not face it, I don't want to face it, but if it continues, everything will really be irreparable.

With trembling fingers, she pressed Chen Anliang's number, and she took a deep breath, wanting to confess everything like this, but when Chen Anliang's slightly smiling voice came, she managed to gather the courage The son disappeared, and when he opened his mouth, the words changed: "An Liang, let's... find a place to meet."

The person on the other side of the phone was quiet for a while, and when he spoke again, his smile dissipated, and he just said in a embarrassed way: "Qingyang, I have something to do now, let's talk about it later." He seemed to be about to hang up as he spoke. cut off the phone.

"No!" Qing Yang hurriedly stopped him, "Two ten minutes, I only need two ten minutes."

"Qingyang, I really have..."

Before the word "thing" could be said, Qing Yang anxiously interrupted: "10 minutes, 10 minutes is enough..."

Her voice was crying, and her tone was pleading. Chen Anliang felt a pain in his heart, couldn't bear to refuse any more, closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he just said lightly: "That Starbucks on Jingchuan Street. "

Hearing this, Qing Yang breathed a sigh of relief, and said softly, "Thank you."

Chen Anliang smiled wryly in a low voice.

What are you thankful for? Sometimes, I really hate myself. I have never been ruthless towards you.

So, what about you, Qingyang, are you really so cruel?

(End of this chapter)