sorry i love you

Chapter 40 Love So Much I Can Let You Go

After changing her clothes, she took a taxi and rushed to the agreed place. When she entered the store, she saw Chen Anliang was already sitting there, so she walked over and sat opposite him.

Chen Anliang looked up and saw her, as if he was not the one who didn't want to see her before, and asked with a smile: "Would you like something to eat?"

Qing Yang was hesitating how to speak, when she heard this, she was taken aback, then shook her head: "I've already had lunch."

"Would you like something to drink?"

"No, I won't take you too long."

She pursed her lower lip and was about to continue, but was interrupted by Chen Anliang again: "How about I want a sandwich? Hey, I haven't had time for lunch after a busy day."

"Okay..." After a pause, he said again: "An Liang, I..."

"What kind of coffee do you think I want?"

After doing this several times, no matter how dull Qingyang is, she can understand Chen Anliang's intentions. He keeps interrupting, and it turns out that he is more afraid of facing it than she is.

The unbearable and guilt in her heart was even worse, the tears broke the embankment all at once, she couldn't control herself, she buried her face in her hands and cried out.

Chen Anliang, if you are just a playboy, if you have never loved too much, if it is not true, I can also tell you very plainly: "I am pregnant, someone else's child, let's break up. "

However, I know that you love me and love me to the best of your ability, even at this point, you still want to pretend you don't know.

"Sorry…"

Three words that are useless, three words that can't be more light, everything will not turn around.All of this is her fault. If she hadn't been greedy for a while and coveted the happiness that didn't belong to her, she wouldn't have been hurt so deeply.

She said to him, sorry, when they were about to get married.

What to do, he really didn't want to let go.

He couldn't explain what Yuan Liqing felt when he told him that Qingyang had gone to the obstetrics and gynecology department. A thought flashed through his mind, but why did he know Yuan Liqing?
Seeing that he was obsessed with obsession, Yuan Liqing was so angry that he wanted to punch him, but he didn't hide, and he was beaten.

In fact, she had already guessed that such a day would come. When he proposed, she hesitated to speak. It wasn't that he didn't understand, but he could just pretend not to understand.

He said that he wouldn't mind whether her past was good or bad, he thought, as long as Qing Yang didn't tell her, he could still pretend not to know.

Therefore, when she called, he refused in every possible way, but he was no match for her pleading.

Looking at the crying people in front of him, Chen Anliang stretched out his hand, trying to wipe away the tears for her, but the outstretched hand finally stopped in mid-air, and then silently retracted it.

That's all, Su Qingyang, I'll let you go.

"Xu Nancheng..."

When Qing Yang heard these three words, she paused, and suddenly raised her head to look at the man sitting opposite, only to see that he suddenly smiled lightly and asked, "Is it him?"

He guessed it!Qingyang lowered her head slightly, did not speak, and acquiesced.

"It really is like this... If it was him, I really have no chance of winning..." Such an arrogant person, at this moment, actually had a look of frustration in his eyes.

The years of more than ten years will never be erased from her heart so easily, perhaps, it will never be erased.

"Sorry…"

Chen Anliang forced a smile, "Why bother to apologize, it was my fault, I met you too late."

"If you like it, why don't you be together?" After about 3 minutes, Chen Anliang spoke again.

Why not together?Qing Yang shook her head: "Because I can't."

"are we still friends?"

Qing Yang was taken aback, and nodded.

"Then, tell me," he said, his brows and eyes suddenly frowned, "If you can't be a lover, then I'll be your brother." That way, it was as if she had never hurt him, as if he had never been hurt by her .

She sat in front of this man who had changed from a boyfriend to an older brother, and recalled every little thing she had with him.What she thought she had forgotten, now clearly appeared in her mind.The first meeting with that person, the relationship with that person, the beginning of love, she will be sulking all morning because of a word he said to other girls, she will be happy for a long time because of his small gesture of intimacy, and she will be happy because he is not around And feel uneasy, remembering now, I can't help but want to laugh and scold myself for being so young and immature at that time, so many abnormalities, but it all shows a problem: she likes him, not the way a younger sister likes her brother, but she herself Didn't realize it.

If she had understood earlier, she would have rooted out this delusion early, and she would not be in such a mess as she is today.

Those days and months seemed to be still yesterday, but in a trance, it became a memory of the previous life.

So much helplessness, Pei Xinying's appearance, Xu Nancheng's departure, what she learned about the past from Xu's mother, and her decision to let him go free.

The originally agreed 10-minute conversation was stretched and stretched like this. She narrated slowly, and he listened quietly. After she finished speaking, he called the waiter, ordered a cup of coffee for her, and then said with a smile : "Qing Yang, go back and find him."

Qingyang froze, looking at him fixedly.

He was still smiling: "Qingyang, happiness is a matter between two people. You want him to be happy, but have you ever asked him that he is what you want now?"

"Isn't it?" Qingyang asked back, "He's about to be with his fiancée..."

Before he could finish speaking, someone stopped him: "Qingyang, haven't you heard that Xu Nancheng and Pei Xinying divorced?"

With a "buzz" in her mind, she looked at Chen Anliang and asked in disbelief, "What did you say?"

"You heard me right. What happened two days ago was the headlines of all major newspapers and magazines. Qingyang, if you love, please turn around and work hard for the happiness that should belong to you! You said that Xu Nancheng is a god, but Have you ever asked him if he would like to be a god?"

Will he be a god?That's right, she seems to have never asked his wishes, everything is just what she thinks is best.

Try to fight for the happiness that should belong to you...

"But... what about you?" Qingyang raised her head and asked cautiously.

Chen Anliang asked without answering: "If you like someone and are willing to accompany her for five years unconditionally, what does that mean?"

"It means you love her."

"If you waited for her for five years and are willing to continue waiting, what does it mean?"

"It means you love her very much."

"If she is going to leave you, what does it mean that you are still willing to wait for her?"

Qing Yang froze, tears streaming down like rain.

He raised his hand to gently wipe away the tears on her face, and said softly: "Qingyang, I love you so much that I can let you go."

The lover turned into an older brother, and the wedding the day after tomorrow is going to be cancelled. She wanted to say that it would be good for Chen Anliang to put the blame on her, but after thinking about it, she felt that it would be too hypocritical for her to say so.He will handle all these properly, and he has always protected her very well.

(End of this chapter)