wasting time with you

Chapter 23 I finally lost you (3)
When I asked Muyan, that master was in a terrible mood, and refused without saying a word of nonsense.

Tan Ziyue showed his trump card: "An Yiruo is here too."

Mu Yan was silent.

Tan Zi was overjoyed: "Tomorrow at seven o'clock, the mountains and rivers will be out of date."

Not only is it not out of date, but it also arrives an hour early.

Seeing him waiting fidgeting, Tan Ziyue generously shared his love story to relieve him.

His so-called love story is of course related to Miyu.The highlight of this story is that it was Tan Ziyue's ex-girlfriend Ji Rou who made him meet Mi Yu for the first time.

Before breaking up, Tan Ziyue accompanied Ji Rou to the fashion show.It was supposed to be a high-end fashion show, but in the end, perhaps one of the models was a newcomer, and she was so nervous that she broke her heel on the stage.There was an uproar at the scene, only the lead show remained calm.She smiled and walked to the center of the runway to support the panicked newcomer with one hand, took off her high heels under the gaze of the audience, and finished the show barefoot.

The main show is of course Miyu.

After breaking up with Jirou, Tan Ziyue tried to date Miyu, but surprisingly, this model was different from the general models in the industry, she refused all invitations that had nothing to do with work.

Tan Ziyue's interest in rice fish increased a few points.

Then he went to great lengths to arrange that blind date?
It's a pity that the rice fish was dropped.

Love, like all wants, needs to be fought for.

Mu Yan understood.

He calmed down, looked at the time, and laughed at himself: "I came too early."

Tan Ziyue laughed out loud.

Mu Yan accepted his ridicule frankly, and then asked the follow-up development of the story very face-saving.

Tan Ziyue satisfied his rare curiosity.

After the police force recognized him, Tan Ziyue began to pursue Mi Yu.He first went to the show to chase and block her. After being repeatedly refused by Miyu, he was so angry that he got up at four in the morning and drove downstairs to her apartment, and called Miyu: "Go downstairs, I have something to tell you."

That day when An Yiruo wanted to move, Mi Yu planned to get up early to help, but was woken up by the phone at four o'clock, and became angry: "Tan Ziyue, if you are sick, go to the hospital, don't bother me."

Tan Ziyue threatened: "If you don't go downstairs, you will hear me calling your name downstairs with a loudspeaker in 5 minutes. I am not responsible for disturbing the neighbors' rest, you can figure it out."

Miyu can't afford it: "I'm afraid of you. Wait!"

The situation that day was: Tan Ziyue was rejected when he confessed his confession, he was so angry that he forced Mi Yu to kiss him.Where is Mi Yu's fault, she bit her lip right then and there.Tan Ziyue couldn't vent his anger, so he simply went to the hospital and spent a day in the ward on the grounds of visiting Mu Yan.

Things had come to an end here.

But An Yiruo disappeared.

The day Mu Yan took Xiao Ran away, Tan Ziyue went to An's house.When the elevator opened, Miyu was sitting at the door smoking a cigarette.Without the sharpness when quarreling with him and the domineering on the runway, only haggard.He sat down and smoked two cigarettes with her. Seeing that she didn't want to stop, he snatched the cigarette case from her hand: "Cry if you want to cry, and hold it back for someone to see."

Mi Yu didn't appreciate it: "I want you to mind your own business." But her eyes were already red in the smog.

Tan Ziyue was not angry either: "Da Mu will definitely be able to rescue An Yiruo, don't worry."

It's okay if he doesn't comfort him. After he said this, Mi Yu couldn't control his tears.She threw out the unextinguished cigarette at her fingertips, buried her face between her knees and cried, choked up: "Why did you get kidnapped? What's the matter?"

Tan Ziyue patted her on the shoulder, "Their purpose is to save Xiao Ran, they won't hurt An Yiruo."

Mi Yu was no longer depressed, and fell into his arms crying.

Tan Ziyue didn't say anything, and let her vent.Mi Yu's heartstrings were tensed for a few days, and he was exhausted, and finally fell asleep crying.She wakes up to find herself in the apartment, and the guy she's avoiding is sleeping out of shape on the sofa in the living room.

Thereafter no longer resist.

Tan Ziyue is a smart person, he has a good sense of proportion, and as a friend, he undertakes the get off work of transporting Miyu to and from work, commuting between Miyu's apartment, the show and Anjia every day.

Miyu looks tough on the outside, but deep down in her heart she longs for someone to treat her sincerely. Tan Ziyue's inadvertently showing thoughtfulness and concern melted her heart quickly.In just a few days, she was conquered.When An Yiruo was out of danger, she was the first to call Tan Ziyue: "She's fine, they're out of danger, I said An Yiruo and Mu Yan."

Of course I knew it was An Yiruo and Mu Yan.My buddy can do anything, oh dear.Tan Ziyue was overjoyed, but he remained calm on the surface, "Dinner tonight to celebrate? I'll pick you up."

Celebrate, of course.

So start dating.

There is nothing between you and we—

See you again, without the calmness of the past.

The atmosphere during the meeting was slightly tense, and the two protagonists were silent most of the time.It wasn't until Mu Yan discovered that An Yiruo's hand that should have removed the gauze was still tightly wrapped, did he pick up food for her: "Why are you so inflexible?"

Mi Yu interfaced guiltily: "Well, I accidentally tore it apart."

Mu Yan looked up at her: "It has something to do with you?"

His eyes were sharp, as if a throwing knife was shot out.Mi Yu thought to himself: This man is really not cute at all, he is so fierce to beautiful women, besides, she is still An Yiruo's best friend.

"What, did you get into trouble?" Seeing Mi Yu's staring eyes, he smiled and hugged her: "I originally wanted to beat someone up, but if that's the case, I'll pay the bill, and I've made it up for you."

Mi Yubai glanced at him: "Is it so serious to take the blame?" Then he looked at Mu Yan provocatively: "Besides, it was my good friend's hand that I hurt, Team Mu, why are you angry?"

Yeah, I have no position to be angry.

Mu Yan frowned even tighter, he got up and took An Yiruo's hand: "Come with me."

An Yiruo instinctively thought that she should refuse, but she was soberly aware that saying something would only make the situation worse.But her resistance accidentally ignited Mu Yan's suppressed anger.

In the corridor, he stretched out his arms to trap An Yiruo between his arms and the wall, his eyes were unfathomable, "Why did you suddenly set the date of marriage? Did you not hesitate? Are you still as determined as before that he will not marry?"

His every word was so precise that he hit An Yiruo's vital point, almost making it impossible for her to refute.

Because I don't have the courage to say: I don't want to marry anyone who isn't Xi Shuoliang.

But what can I do.

An Yiruo raised his head and looked into the deepest part of his eyes, as if he was looking for something: "Is it related to you? In what capacity do you ask me such a private question? The night I was kidnapped by Gu Ye, Shuo Liang proposed to me Yes." She raised her hand: "I have already agreed."

The ring on her finger hurt Mu Yan's eyes, and he seemed to be trying to make a final fight: "If he proposed to you now, would your answer be the same? An Yiruo, answer me after you think it over." .”

"Your hypothesis is not valid at all." An Yiruo's insistence could not be maintained anymore, she lowered her eyes: "Mu Yan, what do you mean by asking me?"

"What do you mean?" The corners of Mu Yan's lips were pursed into a line, and his deep eyes were locked on her face for a moment, for fear of missing every subtle change in her expression: "I will tell you with actions." Before he finished speaking, he leaned over kiss down.

Reason reminded An Yiruo that she should push away, and she did so.However, compared to strength, how could it be Mu Yan's opponent?

The forbearance erupted, and Mu Yan had only one thought in his mind: she is not allowed to marry someone else, not allowed.He hugged her even more, ignoring her struggles, and kissed her urgently and lingeringly, as if punishing her for agreeing to the marriage date before he came back, and it seemed to comfort her patiently, comfort her not to refuse, not to be afraid, With him, everything can be saved.

An Yiruo fell into his arms, and he couldn't escape no matter what.

Grievance and sadness welled up in her heart, and her tears fell.

Feeling the wetness on his face, Mu Yan woke up.

She does not want, her tears, is refusal.

Mu Yan had to end the kiss.But he was reluctant to let go, and still maintained the posture of embracing her.

An Yiruo buried her face in his neck, and her voice was full of tears: "Why?" She didn't blame him for offending her because of the mission, and she didn't even ask him to explain the sudden kiss in the dungeon, but why now? Again?How did it become like this between them?

Mu Yan didn't know how to answer: "It's my fault, I shouldn't provoke you."

But I can't control it.And my eyes, my heart, tell me: You have feelings for me.

Mu Yan finally decided to express his heart and let her choose.

Letting go of his arm, he stroked An Yiruo's cheek with his fingertips: "Yiruo, I—"

He was interrupted before he had a chance to finish a sentence.

"Yi Ruo!" A deep male voice mixed with anger sounded without warning, making both Mu Yan and An Yi Ruo stunned.

Xi Shuoliang came at a critical moment.

Mu Yan could only let go.And An Yiruo wiped the eyes off his face in a panic, and turned around.

Xi Shuoliang stood at the stairs with a gloomy face, his tall and thin figure gave off an invisible sense of oppression.

Mu Yan's expression changed slightly, the corners of his lips were pursed into a line, and his eyes were deep.

The first thing Xi Shuoliang did when he came over was to put his arms around An Yiruo's waist: "It seems that the pastor's injury is healed, and he can invite my fiancée to dinner." The mocking tone proved his startled anger, A fiancee declares his ownership.

How could Mu Yan not be able to hear the unkindness in his tone: "It's just a fiancee, are you going to be deprived of the right to eat with friends?"

I didn't expect Xi Shuoliang to come, let alone Mu Yan would say such a thing.An Yiruo faintly felt that the temperature was dropping, and even Xi Shuoliang's arms were getting colder, as if to freeze her up.

He defended An Yiruo in this way, which made Xi Shuoliang more and more dissatisfied: "It depends on who the other party is? Of course, it's no problem for the savior, and we should even arrange it, but if there are ulterior motives, the shepherd team, I really can't sit idly by." ignore."

Such tit-for-tat, hostility is obvious.

The atmosphere suddenly cooled down.

Until, Xi Shuoliang broke the silence: "The [-]th of next month is not just a fiancee. Nothing can be changed. Even my prospective father-in-law will not allow any accidents at the wedding." He took out the scorching red invitation card from the inner pocket of his coat , and handed it to Mu Yan, "I went to the anti-drug brigade in the afternoon and didn't see you. Since I met you now, I won't make another trip. I hope the captain of the Mu brigade will appreciate you."

The invitation card is bright red, without complicated decorations, only the words "Hundred Years of Love" surrounded by golden borders, gorgeous but not gaudy.Just one glance hurt Mu Yan's eyes and heart.

On the sixth of next month, there is only half a month left.Neither Xi Shuoliang, who is the groom-to-be, nor Anfu, who is in a high position, will allow all this to change.An Yiruo will not ignore the feelings and face of his parents, and as for Mu Yan, he cannot ignore her.

It was extremely difficult, but I still reached out to accept the invitation.

Xi Shuoliang smiled lightly, "I heard that you have made meritorious service this time and have been promoted to captain, congratulations." He glanced lightly at Mu Yan's tense face, and said in a calm tone, "Although it is the duty of a policeman to save people, , but I still want to thank you. Thank you, Captain Mu." Then he left with An Yiruo.

When Tan Ziyue came out, Mu Yan was tearing the red invitation card from the middle and throwing it into the trash can.

The afterglow of dusk coated him with a layer of gold, making it impossible to hide the light in the corner of his eyes.

Even Miyu realizes that everything is irreversible.

Silent all the way.

Seeing them coming back together, An's mother was not surprised, she said casually, "Are you going to pick up Yiruo?"

Xi Shuoliang closed the door: "You said that she and Miyu went to Shanshui for dinner, but she couldn't drive because of her bad hands, and I was worried about Miyu's drunk driving, so I went to pick her up."

No wonder he knew her whereabouts.

An Yiruo didn't want to chat with them and went back to the room.

When Xi Shuoliang came in, she was lying on her body with her back to him.

Xi Shuoliang pulled the thin blanket over her and covered her: "Sleep when you're tired, I'll stay here with you."

He once abandoned her when she needed his company, but now she wants to be quiet, but he refuses to give her space.An Yiruo looked at the window with mixed emotions in his heart.

I have tried my best to control it, but I still found something strange.Otherwise, he wouldn't remind Mu Yan as his fiance that their wedding is imminent.But, with such a heartache, whether it is love or marriage, can it be consummated?And Mu Yan, even if it wasn't her, he would have sacrificed his life to save her, right?It has nothing to do with his promotion, it has nothing to do with his status as a police officer.

Why bother thinking about it, you can't disrupt your current life without thinking about it.You don't have the courage to take it.

An Yiruo hated herself for being so cowardly.

The room was very quiet, in the darkness, she heard Xi Shuoliang sigh, and then:
"I know you're awake. Listen to me if you don't want to talk." After a pause, as if he was sorting out his thoughts, Xi Shuoliang's voice came slowly, "My parents are lovers in college. They love each other very much. My family opposed the registration of marriage. At that time they lived in a rented house. Although they were not rich, their lives were very happy. Until my mother was pregnant, she had to resign in order to have a safe pregnancy, and my father lost his job because of my grandfather’s obstruction. Find day laborers to make ends meet—”

Changes have taken place since then.

Xi's father holds several jobs, and he has to go out to work before dawn every day. When he returns home at night, Xi's mother is already asleep.The most exaggerated time was that Xi's mother hadn't seen her husband for a week.

"One day my dad came home and saw my mom crying on the bedside. He was terrified. He thought my mom was not feeling well, picked her up and ran outside. My mom cried even harder and spoke incoherently for a long time. I realized that it was because my grandparents had been here. My dad hugged my mom and stood at the door for a long time, and then his eyes turned red, and he kept saying to my mom: I'm sorry."

Not being able to give the one you love a stable life is the most unbearable experience for a man.

The pain buried in his heart slowly recovered, and Xi Shuoliang suddenly choked up. He never dared to think about his father's expression when he was crying.It was an invisible scar, and even though it was not experienced personally, it still felt the same pain.

"Grandpa's family is very difficult. The money for my dad's college education was collected by people in the village, and my mother's family is superior than my dad imagined. He is unwilling to accept my grandfather's favor and insists on refusing to work in his company. But you know, it’s not easy to gain a foothold in this city without foundation and connections, not to mention he is such an honest and honest person. My mother finally couldn’t help begging him that night to let him accept grandpa’s arrangement. She said She really felt very bitter. They obviously could have a better life, so why did they have to stubbornly refuse. Grandpa is not an outsider, he is her father, and she doesn't want to lose the parents who gave birth to her and raised her. That night, my mother cried so much I almost had a miscarriage due to fetal gas."

Father Xi finally gave in.He lived in a villa and joined his father-in-law's company to work.Xi's mother was well taken care of and gave birth to Xi Shuoliang smoothly.

Unfortunately, the good times don't last long.

"Although my dad's job is decent, it's not his interest. Even though he tries hard to do well, he still behaves mediocrely for himself and his wife. The harshness of his grandfather and the strange eyes of his relatives and friends made him I can't bear the pressure anymore. Before I was one year old, he and my mother had a fierce quarrel, and then decided to divorce. On the day of the formalities, my mother kept crying, and my father almost relented. Then my grandfather came, There was also a man accompanying him. When my dad saw him put his arm around my mom's shoulder to comfort him, all his hesitation disappeared."

The once loving couple could not escape the ending of labor and swallow separation.

"Half a year later, photos of my mother's newlyweds can be seen everywhere in major newspapers and magazines. Her husband is the man who appeared on the day of the divorce, the son of a certain bank president. Perhaps such marriages are not uncommon, but my father is still completely taken by the news. He died. He became very silent. Except for talking to himself in front of me who was not sensible, he hardly talked to others. Until my mother committed suicide. She said in her suicide note: She was so tired and couldn’t bear it anymore If I have a choice, I only hope to be born in an ordinary family in my next life, live an ordinary life with my dad, and be a husband and wife for the rest of my life."

(End of this chapter)