wasting time with you

Chapter 41 I Have a Lifetime (4)
When Tan Ziyue came to the ward, An Yiruo was standing in front of the window, with a calm expression and far-sighted eyes, his standing still was like a beautiful and untouchable picture scroll.

Can't bear to disturb.

Until An Yiruo turned around and found him coming, "When did you come, don't call me." There was a slight smile on the corner of her lips, giving people the illusion that the person who was immersed in sadness earlier was not at all she.

"Just arrived." Tan Ziyue went to the hospital bed and sat down, "How is he, is he sleeping soundly?"

Moonlight-like gentle eyes fell on that handsome face, An Yiruo reached out and stroked Mu Yan's short hair, as if comforting a wounded child, "It's still the same, and I don't care when I talk to him."

Tan Ziyue lowered his head inadvertently, seeing the plain ring on Muyan's finger, obviously hesitated, but still couldn't hold back: "An Yiruo, to be honest, how long can you wait?"

For three years, Mu Yan's physical condition is not optimistic.A few days ago, An Yiruo wanted to take him out to bask in the sun, but when Tan Ziyue hugged him, he found that he had lost a lot of weight, and his protruding ribs could be felt through his clothes.Even if he didn't ask the doctor specifically, he didn't understand what such emaciation meant.Tan Ziyue suddenly became a little scared, what kind of reaction An Yiruo would have if Mu Yan left one day.

She won't be able to stand it.

But powerless.

I didn't expect him to have such a question, but he already had the answer.An Yiruo calmly held Mu Yan's hand, and his soft voice was undeniably firm: "I'll wait for a day if he doesn't wake up, and I'll wait for a year if he doesn't wake up for a year. If he sleeps like this all his life In the past, I had to spend my whole life waiting and being with me. Who told him that we would be together forever. I will fulfill the promise he made.”

I will fulfill the promise he made.

This is the most gentle and heartwarming farewell that Tan Ziyue has ever heard.

Mu Yan, did you hear, there is a woman who is ready to spend her whole life for you.Why are you willing to leave her behind?
Tan Ziyue's gaze was fixed on the two hands, one big and one small, which were intertwined with each other. "Once before, Da Mu told me that you were different from He Shuhui, and that he didn't allow me to compare you. I still refused to accept it. Now I understand."

Back then, he was also there when He Shuhui quarreled with Mu Yan.Tan Ziyue clearly remembered He Shuhui saying: "Muyan, I love you. You can't let me bear everything so selfishly. No woman can live such a life of fear."

At that time, Tan Ziyue felt that what she said made sense.However, at this moment, he suddenly discovered that that kind of love is really selfish.Selfish enough to ask others to give up their faith in the name of love.

He also asked Mu Yan: "If one day An Yiruo made the same request, what would you do?"

Mu Yan didn't even think about it, and replied affirmatively: "She won't."

"Why? You are her boyfriend, isn't she afraid that you will be in danger?" Tan Zi became more puzzled, "Unless she doesn't love you."

Mu Yan's brows were stretched, and his eyes showed strange tenderness, "The more she loves me, the more she will respect my choice."

Tan Ziyue deliberately refuted, and Mu Yan continued: "Yi Ruo is a brave girl, no matter how she treats love or the world. She will not ask me to leave the police force, because she knows that besides loving her, she also loves my career. She chose me. , you must be ready to accept everything I have, including my identity as a policeman."

Nice macho answer.

Tan Ziyue had a wait-and-see attitude towards Mu Yan's confidence.

Finally, Tan Ziyue no longer doubted that An Yiruo's love for Mu Yan was based on respect and support, firm and profound.She has the courage to accompany Mu Yan through unpredictable dangers, just like in Gu Ye's case, she chose to fight side by side with him.

In fact, she could have stayed out of it.

Even Mu Kaisheng said: "Without Ruo as a bait, it is absolutely impossible for Gu Ye to lose his position in such a short period of time. No matter how well-planned Ren Muyan is, it is not easy to catch him in one fell swoop. In this matter, what Omu loves The girl in the house did not blindly accept his protection, but walked into the chess game unexpectedly. This kind of Yiruo is worthy of Mu Yan's hard work."

Such An Yiruo, Tan Ziyue has no way to comfort him, he only wishes: Da Mu, wake up, don't make her wait too long.

As if hearing his prayer, An Yiruo's eyes glistened with tears, she pressed her face to Mu Yan's as if no one else was there, and whispered softly: "I know, you will definitely wake up."

The early morning wind gently brushed the lily of the valley in the flowerpot, and the petals shook off a few crystal dewdrops, and the fresh air was filled with a faint fragrance.An Yiruo carefully watered the lily of the valley, and planned to go to the company for a meeting first, and then go to the hospital to accompany Mu Yan.

For three years, she has gotten used to this kind of life while waiting.Except for the necessary work that needs to be done in the company, she spends most of her time in the ward, taking care of Mu Yan while completing the drawing.However, when the car drove into the street, her cell phone rang, and the caller ID was Mu Yan's attending doctor.

Doctors rarely call at this hour unless—

"Miss An, please come to the hospital immediately. Mu Yan's body suddenly showed signs of rapid decline, I'm afraid he..."

At that moment, something in An Yiruo's heart suddenly shattered, and it shattered to the ground with a bang.

what is itstrong?or hope?
The air suddenly became thinner, as if someone had strangled her neck, making it difficult to breathe.

I forgot how I drove the car to the hospital, I just remembered that when she arrived, Mu Yan had already been pushed into the emergency room, and the second elder of the Mu family had already arrived.Mama Mu's cries echoed in the empty and silent corridor, piercing and sharp.

The penetrating cool air pervades the whole body, An Yiruo puts it in an ice cellar

"Mu Yan." Fragmented murmurs flowed in the air, it seemed that only in this way could Mu Yan be retained.

For three years, An Yiruo breathed carefully like a fragile child. She made a bet for the rest of her life, so desperately, just to win Mu Yan.Now it seems that this may not be the case.

Must we go?
Could her waiting, their love, still not bring back his life?

Earth-shaking pain swept over, An Yiruo collapsed to his knees, "Mu Yan, what should I do?"

Memories flooded my mind like fragments:

In the awkward and unexpected first meeting, his warm lips slid over her lips like a feather, and the gentle touch made people palpitate and suffocate;
In the past when they got along sweetly, in the cold wind late at night, he hugged her and stood on the rooftop, saying the most unlovely love words, "An Yiruo, you have me."

On a snowy night full of love, he hugged her soft and boneless body and said softly, "Yiruo, I love you."

When he was injured, the bloody image was rooted in his heart. For countless nights, she kept chattering in his ear, "Mu Yan, I'll wait for you."

Is everything, after all, just memories?
An Yiruo couldn't accept it, and ended their intersection in this life in a way that heaven and man were separated forever.

She doesn't want to.

The world was turned upside down because of Mu Yan's sudden deterioration of his condition, all the broken tiles and ruins mercilessly fell on An Yiruo, the sharp pain in his chest, the infinite coldness that spread rapidly in his blood, She was so uncomfortable that she wanted to die too.

Consciousness gradually became chaotic, and before his eyes fell into complete darkness, An Yiruo thought: If you have to go, Mu Yan, please take me with you.Please! .

The fear smoldering deep in my heart finally broke out.An Yiruo had a high fever since he fell into a coma, and the medicine injected into his body did not work at all, and the fever continued.

For the next five days, she remained in a coma, and kept uttering indistinct ravings. After careful listening, she realized that it was Mu Yan's name.On the sixth day, she finally woke up.Maybe she wanted to ask about Mu Yan's situation, but she opened her mouth, but she lost her voice completely because of her vocal cords, so she couldn't speak.

Mother Mu burst into tears, held her hand, and kept saying, "Yi Ruo, you have to be good, Da Mu needs you."

An Yiruo seemed to have heard it, maybe she was moved by Mama Mu's reluctance, or maybe she heard that Mu Yan was still alive, when she closed her eyes, tears fell from the corners of her eyes.

While An Yiruo was still in a coma, a nurse rushed out of Mu Yan's ward: "The patient's body is different!"

different?Is it good or bad?

Upon hearing the news, no matter it was the Mu family, An family, Wen family, or Cheng Mofei, Tan Ziyue and Mi Yu, they all hurried over.

Hold your breath.

Mu Yan entered the emergency room again, and when he came out again, he was still breathing.

All the women present were crying.

The doctor almost didn't want to say the following cruel words, but: "If you continue like this again, the consequence of not waking up is: the body organs fail until—"

death.

"You guys have to be mentally prepared." He finally said, "Sorry."

Mother Mu fainted on the spot.

Fortunately, God did not abandon this pair of lovers.

When the long dark night finally passed and the sky gradually lit up, the man who had been sleeping for more than 1000 days and nights miraculously responded.First his fingers moved, and after everyone held their breath and waited for a long time, he slowly opened his eyes.

As if unaccustomed to the light in the ward, Mu Yan blinked several times, each time causing people to panic, fearing that they would fall asleep again after blinking.Finally, after gloomy eyes swept over every familiar face, Mu Yan said in a low voice: "What about Yiruo?" He spoke slowly, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

When everyone was about to give up hope, he actually woke up and asked, "Where's Yi Ruo?"

Although the sound of mosquitoes is faint, it is still clearly audible.

There was silence in the ward, as if he couldn't accept the ending of such a huge change.

Unbelievable surprise.

Chenchen was the first to react, and she said in a crying voice, "Mom, little uncle is looking for Aunt Yiruo."

Then, the silence was broken by a sudden cry.

Weeping with joy.

Then, the door of the ward was gently pushed open from the outside.

An Yiruo, with all the weight of her body attached to the nurse, stood at the door in a daze, her eyes flickered with light, and she fixed on the extremely haggard Mu Yan as if no one else was there.She has a thousand words to say, but at this moment, it seems that her language function has been frozen, except for the tears that fall without brewing, she can't find her own voice.In the hazy vision, I can only see Mu Yan staring at himself deeply, his eyes are as gentle as before.

Nothing makes me happier than seeing myself in his eyes again.

The universe is prehistoric, and time stands still.

The morning light fills the room and warms the heart.The picture is like a slow motion replay, An Yiruo broke away from the nurse's hand and walked over step by step. In front of the ward, she tightly held Mu Yan's skinny hand that was stretched out with all her strength——

Tears rained down.

When the doctor announced that he might sleep forever, she was ready to spend her whole life waiting; when he was pushed into the emergency room again and again to fight for death, she almost thought that he could not keep him anymore, and even decided to give up her own life. Life follows to death—and he wakes up.

It turns out that life will last forever, as long as you don't give up lightly.

Three months later, on a cool and silent night, a distinctive fashion show was in full swing at the City Exhibition Center.

On the huge runway, there are no brilliant colors piled up, no dazzling colors.Yes, just a gentleman's solemnity and calmness.

The tall male model walked casually in the center of the stage, stepping on rhythmic drumbeats, interpreting the casualness pursued by the designer to the extreme.

A different kind of visual impact pushed this special show to a climax.

The exhibition draws to a close, and the designer takes the stage.

The soft yellowish light shone on the woman in the pure white satin dress. Her posture was calm and her steps were graceful. Her watery gaze merged with the affectionate gaze from the audience, and she smiled softly, "Three years ago, I A man who said his shirt was too stiff to wipe my tears ordered him not to wear it again..."

Before the words fell, the audience in the audience chuckled.

After a pause, An Yiruo continued, "Later he told me that he would feel very happy if he could wear the clothes I designed."

Mu Yan stood among the crowd, the corners of his mouth slowly curled up.

"The 'My love' men's wear series that you see tonight is a set of works that I have completed in two years. I have integrated every bit of love for a man into the design. Today, I will give it to him as a wedding gift. He's been with him for the rest of his life."

After Mu Yan fell into a deep sleep for a year, An Yiruo gave up the previous idea of ​​only designing women's clothing, and began to draw men's clothing, from shirts to suits, from formal clothes to casual clothes, one by one, one by one.

For the next two years, the ward became her studio.She thought: One day Muyan will wake up, wear the 'My love' brand clothing designed by her, and testify to their shared love through life and death.

Get your wish.

An Yiruo announced loudly to the whole world, "Mu Yan, An Yiruo will not marry unless you are in this life."

This is the most courageous moment of being a woman.

There is a man who is worth giving up the whole world to have, and you will never regret it in this life.

This is the proudest moment of being a man.

There is a woman who is declaring her love for you to the whole world, and she will never change until she dies.

Mu Yan was moved with tears.

In the expectant eyes of everyone, he walked slowly onto the booth.

Taking An Yiruo's hand, Mu Yan's eyes were soft and heart-warming: "In the past 33 years, I have received the great and selfless love from my mother. Today, I want to bring another woman into my life." Turn around body, he and An Yiruo stood facing each other: "Yiruo, Mu Yan will not marry unless you are in this life."

Then, Mu Yan knelt down on one knee, and put a sparkling diamond ring on An Yiruo's finger.

An Yiruo cried, and reprimanded softly: "It's obvious that someone proposed marriage, why did you steal the limelight?"

There is a smile between Mu Yan's brows and eyes: "I am to match your occasional high-profile."

An Yi Ruo burst into tears and laughed: "You owe me three years of love, remember to pay it back with interest."

It was that debt-collecting tone again, I miss it very much,
Mu Yan leaned over and kissed the corner of her lips lightly, "I have a lifetime, pay it back slowly."

The farthest sky in the distance flashed bright light, like the rising sun of hope.

At a certain corner of time, the life trajectories of Mu Yan and An Yiruo finally coincided, bringing a life that was on the verge of being broken back to perfection.Love so far, they will be happy, always happy.

(End of this chapter)