The fifth wife wants to escape marriage: marry the princess

Chapter 246 Leaving the Capital 1
There was a familiar tune next to his ears, Xiao Junyi knew that Wushuang was playing the piano, but he did not enter the room to meet her, but, like the other ministers, exited the hall and waited outside the hall after offering incense.

Wushuang has been playing the piano in the house, and she doesn't know anything about the outside world, or she deliberately chooses to avoid it.

She didn't know how many ministers had come, and she didn't know when Lian Sheng was carried away to be buried.

She is immersed in their past, where there is no sadness and separation.She wants to be someone who lives in her memories, but she doesn't want to face the reality anymore.

Later, when Su Xin came in, Wu Shuang's heart sank, she knew that Lian Cheng was gone, completely gone.

Su Xin sat at the table, played another piano, and played a duet with Wushuang, from Guangling to Qiushui, playing all the songs they knew.Until later, if there is no tune, I just play it randomly, as if only the sound of the piano can convey grief and heal the pain in my heart.

As night fell, white candles were still lit in the mourning hall.

Wushuang and Su Xin knelt in the mourning hall, they didn't know what they were guarding.And with them, there is Xiao Junyi.

Maybe it was guilt, maybe it was redemption, Xiao Junyi took a jug of wine and stayed in the mourning hall to accompany Lian Cheng who was no longer there.

The three of them stayed in silence for a long time, and as the night gradually deepened, the housekeeper came in to make arrangements for everyone's resting place.Xiao Junyi didn't need it, and chose to stay in the mourning hall.But Wushuang went back to the room with Su Xin.

In the room, Hua'er was already asleep.

Looking at his sleeping face, maybe this is the only consolation, the imprint of Lian Sheng's existence.

How wonderful it would be to be a child, who doesn't understand anything, and naturally there will be no misery.

Su Xin turned on the candlelight, without feeling sleepy, sat at the table and poured two cups of tea, and handed a cup to Wushuang.

After the incident happened, Su Xin remained very calm, so calm that she could see through life and death.

Sitting beside him, Wushuang watched the flickering candlelight, feeling hesitant in his heart.

After a long time, I don't know who sighed inaudibly, and the two raised their eyes to look at each other, and smiled wryly.

"Now Lian Cheng is gone, and the emperor is like this again..." Su Xin said helplessly, "Wu Shuang, you are all too stubborn, if you refuse to let go, both will suffer."

Wushuang remained silent, Su Xin was right, they were all responsible for today's situation, they were too stubborn, too aggressive!

"Wushuang, what are your future plans?"

"What about you?"

"I don't need to make any plans. With Hua'er by my side, life will remain the same. It's just you, should you stay in the capital, or go back to Qi with Xiao Junyi?" Su Xin asked, and then said, "I see you treated him very badly just now. Indifference, if it's because of Lian Cheng, there's no need for it. You can't come back from the dead, so why bother torturing the living, since we're friends, I hope you live well."

Su Xin treated her like this, Wu Shuang felt grateful, "I will bring Yaoyao to live with you, okay?"

"Of course, it's just Wushuang. Don't be too naive. Yaoyao is a princess. The queen dotes on her very much. How could she let you take her out of the palace? What's more, why do you want to be with us? Xiao Jun No matter which one is Yi and the emperor, they are better than us. I just said that you are too persistent, why are you letting go now? If this is the case, wouldn't all the previous persistence be wasted?"

Wushuang couldn't tell what she was thinking. She lay on the table and watched the flickering candlelight. On the other side of the candlelight was Su Xin's still charming and elegant face.

Seeing that Wushuang was silent, Su Xin asked in puzzlement, "Is it so difficult to choose?"

Wushuang smiled slightly, not because it was difficult to choose, but because he didn't want to choose.She has long been unqualified to choose anything, not to mention, she has made a choice many years ago, but now, she can no longer insist on that choice.

"Su Xin, I don't know how to tell you about some things, let alone what I should do?" Wu Shuang was helpless.

Su Xin said softly, "Since it is so difficult, then don't think about anything, time will give an answer to everything. Don't make the wrong answer when you are impulsive, maybe you are not suitable for thinking now. Go to sleep and put all Step back, and slowly, those things that you feel confused will become clear. Not everything has to be figured out, and there is nothing wrong with being a little confused in life.”

Confused, perhaps the happiest.

Wushuang nodded, and Su Xin said again, "You still have a choice, it's good after all, at least someone must be with you, so Lian Sheng and I can rest assured. As for how you choose, I can't think about it now, tomorrow If you think about it again, you won’t be able to think about it tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow... This is how life goes slowly, so why bother to force yourself.”

"Su Xin, it's deception." Wu Shuang's eyebrows darkened, "If that person lied to you for a long time, how would you choose to forget or forgive?"

Su Xin was taken aback, "You mean Xiao Junyi?"

Wushuang nodded, and Su Xin sighed slightly, "If you still want to be together, then you must persuade yourself to let go and forgive. Why bother with yourself? But if you can't, just stay!"

Su Xin said with a serious face, "Stay with the emperor. Although he is still in a coma now, I think with you by his side, he will wake up in a short time. In the past few years, you have not been in Liang Guo, no You will understand how he got over it. But I’m just suggesting that you have to think clearly for yourself, and what you choose is not just a person, but a life.”

Wu Shuang nodded in response, but remained frowning.In fact, staying in Liang Country can take care of Su Xin and Hua Er, but Xiao Junyi...

"Go to sleep!" Su Xin said, pulling Wushuang to lie beside Hua'er, the bed was big enough for them to sleep.

After lying down, no one spoke anymore, but no one fell asleep.In the mourning hall outside, besides Xiao Junyi, there was another eminent monk who was doing the practice and reciting the mantra of passing away.

Wushuang didn't understand a single word of those murmuring voices, and the person who was still awake at first gradually became a little dizzy, and fell asleep with the deep and long voice of the eminent monk on his pillow.

When I woke up again, the window screen was very shiny.It was the dazzling white of snow.

"Suxin..." Wushuang yelled and sat up, but without Suxin and Hua'er by her side, she felt inexplicably tense, and ran to the mourning hall before she even had time to put on her coat.

There, Xiao Junyi was sitting cross-legged on the cushion with a hangover look on his face, seeing Wushuang approaching, he couldn't help raising his head.

"What's the matter?" Seeing her flustered, Xiao Junyi stood up nervously.

"Have you seen Su Xin and the child?"

"No!"

Wushuang secretly called "It's broken", and hurriedly searched around the main hall and side halls, but found nothing.

Xiao Junyi immediately ordered his servants to look for it, and he took off his clothes and wrapped them in Wushuang, "Maybe I went to the yard to enjoy the snow, so don't be too nervous."

Wushuang is completely numb, and even Cheng told her to take good care of Suxin, and she lost Suxin in just a few days.

Wushuang blamed herself, turned to look at Lian Sheng's tablet, and was surprised to find that the tablet was gone.This discovery made her feel very uneasy. In this way, Su Xin... Where is Su Xin leaving? !

The servants searched to no avail, but they alarmed the housekeeper. He is an old man from Situ's mansion. He came to the mourning hall respectfully and said to Wushuang, "Ma'am is gone. Before I leave, I entrusted the slave to hand over some things to you!"

Saying that, he gave Wushuang a brocade box.

Opening it, a letter came into view:

"Wushuang, I can't decide the path you want to take, but I can choose the future path for me and Hua'er. When you read this letter, we have already left the capital. I have no idea where we are going. Think about it. But isn’t life like this, when you walk along the way, no one knows where the next stop will be.

The scenery along the way, I think, should be beautiful.

Leaving the capital, leaving you friends, although there will be reluctance in my heart, but more of it is relief.Letting go is not necessarily a compromise, but also a new beginning.Wushuang, whether you love it or not, you need a strong heart. I really miss that little book boy who was fearless!

Don't read it, cherish each other. "

where to go?Where is she going?

This sentence kept circling in my heart, Wushuang couldn't believe it, Su Xin, who was discussing whether to live together yesterday, just left like this?
There is also a folding fan in the brocade box, Wushuang picks it up, everything is so familiar.She didn't even dare to spread it out, she knew that this folding fan had been away from her for too many years, so long that she almost forgot it.

If it wasn't for it, perhaps, there would be no right and wrong between her and Lian Sheng.

The boy who climbed the wall, the girl on the swing, and the folding fan that was thrown by mistake, there is another sentence: Strangers are like jade, and the son is unparalleled in the world.

Unexpectedly, Lian Sheng still kept it.

After so many years and so many things, he still keeps them.

Wushuang held the fan, heartbroken.He still gave it back to her, but he took away all her longing and reluctance.

Xiao Junyi's heart was sour, and he stepped forward to hug Wushuang who was shivering in the cold wind, "It's okay, it's all over...and me, don't be sad..."

He softly comforted her, Wushuang raised his eyes to look at that affectionate face, wondering how many secrets she didn't know were hidden behind it, thinking about it, made her sadder, and couldn't help sobbing in his arms.

I don't know how long it took, the snow began to melt outside, it was very cold, Wu Shuang didn't put on his clothes, only wrapped in Xiao Junyi's coat, still unable to keep out the cold.

She began to shiver, but it wasn't all cold.More fear, panic.

Facing Xiao Junyi, she could no longer be calm.

Xiao Junyi sent Wushuang back to the room to get dressed, Wushuang looked at the decorations in the room, thinking about Suxin last night, who knows that today will be parted, and it is inevitable to be sad.

After changing clothes, the sun came out, there was snow everywhere, and the air was still cold.

Wushuang returned the coat to Xiao Junyi, and he said, "It's cold outside, put it on!"

"No need." After Wushuang insisted on giving the clothes to Xiao Junyi, he staggered away from him and walked out the door.

"Wushuang..." Xiao Junyi chased after him, "What about you?"

Enduring the grievance in his heart, Wushuang shook his head, "It's okay."

"You look so bad, did you catch a cold last night?" Xiao Junyi said, stretching out his hand anxiously to test the temperature of Wushuang's forehead.Wushuang avoided it, "It's okay."

"Wu Shuang, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Junyi was puzzled, "Is it because of Lian Cheng? Wu Shuang, I'm sorry for this, and I don't want to, but on the battlefield, I..."

"Not everything can be solved with an apology. You can't bring the dead back to life."

"Then how can you forgive me? As long as you say it, I am willing to do anything." Xiao Junyi also blamed himself for this, and only asked for forgiveness.

Wushuang looked at his Zeng Yingqi face, which had been tormented and haggard for the past few days, and felt pity in his heart, but when he spoke, he was very strong, "Sorry!"

She said sorry, sorry everything is irreparable, sorry, I can't forgive you.

Wushuang left him again, Xiao Junyi unwillingly blocked her way, "What do you mean by sorry, is it so hard to forgive? It was on the battlefield, swords have no eyes, I didn't mean to hurt Liancheng, Wushuang, Why can't you understand me. I'm also very sad and blame myself for Lian Sheng's death, but..."

(End of this chapter)