The fifth wife wants to escape marriage: marry the princess

Chapter 247 Leaving the Capital 2
"No but, Xiao Junyi, we're done!"

The words that tortured him for a long time just blurted out, Wushuang looked at Xiao Junyi's expression, so helpless and flustered.In fact, she herself, why not?

How happy we were when we were together.However, now that it is over, there is only desolation left.

Xiao Junyi couldn't believe it, "Just because of Lian Cheng?"

"Not only because of this, but also why, you should know in your heart!"

Xiao Junyi was stubborn, "I don't know!"

"I don't know? Then let me ask you, is my safety talisman with you?" Wu Shuang asked bluntly, Xiao Xuanyu's expression froze, she understood him so well, just this subtle expression, she understood everything .

She stared at Xiao Junyi intently, she was eager to hear his answer, it didn't matter if it was true or not, even... Even at that moment, she hoped that he would lie to her.In this way, she can also pretend that it was a misunderstanding to make herself feel better.

However, Xiao Junyi was Xiao Junyi, and when he was exposed, he did not shirk, but admitted, "Yes, with me."

This sentence is more serious than Yufei and Li Ping's thousands of sentences, and it hurts her.

Wushuang didn't expect him to admit it, so he admitted it so easily, but he was caught off guard.

"This matter has been in my heart for many years, especially after being with you, this matter makes me even more worried all day. I want to tell you, but I am afraid that you will leave me if you know the truth. However, I didn't expect to hide After covering it up for so many years, it was still dug out. Yes, it was me, who knew you were Ah Jiu at the beginning, and brought you to Beijing in the name of giving a marriage. I was the one who started this, but that's all I did. "

"Aren't these enough? Otherwise, what was your original plan?"

Facing Wu Shuang's questioning, Xiao Junyi was speechless.

"Xiao Junyi, if you know that I am Ah Jiu, you can go and tell the emperor. In this way, I won't meet my mother face to face, and let her go away with regrets in the end."

"Then you will be Xiao Xuanyu's princess, why do I want adult beauty?"

"Yeah, because you hate him, you don't hesitate to hurt me!"

"Except for the kind of heart I had at the beginning, and the fact that it was deliberate to bring you into the capital, I didn't implement the so-called plan later, and I didn't want to hurt you."

"But, whether you did it or not, the ending is the same, and the damage is still done. Xiao Junyi, after all these years, is it all fake? You're all pretending, everything?"

"No, Wushuang, you listen to my explanation, I..."

"I've been waiting for you to explain, so many years, so many days, which day you can't tell me? Why do you have to let others tell me, is it because no one tells me that you plan to lie to me for the rest of your life?"

Xiao Junyi said heartbroken, "I dare not say it!"

"You don't dare to say? You dare to kill people, dare to devise such a big conspiracy, dare to hate the late emperor, dare to collude with the late queen, but now, you say that you dare not speak? What have you been afraid of, Xiao Junyi, who has been arrogant for so many years?!"

"Afraid of losing you!" Xiao Junyi frowned because of anxiety, "Wu Shuang, I was afraid of today's situation, so I didn't dare to say it. At the beginning, I was impulsive and didn't consider the consequences, so I dragged you into the bed." Entered my personal enmity with Xiao Xuanyu. But, God knows, I regret and rejoice, if not, how could we get to know each other?"

"I'm not lucky but regretful, Xiao Junyi, I don't want to be like a fool again, living in your lies forever, I'm not even sure if you ever loved me? I... can't believe you anymore , such Mu Wushuang, how dare you want it?"

Facing Wushuang's series of doubts, Xiao Junyi also felt a little chilled, "You actually doubt my feelings for you?"

"Yes."

"Could it be that after so many years of getting along, and having two children, you can't forgive and agree?"

"It was a mistake from the beginning, it was a trap, how do you want me to be sure about the rest of my life?" Wu Shuang no longer dared to go to see Xiao Junyi, her favorite pillow person, the person she thought she would hold hands with for the rest of her life, but now Only then did she realize that it was just a scam, a joke, how could she not let her despair?

When one thought begins, there are thousands of water and thousands of mountains; when one thought disappears, the vicissitudes of life.

For many things, a good beginning may not necessarily end well.What's more, there is no good beginning between them.She wanted to hold her son's hand and grow old together with him, but she didn't want him to hold the piano bow and cut her like a string.

Some injuries will never heal that day.

Su Xin said not to make decisions on impulse, Wushuang didn't know if she was impulsive, but she had already said her words to death.At this moment, neither she nor Xiao Junyi spoke, and the atmosphere was a bit condensed, colder than the ice and snow outside.

In fact, Xiao Junyi did not have a premonition of all this.

Ever since he came to Liang Guo, especially after Lian Sheng's death, the premonition that Wushuang would leave him became stronger and stronger.Now, it finally broke out.

For so many years, he has felt guilty in his heart and lived with a burden.Expose everything now, although it hurts, but it's enough pain once.

He will never understand a woman's sensitive heart, just as a woman cannot understand his killing on the battlefield.

After being silent for a long time, Wushuang couldn't help coughing when the cold came.Xiao Junyi immediately put the coat on her, and unconsciously touched her hand, which was very cold.

As in the past, almost subconsciously, he rubbed her cold hands and pressed them against his warm chest.

Wushuang looked at him, her heart felt sour for a while.

She took a quick step forward and threw herself into his arms.Xiao Junyi was stunned for a moment, then hugged her tightly, and said softly, "Wu Shuang, we will..."

"We will never see each other again, just treat it as a parting hug!"

Xiao Junyi felt a pain in his heart, "Are you really so cruel?"

"I just want to give myself a way out. Loving you these years...is too tiring." Wushuang felt that she had no strength to speak. Her body was under the care of the imperial physician when she was in Qi State, and it was not in good condition.Now, she feels more and more powerless. There are some things that she already understands without the need of a doctor.

Wu Shuang's words made Xiao Junyi very uncomfortable.He thought that what he gave Wushuang was joy and happiness, but she said that she was too tired.

tired?
He has always felt that the days with her are very happy and happy, but he has never thought about the other party's feelings. He thought he was the same as himself, but it was not.

Xiao Junyi didn't speak, but hugged Wushuang tightly, he was so afraid, so afraid of losing her just like that.

However, the feeling of loss is so strong that he can't keep it by hugging him tightly.

All of this scares him more than being imprisoned.On the battlefield, I have never been so afraid.Yes, Wushuang is right, Xiao Junyi has always been a murderer, he is defiant, fearless and fearless.However, she would not understand that he was afraid of her!

Countless times in the middle of the night, he dreamed that she was by his side, and that kind of satisfaction cannot be described in words.He always thought that when Yaoyao was found, their family could be reunited and live happily together.

However, he was wrong.

Yaoyao, he was already desperate.That child, and Xiao Xuanyu who was protecting her, made him pale in comparison.Perhaps, Xiao Xuanyu is more suitable to be Yaoyao's father than himself.

It's just Wushuang, do you want to let go?He doesn't want to, doesn't want to!

"Who told you all this?" He asked, "Xiao Xuanyu?"

"He is still in a coma, how can he tell me? There is no eternal secret in this world. Xiao Junyi, I am very uneasy and terrified. I have hugged you like this, but I still can't figure out what is going on in your heart. What, how many things are you hiding from me?"

"It's gone, I didn't hide anything from you."

"But the trust is gone, the cornerstone of marriage is gone."

"Give me time, there will be."

Leaning on his shoulder, Wushuang smiled bitterly, but unfortunately, she has no time.

"Wushuang, we have experienced so much together, why can't we let go of the past and cherish the future life? Is the past more important than the future?"

The two still embraced tightly, and for Yu Wushuang, this was really the last hug.She has already decided.

Not impulsive, but hopeless.

"Do you still remember why the imperial doctor said I was weak?"

"Heavy mind."

"So, a person with a heavy heart, how can you tell her to forget it? I have been thinking, forgive you, forget it. But that is a knot, a tight knot, pressed in the bottom of my heart, let me see I can't breathe. I want to say forgiveness, and I want us to be together in the future. However, I still can't forget the past. Some things didn't start because of you, but I already love to entangle them. I can't do it To be completely forgotten, since this is the case, it is impossible to accept and face the future calmly. For the rest of my life, it is better to let go than to be in such torment."

Xiao Junyi was silent for a long time, and said, "Actually, I know that when you rode away with Xiao Xuanyu without looking back, I could faintly feel that the distance between us was getting farther and farther away. But, I deceived myself into thinking that We are still the same as in the past, you are just too tired to be cold to me. But yesterday when I listened to your piano, it was obviously cheerful but heavy. Your thoughts are all inside, too heavy. Wushuang, maybe I am not a good husband , I can't fully understand what you want and what I can give you. However, I am really trying to be a good husband and give you the best of everything. "

"What you want is not what I want. What I want, you can't give. Xiao Junyi, we..."

"what do you want?"

"I want to be Ah Jiu again, to be with Yaoyao, and to stay in Liang Guo."

"Xiao Xuanyu is like this now, so he can't take care of you."

"For a long time, he has been taking care of me and Ah Jiu. This time, let me take care of him! Jun Yi, this is what I want to do most now. Maybe this is the only way to make me feel better and make me forget those things."

"I will stay with you in Liang Guo to take care of him."

"Aren't you the emperor of Qi?"

Xiao Junyi was taken aback, and Wushuang laughed, "You have always been very rational, saying that you are responsible for the prosperity of Qi State. Now both Qi State and Liang State are hurting, and it takes time to appease the people. You have the responsibility to return to the country to settle down the people. I seem a little I can understand you, you are the emperor, and you are the support of the people in the world. And I, I am a person who comes and goes freely, how comfortable? Don’t think it is because of Xiao Xuanyu, in fact, you understand, this is just an excuse for me. Know me Like you, you should understand that you and I are no longer the same as before. After Lian Cheng passed away and Xiao Xuanyu was seriously injured, how can we enjoy our lives comfortably? What's more, I already have a grudge in my heart. To live, it is better to give each other a relief. You have always been free and easy, this time, just let me go freely!"

Instead, Xiao Junyi hugged him even tighter, "You should know, I can't live without you, Mu Wushuang, why are you so cruel, why don't you give me another chance? I will change, I will never lie to you again , I swear, I can swear no matter how poisonous the oath is!"

(End of this chapter)