The fifth wife wants to escape marriage: marry the princess

Chapter 248 Leaving the Capital 3
He has never been so humble in his life, and he never thought that he would beg a woman like this, just begging her not to leave, even if it is atonement, please give him a chance.

She said that their acquaintance was a mistake, and he would rather make a mistake to the end.

Wushuang didn't answer, just let him hold her tightly.

"Wushuang, let's go back to Qi. The spring is foggy and the summer is sunny. Without you, everything will be lifeless. And Xuan'er, don't you want to see him? No matter what decision you make, at least you have to go back Let's meet him!"

"I'm sorry, I won't go to Qi again."

She deliberately used "go" instead of "back". After finishing speaking, Xiao Junyi was in a daze for a moment, then turned around and left.

Her answer has always been clear and firm.

No matter how Xiao Junyi tried to keep him or what he said, it was the same.

That day, Wushuang pushed away his embrace, let the cold air surround her, turned and left without a trace of hesitation.Moving so fast, in the eyes of others, she did not hesitate, but in fact she fled in despair.

She was afraid that she would soften her heart and return to Qi State again because of Xuan'er.

However, Yaoyao here cannot be taken away by her.Yaoyao now regards Xiao Xuanyu as her dearest person, her childhood was also very good in Liang Country, and the Queen Mother treated her well, Wushuang didn't want to ruin Yaoyao's childhood.I don't want to take her to a strange place.

Yaoyao and Xuan'er have their own growth atmosphere, which cannot be controlled by their adults.

Facing Xiao Junyi, Wushuang could only choose to run away.

The state of Qi was already in chaos, and this was the time when Xiao Junyi was needed the most, and she didn't want to be trapped in the palace again in her life.

She couldn't selfishly let Xiao Junyi abandon Qi Guo and her and return to Yuzhou. She used to admire that man's ambition, but now, it has broken the obstacles between them.

Loving someone is fulfillment.

She fulfilled his ambition to dominate, and asked him to fulfill her time of peace.

Su Xin's departure made her want to leave without hesitation.

She had been trapped in this imperial city for many years, and it was finally time for her to be freed.

She didn't have the confidence to go with Xiao Junyi, she couldn't forget how she came to the capital, and how she missed Lan Fei... All of this, if there was no conspiracy, maybe it would not have happened.

Although, she lied to Xiao Junyi.She said that she was not lucky but only regretful. This is a lie.

It is good for Yuzhou to grow up happily, marry and have children.However, if she has no experience, it does not belong to her.

After experiencing so much, her few years are more exciting and richer than others' lifetime, so what is there for her to be dissatisfied with?

In her life, there are two children connected by blood.There is Xiao Junyi, the person she hates and loves at the same time, Xiao Xuanyu, the gentle brother who is as gentle as jade, and Lian Sheng, the friend who is so righteous.Life with them is worth it.

However, she said she had no regrets and said she was content, but she cried so much.

She never looked back, and kept walking in that icy and snowy field.

The snow water soaked her shoes and made her bone-piercingly cold, but she couldn't stop, as if a kind of self-torture, she used this method to numb the pain in her heart.

Should she thank Xiao Junyi for deceiving her, so that she finally no longer has to struggle and hesitate, and finally give up Xiao Junyi completely?

From now on, while thinking about Lian Sheng, he will no longer be full of guilt.

This winter is really cold. The whole capital city is like a snow city, with pure white snow everywhere, covered in silver, which is actually very beautiful.

It's just that Wushuang didn't have the ability to appreciate beauty, so she stubbornly didn't turn her head to look at Xiao Junyi. She suppressed her tears a few times, but she still walked all the way and cried all the way.

Her body was shivering in the cold wind, she lowered her eyes and saw that Xiao Junyi's clothes were still on her body, her heart skipped a beat, and there was a salty taste in her mouth.

She wiped her lips with silk, and the dazzling redness was no longer surprising.Her illness is destined to never get better. She doesn't know how to get the root cause of the illness, and she has never been better since then.

The doctor looked at Wushuang and said that he should stop worrying and worry less.But for so many years, she was separated from Xiao Junyi before, missed Yaoyao again, and now she is caught between Xiao Junyi and Xiao Xuanyu. How can she not worry about such a life?
Holding the fan that Su Xin left for her all the way, finally, the thing returned to her, but the person who had a hippie smile back then was gone.

After walking for an unknown distance, Wushuang thought of Lian Cheng, the past, and the breakup with Xiao Junyi, and felt sad, unable to move forward anymore.She looked up at the sky, the cold wind blew across her face, stinging and stinging...

She took a deep breath to calm the depression in her heart.

Turning his head, a restaurant suddenly appeared in front of him.

Wushuang walked in without hesitation. There were no customers in the store early in the morning, so she asked the waiter to bring some bottles of the strongest wine.

The waiter at the shop saw that the woman was a little weak, and he was afraid to give the spirits, but he couldn't stand the customer's urging, so he sent it over.

Wushuang didn't eat food, so she poured herself a glass, but as soon as she picked up the glass, someone pinned down the rim, "How many times have I said that women can't drink!"

The voice was still as deep and pleasant as ever, Wushuang smiled and looked up at him, "You are still so domineering, who said women can't drink."

"I said!"

She joked, "Either sit down and drink, or ignore me." As she spoke, she was about to pass him a glass, but she caught a glimpse of injuries on his body, and suddenly smiled, "By the way, you are injured, so you shouldn't drink."

"Who said you can't drink? Since you want to drink, I will accompany you!" Xiao Junyi took the wine glass and drank three glasses by himself.

"Did you follow me just now?" Wushuang asked.

In the blink of an eye, Xiao Junyi had already drank a jug of wine, and while asking the waiter to deliver the wine, he replied, "Yes."

"When are you going to follow me?"

"I don't know." Xiao Junyi said, raised his glass and said to Wushuang, "There must be a reason for drinking, let me do it."

"No, I've made up my mind, and I'll put it into practice for you. I wish you a smooth journey home, and the country of Qi will be peaceful and the people safe." Wushuang said, gulping down a gulp, and there was a tingling pain in her throat, but she didn't feel like before. In that way, looking for water everywhere in a panic.

"Is it so decisive? There is no room for maneuver?"

"I've made up my mind." Wushuang raised his glass for the second time, "I haven't asked you for anything, this is the first and last thing, I hope you can fulfill my wish."

Xiao Junyi held the wine glass and refused to touch it for a long time, Wushuang took the initiative to touch him, and said, "You have lied to me too much in your life, I hope you didn't lie to me this time."

After all, let's raise a glass and drink.

What else could Xiao Junyi say?Facing a woman who wanted to run away from him wholeheartedly, no matter how much she tried to keep her, it would be useless.

He drank a few cups vigorously, suppressed the turmoil in his heart, and said calmly, "Just as if you are living in Liang Guo and want to go back to Qi, write a letter, and I will come to pick you up immediately."

"I hope you will forget who I am when you leave this gate, and you don't have to come to pick me up. From now on, the road will be open to the sky, and you will each go on one side."

"You hate me that much?" Xiao Junyi was heartbroken.

"It's not hatred, it's letting go. I let go, and I hope you can let go!" Wushuang said calmly, continuing to drink.After Xiao Junyi was stunned for a while, he had nothing to say and continued to drink.

All of this today was caused by him, and he should bear such a result.

Since he can afford it, he should let it go, but it is easy to say, but extremely difficult to do.

In the restaurant, I sat for a whole day, sometimes drinking and sometimes in a daze.The two of them just stayed in silence like this, no matter whether the crowd around them was full or not, they only needed to drink their wine.

Xiao Junyi was surprised that Wushuang was not drunk. Many years ago, she did not drink at all.However, he didn't know that she could drink so well now.

Wushuang drank slowly, as if savoring the past, slowly.But Xiao Junyi was drunk, he had to get himself drunk.

If a woman's heart is gone, she can't be dragged back.

Xiao Junyi is a man, and even an emperor, he has his own pride and dignity.He couldn't persuade Wushuang to stay, he couldn't persuade Wushuang to stay, and he also felt that he had no position and no right to say those words, so he could only drink to relieve his worries when he was bored.

Once Wushuang tried to persuade him not to drink, and he hadn't drank for many years, but now, when he picked up the glass again, he was drunk with Wushuang.

Xiao Junyi recalled that Wushuang was in poor health and could not drink.But Wushuang said that it is rare to get drunk once in life, so why bother talking about other things.

After all, she is more fearless and free and easy than him.

Xiao Junyi said good wine to the waiter in the shop, those wines were no different from boiled water in his mouth.

The man and woman who had been sitting here for a whole day looked either rich or expensive from the clothes they wore. The shop waiter had been carefully serving them, so that they were not disturbed by outside guests, so they specially invited them to a side room.

Xiao Junyi had already given the silver taels first, and the waiter in this shop was very considerate in serving him, and even brought out the top-quality wine in the shop, saying that it was especially suitable for the two of them.

This wine has a slightly vulgar name called Wangyou Wine, Wushuang didn't care, but Xiaoer sent two jars, Xiao Junyi poured wine for each other, clinked glasses and drank.

It turns out that this is the taste of Wangyou, which is miserable!

Wushuang drank the extremely bitter wine, suddenly felt, isn't this just Wangyou?Because it was so bitter that I didn't feel anything, so naturally I even forgot the pain in my heart.

Wushuang never thought that one day, she would sit with Xiao Junyi in a roadside wine shop and drink a lot.

The two of them didn't know whether they drank too much or what, and started talking nonsense.Wushuang said that he had many women, while Xiao Junyi said that she was the only one who was wronged.

Wushuang drank wine and said foolishly that there were too many women around him, such as Qianxue, Qiurong, and Xiangyun, even if there was no physical relationship, each of them made him feel pressured.

Xiao Junyi admits that there are indeed many women around him in this life, but Wushuang is the only one in his life.

However, in this life, Wushuang only loves him from beginning to end.She loved him so deeply, so deeply that she felt wronged and owed.

When you love someone, you can tolerate everything about him, including his shortcomings.However, things are always reversed. When that kind of love is very deep, it is like there is no room for sand in the eyes. Some things violate the bottom line. No matter how much you love, you have to reluctantly let go.

Just because they love each other too much, they cannot tolerate flaws in their relationship.

The kind of people who have a cleanliness obsession with love, even if they can bear it for a while, they can't bear it for a lifetime.

How many women he has been admired by, or who he once loved, she can forget about these, and don't care about them, as long as he is by her side.But... why did he lie to her?Why did you kill Lian Sheng?

The two drank happily and happily, and Wushuang was also at fault, her love was not pure, and her heart was not only her husband.She was wronged, and Xiao Junyi was also wronged.

His woman can't love him and be for him wholeheartedly, there are too many people and things between them.Xiao Xuanyu, Lian Cheng, Liang Guo, Qi Guo...

In the end, when all the words were finished, there was only one thing left to get drunk.

(End of this chapter)