dream back to qing dynasty

Chapter 57
The first time I saw her was in an afternoon. At that time, I had just had a fight with the rough old ten. Master Wenda didn't say that it was his fault, but punished me to kneel down on the steps. The fourth brother was not born in the palace. Here, the third brother didn't care about things and let them bully others, but thinking about the virtue of the old ten's nosebleeds, it was worth it.

I sneaked out while no one was paying attention. There is a lake beside the House of Internal Affairs. I often like to go there when I am upset. There are few people and it is quiet.Even though they knew that all the show girls were living there, they didn't bother to bother. The eunuchs and guards escaped the guards. As soon as they walked along the wall, they heard a faint singing.

It was a tune I had never heard before, but it had a special taste. I couldn't help being curious, and walked over with light steps. A girl in a blue shirt was sitting by the water and humming with her eyes closed. Her snow-white feet were so natural and freehand. Soaked in the water - is a show girl.

I don't know why my heart beat up, and I walked over on tiptoe. The sun shines on her body through the willows.I once knelt on the stone steps in the palace until I was sunburned and passed out. At that time, I hated the sun to the core and thought it was so ruthless...

But now the closer I get to that girl, the more I feel relaxed. The sun surrounds me and her. It turns out that the warm feeling is like this. The fourth brother also makes me feel very warm, but that feeling is different from the feeling in front of me. I step by step walk over.

Even after walking behind her, she still didn't realize that the expression on her face was so soft, an indescribable peace slowly emanated from her surroundings.Yangliu Fufeng reflected her face brightly and darkly, and suddenly gave me a feeling of uncertainty, so I couldn't help but took a big step forward and stood behind her.

She obviously had a feeling, but instead of looking behind her, she looked at the surface of the water with her head poking her head. I couldn't help laughing, and couldn't help but say, "You are so free."I pulled her back before she almost fell into the water, and it was even more funny to see her look at me in shock.

But when she called me the word "little ghost", I couldn't laugh anymore. I went back ironically, only to see that she was stunned, and then happily admitted that she was also a little devil. She is really a strange girl. What a joy.

Clear eyebrows, red lips and fair skin, appearance comes second. I have seen many beauties, but she has a gentle temperament from the inside out, a pair of confident and honest eyes, slightly curved mouth... Her name is Ya Laerta Mingwei, this is a name that will be entangled with me for the rest of my life, but I don't know it yet, but I feel a little wary because her Ama is from Lao Ba's side.

A cloth towel gently wiped it over, and I pushed it away roughly, half out of surprise and half out of scruples about her background.She stared back fiercely, but still gently wiped the wound on my head. I didn't understand, but she just said that the wound looked too obtrusive.I stood there in a daze, let her wipe it, then soaked the handkerchief and applied it on my forehead, and then she sat back so leisurely.

I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart, but I couldn't help leaning on her. She wanted to push me, but after a while, my son couldn't push her, so she gave up and let me lean on her.No one moved or talked, but it felt really warm, and my mood was as peaceful as the water in front of me. This unprecedented feeling made me nostalgic. I made a secret decision in my heart. This feeling I want to hold it firmly in my hand, not letting it slip away, and never giving it to anyone.

I just stayed there until she put on her shoes and socks and wanted to leave, I held her back, and before she struggled, I told her clearly that I would definitely ask her to go, and while she was dodging, I stole the incense, I smiled He left, leaving her there in a daze...

Goodbye is already in the palace, and it is actually by the water again. I wonder if she has a special preference for water. She was a little surprised when she saw me. The conversations we exchanged were no different from last time. The mouth is opposite, but I want to shout happily in my heart, she is still her, she has not changed, what I experienced that day was not a dream.

While laughing, the fourth brother came over. As soon as I greeted the fourth brother, I saw her face change, with disbelief and excitement in her eyes, but slowly everything returned to calm, she looked at us as if It was no different from looking at the stones on the side of the road, and my heart was beating again.

She went on with a well-behaved salute, and the fourth brother also felt a little interesting. He looked her up and down. After so many years with the fourth brother, I really haven't seen him seriously look at any woman, but he didn't think about it for a while, tenth brother Just jumped out to disrupt the situation.

Originally, I had already agreed with the fourth brother, but I didn't realize that the starlings were stabbing in. Even if it was because of her Ama, he didn't have to do it so obviously, but he felt that they were targeting me. It's just that they come more for the fourth brother.

It's better to act first, the fourth brother accompanied me to beg Niang Niang De, and passed the words to your master in advance, and then it was settled.In private, I asked the slave to pass the note to her, but didn't tell her who gave it to her, and why, the fourth brother didn't say anything, just acquiesced to my willfulness, and I just wanted to know what she would do Do.

When I sat on the edge of her bed and looked at her contentedly, she was soundly asleep, I couldn't help stretching out my hand, and she was finally by my side.

My life has finally become different. How many surprises does she bring to me? The endless jokes, the most important thing is her gentleness and understanding of me.

Xiaowei, that's how I called her. I called her that on the day when I found out that I never wanted to leave her, and that I no longer just wanted to possess her.She raised her eyebrows, and just accepted it like this. She has always been so straightforward in front of me, like a clear stream, reflecting my thoughts one by one, except when mentioning that person...

The fourth brother's affection was something I hadn't thought of. Such a cold person gave her the feelings that had been suppressed for a long time in my heart. When I realized, the fourth brother had let go too deeply. I was confused, little Wei didn't care about it at first, but for some reason, she always looked at Fourth Brother unconsciously with a touch of pity.

Fear, alienation, usually look at the fourth brother in this way, and even Empress De has never looked at the fourth brother with such eyes, maybe it is this kind of pity that makes the fourth brother warm up.I was tormented by such pain but I couldn’t tell anyone. One was my most respected and beloved brother, and the other was the woman I loved the most. Who could I completely erase from the eyes of the other?

The depression in my heart finally broke out in the mid-autumn moon. I borrowed some trouble, and I had a fierce fight with Deyang. That kid was Brother Nine’s dog. I taught him a lesson, but he just uttered a bad temper, but he was still in a bad mood. downright.Huang Ama didn't pay attention to the reprimand, and walked in the palace in a daze, but when she looked up, she found that she was still where she was.

Xiaowei's tears dripped heavily on my wrist, but they nourished my dry heart like spring rain. Her eyes were full of pain and pity, and she only had me in her eyes at that time.Suddenly found that this is enough, she has me in her heart, she understands me.

After a good night's sleep, when I woke up, I saw Xiaowei who was at a loss and the fourth brother who was even more indifferent and depressed. I followed the fourth brother out the door as if I didn't know anything. The fourth brother didn't say anything. As usual, they talked about the court affairs, the sophistication of the world, what should be said and what should not be said, but they didn't talk about what happened last night until the time of parting.Looking at the thin back of the fourth brother, I know he is in pain and is enduring... because I am the same.

Just when this entanglement was blurred, a crazy bear used its sharp claws to tear away all the cover between us.When I saw Xiaowei facing the mad bear, my heart was about to burst. It wasn't until I touched her with my own hands and heard her tell me that she was fine, that I was relieved to let the dizziness strike.

When I woke up from the drowsiness, the first thing I saw was Xiao Wei's light frowning and her hand clenched with me. When she saw me wake up, she laughed loudly and silently, and I laughed too. That's good, She was unharmed...

"It's just me, okay?" I asked her like this. After almost losing her pain, I couldn't care anymore. I just want her answer, a clear answer, otherwise I will really go crazy.

"Okay", a firm answer made my heart ecstasy, I shared our first kiss with her very preciously, her tears flowed down, my heart tightened, I was afraid that she would die Regret, but she said to me with teary eyes, haven't you seen tears of joy?Hehe, my little Wei...

That day, I knew that Empress De had asked Xiao Wei to serve my fourth brother, so I froze for a whole day in the tent. What was the name of the little girl who served me? Do you know something? I know that Xiaowei and her get along very well. After a day, let me eat and sleep, until the servants retreated at night, I couldn’t bear it anymore, and slipped to Xiaowei. The girl in Wei's tent was startled when she saw me coming in, but she didn't say anything, and went out after being blessed.

Xiaowei's breath was floating around me, this kind of familiarity made me calm down gradually, I waited quietly, it seemed like a long time, and it seemed like a moment, she came back, I looked through the light, Xiaowei's eyes were full of helplessness and pain The pain appeared so clearly, my heart tightened, something must have happened to her and the fourth brother.

In fact, I am the same as the fourth brother, we are all forcing her, because we can't let go, and we don't want to damage our brotherhood in the slightest, so we can only force her to choose, so that no matter what the result is, my fourth brother and I can accept it, or Say yes.

Xiao Wei was taken aback by me, and I intentionally made her happy. While laughing, I suddenly saw a hickey mark clearly printed on the back of her ear, and my heart seemed to be stepped on hard, fourth brother... ... She obviously noticed it too, after a moment of silence, she raised her head, her face was pale, her lips were trembling slightly, just about to open her mouth to tell me what happened, but I hurriedly stopped her.

"It's good to be back", I told her, she was stunned, and then she burst into a big smile with tears in her eyes, it was such joy from the bottom of my heart that I hugged her tightly, only then did I realize What I just blurted out was exactly what I said from the bottom of my heart, just come back, really, that means she rejected fourth brother and chose me.

Xiaowei fell asleep, and I stared at her sleeping face obsessively. I couldn't sleep, and the fourth brother couldn't sleep either. Too many things happened today. In fact, I knew it clearly. Xiaowei and I When they are together, they are extremely free and at ease, but when she is with the fourth brother, there is an inexplicable tension.

I met her first, and I tried my best to attract her attention, I pretended not to know the attraction between her and the fourth brother, it was true for her, and it was the same for the fourth brother, I was desperate Shisanlang, and I was doing what I was doing. , but I feel despicable for the first time today... Xiaowei babbled a few words, couldn't understand what she said, but her brows were tightly frowned. I leaned over and kissed her brows gently, watching her gradually relax Come down, hug her tightly, I close my eyes, despicable is despicable...

The days slipped by in this seemingly bright, but actually dark and turbulent situation. Xiaowei consciously alienated the fourth brother, but I didn't feel any joy. I just redoubled my efforts to help the fourth brother do things, and the fourth brother More and more taciturn.

I took Xiaowei to the temple fair, but I was caught by the tenth person and brought to Huang Ama. After a verbal battle, De Niangniang went back to Huang Ama and wanted to point Xiaowei to me. For a moment, I felt like I was in a dream, overwhelmed with ecstasy.

The starlings and the others made trouble, and the tenth brother's bad words made me angry and scared. At this time, Xiaowei smiled and asked me, "Should I kill you or kill me?" I was stunned, and the tenth brother said loudly , "Of course it's to hurt you", my heart tightened, but she smiled at Brother Ten, and said loudly: "My servant thanked the emperor, and concubine Xie De".

My eyes are swollen and hot, and I haven’t felt like crying for a long time. I just feel that all the tears have flowed from my heart, leaving a trace of moisture. , not even the fourth brother, only her... only our hands holding each other tightly under the sleeve.

The days to come will be so happy, Huang Ama is going to tour the south, and I will accompany him on the trip, but the fourth brother stays to support the prince, while Xiao Wei is faintly absent-minded about taking care of the state affairs, as if she is not happy with the matter of the fourth brother leaving behind. I'm so willing. If she doesn't say it, I can't ask. It's been a long time since she and my fourth brother have seen each other. What's more, she treats me like this. Apart from my sincerity, all I can repay is my wholehearted trust.

In the middle of the southern tour, a big event happened. Huang Ama returned to Beijing quickly, but the news in Beijing was cut off at this time. I don't know what happened to the fourth brother, so I returned to the capital with anxiety. Only then did he realize that Suo'etu had turned his back on him, and he wanted to take advantage of Huang Ama's absence in the capital to assist the prince in governing.

My head buzzed, and I immediately thought of the fourth brother who stayed to accompany the prince. If he was also involved, it would be... But fortunately, as soon as I entered the capital, the people from the fourth master's mansion were already waiting for me, saying It was the fourth master who came back from Biyun Temple in Xiangshan. Because Empress De was ill, he had been taking care of me. My heart was relieved, and I secretly rejoiced that it was the right time for Empress De to be ill.

The chaos in Beijing was quickly suppressed, as if it was peaceful again, Suo'etu was encircled, and all the gangsters killed and exiled, quickly fell apart After the secret talk, the position was still intact, and since the fourth brother was not among them, he was naturally fine, so I let go of my worries and returned to Xiangshan with the fourth brother.

After greeting Empress De, I realized that Xiaowei had been ill for a long time. When I went out, my fourth brother had a strange face, and I didn't care about it. I walked around to the backyard and opened the door to enter. Xiaowei was falling asleep and she had lost weight. A lot, and the girl on the side with a bad face probably told me about her situation and then retreated.

I gently stretched out my hand to touch her face, but she grabbed it, which shocked me. Seeing her surprised expression, I couldn't help laughing, but then she gave me a hard bite, which hurt so much. Yelling, what are you doing?But she cried out, I was taken aback for a moment, she seldom cries, so I hurried over and hugged her...

Xiaowei said something in a low voice, I didn't hear clearly so I asked her, she grinned, "You will hurt, then I am not dreaming", hehe, my heart warmed up, and I smiled softly Xiao Wei's face was relaxed, and she no longer had the hidden worry before I left Beijing, and she fell asleep in my arms after a while.

Something must have happened, but I don't care, now she is in my arms, sleeping with all my heart and trust, I kiss her forehead lightly, "I will never leave you alone again, never"...

(End of this chapter)