sing love song for you

Chapter 10
My last stubbornness and I hold hands tightly and never let go
Is the next stop heaven, even if you are disappointed, you can’t despair
——Mayday
When Ma Li received Ye Fan's call, she was lying on the bed, taking a nap while applying cucumber slices. The ringing of the phone made half of the cucumber slices fall off her face.

"If it's not something important, you have to pay me two catties of cucumber tomorrow." Ma Li gritted her teeth and said to Ye Fan on the other end of the phone.

"Okay." On the other end of the phone, Ye Fan unexpectedly didn't bargain with her.

Ma Li faintly felt that something was wrong with Ye Fan, "What's wrong?"

"I said, don't get excited!"

"Ah."

"I confessed to uncle."

"What?" Marie screamed, dropping the other half of the cucumber slice.Regardless of her heartache, she hurriedly asked, "What was the result? How did he react? Tell me quickly! You need details, the more specific the better."

Ye Fan sighed, "Then you will be disappointed, because I was ignored."

One sentence drained Ma Li's boiling wolf blood, and she was stunned for a moment, "He... ignored you?"

"Yeah." Ye Fan said sullenly.

"Not even an 'excuse me'?"

"No."

"Damn!" Ma Li swears, and then curses: "I know that guy is not a good man, he is just playing with you! What kind of woman has never seen such a veteran in love? You just want to Playing Xiaoqingxin like others, but kicked it off when he found it didn't suit his appetite..."

"Lily...Lily!" Ye Fan yelled several times before Ma Li stopped her indignation, "Actually, he is not as bad as you said, but... Maybe we are really not suitable."

"Ah bah! You are still speaking good things for him. Ye Fan, Ye Fan, how can there be such a deceitful person in this world? You are a typical fool who was sold and counted the money " Ma Li suddenly realized something, "By the way, you didn't let others take advantage of you, did you?"

Ye Fan didn't react for a while, "What's cheap?"

"Just let people touch, kiss, sleep..."

Hearing her talk getting more and more outrageous, Ye Fan hurriedly interrupted, "No! Where are you going? We didn't do anything."

"Hey! Good you Ye Fan!" Ma Li became angry instantly, "Why do I listen to your tone, you are quite disappointed that they didn't do anything to you? Let me tell you, I didn't stop you before because I was looking at you I really like him, it’s better now, if he doesn’t like you, everyone is happy. Please don’t think about it anymore, he’s ten years older than you! When he was in school, you were incontinent, and when he was watching AV, you were still incontinent Watching "Doraemon", when people give birth to a child, you don't even know where the child comes from! Except that he is a boy and you are a girl, what match do you have?"

"Who are you calling?" Shen Rancheng, who was only wearing a towel, came out of the bathroom, sat on the other side of the bed unceremoniously, put his arms around Ma Li's waist, and then kissed her neck brazenly. He nibbled at her earlobe with his teeth.

Hearing the voice on the other end of the phone was suddenly a little strange, Ye Fan didn't react for a while, "Lily, what's wrong with you?"

"That...I...ah!" Ma Li's voice became more and more strange.

"Lily, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay! I'll hang up first, and we'll talk about it tomorrow!" Ma Li hung up the phone quickly, and Shen Rancheng's hand had already reached into her pajamas.

"It's that friend of yours again?" Mr. Shen was obviously displeased at the fact that someone was calling to harass him at this moment, his peach blossom eyes narrowed slightly.

"Hmm..." Ma Li said, her voice was out of tune, her cheeks were flushed.

Shen Rancheng snorted disdainfully, "It's your women's so-called relationship problem again? Isn't it more straightforward to solve it this way?" The corner of his mouth curled into a smile, and his voice was submerged in Ma Li's intermittent moans.

On the other side, Ma Li was making love with her family, and on this side, Ye Fan, who had been hung up inexplicably, finally reacted with a long arc of reflexes, and his face flushed immediately.

That dissatisfied guy doesn't have to do that sort of thing while on the phone with her, does he?It was a lively and bloody stimulation to her!

At this moment, she finally realized what it meant to be "drought to death, and waterlogged to death". In her current state, she belonged to the kind of drought that left only skin and bones, how tragic!
Ye Fan angrily threw the phone aside, turned off the lights, and was about to fall asleep before forgetting everything.

It's a pity that as soon as she closed her eyes, the scene that happened in the car tonight appeared in her mind. Duan Yifeng said: "All I need is Xiaoyu".

Is it enough for Xiaoyu alone?So, the words she plucked up the courage to say were ignored by him gorgeously.As long as Xiaoyu, as long as his son, as for her... She really is being affectionate!
Thinking of this, Ye Fan felt bored for a while. She never expected that she would live to be 25 years old and muster up the courage to confess to someone for the first time, which turned out to be like this.Even if he didn't nod, at least he shook his head. What's the point of ignoring her like this?Could it be that in Duan Yifeng's eyes, he is really just a little girl?Then why are you telling me so much about yourself?

Ye Fan rolled on the bed restlessly holding the pillow all night.

This night, someone was also having a hard time.

Duan Yifeng sat in his private recording studio without closing his eyes all night. The scores that had been agreed to be revised were scattered and stacked on the workbench, black and white, and none of them were pleasing to the eye—he felt out of shape.

As a musician, this is a problem that often occurs, but it is really rare for him to be so irritable that he can't even read a piece of music.

He felt himself disturbed, disturbed by the girl who was sitting in his car tremblingly testing his attitude.If he could paralyze himself with words like "because they are a bit alike, I can't help but have a crush on her" before, then these words are completely useless now.

Not long ago, in that car, he found that there was something different about this girl. Maybe she was as kind and optimistic about life as Duan Yu's mother, Qing Ya, but they were two different people after all. Ye Fan is more sensitive and vulnerable to feelings, and more impulsive when things happen.

To be exact, Duan Yifeng found that the more he knew about this girl, the more he would discover her uniqueness, so that he was confused, why did he have a good impression of her?Is it just because of her resemblance to Qingya, or because of who she is?
Thinking like this all night, when it was almost early morning, the manager's call came, and there was an urgent job that required him to go to Japan immediately.That's fine, maybe he should go out and calm down.

After arranging his son's life, Duan Yifeng packed his luggage and hurried to the airport.

Like it or not, the holidays pass relentlessly.

When Ye Fan appeared in the work unit with two huge bags under her eyes, the contrast between the decadent she and the red-faced Ma Li formed a sharp contrast, so that colleagues came to express their condolences.

"Yezi, did you play so crazy during the holidays? Pay attention to your body!"

"That's why I said, little girl can't stay up late. It doesn't matter if you are young now, after you turn 25, you will grow old!"

"Go, go, go! 25 is very young, far away from [-]!" Ma Li rushed over, and the waves on her chest dazzled Ye Fan's eyes.

"Yezi, are you alright?" Ma Li asked Ye Fan guilty after successfully disgusting her colleagues.

After receiving Ye Fan's call that night, she kept trying to find a chance to comfort her, but Mr. Shen was here, so she couldn't spare the time!
"It's okay..." Facing Ma Li's concern, Ye Fan was still depressed.

"Is this all right?" Ma Li was in a hurry, and grabbed Ye Fan's hand, "Ye Zi! Sister, I'm sorry for you. As a good sister and a good comrade in arms, I shouldn't be ungrateful, and I shouldn't go on my own. Fuck you. So, I've decided!"

"You want to play Shuangfei?" Xiao Lin, who heard the gossip, suddenly came up with a smirk.

"Ah bah! Vulgar!" Ma Li gave her a white look, "What's Shuangfei? If you want to play, you can play group P."

"Group P?" Xiao Lin was frightened by Ma Li's boldness, and stared at her with wide eyes.

"Where do you want to go?" Ma Li glared at her, and then said to Ye Fan: "Yezi, cheer up, my sister will take you to a friendship today."

"So it's a friendship!" Before Ye Fan could agree, Xiaolin had already volunteered to stand up, "I'll go, I'll go too."

"What? There is a fellowship? I want to sign up too!"

"And me, and me!"

In this way, after Xiaolin's loud publicity for the friendship originally joined by two people, the unmarried young women in the entire library, as well as a few married women with lively thoughts, organized a mighty army of friendship , I plan to go for a leisurely visit after get off work today.

It's not that Ye Fan has never had a friendship before, but this is the first time for such a large-scale friendship. I don't know where Ma Li's interpersonal relationship came from. There are more than [-] men and women together. If I don't know, I think it's a class reunion!

However, having too many people is not bad at all, at least for Ye Fan, the more people there are, the less people pay attention to her.Everyone's attention is focused on those few people who can speak well, a stuffy pot like her who doesn't want to come at all, thank God for finding a corner to pass the time.

Just as Ye Fan was praying to the sky to let this troublesome sorority pass quickly, someone suddenly sat over.

"May I ask, are you a graduate of University A?" The other party's voice was low and sounded quite stable.

Ye Fan raised his head and saw a strange face, he was stunned for a while, then nodded, "You are..."

Seeing her nodding, the other party smiled immediately, "No wonder you look so familiar to me. You are from the Chinese department, right? Ye..."

"Evan."

"Yes, yes, yes! Do you still remember me? That year when I was competing for a minister at the Social Federation Conference, I came on stage behind you. You were wearing a pink skirt at that time."

"Ah!" Ye Fan suddenly remembered.

Back then, when she was a freshman in college, she went to compete for the position of the Minister of the Social Federation. It was the only time she gave a speech in the four years of college, and she wore Ma Li's skirt. Later, because of nervousness, she almost fell down when she stepped off the stage.

No way?So embarrassing thing, anyone remember?

Ye Fan was a little embarrassed, "I remember, but you are..."

"My name is Du Hongsheng, from the Department of Chemistry, one class above you."

As soon as the name was announced, Ye Fan immediately remembered, "I remembered, you have one vote more than me, neither of us was elected, right?"

Ye Fan was a little surprised. He didn't expect that the guy who wore glasses, a white coat and a white coat back then turned out to be an elite in a suit and leather shoes.

Du Hongsheng smiled awkwardly, "Don't tell me such an embarrassing thing! When I just finished the experiment, I ran to give a speech in a lab coat, and was laughed at by my classmates for a long time."

Although there was only a brief encounter, Ye Fan and Du Hongsheng continued to talk about each other because they were alumni. It was not until the end of the fraternity party that the queen of friendship, Ma Li, who was surrounded by all the boy groups, came to call Ye Fan home, and the relationship between the two was interrupted. dialogue between.

"If it's convenient, please leave me a phone number! Brother will treat you to dinner next time." Du Hongsheng looked generous.

"Convenience! What's the inconvenience? I know Ye Zi's phone number by heart, it's..." Before Ye Fan could answer, Ma Li had already given the phone number to the other party before her, and added ambiguously at the end: " Brother, wait for your call!"

Ye Fan blushed and kept winking at Ma Li.

"Why are you so actively giving my phone to others?" Ye Fan couldn't help complaining on the way home.

Ma Li gave her a white look, "I'm not active, do I still count on you? That Senior Brother Du is good-looking, works in an agency, and has a good family background. The most important thing is that he is of the same age and has no children."

This Ma Li really did not open any pot, which pokes Ye Fan's sore spot all of a sudden. She was silent at that time, and her mood that had just calmed down became turbulent again.

When Ma Li saw that she had said something wrong, she quickly apologized: "Ah! You see, I'm talking too fast again, don't mind! I'm not saying that you... that was not good before, I mean that you are still young, and there are so many opportunities in front of you. Yes, why hang on a tree? Give yourself more opportunities to choose, maybe you will find that the next tree is more suitable for hanging!"

Ye Fan was amused by her words and burst out laughing.

Ma Li hurriedly added, "Look, am I right? Ye Zi, listen to me, I'm someone who has been there, and I can see that Senior Brother Du has a crush on you. If he really calls you, try it once, if it doesn't work." Can you refuse again?"

Ye Fan was silent for a long time, then nodded.

Facts have proved that Ma Li is someone who has been here. Not long after the sorority meeting, Ye Fan received a call from Du Hongsheng inviting her out for dinner.Because he had promised Ma Li before, Ye Fan did not refuse.

After a meal, the two of them could still chat. Du Hongsheng was also quite enthusiastic towards her. He not only drove her home, but even sent her a lot of text messages the next day.

In the next few days, Du Hongsheng became more attentive, not only invited Ye Fan out for dinner several times, but also sent text messages all the time to ask about his health.

"What are you doing?"

"Go to work." Ye Fan quickly typed these words, and after pressing the send button, he put the phone aside and stared blankly at the borrowing records on the computer screen.

In fact, she didn't want to check it, but the more she wanted to control herself, the more she couldn't control herself, so she checked the record of Duan Yu's borrowing books by accident, and the result was that a series of borrowing times on the screen were all before May Day, which meant that Duan Yifeng had already been borrowed for more than one month. Zhou didn't bring his son here.

Looking at this row of records, Ye Fan couldn't help but think wildly: Even if he was busy in the past, he would spend at least one day a week here to accompany his son.It's good now, the big ones don't come, and even the young ones are gone.Did he really not even want to see her?She couldn't help regretting, she knew it would become like this, so she didn't say that sentence.

Here, Ye Fan was so annoyed that he wanted to pull his hair, and there, Du Hongsheng's text message came again.

"It's really boring to go to work like this every day! I want to take my annual leave in a few days and go to Tibet to travel."

Nonsense, can you not be bored as a civil servant?
Ye Fan suddenly felt that the densely packed words on the computer screen were extremely annoying, so he replied "Yes" casually, and threw the phone aside again.

As soon as he threw it over, Ma Li picked it up.

"Hey, who are you texting? Let me see!" Ma Li had a smirk on her face.

"Hey, you're invading privacy!" Ye Fan wanted to grab the phone back, but Ma Li hid him.

When the two were fighting each other, Ma Li had already read the text messages from Du Hongsheng in her mobile phone, and her face suddenly changed, "I said Ye Zi, are you too cold?"

"Where is it?" Ye Fan stretched out his hand to grab it again.

"Isn't this indifferent? Do you think people send you a few words? How many words do you send back? If everyone sends text messages like you, China Mobile will be so happy! No, we can't let them make money , I'll post it for you." Ma Li typed a long string of words with a few snaps of her thumb and sent it out.

"Hello!" Ye Fan was anxious, "Are you crazy? Give me back the phone."

"Yes, I'm crazy. I forgot to take my medicine in the morning, okay?" Ma Li made a face at her and threw the phone back to her.

At this time, Director Huang just came over and saw that the two were not doing their jobs, and his face turned black like Bao Gong, "What are you doing? Work or chat? Ma Li, come to my office."

Ye Fan hurriedly fell silent, and gave Ma Li a hard look.

Ma Li stuck out her tongue at her and followed Director Huang out.

Ye Fan was speechless, and sat obediently on his seat. Just as he was about to see what Ma Li had sent, a text message from Du Hongsheng came, "Okay! I'll pick you up after get off work!"

Ye Fan was embarrassed, and hurriedly went to the outbox, and almost vomited blood when he saw the text message from Ma Li - there is a very good noodle shop next to our unit, let's eat together after get off work!

"Ma Li, I curse you to be bald!" Ye Fan looked up to the sky and screamed with hatred.

When it was time to get off work, Du Hongsheng really drove over, wearing a khaki casual outfit and a pair of brown sunglasses, and waved to Ye Fan from afar.

Ye Fan felt uncomfortable like a thief, afraid of being seen by his colleagues, he quickly got into the car.

"I found that our unit is quite close to your place. It only took me 10 minutes to come here..." Du Hongsheng chatted with Ye Fan while driving,

Ye Fan couldn't keep up his spirits, so he nodded his head reluctantly.

After a while, the noodle shop arrived.

Ye Fan is a regular customer here. As soon as he arrived at the store, the boss greeted him enthusiastically. When he saw Du Hongsheng, he joked, "Xiaoye, you finally brought your boyfriend here this time, right?"

"No! This is my brother."

"Hey, look at my eyes and guess wrong again. But, I said Xiaoye, when can you bring a boyfriend to show me? I'll give you free!"

"Okay!" Ye Fan smiled, but he couldn't help feeling bitter in his heart.

Even the boss still remembers Duan Yifeng, but they never had the chance to eat noodles here again.Things are changing, she always feels that there is something in her heart, and she can't let it go.

Because he was thinking about the last time he and Duan Yifeng came here to eat noodles, Ye Fan became more absent-minded when facing Du Hongsheng.

Du Hongsheng has a good appetite. After eating noodles, he ordered a bowl of duck blood vermicelli, chatting and laughing with Ye Fan while eating.

Ye Fan was coping with it on the surface, but he became more and more impatient in his heart, and just wanted to go home quickly.

It's a pity that the sky didn't go according to people's wishes. When the two of them walked out of the noodle shop after eating, the sky was actually raining, and it was getting bigger and bigger.

Ye Fan was depressed, the weather forecast didn't say it would rain today!It was fine just now, why did things change when I went home?She couldn't help frowning.

Du Hongsheng didn't care at all, but was rather happy, "Xiaofan, it's raining, I'll take you home."

Ye Fan swears to God, she really wanted to get rid of this senior brother quickly, but she just didn't bring an umbrella, so she nodded.

The two drove back to Ye Fan's house, just in time for the city's evening peak traffic, and the road back to Ye Fan's house happened to be the main bus road, the traffic jam was terrible, and the weather was bad, and the traffic was like ants crawling .Ye Fan was already in a panic in his heart, but now seeing the traffic situation, he became more and more bored.

At this moment, the DJ with a literary accent on the traffic radio in the car played music.

"I used to think that you would always be by my side, that I could see your smile when I looked up. The smile you looked back at me in the crowd, I thought I met forever..." It was the song "Forever" again.

Ye Fan still remembers the first time he heard this song in Shen Rancheng's car. The lyrics seemed to have a special magic power, with a slightly sad tune, which seemed to heal all pain and troubles.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, the sky is already dark, and the lights on the long street are flickering, like a galaxy full of stars, meandering to the end of the world.

In the singing, Ye Fan seemed to have returned to that sunny afternoon. Duan Yifeng sat quietly at the desk next to the window in the reading room. The sunlight cast from his side. He raised his head to meet her eyes. At that moment, she also thought that she had met forever...

"Xiaofan, Xiaofan!" Du Hongsheng's voice interrupted Ye Fan's thoughts.

Ye Fan came back to his senses and found that the car had already driven to the gate of her community, and it was still raining outside, and a street lamp formed a line reflecting the rain.

"Thank you for taking me home." Ye Fan nodded to Du Hongsheng, ready to get off the car.

"Wait a minute!" Du Hongsheng suddenly stopped her, "Well... wait a moment, I'll get you... an umbrella..."

"No need! I'll just go back this way."

"No!" Du Hongsheng's attitude was extremely firm, "Sit down for a while, I'll go to the trunk to get an umbrella." Before Ye Fan could speak, he opened the car door and rushed out.

There was the sound of pattering rain outside, Ye Fan waited in the car for a while, the song "Forever" kept circling in his mind, and the longing for that man in his heart suddenly fell like continuous rain, crazily falling down.

At this moment, Du Hongsheng rushed back with an umbrella.

"Thank you."

Ye Fan reached out to pick it up, but he suddenly withdrew his hand, and then quickly stretched out the other hand hidden behind his back, and a bunch of bright red roses appeared in front of Ye Fan.

"I..." Du Hongsheng blushed, "I actually wanted to give it to you just now. Xiaofan, can you be my girlfriend?"

Ye Fan was stunned by this sudden action. After a while, she shook her head, "I'm sorry, I..."

"I know it's rude to do this, but I really like you, and I don't want to make myself regret it, so please think about it before rejecting me, okay?" Du Hongsheng interrupted her, his eyes reflecting the light of the street lamp opposite, incomparably sincere.

At this moment, Ye Fan was stunned.For the first time, she discovered that there are so many people in this world who are bravely advancing towards love, just to not let themselves regret it, but what about her?She was beaten into a shrinking turtle by just a vague sentence, where she blamed herself and lied to her feelings.

Rather than regret not doing it, it is better to regret it after doing it.

When these words came to Ye Fan's mind, her hand that hesitantly stretched out to take the rose stopped.

"I'm sorry! You are a good person, and you can find someone better than me." After speaking, while Du Hongsheng was distracted, Ye Fan pushed him away and rushed out.

The rain was pouring down, drenching her body in an instant, but she took a step and ran in the opposite direction from home.

"Wait a minute!" Du Hongsheng called her from behind, "Where are you going?"

"I don't want to regret it either."

In the night, Ye Fan's voice came, accompanied by the sound of the rain, it seemed extraordinarily firm.

(End of this chapter)