sing love song for you

Chapter 9 Start to understand

I believe you are just afraid of hurting me
not lying to me
who would be willing to love

shaken my dream

Announce that happiness will not come
—— Stefanie Sun
Although the woman left, her words kept echoing in Ye Fan's ears, so that she couldn't calm down to play with Xiao Yu at all, and was frequently distracted.

Fortunately, it was not too early. As the sky gradually darkened, the little guy finally felt tired after playing all day. After sitting on the bench in the amusement park for a while, he fell asleep leaning against Ye Fan.

The little guy's face was white and tender, as if water could be squeezed out. His long eyelashes cast two shadows, and he flapped his fan from time to time, as delicate as a doll.

Seeing it, Ye Fan liked it very much. He stretched out his hand to touch his face, but suddenly remembered what the woman said to him, his eyes dimmed, and the hand he just raised was quietly put down again.

Maybe that woman is right, Xiaoyu is still young, and he only wants to have a mother, but what about when he grows up?Will you still be as close to yourself as you are now?Thinking of this, Ye Fan didn't dare to think about it anymore.

She has persisted until now, but she has nothing in her heart.She felt that there was always a line between herself and Duan Yifeng, and she wanted to walk over, but he didn't seem to have any intention of coming over.If it weren't for relying on Duan Yu to rely on herself, she wouldn't even have the courage to come out with them.

If, as the woman said, one day Duan Yu realizes that she is not his mother at all, will he still rely on her?
Thinking of this, Ye Fan secretly glanced at Duan Yifeng who was not far away to buy water, and his heart began to waver.

He is so gentle and gentle, even after a tiring day, he still has a smile on his face.Sometimes, Ye Fan felt that this man was really a precise and perfect machine. Except for a little strange behavior when he was riding the roller coaster in the morning, he seemed to never give himself a chance to make mistakes, so he was really not tired ?Moreover, Xiaoyu said that he had told him about calling her "mother", why didn't he respond at all, did he acquiesce or ignore it?
The more Ye Fan thought about it, the more he felt that he and Duan Yifeng were not the same kind of people. The more he thought about it, the more he wavered, and the more he wavered, the more he thought about it. He went on and on, but he didn't notice that Duan Yifeng had already bought water and came back, and held the water bottle in front of her. It's been a while.

"Ah!" Ye Fan came back to his senses and went to pick it up immediately, but accidentally disturbed the little guy who was sleeping on her.

"Dad, are we going back?" The little guy rubbed his eyes and yawned a little.

"Yeah! You're tired, can dad carry you back?" Duan Yifeng stretched out his hand.

The little guy shook his head sleepily, "Daddy hug the little bear, I'll go with mommy."

Mother?Ye Fan suddenly broke out in a cold sweat—this little guy fell asleep and called her "Mom" in front of Duan Yifeng, what... what should I do?
She pretended not to hear, but couldn't help but secretly glanced at Duan Yifeng, wanting to see his reaction.

Duan Yifeng didn't seem to hear, he handed his son to Ye Fan, turned around and picked up a bunch of plush toys, and said, "Let's go home!"

"Go home!" Xiaoyu regained consciousness a lot, took Ye Fan's hand and strode towards the exit, as if he didn't realize that he had slipped his mouth just now.

In this situation, even Ye Fan himself was puzzled, could it be that he was too sensitive, and Xiao Yu was right?
Just like that, the suspicious Ye Fan led Xiao Yu and walked in front thoughtfully, while Duan Yifeng followed them like a Santa Claus, holding a lot of toys.During this period, Ye Fan sneaked a few glances back, but he didn't see any strange expression on Duan Yifeng's face. He only saw his tall and straight figure. Even though he was holding so many cute toys, he still didn't lose his composure. Instead, he was covered up. A paternal light.

For some reason, at that moment, a trace of anger rose in Ye Fan's heart—why couldn't this man lose his temper a little and let her feel more balanced?

The consequence of treating a gentleman's belly with the heart of a villain is: Ye Fan didn't pay attention, sprained his foot when going down the steps, and was about to fall.

Before it was too late, a strong arm stretched out and wrapped around Ye Fan's waist.

Ye Fan raised his head reflexively, meeting the eyes of Duan Yifeng, the hero who saved the beauty.

The moment their eyes met, time seemed to stand still, and everything around them was frozen.

Ye Fan's mind went blank, and he held his breath involuntarily.

"Are you okay?" Duan Yifeng let go of his hand and asked calmly.

His words broke the scene just now, breathing and heartbeat returned to Ye Fan's body again, her face turned red all of a sudden, she lowered her head, and replied in an inaudible voice: "No...it's okay..."

"Be careful on the steps, it's getting dark." He warned.

"Thank you!" Ye Fan didn't dare to look up, the place touched by his hand was as hot as a fire.

Ye Fan's gaffe made Duan Yifeng's eyes flash a hint of deep meaning.

At his age, it's easy for a man to capture a woman's mind, especially for someone like Ye Fan whose emotions are written all over his face. He only needs to look at her to detect the turmoil in her heart at the moment.

If Duan Yifeng wasn't sure about Ye Fan's thoughts before, then he can be sure now that this girl likes him, or has some kind of impure fantasies about him.

Just a few days ago, he had impulsively wanted to get such a result, but now seeing Ye Fan bowing his head shyly in front of him, he hesitated again - the girl in front of him was so pure and kind, in front of her , All purposeful thoughts seem so despicable and shameless.

"Sister, pay attention to the ground when walking!" Duan Yu's childish voice interrupted their respective thoughts.

Ye Fan hurriedly took the opportunity to change the topic, and chatted nonsense with Xiaoyu.The sunset glow reflected on her face, making her cheeks flushed.

On the way back to the car, Duan Yu took his army of toys to occupy the back seat, the little man leaned against the dolls, and fell asleep again after a while.

Without his fuss, the carriage was strangely quiet all of a sudden.Ye Fan racked his brains to think about several topics, but he couldn't muster up the courage to speak up, so he could only pretend to close his eyes and rest.

The car drove steadily on the road, and she secretly opened her eyes several times to observe Duan Yifeng.He seemed to be driving very attentively today, he didn't even look back to check on his son as usual, his eyes were straight ahead, and his hands were firmly on the steering wheel.

When Ye Fan's eyes fell on Duan Yifeng's hands, he naturally remembered the scene of his hero saving the beauty just now, and his heart beat wildly again.

As if feeling her gaze, Duan Yifeng turned his head.

Looking at each other again, Ye Fan looked away in embarrassment, "Is that... soon... coming soon?"

"We've only been driving for 10 minutes."

Only 10 minutes?Why did she feel as though ten hours had passed so long?

At this moment, Ye Fan suddenly became a little worried - the journey back is an hour, how should he survive the remaining five or ten minutes?

"I... I seem to have fallen asleep... Thought it was almost here..." She said awkwardly with a flawed excuse.

"You can sleep a little longer." Duan Yifeng said.

This is really a good suggestion, Ye Fan immediately agreed, "Today is too tired, I want to sleep a little longer."

"Sleep! I have to send Xiaoyu to my aunt's house in a while, and then take you home. It will take some time."

Ye Fan nodded.

Immediately, she realized a very serious problem, Duan Yifeng wanted to send Xiaoyu to his aunt's house first, wouldn't that mean they would be alone for a while?
Now, Ye Fan was so worried that he couldn't even pretend to be asleep, so he just stopped pretending and sat in the passenger seat in a daze.

At this moment, the sky was completely dark, the street lamps on both sides of the road were already on, and the lights of people in the distance were scattered, forming a sea of ​​stars.

On the back seat of the car, Duan Yu changed his position, leaned against another doll, and fell asleep soundly.

In the passenger seat, Ye Fan also changed his posture, drawing circles on the foggy window with his fingers.

When she pretended to be asleep, she sneaked a few glances at him, but now that she's not asleep, she doesn't even look at him. What is this girl thinking?
For some reason, Duan Yifeng felt a little upset and couldn't hold back, he opened his mouth and asked, "Does your family mind if you go back so late?"

Ye Fan, who was worrying about being alone for a while, was startled when she heard Duan Yifeng's question, but she quickly reacted and replied as calmly as possible: "It's okay. My mother said that she would go back to her mother's house during the holiday, and my father will accompany her there." gone."

"Isn't your aunt a local?"

"My mother is from Tianjin. She was transferred here to work very early, and she doesn't go back very often. Are all your family members from the south?"

"Probably!" Duan Yifeng smiled.

"Probably?" Ye Fan was a little puzzled, "Is there anyone there who is probably there?"

"I'm an adopted son." Such words came out of his mouth, as if talking about someone else, without any concealment.

Ye Fan was stunned for a moment - what?He is an adopted son?

Ye Fan didn't know why Duan Yifeng would tell him such a private matter, let alone how to proceed.

After a while of silence, Duan Yifeng asked: "Why, do you find it incredible?"

Ye Fan shook his head, "No, I think it doesn't matter if they are related by blood if they treat you well."

She spoke very seriously, but Duan Yifeng laughed, "Unfortunately, they treat me badly."

Ye Fan was speechless again. For the first time, she discovered that this man's story might be far more complicated than she imagined.At this moment, she really had the urge to know everything about him.

"My adoptive parents adopted me because they were barren, but shortly after adopting me, my adoptive mother became pregnant with my younger brother. Since then, I have become an outsider in the eyes of my adoptive mother. She loves my younger brother in every possible way, but never treats me I don’t care, and even persuaded my adoptive father to send me to be raised by my elderly grandma.”

When Duan Yifeng said this, he was already caught in the memories of the past, and continued: "Although my grandma is not my real grandma, she treated me very well and always treated me like my own grandson. It's a pity that I was very unhappy at that time. Sensible, poor grades, fighting and making trouble all day long, and even entered the police station. I still remember that the police asked me the name of my guardian. I was afraid that my grandma would not be able to withstand the stimulation, so I told them the names of my adoptive parents. Unexpectedly When my adoptive mother heard that I was arrested, she ignored me and said that I was not her son..."

Duan Yifeng slowly recalled the scene at that time. At first, he just wanted Ye Fan to recognize who he was, so that he could retreat, but he didn't expect to fall into the memory, talking more and more.

"Because no one came to release me on bail, the police had to notify the school, and the school notified my grandma. The old man went to the police station to pick me up in the rain alone, and slapped me on the spot. That was the first and last time she slapped me. After the beating, she took me to apologize to the parents of the children who were beaten by me. She said, "It is my fault that my grandson did not teach well. I will apologize to you on his behalf." At that moment, I realized that I was wrong How outrageous it was. I promised my grandma that I would be a good person and that this kind of thing would never happen again. Grandma took my hand and said that she believed in me and that I would never disappoint her expectations. It's a pity... "

"What a pity?" Ye Fan was moved by Duan Yifeng's past, heard him sigh, and hurriedly asked.

"It's a pity that shortly after I got out of the police station, my adoptive mother felt that I would always embarrass them in China, and even endanger my brother's inheritance rights, so she persuaded my adoptive father again to send me to study in Europe. On the surface, she wanted to train me. , In fact, it’s just to find a farther place and lose me.”

"What then?"

"After my adoptive mother sent me abroad, she almost lost contact with me. I tried to go back to China to visit my grandma several times, but she stopped me. When I finally got a scholarship and could return to China on my own ability, my grandma had passed away. I didn’t even have the chance to see her for the last time, I only saw the cold stone tablet and heard her last words from other people. It is said that her last words before she passed away were to see me, but I let her down.”

After listening to Duan Yifeng's words, Ye Fan's face was full of tears—her tears were always low, but now hearing Duan Yifeng's story about him, she was so sad that she wanted to cry.

Why is God so unfair?Why let Duan Yifeng suffer such pain?Why didn't he even give him the chance to see grandma for the last time?Why?
Duan Yifeng didn't know why he told Ye Fan so easily the past he didn't want others to know, maybe it was because of his trust in the girl beside him, or maybe it was because he really couldn't forget that painful past.

Just when he was puzzled by his behavior, he suddenly found that Ye Fan was crying, crystal tears gushed out of her eyes, and her body trembled from crying, which was even more sad than his client.Duan Yifeng was stunned, as if a string in his heart was gently touched.

After a long time, Ye Fan finally finished crying. She wiped away her tears, grabbed Duan Yifeng's arm and said, "Don't think about the past, everything will be fine. Yes..." She paused, almost exhausted all her courage in her life, gritted her teeth and said, "There's me!"

The speed of the car suddenly slowed down, and Duan Yifeng turned his head to look at Ye Fan.

Her reddish face reflected the thousands of lights on both sides of the road and came into his eyes, and the clean eyes seemed to glow for an instant, which made his heart throb.

Duan Yifeng wanted to stop the car, hug Ye Fan and kiss her fiercely, but his rationality made him cruelly look away from her face - he doesn't deserve such a beautiful girl, never.

"Yes!" Duan Yifeng laughed bitterly, "All I need is Xiaoyu."

(End of this chapter)