surrogate wife

Chapter 144 A slap in the face
"Don't you know everything?" Hua Shipeng was also a little surprised when he heard me ask this question. My younger brother followed us and looked over. I was so surprised that I could only stand up and drag Hua Shipeng to go out.

On the school playground, there were classes in physical education, men and women divided into teams, as if they were doing aerobics. I went to the stands and sat down on the edge. I felt lost.There are various complicated feelings overflowing faintly, but they don't know the reason, and then I think about every detail repeatedly, but I can't find any mistakes.

I will never be in a dilemma until now, even if I am really caught off guard by Chen Haotian's knife, I will definitely not poison him in a loud and loud tone, even if it is really a play on the occasion, it is just me willing to sink In the end, it wasn't just two irrelevant people who just added some wounds.

It's also hard for me to say clearly what kind of existence there is between me and Chen Haotian. I love him very much, but I still feel that he is a treacherous hallucination, a secret adventure.He passed my residence with ease. Could it be that his seemingly incongruous whim was a desire to welcome and refuse without any acting skills at all?Does he understand the struggle of a lonely person like me, and then presses forward step by step to attack Huanglong, as if he is unarmed and harmless, but what really happened is always telling me, he hurt me again.

There is a breeze blowing, and it is a bit cool. In this season, some flowers and plants have already shown a greenery.Sitting next to me, Hua Shipeng didn't say a word, except for concerned and heartbroken eyes, the rest was only a louder sigh.

He said: "I really don't understand why you would choose him, a married woman who is still dirty outside, Xinxin, why do you want to do this?"

"Do you think I'm cheap?" I turned my head with a raised face, and tears welled up all at once.

He looked at me distressedly, and reached out to wipe away my tears, so fast that I didn't even have time to hide.I just felt something brush against my cheek, and then I saw his hand hang down.

He said, "It's not you who are cheap, it's him who doesn't cherish such a good girl!" I stiffly twitched the corners of my mouth, desperately suppressing the pain in my heart, and said, "But I really love him!"

"I know!"

I smiled foolishly, the sky began to darken, and slowly the sun was about to set. I asked Hua Shipeng, "Is the person you found out named Gu Xue?"

He nodded, but I suddenly felt distressed.

Hua Shipeng said: "She only left a mobile phone number in her registration information, because the login needs to be verified, and I only found out her name after paying the phone bill for her!"

"Then how did you know it was related to Chen Haotian!"

"I found her IP, then hacked into her system, and remotely controlled the desktop. I just wanted to know who she was, so I found a lot of information on her computer, including photos!"

After speaking, he took out a khaki bag from nowhere, and he said, "I asked someone to intercept part of the chat history, which contained recent contacts, and then I copied all her encrypted photo albums. Many videos and audios are in my computer, if you want to watch, I can copy them to you!"

I didn't speak, just took the paper bag in a daze, and opened it to find shocking things inside.

Hua Shipeng also took a screenshot of the chat record and then typed it out. I know that the button number belongs to Chen Haotian. I can't help being a little funny. It seems that he and I haven't chatted on QQ yet.

The album is full of intimate photos of Gu Xue and Chen Haotian, each one is written with time and place, not even any hotel is left behind, and there are a few large-scale ones behind, yes, they are all exposed, although I have always known them There is a relationship between them, but I still can't bear it when it's really in front of me.

There is a photo that left a deep impression on me. When I saw it, I felt a throbbing pain in my eyes. In the photo, two people were sitting naked on the bathtub, Chen Haotian was lifting Gu Xue’s butt, Gu Xue turned her head with a spring face, her eyes It's full of fans.

My eyes hurt from the tears, my vision was blurred, I shook my hands and tried to put these photos into the bag, but with a "slap!", they all fell to the ground.

As soon as the bell rang for the end of get out of class, the students all dispersed in a swarm. I ran down to pick it up in a panic, for fear of being seen.

Holding the bag in a daze, my body seemed to have been beaten, and every part was numb. Hua Shipeng reached out to help me, but I didn't have the strength to push it away. I just looked at him and said thank you hoarsely. .

When I got home, I fell directly on the bed, and Hua Shipeng poured me a glass of water. I said I wanted to be quiet, and he sighed, and then walked out.

It was only when I heard the sound of the door closing that I couldn't control it completely. I sat up and curled up and cried.I felt uncomfortable, crazy uncomfortable, and there was no way to describe this uncomfortable feeling in words. I pulled my hair, inch by inch, and felt that my scalp was about to be torn off before I let go.

I slapped myself several times, and pinched myself many times on the arm. I found that I had started to learn self-abuse, but this kind of self-abuse really reduced my pain.

I started to panic, I felt like I was losing my mind, I was like a lunatic, a lunatic who had lost his mind, and just mutilated himself to a certain extent, would I die?No, because I dare not!

After taking a cold shower, I sat on the floor tiles and shivered from the cold. I didn’t take off my clothes, and the cold water stuck to my body, feeling like I was covered with ice. After washing, I took off my clothes and lay naked After getting into bed, I stared at the ceiling for a long time, and then called Hua Shipeng.

"Send me all the videos, I want to watch!"

He hesitated on the other end of the phone for a while, obviously worried that I would not be able to bear it, I was a little slumped, and my voice was weak.I said, "I know everything about them. If you don't give it to me, why don't you ask me to check it out myself?"

He was helpless, and knew that he couldn't be more stubborn, so he could only agree.Soon after I hung up the phone, I received an email from him in my mailbox. After I opened it and decompressed it, there were a total of more than 40 videos.

I sent a text message to Hua Shipeng, and I said, "I hope you promise to delete all the originals you saved!"

He replied quickly: "Okay, I know, don't be sad, remember that I'm waiting for you!"

I didn't reply, put down my phone, and clicked through all the 40 or so videos with the mouse.In addition to the video, the email sent by Hua Shipeng also has several text documents, most of which I can’t understand, but I can also understand one or two of them combined with the video. Except for the videos of Gu Xue and Chen Haotian, which are self-portraits, other It's all candid shots.

The female is of course Gu Xue, and the male is someone I don't know, and they are all different, but I can see a thing or two from the text below.Thinking that it was what Chen Haotian explained to me, I also understood that this should be Gu Xue's code to "negotiate business!" for Chen Haotian.

I have heard countless kinds of dark manipulation methods in business, coercion and temptation, revenge and frame, but most of them are just heard, because frankly speaking, I have no chance to get in touch. Now when these things are naked in front of me, I am deeply There was a deep nausea, I ran to the bathroom and vomited for a long time, but I couldn't spit out anything except water. I was crying and stuffed a toothbrush into my throat to poke it, and finally spit it out.

I collapsed, but I was still naked. I stood in front of the closet for a long time without taking out a piece of clothing. After a long time, I sat back on the bed blankly, and finally wrapped myself in the quilt naked.

I couldn't find anyone to talk to with my mobile phone, so I finally called Mina trembling.

The phone was answered quickly, and her voice was weak. I asked her where she was, and she said she was in the hospital.I
"What's the matter, what are you doing there?"

"Do Qing Palace!"

I was stunned for a moment, then couldn't help laughing, the louder I laughed, and then I called her cheap, she laughed with me, and then cried with me, and finally we cried for more than an hour with our mobile phones.

Before hanging up the phone, I asked her, "Is the child Lu Jian's?"

"En!" She only said one word, but let me hear the heartbreak after the breakup.

I closed my eyes, as if I saw her lying on the hospital bed, and I asked her, "Is your heart dead?"

She said "dead all the time!"

After hanging up the phone, I wrapped myself in the quilt. At that time, I couldn't cry anymore. Thinking of Mina's words, "I've always been dead!", my body couldn't help twitching.

I asked myself, is my heart dead too?I think it should be like Mina, even if she dies, she will still fall.

Heart and feelings are the best link and proof, but women have a natural ability to be cheap, even if the heart is full of holes, but as long as the other party has a little bit of tenderness, they are still willing to let themselves go to greet them regardless.

like?what is love?How can there be any love in this world, but it is habit and dependence. Most of the so-called love is inseparable, reluctant, and unable to let go, but the real time will pass after a long time.

The reason why Chen Haotian and I have always been inseparable is because I have no courage to try the cruelty of time.

No one in this world is obliged to live up to your expectations, all your lost sustenance and indescribable loss are self-inflicted.If we all understand this truth, we should learn to place all our expectations on ourselves, instead of seeking a sense of security under the guise of others.

I fell asleep when Chen Haotian came back, and I gave him a key when he went out, and he is using it quite well now.

As soon as he entered the room, he called my name, opened the door and came in. I sat up wrapped in a quilt.

He glanced at me in surprise, and said angrily, "Why don't you turn on the light!"

I didn't speak, just wiped my face and stared blankly at him, he seemed to sense my fault, came over to see me, just sat down beside my bed, I rushed over and slapped him in the face hand.

That was the first time I hit him, and it was also the last time. In the days to come, I don't know why I was entangled with him!

(End of this chapter)