surrogate wife

Chapter 153 Because of me?

Tears are a way to express your emotions with your eyes when you can’t explain your heartbreak with your mouth. Now I am tired of such an expression, and it may also be in a different place, so for My emotions are always going around in circles.

That night, I took the initiative to call Hua Shipeng for the first time. On the other end of the phone, I showed my weakness for the first time. Although I omitted most details, I still expressed my grievance and sadness vividly.

He has always loved me dearly, and when he heard me say this, he immediately asked me, "Do you want me to accompany you tomorrow?"

I sniffed, reached out and took the quilt to wipe my eyes, I said: "No need, people walk in the rivers and lakes, how can they not be stabbed, when you are coming, if you don't know it, you think I'm looking for someone to come It’s a good way to get some momentum, besides, I’m just getting started, so I’d better swallow my breath!”

He sighed, and there were still all kinds of worries in his words. He said: "Well, you must take good care of yourself, and come back if you can't bear it. We don't care about filming or anything. When I make a lot of money one day, I pay for the film myself and let you be my heroine!"

I smiled through tears, and my heart warmed instantly. Although I have not reached the point where I can talk to him about everything, I really have someone to rely on when I am with him, and I don’t have to worry about it, and I don’t have to think about any hidden dangers. risks of.

Hua Shipeng seemed to be in a very good mood today. I asked him if he had won the lottery, and he answered me with a smile, "What is winning the lottery? I am more happy than winning the lottery?"

"What's the matter?" It's rare for me to have the interest to ask him. He muffled his voice for a while, and then said slowly: "Because the person I love is willing to share her thoughts with me today. This is the first time in so many years. !"

Suddenly, my heart suddenly burst, and the small emotions were like blown dandelions, rushing into every sense of my senses. I changed my hand to hold the phone, my mouth was trembling for a long time and I didn't know what to say.

"Xinxin..."

"En!" I responded lightly, and then I heard him say to me: "I hope you can always be like this, and you can tell me all your emotions, although I am not a god, nor a superman, I can't do it for you. You solve all the difficulties, but no matter what you encounter, I will be with you at the first time. When you smile, I will watch you smile. When you cry, I will cry with you. Although I can’t give you the whole world, But my world, Hua Shipeng, is yours!"

Fortunately, I have passed the age where I can easily say "I like you", but I have reached the age where even a sentence "I like you" will be moved.People really change. Before, they were unwilling to make up for it. In fact, they never made up for it, but turned a corner and changed their path again.

I breathed out, and said again and again: "Hua Shipeng, I can't give you much now, but I will get used to it little by little, and get to know you little by little!"

"In this way... I am very satisfied!"

After hanging up the phone, I turned over and fell asleep. In my dream, I dreamed of Chen Haotian. He handed me the ring and told me that he could not marry me.

After waking up, there was already Hua Shipeng's greeting text message in his mobile phone. He checked the time, got up in a hurry, and rushed to the set without replying in a hurry.

When I arrived, the set was a bit chaotic, the director saw me going, and immediately stopped me and said, "Maybe I have to change roles for you!"

I was startled, my face was pale, I bit my lips and my hands were already clenched into fists, my voice was trembling, and I still gritted my teeth and asked: "Isn't it all agreed? The script was given to me, why did it suddenly change? Did I play the role yesterday?" Is it bad?"

When I finally got the chance, I was naturally worried. When the director said this, I would naturally think wildly, but things were not what I thought. The director saw me like this and smiled, and then said to me: "Don't be afraid, it's not that you want to be fired. You, Zhou Lei accidentally fell into the water last night, and she is still in the hospital. The specific situation is unknown, but some people say that she is quite serious, and it is estimated that she will not be able to shoot for the time being. This scene must not be delayed, and a team cannot wait for her One, the female number one is still indispensable, and you are the closest to her figure, we have discussed it and want you to take her role!"

"And what about my original role?"

The director waved his hand and murmured: "There are not many plays for the third female lead, I discussed with the screenwriter, you can try two roles by yourself!"

"Ah? Can this work?" I was a little unconfident. This was my first filming and I didn't have any actual combat experience. I was given such a heavy task all at once, and I was really afraid that I would not be able to sustain it.

Seeing my hesitation, the director explained to me: "Don't think too much, acting one is acting, and acting two is also acting. If the script is written, the screenwriter will change it and write female one and female three as long-lost sisters!"

No actor would refuse under such circumstances, and I knew that the opportunity was rare, so I nodded and agreed.So the crew began to change the script that day, and then started shooting the next day.

I filmed this scene for four and a half months, from July to mid-December. Almost every scene was edited by the screenwriter temporarily, but the overall plot was still in it, and the plot setting was good. At that time, I was sincere I admire the screenwriter and feel that the brain is really too powerful.

On the day of wrapping up, Zhou Lei rushed to the set to find me, she slapped me twice without saying a word, people around immediately came to pull her, and Liu Dan immediately came to protect me.

I calmed down and straightened my hair. There was a burning pain on my left cheek. I breathed heavily, then walked up to her, and asked without anger, "What do you mean?"

There was extreme hatred on her beautiful face, and she probably would have stabbed me if she had a knife at that moment, she said: "When you joined the crew, I knew you must have come in through relationships, thinking about training and training." You, it turned out to be good for you, revenge, I asked someone to push me into the water, hurt my leg, and now you send someone to stop me from accepting a new play, you shameless bastard, do you think you can block me if you have some money?"

I couldn't understand what she was saying at all. I just found it ridiculous. I said calmly: "Please clarify the matter before you argue with me. I don't know what you are talking about at all?"

"Why are you pretending to be innocent? You think I don't know about the tricks in the entertainment industry, and I didn't want to fight with you. I admitted that I hurt my leg. If you didn't force me to die, I wouldn't come to you. ?”

"I forced you?" I was trembling with anger, if Liu Dan hadn't held my hand behind my back, I think I would have rushed to fight her.I smiled, full of sarcasm, and said, "You relied on being my senior, and you cheated on me on the first day I came here. May I ask what I did wrong? I'm a newcomer, and I haven't seen you before. I didn't offend you, you went to wantonly target me to embarrass me, why did you do this, now you come here and yell at me, saying that I asked someone to push you, then you go to the police, go!"

She gave me a "Bah!", and then yelled at me: "Don't think that you can become popular by winning a role with unclean means, I tell you, if you ruin me, I will ruin you too !"

Zhou Lei stared at me with bloodshot eyes, and probably wanted to hit me, but was dragged down by the set security who rushed over.Liu Dan tugged at my arm and told me not to get angry. She said, "There are a lot of things like this in the industry. When you encounter them, you can only say that you are unlucky. Don't think about it. Today is the finale!"

I bit my lip, and people around me came to comfort me from time to time. I know that I am a newcomer, so I have been kind to everyone in the past four months. The relationship between the crew is good. Liu Dan met on the crew. She is an actor in the crew, and she is almost the kind called "fixed group performer" in the outside world.

After wrapping up, there was a team dinner. I drank some wine that night, and called Hua Shipeng that night. I cried for the first time on the phone. Later, Liu Dan came to accompany me, and we chatted again. I told her : "I really didn't find anyone to harm Zhou Lei!"

She sighed and helped me pick up the clothes that fell on the floor. She is the same age as me this year, but her working age is much longer than mine. She told me that she started filming at the age of 16. She is 23 years old this year, a full 7 years old. She hadn't received any more formal roles in [-].

She said: "I believe in you. Although it's only been four months, after getting along with you, I know that you are not a bad girl. You can't do this kind of thing!"

I glanced at her gratefully, and said to her, "Thank you!" But she continued to say to me: "But, to be honest, even if it wasn't you, these things must be caused by you." of!"

I was a little confused, and quickly asked, "What do you mean?"

She sighed, and said slowly: "Think about it, how did Zhou Lei treat you when you came here on the first day, you fell into the water 14 times, and everyone around you knew that she was messing with you on purpose. It's normal. Although she's not a big star, she's taken on a lot of TV dramas, and she's also a little famous in the film and television industry. She debuted at the age of 14, and she's 25 this year. She hated you so much when she was in this crew!"

"Hate me? Why?"

"You really don't know or are you fake?"

"I don't know!" I shook my head, my face was full of distress, Liu Dan was a little suspicious, stared at me for a long time, and it took me a long time before I opened my mouth, she asked me: "How did you get this drama in the first place?"

I thought about it, and told her about my participation in the modeling competition, including the phone interview I received later. After she finished speaking, her face darkened, and then she asked me: "Do you believe it yourself? The reason is that you were rejected because of a competition." In phase?"

I was dumbfounded when I was asked, and my whole body froze there for a moment.

She said: "Actually, the cast of our show has been decided long ago. There was no third female role. One week before the departure, the scriptwriter suddenly added a role, and then the director informed the crew that they wanted more third female roles, and it was you!"

(End of this chapter)