surrogate wife

Chapter 155 Goodbye
It would be great if there is that kind of love that hit it off, there is no need for ambiguous you to come and go, and you don’t need to spend too much time cultivating it. I don’t have the energy to play guessing games anymore, because I’m afraid of getting hurt. I think most people should be like me. What we want is probably the kind. You can tell at a glance that it is this person, that's right.

I've never felt this way about Hua Shipeng, but I've been shaken again and again by his tenderness.

Four months have taught me to treat people calmly, and no longer use extreme words to outline the unbearableness of others. Decay is everyone’s home, desire is the climax of life, and plainness is the most primitive ending. Life will give you endless, and Only your hands give you what you desire.

Now I can face him very calmly. Although the first time such an intimate contact was uncomfortable, it did not have the extreme rejection before. I was thinking that if he was tougher and wanted me, I would probably refuse him too. No, but he stopped.

It was a very simple sentence that warmed my heart. My nose was inexplicably sore, I turned sideways and moved, and threw myself into his arms.I took the initiative to put my arms around his neck, and said in a soft voice, "Hua Shipeng, give me some time!"

Every time, he is very easy to satisfy, and the bottom line of satisfaction makes me feel bad. He touched the back of my head, stroked my hair, lowered his head and kissed me on the face, and sighed: "Fool!"

He got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower. When I came back, I couldn't help being surprised when I touched his back. I said, "Did you wash in cold water?"

He lowered his head in embarrassment, wiped it with a towel on one side, and said, "It's a little uncomfortable!"

I laughed "Puff!", then got up and took the towel from his hand, stood beside him in a daze, and then quietly helped him wipe his hair.

There is no instant love, but there is a feeling of long-term love. A person who does not love, even under the polishing of time, gradually becomes integrated into life and closes habits.

He was very happy. After all, I hardly tried as well as him. After just a few strokes, his eyes turned red, which made me very uncomfortable. He hurriedly stuffed the towel back into his hand, pouted and said: " You'd better wipe it yourself, you're so hypocritical!"

He pursed his lips, then sat next to me, reached out and hugged me, and put his face on me.

I pushed his head pretending to be disgusted, and said angrily, "The water from your hair is all on me!"

He raised his head with a smile, then stared at me blankly for a long time, and said to me: "Xinxin, I love you!"

It was very cold, he was wearing very little clothes, and he started sneezing after a while. I pulled him to the bed and covered him with the quilt. He asked me, "Are you not afraid of what I will do to you?"

I turned around, turned my back to him and closed me reassuringly, I said: "I'm not afraid, because you won't!"

I couldn't see his expression, I just felt his hands stretched out from behind, and then put his arms around my waist.The temperature of his palm transmits strength little by little, and beauty is born in the warmth.

The next day I slept until I woke up naturally. The scout Hua Shipeng who got up had already prepared breakfast. I rubbed my sleepy eyes and sneezed a few times. Hua Shipeng immediately helped me get the clothes.

"It's cold outside, you should wear more, I see, it's going to snow today?"

As soon as I heard the snow, I was very happy, and immediately got down to the window with bare feet to look.

He came over with gritted teeth, grabbed my collar and threw me on the bed, "Isn't the floor cold? Put on your clothes before going down!" He rarely blew his beard and stared at me like this, and he actually laughed when he saw me.

Hastily dressed and washed, Hua Shipeng had already put the food on the table when he walked out of the room.

I especially like to drink the vegetable porridge he cooked. The minced meat is finely chopped, and some green vegetables, radishes, and corn kernels are added. He said that he also put some milk when it was boiled.I drank two bowls in one go, and then ate some of his omelets. Before I could finish it, the phone rang.

While chewing, he ran inside. When he saw Chen Haotian's name, he froze immediately, then pressed it, but became restless.

He called several times in a row, but I refused to answer. Hua Shipeng asked me, "Why didn't you answer the phone?"

I froze for a moment, and said in a panic, "You don't want to pick up the scam company?"

He frowned and didn't ask any further questions, but his expression was very ugly. I was about to walk back when the text message rang again. I gritted my teeth and picked it up to read it.

"Xinxin, I want to see you!"

My heart tightened, although many feelings faded away, but every time I saw this kind of words, some bits and pieces of him and him would consciously emerge in my mind.

I held the phone for a while, not knowing what to do, but he sent very quickly, one after another!
"Xinxin, would you like to see me?"

"I'm very sad now, I really want to see you! Don't ignore me, okay?"

"I'll go to your school, I'll wait for you at the school gate, okay!"

"Xinxin, then I'll go to the apartment, our apartment, I'll wait for you, you must come, okay?"

"Xinxin, can you say something?"

"Xinxin, Gu Xue is gone!" I thought that if it wasn't for the last text message, Chen Haotian and I would have no chance to see each other again. At that moment, thousands of emotions rushed straight into my chest.

Gu Xue left?Where is he then?What mood is he in?In the end what happened?My mind suddenly exploded, and my whole body was blocked there like a wall, and then tears came down.

I held the phone tightly, wishing I could crush it, but in the end I turned around and prepared to go out.

Hua Shipeng took my hand, with anxious eyes, he asked me: "What's wrong?" I lost consciousness, I just raised my head and murmured: "I want to go out!"

"Where are you going?" He asked very simply. I opened my mouth but still didn't know how to answer, so I could only lower my head and walk around him.

He stepped over, stopped in front of me, looked down at the mobile phone in my hand, and then took it. He was very calm and read the text message, and then returned the mobile phone to my hand. He asked me: "Would you like to go?" meet him!"

I didn't speak, just stood quietly, with tears welling in my eyes, full of desire.

He raised his head, smiled wryly, moved away silently to make way for me, and then said in a deep voice, "Go!"

I didn't have time to think about his current mood in detail, I just bit my lip and glanced at him, with a cruel heart, I lowered my head and walked out quickly.

As soon as I went out, I called Chen Haotian. He was very pleasantly surprised, his voice was a little trembling, and he asked me anxiously on the phone: "Xinxin, is that you?"

"kindness!"

He was ecstatic, seemed a little excited, hesitated for a long time but couldn't speak, I took a breath, and then asked him deeply: "Where is your son?"

"apartment!"

"I will look for you!"

After hanging up the phone, I ran down and made a call downstairs. The apartment is not far from here, and I arrived soon. When I got up, there was only Chen Haotian, and Mrs. Zhang was gone.

The house has been cleaned and is very clean. Chen Haotian was sitting in the living room smoking a cigarette quietly. He froze when he saw me go in. He immediately put down the cigarette, and then said slowly: "You still have the key ?”

I nodded, then put the key on the coffee table, and said, "I just came to pay you back!"

I said it lightly, but in fact, I felt that my heart was hammered several times by life. His eyes darkened and he looked at me lonely. Only then did I see his expression clearly, and suddenly my heart trembled.

Long time no see, he has lost a lot of weight, his mouth is full of scum, and his dark circles are heavy.I couldn't help feeling distressed, so I calmed down and asked, "Are you okay?"

He shook his head and stood up and walked towards me. I took a step back defensively, but he still hugged me with his arms. The familiar smell, familiar movement, and familiar hug are no longer the same as before.

His body was trembling, and his head drooped on my shoulders. At that moment, I thought he was like a child.

He said: "Xinxin, I thought I wouldn't see you anymore, I think you definitely don't want to see me!"

I pushed him away, not daring to look into his eyes, bit my lip, and whispered: "I...I'm here to return the key!"

This lie was a bit fake, and I thought it was funny even if it was fake, he was taken aback for a while, then sneered, and said: "Gu Xue is gone!"

"I know, I saw your text message!" In fact, it was reasonable for her to leave. A woman who uses death to persecute a man will not be able to mature mentally. Thinking about it also broke Gu Xue's heart.

A woman who is not afraid of death, what else is she afraid of?She wants to die, you can save her once but not the second time.

"I realized a lot when she left. I'm a bastard and don't know how to cherish, but I don't regret it. I understand what I really want!" He held my hand tightly and forced me to look at him , he said: "Xinxin, I have officially sued for divorce. I don't care about the liquidation of assets in half a month at most. I only want you. Come back to me, okay?"

My tears fell instantly, I opened my eyes to look at him, but my vision was blurred, he hugged me again, kissed my hair, and called out, "Xinxin, come back, we are married, we will be together forever How about together?"

I lay on his shoulder crying hysterically, my nose was blocked after crying, I stretched out my hand and wiped my face indiscriminately, then suppressed my voice and said: "Chen Haotian, we can't go back!"

One sentence of "can't go back" cut off all the love and hatred between me and him, even if there was reluctance and inseparability in my heart, even if I still couldn't help but want to see him, even if I still had feelings for him, but all these Adding up, I can't support my courage to continue.

There may be some things like this, meeting at the most difficult time, but leaving at the most beautiful time.

I suppressed my dissatisfaction towards him, and I couldn't express it anymore. I stood up, straightened my clothes, and finally said: "I know you are okay, so I am relieved, take good care of myself, I loved you once!"

(End of this chapter)