surrogate wife

Chapter 68
Chen Haotian's back seemed a bit decisive, I sat on the bed blankly, looking at the door closed by him, my mind went blank.

He was angry, angry, why?Just because I found out he had a kid?Or was it because of this secret that his face was ruined?

I couldn't figure it out, and I didn't dare to think about it, because when I thought about it, my heart hurt, and then I started to feel sick when I thought about it.

I unsteadily got up from the bed, staggered and ran to the bathroom, hung on the toilet and vomited.My morning sickness is actually not very serious, but I don’t know what’s going on recently. I vomit a lot, especially when my mood fluctuates, my stomach feels like it’s being twisted.

Finally almost vomited, and the whole person collapsed.

I still staggered to stand up, and then washed my face with cold water. When I walked to the door, my feet seemed to be stuck. I stared at the door for a long time, and finally gritted my teeth and left. go out.

At this moment, Chen Haotian was smoking in the living room downstairs, with his legs folded on the coffee table, his expression full of melancholy.I walked down slowly while holding onto the railing, and he turned his gaze to look at me. The chill before had dissipated a lot. Although it wasn't friendly, it didn't seem intimidating either.

I was inexplicably timid, and I felt a little bit regretful when I thought about what I had said to him before. I am not a bold person. It can be said that I am often a coward when it comes to emotional matters. My ability to bear is very low, so When pressed too much, it will explode.

Chen Haotian stubbed out his cigarette, straightened his clothes and sat up. He frowned and looked at me with a hoarse voice. He said, "Why did you get down?" After speaking, he raised his hand, glanced at his watch and said, "Quick It's one o'clock, still not asleep?"

I shook my head, pursed my lips and said in a low voice, "Can't sleep?"

After hearing this, Chen Haotian beckoned to me and asked me to sit beside him. I hesitated in my heart, but I still sat down.

He put his arms around my shoulders, and suddenly leaned tiredly on my shoulders. I shrank involuntarily, and turned my head to see his expression.

With his eyes closed, a trace of loneliness appeared on his face. It was rare to see him have such an expression, so he couldn't help being startled.I wanted to ask him what's wrong, but I didn't know how to ask him, so I laughed at myself suddenly, and felt a little cold again.

Fame is a woman's confidence, I dare not ask too much about him, whether it is happy or unhappy, not because I don't want to know, but because I have no confidence, I don't know what identity to use but Ask, let alone what he will think of me once I ask?

I just let him lean on it until my shoulders were sore and I didn't want to move. He seemed to be tired and fell asleep, and his breathing seemed unusually stable.I couldn't help being naughty, I reached out and waved in front of his eyes, but he grabbed it.

I was startled, a little embarrassed, and hurriedly explained: "I thought you fell asleep!"

The corners of his mouth raised slightly, he sighed slowly, and then held my hand tightly in his.

He was a little emotional, and his tone was much softer. He said, "Xinxin, it's good that you're like this!"

I froze and quickly asked, "How?"

He looked at me with rare affection, and then slowly said: "It's just like this, quietly, just like you!"

I twitched the corner of my mouth and asked a question, I said, "You mean I was not quiet before?"

He rubbed my hands over and over again, and when he heard my words, he stretched out his hand and patted the back of my hand. This action was intimate and interesting, but what he said was indeed very cold.

He said: "Sometimes you are too noisy and have too many ideas, girls should keep it simple!"

I withdrew my hand coldly, and muttered in my heart, thinking that if I said so much in a roundabout way, I just wanted to tell me not to ask too much!
As soon as my face darkened, he sighed, a little helpless and melancholy, and he said, "Look, I know that you are starting to think wildly again like you are now!"

I snorted coldly, glanced at him coolly, and said, "It's not that I think too much, but that I shouldn't think about it!"

The atmosphere that seemed to be relaxing just now became awkward again. He must have been annoyed again, regardless of whether I was by his side or not, he just took the cigarette and started smoking again.

I was still sitting there watching him quietly, and suddenly felt that he was strange and terrifying. This man who took away his body gave me money and timely warmth, but also gave me countless unpredictable rages. .

I couldn't help touching my stomach again. It's been more than two months, and there is no particularly obvious swelling, but I know that there is a fresh life inside, and the source of this life is a deal.

People are poor and short-sighted, although it is a bit one-sided, but I have to admit that in this world, money is really a thing that can influence people.

But for me now, it's really not for money. Sometimes I think, it would be great if I really treat all of this as a transaction, but I am emotionally involved in this transaction.

Chen Haotian piled up cigarette butts one by one, and piled up in a short time.The air around me was also filled with a strong smell of smoke, I couldn't help it, I stretched out my hand to pull his arm, I couldn't bear it, so I said slowly: "Stop smoking, you still cough!"

I have a bad throat recently, and I would cough for a long time when I woke up in the morning. Although I didn't ask about it, I remembered it when I saw it in my heart.

He looked at me, his expression slowly showing a hint of joy, then reached out to pinch the cigarette, and said to me: "No more!"

I kept a straight face, but felt a lot more comfortable in my heart.

Chen Haotian told me to go back to my room to sleep, and I said, "I'm not sleepy, I can't fall asleep, it's better to just sit like this!"

He narrowed his eyes and asked me: "Are you still thinking about those?"

I didn't lie, I nodded, it's my default!
He sighed, but didn't act as angry as before, just asked me, "Why do you want to know?"

Why?When he asked me this question, I really couldn't find the words to answer.I bit my lip and tried my best to search for any possibility in my mind, but before I could speak hastily, he continued talking.

He said: "Xinxin, are you worried that you are just a second copy?"

He raised his head in a daze, his eyes became sore again, Chen Haotian was really terribly smart, the question that I couldn't figure out by myself, but he could easily speak to my heart with a single sentence.

Yes, I'm afraid!I'm afraid that I'm just one of them, and I really look like a tool, but think about it, I was paid for it, why should I become so glassy now?
Thinking of this, I actually feel a little shameful, like a typical feeling of being a bitch and erecting a memorial archway.Originally, it was a transaction that shouldn’t be sentimental. I put myself into it, but still asked others to be sincere to you. This truth doesn’t make sense anywhere. It’s just for a moment. I think it’s my own affection.

Chen Haotian sat down and hugged me, stretched out his hand and wiped my face carefully, I realized that I was bursting into tears, he was a little distressed, the hand on my shoulder was tight and tight, tight and tight.

He said, "Xinxin, I have feelings for you."

I think the most beautiful thing in this world is that the person you like also happens to like you. As soon as Chen Haotian said this, my whole mood collapsed, and all the grievances appeared in an instant.

With a hoarse voice, I sobbed and said: "You are bullying people because of your money, and you gave me 30 yuan to give you a baby. Well, I am useless, I am blind to money, but you Why do you want me to fall in love with you? Why do you want to be nice to me and be gentle to me! If it's all just playing around, why bother, do you know that it makes me uncomfortable? "

Chen Haotian turned his face, his mouth was almost pursed into a straight line, he took a deep breath, and then looked at me with a funny face, "Who told you that I was just playing around?"

While wiping my tears, I said, "You still say no! You still ask me to give birth to you even though you have a child, and you still come to me even though there are so many women out there!"

I cried and convulsed, and it didn't take long for my stomach to regurgitate again. He drooped his face and immediately helped me to the bathroom, and then I vomited again.

In fact, there was nothing I could spit out, and it was clear water in the end. I limply fell into his arms, and he hugged me sideways without saying anything.

He put me on the bed, his eyes were distressed and gentle, he took my hand and said: "Don't cry, if you cry again, I will cry too!"

With his serious face and such a tone, I couldn't help laughing for a while.Then he took a deep breath, trying to calm down his emotions.

Chen Haotian was silent for a long time, and then he said to me as if after careful consideration: "Xinxin, can you follow me, I can give you what you want!"

"What do I want? What do I want? Money? Or fame?" I don't know why he brought the topic up again, let alone why he said that.

He froze there suddenly, with untouchable determination in his eyes, he said: "But I know I want you!" After finishing speaking, he slowly added: "If you don't think I'm old, !"

The dramatic horror of fate is often reflected here, and my state of mind and his have already undergone a qualitative change.

I smiled, raised my head and asked him, "How do you arrange me? Marry me? Or find a house and raise me like a canary!"

There was a broken light in his eyes for an instant, he lowered his head, his voice sank, "You know I have a family!"

A chill came over me completely, when I asked this question, I more or less knew the answer, but I still seemed to have a little fantasy in my heart.Love is always selfish. If I like him, I will want to possess him.But our current relationship tells me that I can't get on the stage at all, even if I am really with him in the future, then I will be his lover at best, or maybe, as Mina said, Might be just one of many!
(End of this chapter)