surrogate wife

Chapter 88
The impatience of my mother's phone call, with the aura of the building about to fall, made my sensory nerves collapse.

Holding the phone, my body trembled uncontrollably, and I felt a little dizzy in a trance.

I stood up in a hurry, not knowing what to do.I opened the door and ran out, the sky outside was very gloomy, it was almost night, but the dark night was filled with bitter wind, the trees in the green belt downstairs were rustling, I tightened my body Putting on the overcoat, he looked up at the sky, and there was a silent feeling that the strong man was gone forever.

What should come will come after all, won't it?
I took a taxi to the hospital. It took more than half an hour. On the way, Chen Haotian called a few times, but I didn't answer them. I feel too anxious now, even if I did, I don't know what to say.

When I got off the bus, I forgot to pay the fare. The driver got out of the car and shouted after me. He stopped in embarrassment and apologized hastily. Fortunately, the driver was a nice guy, so he said, "It's okay!"

I didn't take the elevator that day, and climbed up from the first floor to the eighth floor, holding on to the railing a little bit.The hospital was very quiet at night, and there was no one in the corridor, and the road was full of uneasiness. I secretly hoped that the road would be longer, but I knew in my heart that no matter how long it was, there would be motivation.

Finally arrived at the door of the ward, opened the door and saw that my mother had packed all the luggage, and there was a wheelchair on one side. My mother sat on it and was in a daze. He raised his head slowly, but his eyes staring at me were dead silent.

I was a little flustered, and I didn't dare to look directly into my eyes. I lowered my head, as if a little scared, and asked nunu: "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

She turned the wheel, moved her seat out, and said to my brother, "Take everything down!"

I was anxious, a little panicked, and hurriedly stepped forward to grab her wheelchair. My voice was a little rough, and I said, "Mom, where are you going?"

She pulled my hand down and said in a blunt tone, "I'm going to be discharged from the hospital."

"This good treatment hasn't finished yet. What hospital did you leave? Didn't I arrange everything for you? Mom, what's wrong with you?"

"Arrangement? Xinxin, Mom always loves you and protects you. Believe me, you really think I'm blind now?"

I was stunned for a moment when I was answered, my hand hung there awkwardly and couldn't move an inch, I bit my lip and my heart throbbed, but I could only bear it silently.

By that time, I could actually guess something, but I still held some luck in my heart. I comforted myself, thinking that maybe someone here made my mother unhappy, but no matter how I comforted myself, the sense of fear Go or keep surging.

I know my mother too well. Her personality and temper are not a matter of principle. She will definitely not be in such a situation.

My mother asked me, "Where's your luggage?"

I was silent, twitching the corner of my mouth a little bit bitterly, I said: "I didn't take it!"

My mother glanced at me, she was extremely indifferent and cold, and she said: "It's okay, come back clean, no matter how poor I am, I won't need my daughter to exchange money for me for medical treatment!" After all, Resolutely reached out to support the wheel and rolled out.

I couldn't answer a word, and I never thought that the truth would be so embarrassing after being exposed.Since I was a child, I was raised by my parents. Although my family is not good, I have never been wronged in the slightest. I also know that I love my mother even more, especially after my father left. Study, find a good job in the future, and then treat my mother well and honor her.

But now, looking at the way she looks at me, I understand that I have already hurt her.

Things seemed to be getting out of hand, and all the past was a naked reminder of my unbearable and gloomy.I squatted in the ward and cried, but I didn't dare to speak loudly, for fear that it would be even more embarrassing if I quarreled with someone.

After a long time, I received a call from my younger brother who said that my mother was waiting for me downstairs.

I hastily wiped away my tears and ran down. My mother still had the same expression when she saw me, but my brother stretched out his hand to pull me, and kept winking at me. I walked over with a guilty conscience, hesitated for a long time, and then opened my mouth , I said: "Mom, I was wrong, I'm sorry!"

My mother didn't even look up, she just dropped a sentence, "Come back with me!"

I was a little hesitant, and I couldn't take any steps. I thought that if my mother's feet weren't bad at that time, she would definitely jump up and slap me.

My brother secretly pulled me and said with a low voice: "Sister, don't be like this, mom is really angry!"

I didn't speak, I just kept crying, but when my mother saw it, I burst into anger instantly.

"You still don't want to go back with me? Do you still want to lose face? If your father is still here, I'm afraid he will be mad at you!"

My brother stomped his feet, a little anxious, and hurriedly defended me, "Mom, sister must have a hard time!"

"What's the reason?" After asking, he turned his head to me, his voice almost broke down, "Tell me, what's the reason? He forced you with a knife on your neck?"

I shook my head, tears streaming down my face.From time to time, people passed by the side of the road, and they raised their heads strangely and speculatively. I lowered my head, but couldn't say a word.

Silence, another burst of silence, except for panting and sobbing, there is no other sound, or maybe I can't listen now because my heart is empty.

My mother called for the car, and after my brother carried her up, she yelled at me: "Get in the car, follow me back!"

I couldn't help shaking, but I had no choice but to follow.

On the way home, Chen Haotian kept calling me, and text messages flooded in after me.

"Xinxin, where are you?"

"What happened, why didn't you answer the phone?"

"Answer the phone, don't scare me!"

"Xinxin?"

"Quickly answer the phone!"

I held back my tears and turned my phone to silent, but there was still a vibration coming through my palm. I buried my head and said nothing, but my mother reached out and snatched it away.

The car window opened, and the phone flew out in a beautiful arc.

"Mom!" I exclaimed, but when I looked up and saw her angry eyes, I couldn't say a word.

The mobile phone was thrown out like this, and I couldn’t see Chen Haotian’s text messages and phone calls. It’s quite funny to think about it now. I had written the IOU a moment ago and prepared to end it with him cleanly. Now that I don’t have the mobile phone, I’m worried Does he think about it when he can't find me?Will you be anxious if you can't get through to my phone?
Is it true that a woman has some duplicity about her relationship in her bones, she clearly resents him and hates him to the extreme, but she is reluctant to get up when she really leaves!
My mother and I went home, and my mother didn't say anything to me for three days after returning home, and hid in the room every day and didn't come out.I asked my brother for a long time, and my brother said he didn't know. He went out to buy food for my mother that day. When he came back, my mother asked him to pack his luggage and said he was going to be discharged from the hospital.

I asked again, "Did Mom meet someone?"

My brother wanted to shake his head, "Mom's feet are not good, I'll be with her all the time, except for fetching water and buying food for her, I never saw anyone coming over!"

I wondered, and my heart was full of doubts.My brother suddenly patted his thigh, and suddenly realized, he said: "On that day, I received a courier!"

"What express delivery!"

"I don't know, I'll just give it to my mother later."

I stopped talking, but I understood a little bit in my heart.

On the fourth day, my mother finally spoke, took my brother and told me to go to see my father.

Most of the graves in the country are on the hills. It takes a lot of walking to go out from my house. My mother has bad feet and can only use a wheelchair. She didn’t ask us to push it along the way. She gritted her teeth and turned desperately. Only then did I allow my brother to help her.

When we arrived at my father's cemetery, my mother cried and made me kneel down.

It was very windy that day, and the mountain was already gloomy. The wind was full of autumn and chill. My mother looked at me quietly, then turned her head away, leaving only a chill at the corner of her mouth.She said, "Think about it in front of your father, what's wrong with you!"

My brother looked at me worriedly, trying to help me up, but my mother gave me a stare back.

I didn't speak, just knelt like this, but my heart hurt like hell.When I was pregnant, my waist started to hurt from time to time. Now, after kneeling like this, my legs started to go numb, and then my waist also felt uncomfortable.

The grass on the mountain grew quickly, but because it was approaching winter, it looked extremely bleak, and the half-person tall grass was completely withered.I looked at the picture of my father on the monument.Mo Ran was a little lost.

My mother spoke, her voice raised high, "Do you know what you did wrong?"

I raised my head, my fingers scratched my palm so painfully, I opened my mouth to say something but didn't know how to do so.I shook my head, my mother closed her eyes and sighed deeply, and then said: "Then you continue to kneel, kneeling in front of your father, you think about what shameful things you have done, you are right for your father If you can’t think of it, then don’t get up! Although Zhang Fengying is disabled, I also understand accidents, face, and morality. I gave birth to you to want you to have a good life, not to ask you to do it. You are right Who are you talking about? What do you think?"

My mother has never spoken to me like this, never, in my eyes she is a weak woman, when her father died, she cried earth-shatteringly, and every time she fainted, I was taking care of every bit of this family, and later, When her younger brother had an accident, she was still crying. Such a woman who had been weak in my eyes for almost her whole life suddenly became tough.

At that time, I didn't understand where my mother's toughness came from, but this toughness hurt me deeply.

There was another long kneeling, and my whole body became numb while kneeling, and my head also became dizzy. After I came back, I kept wearing a coat, and my mother naturally didn't know about the four-month pregnancy under the cover of me.

Suddenly a packaging bag was thrown in front of me, I looked up a bit puzzled, my mother said with a cold face, "Open it and see for yourself!"

I shook my hands, and panic involuntarily invaded my whole body. When I opened it, my breathing felt like it had stopped in an instant.

(End of this chapter)