surrogate wife

Chapter 93 The child is mine

My brother pouted dryly with his pillow in his mouth, stepped back suddenly, and continued to chatter a few words: "Didn't he help us a lot when I was in W City before, and I think he did the same when my sister was injured." I'm so anxious, so what about getting married, can't you get a divorce after getting married!"

"Bastard! What's that called!" My mother straightened her body and shouted, "If your sister is with him, her life will be ruined!"

I hurriedly pulled my brother aside. After all, he is still young, and he always speaks without thinking.

I helped my mother brush the broken hair around her ears. She looked haggard, but her body was a little cold.I got up and poured a glass of water into her hand, looked at it, and said softly, "Mom, drink some!"

She was holding a water glass, and the corners of her mouth were curled up sharply. I knew she was sad, and I knew what I was going to do next.She put the cup aside, still begging, "Xinxin, promise mom, stop it!"

Broken, two simple words, but it made me feel so painful that I couldn't breathe.I twitched the corners of my mouth violently, and tried to show a smile to reassure her, but when I opened my mouth, it was just a heavy sigh.

In the end, I understand, and I know the severity, on the one hand is the unrecognized, unnamed and undivided love, on the other hand, my home, my close relatives, I have no choice but to choose to give up this relationship, even if I don’t give up, even if I know I will be sad, but this kind of pain is unbearable.

I straightened up, thought for a while, and finally said, "Mom, I promise you!" After speaking, I took a few steps forward and said slowly, "I'll go and explain it to him!"

Chen Haotian saw that I came out with a slightly relaxed expression, got up and strode towards me, and stretched out his arms to hug me. I felt uncomfortable, but I didn't push it away, and let him walk forward with his arms around me. I thought, let me be an asshole again. Give me a few hours, a few hours will do!
I said I was hungry, he smiled dotingly, took me out to get me something to eat, asked me what I wanted, I said I wanted ice cream.

He frowned, hesitated, and said in a muffled voice: "How old are you when you eat these while pregnant?"

I pouted and ignored him, just kept watching, and finally made him compromise, but asked me to promise that I would only eat a few mouthfuls.

Later I asked him to bring me something else to eat,

The Fuliji Roast Chicken here is a specialty and very famous. When I was in school, I always asked my mother what to eat. Today, for some reason, I took Chen Haotian to find a store and ordered two at once. In fact, I have never had much appetite. , The morning sickness has not disappeared. I thought that I would vomit after eating the roast chicken, but I didn't expect to feel no discomfort after eating it.

After eating, we went to a local specialty snack bar. I asked him to taste some sesame cakes and baked cakes. He smiled and listened to my words and stuffed them into his mouth. After swallowing, he said softly. tasty.

However, Mrs. Zhang told me that he doesn't really like pasta.

I took him around this kind of town for a long time, and I didn't miss the streets and alleys. He held my hand vigorously, not at all like his age.

When I was sent back, I was so exhausted that I leaned against the car window and closed my eyes, but my heart was very uneasy. When I arrived at the hospital, he helped me down, looked at my slightly clumsy body and smiled slightly: "In a few days, I will go to the hospital." Months, you should be shaking when you walk!" After that, he suggested: "Tomorrow, I will have a check-up here, you must not be doing well when you go home, and a lot of things happened a while ago, and this time and again it really makes me feel better. Worry about this kid!"

I shrank my hands and took a few steps to the side, but he didn't seem to notice that after closing the car door for me, he still came over to hug me, but I pushed him away abruptly.

He didn't understand, and frowned slightly, probably thinking that I was throwing a temper tantrum, but when he saw my expression in a blink of an eye, he understood a little, and asked calmly, "If you have anything to say, just say it!"

I took a deep breath, and my hands had already clenched into fists in the sleeves of my coat. I couldn't tell whether it was heartache or helplessness to be entangled in every possible way. In the end, the only thing left was "Chen Haotian, let's separate!"

He didn't hear clearly, so he leaned over and asked again, the confidence that he had just stood still seemed to disappear all of a sudden, so he didn't dare to look at him, lowered his eyes silently, and said in a hoarse voice: "Chen Haotian, let's separate, don't Come bother me again!"

His outstretched hand was hanging in the air, he was stunned for a long time, but he still retracted, the surrounding was suddenly terribly silent, only the early winter wind was blowing slowly by my ears.

It was at that moment that I understood that some people pass through your life, no matter how hard you try to act, when you think of him, they are just a vague symbol, and some people pass through your life, he does nothing , Just look at you, your heart will be galloping, and the earth will shake.

However, Chen Haotian is the latter, he didn't do anything, but occupied a position in my heart that even I couldn't explain clearly. It seemed insignificant, but it took root in my heart, so once I wanted to pull it out, it would hurt.

He smiled coldly, but there were broken eyes in his eyes. He suddenly pinched my chin and lifted it up forcefully.

He said: "Impossible, don't even think about it!" The voice was domineering, with galloping chills, which suddenly gave me goosebumps. Is it panic?then what?I don't know.

Now that things have happened, there is no way to retreat, tears are flowing in muffled voices, and the expression on his face is full of begging.The jaw felt like it was being crushed, and the bones rattled, as if they were about to dislocate.

He finally let go of me, but still didn't make any concessions, saying: "Stop talking nonsense, I'll get angry!" and dismissed the matter lightly.

I jerked my body and shook his hand away heavily. I was already at my limit to speak like this. I forced myself to withstand all the pressure and hang on this sharp mouth, but his calm words made me fall into tears again. Pushing it to the same place, no matter how strong a person is, there is a point of collapse. I finally couldn't bear it and yelled out: "How far are you going to push me? You have seen the situation in my family. Why can't you let go?" It's impossible for us to surpass me, it's impossible at all!"

"Why is it impossible, you are my woman!" He still spoke in that righteous way, and he didn't feel that there was anything wrong at all.

I laughed, laughing so painfully, "Woman!" I pointed to myself and asked him, "Am I your woman?"

It is rare to see my expression like this. He stared, his brows were almost screwed up to the sky.

I walked a few steps closer to him, supported my almost limp body, and roared: 'What kind of woman am I?It's not me who got the certificate with you, it's not me who you call your wife, and it's not me who gave birth to your daughter.Tell me, why am I considered your woman? "

"Xinxin!" He called me in a deep voice, as if suppressing his anger, "You knew this early on, and I never thought it would be like this when we started with you. Besides, why do you ask so much? The two of you are happy together!"

"It's good to be happy!" Four words that really hurt people, yes, he is beautiful in his arms, how can he be unhappy, but what about me?With so much pressure, gossip and moral condemnation, how can I be happy.I grabbed his sleeve, grabbed it little by little, and hit him hard twice when I touched his heart. I said: "Chen Haotian, do you have a heart? If you do, why don't you think about it for me? How could you not know my sadness!"

"Didn't I think about you? Didn't I look for you when you left without a word? Did I not care about you knowing that you drove here overnight?" He took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit two at once, smoking like an addict.

I have never seen him like this, his whole body exudes a stinging smell, two cigarettes are caught between his fingers and the bottom is drained after a few puffs, he didn't throw it away, it was about to burn my hands, I couldn't bear it Unable to stop, he hurriedly hit his hand, and the cigarette butt fell to the ground.

He squinted at me, suspicious?guess?I don't know, but under his gaze, I can't speak.He held my shoulder again, and patiently said: "Xinxin, can you trust me? I really care about you!"

"Believe you?" I repeated this sentence over and over again. I didn't know how many times I heard it when I was with him, but every time I invested in it with confidence, I was constantly hit.

I said: "What do you want me to believe in you? Believe that you will never have other women besides me? Or believe that you can solve the grievances and grievances between you and your wife, or believe that you will not leave me alone In that apartment, I don't have to wait for you to pass the time every day!"

"Xinxin, listen to me...!"

"Don't say anything!" I interrupted immediately, I didn't want to listen to him talking about those flashy theories, and I didn't want to let myself fall into his endless expectations and tenderness.

I said to him: "Chen Haotian, I've had enough! I've really had enough. I want face, and I want to be an upright person. I don't want to be a threesome and hide in a house for the rest of my life, and I don't want to just embellish your life. Chen Haotian, I’m only 22 years old, have you thought about treating me like this, how will I live in the future? Have you ever thought about how my family will be ridiculed and made irresponsible remarks?”

When he thought of this, the grievances in his heart flooded again in an instant. He looked at me with broken and desolate eyes, and his straight body drooped slightly.

With tears in my eyes, I said the first words again. Although the words “separate” are concise, they are mixed with countless despair. I looked at him almost beggingly, turned around and walked past him, and he grabbed my arm. hand, looked at me quietly, and murmured: "Give me a little more time, please?"

My head was already dizzy, and I just stood here by myself. He pulled and staggered a few more times, but I still gritted my teeth and persisted. I raised my head, wiped away my tears, and stubbornly raised my chin. I said: "Chen Haotian, what can you give me, tell me?"

He didn't speak, just smiled coldly, let go of my hand after a long time, but said in a daze: "But this child is mine!"

(End of this chapter)