surrogate wife

Chapter 94

I was a little stunned, as if his words had startled me, and I was stunned for a moment and repeated it in a murmur. I couldn't help but find it a little funny. Is it the child who cares?
I looked back at him, pointed at my stomach, and said, "You want it? Then I'll take him out and give it to you now?"

His face froze there for a moment, maybe he was used to my soft-spoken appearance on weekdays, so suddenly he spoke so viciously, he didn't seem to be used to it.

I thought he was going to attack me again, or confront me violently, but he endured it. Although the veins on his forehead were protruding, he still spoke calmly. He said: "What nonsense are you talking about, this kid will be fine. Yes, give birth and we will raise it together!"

My eyes were wet, and I yelled a few words earlier, my throat was very uncomfortable, and I recovered after a few dry coughs. He came over and patted my back, one by one, but the force was very even. He looked at me, a little helpless, probably thinking that I'm still kidding.

I felt that I couldn't tell him if this went on like this, so I simply dragged him to the door of my mother's ward. I stood there side by side with him, hiding my body and peeping. Through the glass on the door, my mother's expression could be seen. It's crystal clear.

I twitched the corners of my mouth, my heart was full of sourness, and I said: "Have you seen my mother, lying there with a broken leg, my brother dropped out of school early, I am the only hope of the family, I follow you, and you have this This kind of relationship is tantamount to ruining my mother's hope!"

He couldn't understand, he grabbed me back coldly, then pushed me to the corner and said with a low voice: "How did I destroy your mother's hope? What did you lack when you were with me? I won't give you what you want ?”

"Chen Haotian! Don't you understand that what I want is not money at all!"

He smacked his lips, and his mouth was drawn into a line. At his age, he has learned to be calm. No matter how turbulent his heart is, he will not show it [-]% on his face. He asked me: "You and I Isn't it for money when we are together!"

"What do you mean!" I was a little annoyed, and hurriedly asked back.

He knew that he had said something wrong, so he paused, and then explained leisurely, "I don't mean anything, I just want to tell you that we wouldn't be together if it wasn't for the 30 yuan, since money can solve your problem at that time. predicament, then it can also solve the current predicament!"

"That's enough, Chen Haotian!" I interrupted him hastily, so as not to hear the words that made me feel heartbroken, I said, "Do you think money can solve everything, Chen Haotian, what I want is a normal life, do you understand! "

He was silent, thinking, and I was thinking at that time, maybe people living in his kind of world would not understand my feelings at all.

For them, women are just consumables, they don’t have any special meaning, but they can’t be lost, and they can’t be the only one. He’s used to the red flowers, the willows and the green, and the women are used to dealing with the world of flowers and flowers, so his money in the world can be settled. Everything, and a woman can stay with him if she has money. He doesn't understand my crying, my helplessness, and how moral standards can put pressure on me that I can't bear.

Even if one day, the matter between me and him is exposed to the public, then the person who scolds the most will only be me.There is no reason or why, it is just a law accumulated by Chinese society over the years.

I asked him, "Have you thought about children?"

He frowned and asked me what I meant, and I said, "Have you considered what the child's birth name will be?"

He immediately replied, "Of course I believe Chen, my child doesn't have my surname, so why not take someone else's surname?"

I smiled lightly, my mouth felt sore, and I continued to ask: 'What did that child call you?How to register the account in the future?How do you write your parents' names in school?What do others say? "

He didn't make a sound, let go of my arm after a long silence and said lightly: "You think too much!"

There was something in his words, which sounded consoling, but in fact he was accusing. Seeing that he was silent, I immediately added: "Let's end here, let me go!"

After speaking, I handed him the IOU I had written in advance, and I said, "I will definitely pay back the 30 I owe you. This child has nothing to do with you, and I have nothing to do with you anymore!"

He took the IOU and stared at it carefully. After reading it, he raised his head and raised the corner of his mouth, smiling a little arrogantly, "You have to write the same thing twice?" After finishing speaking, he stretched out his hand and tore it up. , I also left him an IOU when I left the apartment, presumably he saw it.

Chen Haotian suddenly straightened his face and raised his tone of voice. He looked at me and said word by word: "Li Xin, you have to understand that there is only one woman that I, Chen Haotian, never want, no woman can dump me! "

He is still arrogant, and he lives like a king like nothing. He has established principles and standards in his own circle, and then does not allow others to resist.I thought it was ridiculous, but my heart was still cold, I looked straight at him, and said solemnly: "Then I will be No.1!"

He stood up all over, seeing that I was obviously angry at my disobedience, he said: "It's fine to make a fuss, but enough is enough!"

It turns out that he still thinks I'm losing my temper!

I finally couldn't help it anymore, tears were soaring, I said: "Chen Haotian, can you open your eyes and see clearly. See clearly what my mother has become now, what I have become, and your so-called What does your wife and children look like, I was really driven crazy by you, really, I beg you to let me go!"

"Crazy? Who drove you?" He took a breath and asked me, seeing that I didn't answer, he asked again: "Liu Shuxian?"

I sneered and said bluntly, "Why don't you ask her!"

He pursed his lips and lowered his head. I couldn't see his expression, and suddenly he sighed and said to me: "You want too much, why bother to compete with her everywhere! Xinxin, she and I It's not clear in one or two sentences, I still can't let her go!"

He confessed his feelings very straightforwardly, and even gave me a great embarrassment in a trance. He couldn't let go of his wife, so what am I?Really became a third party who broke into someone else's family?Is it really the mistress who breaks up the harmony of other people's families?

I thought it was ridiculous, raised my head and asked him what am I?I said: "Since you can't let go of your wife, why did you come to provoke me again? Why?"

He sighed deeply and told me: "You are different from Liu Shuxian, Xinxin, can you trust me?"

"Believe it, what else do you want me to believe?" I paused and wiped away my tears with my hand. I stared blankly at him and asked, "Chen Haotian, do you like me?"

"Of course I like it!"

"Then do you love me?"

"Xinxin...!" He shouted, feeling a bit tangled, I endured the uneasy feeling in my heart, and asked again: "Tell me, do you love me?"

It was still silent and there was no answer. I felt as if I had been slapped suddenly, and my whole body was in severe pain. I was about to turn around when he pulled me back. Xinxin, I can't give you what you want now, but I really care about you, I'm a little messed up, can you let me think about it?"

No longer paying attention to his words, my heart felt suddenly pinched, so I huddled tightly together in an instant, and my squeezed chest hurt like suffocation.

I pushed him away fiercely, leaving him with only one sentence: "Just cut it off like this. From now on, we will never have any contact with you again. I beg you!"

He didn't stop me again, just said: "Give me three days!"

I didn't look back, and walked straight back to my mother's ward.

When my mother saw me go back, her hanging heart finally settled down. She knew many things well, so she didn't need to say more. She just hugged me over and over again and said, "It's okay, it will pass!"

I didn't eat anything that day.Early the next morning, my mother asked my brother to push her to accompany me to the pregnancy test.After a series of examinations, the fetus was normal. The doctor said that hair and nails began to grow at this time. I came out with the B-ultrasound sheet, looked at the shadows on the image over and over, and asked me in a low voice: "Mom, are you pregnant?" Was it like this when I was there?"

My mother did not speak with tears in her eyes, but just hugged me.When I went to talk to the doctor about the abortion, the doctor was surprised and asked, "Why are you here now? You are so old and so healthy."

I sat in a daze, my heart ached, I smiled awkwardly but didn't know how to speak.

My mother shook my hand and replied for me: "The young couple is not stable yet, and the child can't be born yet!"

The doctor said "Oh!", then slammed his mouth and said, "It's a pity!" Suddenly flipped through my examination report and said a few more words, "Your child is not young, and abortion is not allowed at this time , generally within 72 days is suitable for abortion, in your case you can only undergo induction of labor!"

No matter how much I don’t understand, I probably understand the difference between induced labor and abortion.My mother also froze there for a long time and said lightly: "Then let's go back and discuss it!"

When I went back that day, no one took the initiative to speak. In the end, my mother just told me to go to bed early, but I couldn't sleep, and I got up after thinking about it for a long time.

I ran to my brother's room and asked him for a mobile phone, then inserted the card in, and then stared blankly at the screen, not knowing what I was waiting for.

At about three in the morning, I finally fell asleep, and when I woke up in the morning, my mother was already in my room.

She was sitting in a wheelchair, and she didn't know how long she had been looking at me. When she saw me wake up, the first thing she said was: "Xinxin, I'm sorry, Mom!"

I still understood a little bit in my heart, secretly stuffed the phone into my pocket, then raised my head and held back the tears, I said, "Mom, I'll do it!"

When we came to the hospital again, the doctor didn't ask any more questions after learning our decision.

He said: "Abortion in the fourth month of pregnancy is the mid-trimester induction. The mid-trimester induction is generally used at 12-24 weeks of pregnancy to expel the fetus and its appendages by using methods such as drugs or water bags to terminate the pregnancy. In your case, it is Prepare to use the abortion needle directly!"

I listened quietly but my whole body shivered. Suddenly hearing these words, Gu Xue was thought of in my mind. I laughed at myself coldly, but I ended up in the same fate as her.

(End of this chapter)