surrogate wife

Chapter 95 The last time

Thinking of Gu Xue, the whole body began to tremble, and the mind seemed to be muddled in an instant.

The doctor knocked on the table, and I came back to my senses in a trance. He gave me a few orders and told me, "Follow this first and check first, and only when the indicators are normal!"

I was a little timid after taking the form, and the gynecological examination has always made me a little scared, so I hurriedly said, "Didn't you have the examination that day?"

"That time it was to check the fetus. Now it is the basic check before the induced labor operation. First check the blood, urine, liver function, and blood clotting time. If these are normal, then the labor can be induced!"

I nodded with half understanding, and then ran to check with the list.My whole body seemed to have been pulled out, and I was always unable to do what I wanted during the inspection process. The current situation was beyond my imagination, but there was really nothing I could do.

If the child stays, what will my mother do, and what will I do in the future?If you really follow Chen Haotian as a mistress for the rest of your life, then you really don’t want to, but if you induce labor, regardless of your own harm, I am also reluctant in my heart. First, I have feelings for Chen Haotian, and second, this is My own children, even though I am only a student, can understand what a bond of flesh and blood is.

After checking, my mother pulled me aside to talk to me, she asked me: "Xinxin, are you blaming my mother!"

I struggled to open my eyes and held back tears and shook my head at her. I said, "How can I blame you? It's my own fault!"

My mother loves me. I can see it. She has been struggling since she made this decision. One side is my life, the other is my body, my child, but she is also helpless. If she is not cruel, the rest of my life will be lost. will live in gossip.

My mother said: "Even if you hate and blame me in the future, I can't let you give birth to her. I will bear all the sins. Even if I die and go to the eighteenth hell, I will admit it. But Xinxin, you You still have a long life, mom can't see you can't get a foothold in this society in the future, let alone watch you being bullied and talked about by others!"

"Mom, I know, I know everything!"

Such a topic can't be brought up. As soon as I talk about it, the sadness in my heart will come out immediately. My mother hugged me all the time, her voice was trembling, "Xinxin, it's really not that my mother is cruel. If he doesn't have a family, If you are sincere to you, Mom will agree. For a mother, nothing is more important than the happiness of her own children, but Mom can see that a person like him will not stay with you for a long time. How can Mom push you into the fire pit? ah!"

"I understand everything, Mom, don't talk about it, I understand everything, and I will listen to you!"

My brother probably couldn't stand it any longer, pulled me up from the ground, and said in a muffled voice, "Don't cry, the whole hospital will know if you cry again!"

I hastily wiped away my tears and stopped talking about it.

After reading the report, the doctor asked me to sign the consent form for the operation. By the way, he told me about the process of induced labor, the consequences, and the possible sequelae. She kept pulling me, but her own hands were shaking, she was silent for a while, and just said: "Doctor, do the best, the child is still young!"

The doctor looked up at me silently, with some doubts, but it disappeared for a moment, just nodded, reassuring us, and said: "This is my duty, I will do my best!"

After signing the consent form, I went through the hospitalization procedures. There was a 27-year-old girl who was expecting labor in the ward. Seeing me smiling sweetly, she asked me, "Are you here for labor too?"

I grumbled, twitched the corners of my mouth, a little sad, and said, "Come to induce labor!"

The smile on the girl's face stagnated, she was a little sorry, she looked at me shyly, then lowered her head, and said, "I'm sorry!"

"It's nothing, the child has some congenital deficiencies, and there's nothing I can do about it!" My mother smoothed things over for me in a timely manner, but she was sweating coldly while holding my hand. She must be the same as me, feeling uneasy.

The girl is very nice, and she repeatedly expressed regret after hearing this.I lay down on the bed, and my mother went out with my brother after a few instructions. She needed to change the dressing on her feet, and brought me something to eat after the change.

I carefully looked at the girl in my clinic, she had a very common face, but she smiled very brightly, and I asked her: "Is it about to give birth?"

She smiled happily, rubbed her belly and replied: "The due date is only 8 days away. My husband is worried and insists on ordering me to move in early. My parents haven't arrived yet, so I'm going to live by myself." In the hospital!"

I smiled lightly, and I already felt that she was a happy person in my words. I looked up and looked around, and asked curiously: "What about your husband?"

"I went out to buy some fruit for me. I love pomegranate these days!" She pointed to the pomegranate shell on the table, smiling a little shyly, "I just finished eating, and I was hungry again, so I asked him to go out to run errands." !"

I smiled slightly, and said softly: "You are so happy!" As soon as I finished speaking, his husband came, carrying a big bag of pomegranates, and nodded when he saw me.

The girl was very enthusiastic, she forced her husband to peel a bowl of pomegranates for me too, my eyes suddenly became sore, seeing their affectionate appearance, I thought of Chen Haotian again.

I thought, if we were together, would he treat me like this one day.

Shaking his head, he shattered those ridiculous thoughts in his mind, turned his head away, and stopped watching other people's happiness.

The nurse came not long after, and after registering, she told me what to do tomorrow, "at 9 o'clock tomorrow morning, under the guidance of ultrasound, I will inject rivanol into the amniotic cavity, so that after 24 hours Pain in the abdomen."

"Livano?"

"It's the abortion needle!"

"Oh!" Her body began to tremble unconsciously when she heard this word, and I didn't hear what she said later.Sitting blankly on the bed for a long time, the phone rang suddenly.

He took out his phone, the number displayed was Chen Haotian, he picked it up with shaking hands, his voice was a little tired, "Xinxin, I miss you!"

If I can't find any flaws, I speak naturally, fluently, and very sincerely, but the exhaustion makes me suddenly have an indescribable emotion.

I didn't speak, he stopped and asked me: "Where are you?"

I suppressed my voice and said slowly, "Home!"

He: "Oh!" He paused for a long time, and then said leisurely: "Xinxin, if I get divorced, can we relax!"

"Ah?" I was in a trance for a while, feeling out of touch with reality, and after thinking about it, I didn't know whether it was true or not, so I asked again: "What did you say?"

He sighed, full of fatigue, he said: "Xinxin, trust me!" Then he hung up the phone.

What is this called? When I finally made up my mind to make a clean break with him, he came again. I don’t know if it’s God’s prank or what, but I suddenly feel that my life is really a drama.

Is it because I am greedy, or I didn't really put it down at all, this phone call made my heart tickle immediately, the clinical girl's happy laughter kept coming, and her husband's condolences also poured into my ears, I think I'm bewitched, that's why I keep replaying the details of getting along with Chen Haotian in my mind. We obviously didn't have a long time together, but aftertaste, it's such a lingering flow.

Suddenly there was a hypothesis in his mind, thinking of the inaccurate words on the phone, assuming that these words existed, would there be another possibility.

I'm not cheap, and I know that I can't die without him, but there is a saying of "peace of mind" in everything, after all, there are many ways to deal with emotional matters, but if it ends in this way, I know very well that I will not be reconciled .

I hurriedly got up from the bed and asked the clinical girl to say hello to me when my mother came. She was a little puzzled and asked me, "You have surgery tomorrow, where are you going?"

I dressed in a hurry, but only left a sentence: "Take care of something!"

I ran out of the hospital in a hurry and took a taxi to the station. The train was too slow, so I took a passenger bus and arrived in W City in four and a half hours. I called him as soon as I got off the bus, and he answered, as if he was a little surprised , asked me what happened.

I said, "I'm in W City, I want to see you!"

He froze for a moment, as if he didn't react, and then asked me: "Aren't you in your hometown?"

"I'm here, I want to see you, I have something to do!"

I rarely talk to him in such a tone, I think he should understand that I must be in a hurry.

"Where are you?" he asked me.

"Station, just get off the train!"

He understood, and then said: "You wait for me, I will pick you up!"

After hanging up the phone, the whole person began to feel uneasy, and he couldn't figure out why he ran over in such a hurry.

The phone is ringing, it's my mother's call, I dare not answer it, for fear that I will lose my courage if I answer it.

I held the mobile phone and watched the numbers on the screen in my hand jumping over and over again, and my heart throbbed so badly.I found a place to sit down in the waiting room, and the phone stopped ringing. A total of 4 missed calls, not too many. My mother knows me, and I will not answer if I don’t plan to answer, so she will not continue to call. .

Falling into aimless waiting, 1 minute seems so long, there is an endless stream of pedestrians, some look hurried, some slowly, some look like they are going on a trip, and I, sitting among this group of people, just Sitting one waiting, waiting for the end of me and the baby in my belly.

I was thinking, when I see him, I must ask clearly, if he can really promise me the future, I will not care about anything, just follow him, keep the child, I will give birth to it well, my mother must understand, Because all she cares about is the rest of my life.

His sentence of divorce is a curse, which hung my whole heart. I was trembling, and my stomach suddenly began to feel uncomfortable. Suddenly, the phone rang again, and I hung up before answering it, and then came in a few seconds Send a text message, "Xinxin, I have something to do, you wait and I will deal with it!"

My body sank immediately, and I couldn't stop feeling uncomfortable. Countless fears spread to me, and suddenly it seemed that countless hands were stretched out, grabbing my throat. When he opened his mouth to speak, he heard a loud female voice coming from the other end of the phone.

"Chen Haotian, you are enough!"

(End of this chapter)