surrogate wife

Chapter 96

It didn't get better, it just became more calm.The twisted ones finally went smoothly, the thorny ones finally subsided, all the things that could be changed were changed painfully, and those that were not changed were accepted, and now I understand this.

That voice was heard too much, and it was too familiar. What is it to give up, just put down the phone without looking at it again.

I waited in the waiting room until it was dark, and when I took out my phone, the battery was dead and the screen was black.

I used to pull up countless hairs at countless nights and ask myself whether he loves me or not, and then fell asleep disappointed in the answers of every hair. Now I don’t need to ask anymore, I already know the truth I didn't have the courage to continue, so I stood up blankly and went to buy a return ticket.

The latest bus arrives at my hometown at 11 o'clock, and it was already early in the morning when I rushed to the hospital, and the ward was completely dark, the clinical girl was asleep, and her husband was snoring in the companion bed, I silently exited , but saw my mother at the end of the corridor.

Startled in my heart, tears flooded instantly, and I staggered over, my mother looked slumped.I threw myself into her arms, she slowly raised her head to look at me carefully, and finally couldn't help howling.

"Xinxin, Mom thought you wouldn't come. If you leave now, Mom won't be alive!"

"Mom, what are you talking about, I'm back!"

My mother pulled me, trembling her lips, and asked me: "Did you go to find him?"

I gritted my teeth and nodded, my face must have been pale.Then before my mother could speak again, she said it herself.I said: "Mom, I broke up with him, I really broke up, I will never see him again, and I will never go to him again!"

Yes!broken!When I heard Liu Shuxian's voice on the phone, I thought about everything. In the next few hours of waiting, his absence made me even more desperate.

I cried so heartbreakingly, I didn't know what I was for, as if I was suddenly hollowed out, illusory.

That night we stayed in the hotel next to the hospital. We got a double room. My brother shared a bed, and my mother and I slept in the same bed. We hurried to the hospital the next morning.

The clinical girl hadn't woken up yet, but her husband's breakfast had already been bought and placed beside her, she nodded slightly when she saw me go in to say hello.My mother asked my brother to help me lie down, and the nurses came after a while.

The nurse said, "It's time for an induction injection!" and asked me to get ready.At this time, my fear was gone, I just nodded blankly, and then lay there like a dead body.

The labor induction needle was injected from the outside of the abdomen, and the nurse said it was injected into the amniotic cavity. I knew it when I heard the young master of the Qiu family say that Gu Xue was inducing labor, but when I actually experienced it myself, it was a different feeling.

The abortion injection is not a trivial matter. After the nurse finished the preparations, she called my attending doctor over.The doctor asked me to put up my clothes, and after comparing it with the B-ultrasound picture I had done before, he told me: "This is the place where your B-ultrasound and abdominal examination showed a lot of amniotic fluid, and I will do it in a while." !"

I gritted my teeth and didn't say anything, but my mother came up to me, "Call me now?"

The doctor raised his wrist and glanced at his watch, and said leisurely: "It's almost there, I'm going to take off the sterile gloves!"

After a while he came in again, and the nurse had already prepared the needles and medicine.I always thought it was just a needle, the same needle tube as a common cold and fever, but when I saw it, I was really shocked. The needle is very long, and it feels like holding it in the doctor's hand, which is similar to his palm. I was terrified Closing my eyes, I felt a sense of despair at that moment.

My mother came over and took my hand, weeping and unable to say a word.

Each bed has its own curtain. At this time, the clinical girl also woke up, and immediately called her husband to go out.She kindly gave me a caring look, and comforted me: "Don't be afraid, it will be fine in a while!"

I gritted my teeth and nodded, turning my face away.

The doctor started to sterilize the place where the needle was inserted, which was about 20 centimeters in diameter, then sterilized the needle, put on sterile gloves, and still stretched out his hand to check the location, and said "I've injected the needle!" Close your eyes and turn your head away.

My whole body was tense, and my whole body trembled slightly. My mother held my left hand tightly, but the doctor said to me, "Relax, it's not good!"

I inhaled and exhaled hard, felt my stomach being slowly pierced by a sharp object, and instantly felt pain. I thought it would be all right, but I felt that he was smoking something, and I didn’t dare to look at it. After a few seconds It felt like something was pouring into it again.After the needle came out, the doctor pressed it with his hand for 2 or 3 minutes, and then put gauze to cover the needle hole after confirming that there was no bleeding.

He took off his gloves and mask, looked at me, and said, "You can make up your diet before contractions, pay attention to rest, and you will feel abdominal pain slowly after 24 hours. When you feel the pain is unbearable, call me!"

I slowly opened my eyes, tears streaming down my face.Looking up at his stomach, his heart still had lingering fears, but he still nodded.

My mother's face was pale, and her hand was trembling while holding me. She pointed to the needle tube on the side and asked, "Doctor, what did you draw before the injection?"

The doctor frowned, looked back, and said calmly: "When the needle is first inserted, the medicine cannot be injected immediately. After the needle is inserted, there will be a sense of failure, and then some amniotic fluid will be drawn back. After the amniotic fluid is drawn back, the needle can be put on. The syringe of the good medicine pushes the medicine into the amniotic cavity!"

I don't understand what he said, anyway, the injection is done now, just wait for the contractions.

When the doctor left, he gave me two tablets of Miffy and told me to take it, and then he continued with those few words.

I was a little numb, and my eyes felt slack. I suddenly thought of something, so I took out the phone and returned it to my brother. My brother took it in a daze, and then asked me: "Sister, why did you give me all your cards?" !"

I turned my head and replied coldly: "Go and throw it away for me, I don't need it in the future!"

"Ah?" My brother obviously didn't believe me, so my mother immediately followed me and said, "Your sister doesn't need it, go and throw it away!" After all, my mother didn't want me to have any contact with the past. This is the end.

The days of abdominal pain after the abortion injection were particularly difficult. Frankly speaking, it was terrifying. I had no appetite and couldn’t eat, and I couldn’t sleep all night. When I woke up the next day, I had horrible dark circles under my eyes.

My brother bought me sago porridge. Since it was once my favorite, he drank a few sips reluctantly, but still felt uncomfortable, so he put it down disgruntled.

My mother has to hang the water every morning, and after she leaves, the clinical girl chats with me.

She said: 'You look so bad! "

I twitched the corners of my mouth and wiped my face, and said with a light smile, "It's all like this, how can I see it better!"

She sighed, with a mournful expression on her face, and said, "Honestly, sister, I feel sorry for you. I can see that you are feeling uncomfortable. If you think about it, the child is born with a disability and makes him suffer. Why don't you just do it like this?" Let him go, so that he can be reincarnated!"

I listened silently, but my heart was in a mess. She must have believed what my mother said before, so she really thought that I had induced labor because of the child's congenital deformity.

I was depressed and felt stuffy when I was out of breath. I smiled dryly, as if mocking myself, and finally replied coolly: "Yes, so I can reincarnate, it is too hard to follow me!"

"What are you talking about, it's not what you want!" She comforted her, then thought for a while and asked, "You're about to induce labor, why didn't you see your husband come!"

I was startled, my heart was a little tight, and I hurriedly said: "The child's father is on a business trip abroad, and he won't be back for a while!"

She murmured twice, not knowing whether she was complaining for me or what, and it took a long time before she said: "No matter how busy and important work is, it is not a trivial matter to induce labor. Besides, it is his child. If my husband is like this, I will take care of it." If he is on a business trip or not, just leave him alone!"

She regretted it as soon as she finished speaking, and hurriedly covered her mouth and apologized to me, "I'm sorry, sister, my sister has always spoken straight!" After she finished speaking, she felt that it was not enough, so she added some reasons, "Men also work. In order to make money, in the final analysis, it is to support the family, and it is not convenient to go abroad because it is far away!"

I naturally knew that she wanted to make up for what she just said bluntly, but I also knew that she meant no harm.

I didn't continue this topic with her, and talked about other things until my mother came back.

It took about 28 hours for me to have a slight abdominal pain. It was not obvious. It felt like a few twitches, and then it passed. After 32 hours, the abdominal pain continued. I felt that it was almost over, so I called the doctor immediately.

I am not very clear about the next labor induction. When people are in pain, there are fewer things to care about. It is almost the same process. I don’t know how to operate it. Drowsy, and when he woke up, he returned to the ward with an IV on his left hand.

It takes three days for the drip to be administered. After the injection, I will have to do Qing Palace. After all the series are completed, I will return home, and then I will start to nourish my body.

After the induced labor, I was very weak, and I didn’t dare to say anything. My mother locked the door at home on weekdays. Even my uncle didn’t let him step into my room when he came in.

My mother's legs are not very good, so my younger brother is naturally doing errands, so serving tea and water every day is really enough for him to be busy.

My mother said that although it was an induced labor, it was actually more careful than confinement. Because it was winter and it was cold, my mother specially asked someone to come to my house to install the air conditioner, and the hot water bottle was changed every three hours.

In mid-December, my body was almost recovered, and I discussed with my mother that I wanted to go back to school. My mother refused, saying that I had to take care of it. Actually, I knew that she was actually afraid that I would see Chen Haotian.

How can I know, how dare I dare, my heart has been hurt by him long ago, even if I have loved, now I have lost strength.

At that time, I really felt that it was impossible for me to have anything more with him in my life. I thought that the relationship between us would end with the end of this child, but I didn't know that the real story had just begun!
(End of this chapter)