Rebirth of the entertainment industry

Chapter 1 Rebirth
It wasn't until the smell of blood in the room was so thick that it was almost suffocating that Zuo Zhen finally recovered from the trance, but at this time she had already cut her wrist and committed suicide.

She didn't quite understand whether she couldn't hold on anymore, or her heart was already numb. In short, when she came to her senses, there was already a deep scar on her wrist.

She is a star, a very small one, although she has never shined brightly on the screen, has never been the protagonist on the screen, and has never had love on the screen, but she has also been dazzling , Brilliant, and laughing.

It's just a pity...

It's a pity that since that incident, no one has paid attention to her, cared for her, or cared for her.She had already rotted her body and soul in the dark night, and in the end even this soul would rot away.

She will never forget the figure of her parents jumping forward, and she will never forget the disappointed and painful eyes of her boyfriend when he left. She only remembers that when she foolishly followed Lin Lulu to drink in the so-called bar, she He had already fallen into the trap she had painstakingly planned.

Since then, she has never climbed out again.

She didn't know how she ruined her tomorrow, but now, when she was dying, there was still a sense of remorse, grief and despair in her heart.

She can't forget those who cared about her and loved her, and she can't forget those who hurt her and framed her.

She was unwilling to die like this, but it was a pity that time was too late.

God, if there is an afterlife, may I ask you to send me back to that time again?In that innocent era, I could have a chance to start over?
Maybe in this way, I can regain the clarity I once lost.

It’s just parents, Fengxiang, I’m afraid I’ll never see you again.

After saying these words, Zuo Zhen fell into eternal darkness.

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But when Zuo Zhen woke up again, he was in a high school class.

The head teacher is still chattering on the podium, and my old friends are still sitting beside me. Even the cobwebs on the ceiling in my memory have not changed a bit.

Zuo Zhen didn't know whether he was dreaming or awakened from a dream, but just watching like this, Zuo Zhen already burst into tears.

A heart that has been corrupted by society will suddenly discover the beauty of the classroom when it returns to the classroom.

Zuo really didn't know if all of this was just her fantasy, but when a hand touched her shoulder, she suddenly realized that all of this was not a dream, everything in front of her was real, and she herself was Really back to her 17 years old.

Zuo Zhen who got the news was a little ecstatic, a little mesmerized, and a little bit weeping with joy.

She didn't know why she was able to go back to the past after the age of 30, just looking at it like this, thinking about it like this, she was about to laugh out loud with joy.

At the age of 30, she has carried too much regret, too much unwillingness, too much hatred, and too much pain.In this life, she doesn't want, doesn't want and can't go on like this anymore.

She no longer has so much strength to bear that kind of pain, she is already afraid, and also hates, she must find a corner where she can live in this still pure world, so maybe she still has a chance Can find the past, find Qingming.

So Zuo Zhen didn't think much about it, he packed his schoolbag and ran back home quickly.

Now she can't care about whether the school is on holiday or what the teacher thinks of her. Now all she can think about is going home and take a good look at her parents, take a look, and look again glance.

Because they in memory have been away from her for too long.

After losing her parents, she once fell into confusion and helplessness, remorse and despair. At that time, she even almost abandoned the whole world, but that man, that man was always stubbornly guarding her side , pulled himself back from the collapse bit by bit.

It's just a pity...it's a pity that he still left her in the end.

Zuo Zhen thought in pain, but his pace did not slow down in the slightest.Because she knew that now she could see her parents again, see them again, and see their smiles again.

Perhaps this is already the greatest gift God can give her.

The way home is still the gravel road in memory.

Zuo Zhen's family is not rich, it can even be called poor.

Zuo Zhen's parents have always been just a generation of ordinary farmers, with no culture, and they are not intellectuals. They only know how to farm and farm all their lives.

Zuo Zhen used to blame her parents for this, complaining about why they couldn't give her a better home, but now, she has long understood that her home was once so happy and warm that it made her feel happy when she was 30 years old. After that, many years later, in the countless dreams and regrets, I still deeply remember the baked sweet potatoes my mother handed her, and the first pencil case my father bought her.

It's just a pity...

It's a pity that when she understood that she should cherish it, it was too late...

Thinking of this, a tear appeared in Zuo Zhen's eyes, but the door of his house was already close at hand.

"Mom!" Zuo Zhen's voice was broken, but Zuo Ma had already turned around.

"Hey, you kid, why are you back today? Isn't school still in session?"

Zuo Ma didn't know the turmoil in Zuo Zhen's heart at this moment, nor did she know that she had already gone through vicissitudes, she just asked anxiously based on her own worries about Zuo Zhen's studies.

But Zuo Zhen looked at his mother's slightly haggard face, but tears welled up in his eyes.

She didn't know how long she hadn't seen her mother's kind face. Even though she was ordinary, old, and helpless, she was still her own mother.

Thinking of this, Zuo Zhen couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged this somewhat haggard body, and hugged his mother.

"Mom!" Zuo Zhen yelled again.

Zuo's mother frowned quietly, and stroked Zuo Zhen's forehead, "What happened to your child today? Did you suffer any grievances at school?" Zuo's mother asked anxiously.

But Zuo Zhen just shook his head, then led his mother, and walked to the room at home step by step.

Zuo's father is still calm and composed, although wrinkles have already attached to his forehead early, but there is no sign of depression.Seeing Zuo Zhen walk in, although Zuo Dad was surprised, he was still happy.

"The child's mother, why did the child come back today?"

"She didn't come back by herself, and she didn't know what happened. She hugged me when she saw me, and she is still silent now. Maybe something happened to her at school. The child's father, look Let her point, I'll go outside to sort things out before I come in."

Zuo Ma's voice was still hurried as usual, while Zuo Papa responded cheerfully, then turned to look at Zuo Zhen.

"You child, what's going on today?" Papa Zuo gently held Zuo Zhen's hand, and asked seriously with lowered eyes.

Zuo Zhen just looked greedily at his father's face, then lowered his head, hugged his father lightly, and said, "It's nothing, just a little homesick."

Hearing what Zuo Zhen said, Dad Zuo laughed louder, and the wrinkles on his face stretched out a little bit, making him look younger.He didn't care what he was like now, he just patted Zuo Zhen's head happily, and said with a smile: "You kid, I knew you wouldn't be able to get used to it at school, and you'll be back in just two days." It’s fine if you come home, stay at home for one night first, and go back to school tomorrow, otherwise your school teacher will say you.”

Zuo Dad said so, Zuo Zhen could only nod obediently.

When Dad Zuo let go of her and sat in the recliner to rest again, Zuo Zhen had time to go to his room.

In fact, the room is nothing more than a cubicle.Zuo Zhen's family has no money and cannot afford a big house. This house was left by Zuo Zhen's ancestors for generations. It is always a bit old, but it is clean.

Zuo Zhen’s room is actually connected to Zuo’s father’s and Zuo’s mother’s rooms. There is a curtain in the middle, and outside the curtain is a bed, a desk, a barely-there wardrobe and a small stool. The room, in fact, is more like a study room. Although it doesn't have the slightest aura of wealth and dignity, Zuo Zhen will miss it almost to the point of madness for countless days and nights in the future.

Seeing it again now, Zuo Zhen could not hold back the surge in his heart, lay down gently on the bed, felt the fragrance of the quilt, and slowly exhaled the breath that had been held in his chest for a long time.

She finally came back, even in a dream, she should be grateful.

I am grateful to God for giving her a chance to come back again. This time, she will never disappoint her heart, nor will she disappoint her parents' love for her, and she will never let that man down again.

Thinking of this, Zuo Zhen slowly fell asleep, having the most solid sleep she had had in decades.

When he woke up, the night was already dark, Zuo Zhen got up from the bed in a daze, and then slowly remembered everything that happened today.

Mom had already yelled outside the door, probably it was time for dinner, Zuo Zhen caressed the bed reluctantly, folded the quilt, and went out the door.Now, she is no longer the Zuo Zhen she used to be. Although she has returned to the age of 17, life still has to go on, and her dreams still have to move forward, so from now on, she has to learn to be strong.

The usual dishes were still placed on the table, but Zuo Zhen still found pieces of meat in the fried tofu bowl.Zuo Zhen knows that her parents usually don't eat meat, saying that meat is too expensive, except... when she is at home.

Thinking of this, Zuo Zhen felt that his heart began to ache heavily again.It's just that at this moment, this kind of pain seemed to be mixed with something, and Zuo Zhen suddenly clenched his right hand tightly.

It's that kind of pain...

The pain of gnawing bones and gnawing flesh returned to her body again.She clearly remembered that she had never touched that thing at this time, why?Why did he follow her to her 17 years old?Would she still have to spend her life in such pain?

No!Zuo Zhen roared inwardly, and hugged his body tightly.

(End of this chapter)