Rebirth of the entertainment industry

Chapter 2 Addiction

Zuo Zhen's sudden change made Zuo's father and Zuo's mother panic.The two elders walked over quickly, only to see Zuo Zhen's face turned pale from the pain.

"Hey, you child, what's going on? Where is your pain?" Zuo Ma asked anxiously, pulling Zuo Zhen up with a pair of big hands and sitting on the chair.

And Zuo Zhen just closed his eyes tightly in pain and gritted his teeth to support himself.

She knew it wasn't real pain, but the addiction brought about by her drug use in her previous life.

Although she didn't take drugs in this life, the addiction in the previous life has been deeply hidden in her bones. Even if she has changed her identity and body, this addiction still remains in her heart.

Thinking of this, Zuo Zhen's face turned even paler.In her previous life, she personally destroyed everything she owned. In this life, she must not let the nightmare happen again.

So Zuo Zhen took a few deep breaths, suppressed the itching and pain in his bones, and then gave his parents a pale smile, "Mom and Dad, I'm fine, I just came here, so it hurts a bit." .”

Zuo Zhen said it pretending to be relaxed, but the sweat on his forehead still dripped down reluctantly.After seeing Zuo Zhen's pain, Zuo Ma and Zuo Pa frowned deeply.

They were very clear about their children, but whether it was in the past or the past few months, they had never seen Zuo Zhen in such severe pain. Thinking of this, Zuo's father and Zuo's mother became even more worried.

But Zuo Zhen saw his parents' frowning, he couldn't help but increase the smile on his face, and said in a more brisk tone: "Mom and Dad, I'm really fine, I'll be fine in a while, let's eat first!"

Zuo Zhen said so, but his hands were shaking constantly, while Zuo's father and Zuo's mother saw her pretending to be strong, but they could only sit down silently.Zuo Ma took the bowls and chopsticks for Zuo Zhen, and thoughtfully soaked a bowl of brown sugar water, while Zuo Dad looked at her nervously, as if he was afraid that she would not be able to hold on and fall down, even the corners of his eyes were slightly nervous. wrinkled.

Zuo Zhen sat on the chair and could only suppress the desire, desire and pain in his heart again and again.

She didn't know what it was like, she just felt like she was going to die, but she still had to hold on.She finally begged God for a chance to reform herself now, how could she?How can all this go to waste?

Moreover, her body has never taken drugs, so Zuo Zhen told himself over and over again that this is just his fantasy, it is just vain pain, and he must hold on.

But when the time came, it turned out to be so difficult...

The rice was eaten little by little in the torment of pain. Zuo Zhen didn't actually taste the taste of the food, but she had to force herself to take another bite, because she knew that behind the food was her parents. Deep love for her.

When she managed to pick up the last grain of rice in the bowl, stood up with support from the chair, and wanted to go back to the room, her clothes were already soaked in sweat, even the stool she had sat on was soaked. They all left a few wet marks, and the face was even more ugly.

Zuo's father and left's mother's eyes turned red seeing her suffering, but none of them dared to disturb her easily, because they could tell that their daughter was struggling with the pain in her body.Seeing this scene, Zuo Ma couldn't help but want to pinch her own palm.

But Zuo Zhen gently held her hand, "Mom, you don't have to blame yourself, this is only temporary, in fact, I have nothing serious, it's just that I hurt a little when I first came here, don't worry about it, you and Dad Alright, I'm going to lie down on the bed."

Zuo Zhen said so, and walked into his room staggeringly, while Zuo's father and Zuo's mother stood behind, watching her daughter walking forward step by step, but even her heart ached a little.

In fact, Zuo Zhen didn't have dysmenorrhea before, and her mother was actually to blame for this problem.

That year, Zuo Ma was carrying a load and wanted to sell some food in the market, but that day, it was snowing heavily, and when Zuo Zhen and Zuo Ma were passing a bridge, the soles of Zuo Ma's feet slipped suddenly. The whole person rushed out. Seeing this, Zuo Zhen hugged his mother's leg suddenly, but when his mother pulled her up, Zuo Zhen fell into the river.

Although the river water was covered with a thin layer of ice, Zuo Zhen fell down from such a high bridge by a man as big as Zuo Zhen, and the ice broke quickly, and Zuo Zhen fell into the ice hole with his whole body All soaked.

And that day, Zuo Zhen happened to have his aunt, and since then the root cause of his illness has been branded. Every time he has menstruation, he is always more painful than anyone else.

Later, Zuo's father and Zuo's mother always blamed themselves for this matter. Even the former Zuo Zhen once blamed his mother, but now, when the drug addiction relapsed, Zuo Zhen was slightly thankful that he had With such a defect, my parents didn't notice the difference.

It's just that the pain in her bones was so intense that Zuo Zhen couldn't bear to walk back to her room, but Zuo Zhen still moved her steps firmly, and she couldn't let her parents see her. If you come out heresy, you can't let yourself fall down so easily.

The addiction left by drug use will not be quit so easily, Zuo Zhen knows that she must get used to this pain, get used to this heart-piercing injury, so that she can get rid of this cancer, bit by bit, bit by bit. , completely eradicated from her body, so that she can truly regain her freedom.

So Zuo really didn't allow himself to fall down.She doesn't allow herself to give up just like that, she doesn't allow herself to return to the life she once had, and she doesn't allow herself to make her parents sad again.Her life can only be rewritten by her, and she does not allow drugs to disrupt her life again.

So Zuo Zhen leaned on the wall, and although she was slow, she still walked firmly. Although there were too many injuries and pain behind her, she had to move forward.

The door finally opened, Zuo Zhen took a quick look at the furnishings in the room, and couldn't help but close the door and fell down.

Her stomach was a little burning, Zuo Zhen knew that it wasn't actually her own pain, but the residual memory in her heart, but even though she knew it, she couldn't resist the injury in the memory anymore, bent over, Vomited out.

In the past, it was because of drug overdose that she never ate again, and she ended up in such a scrawny end, but now... She is obviously well, and she has never smoked, but she still can't help but eat the food Spit it out.

Because her soul was already rotten in the previous life, and now it is going to solidify again, but it is not as simple as imagined.

But no matter how difficult and difficult the reshaping process was, Zuo Zhen still decided that even if her entire soul was broken up, she must find the former Qingming, so now, she held her hand tightly, Pulling the sheet off the bed, he tied himself up.

She knew that if she didn't tie herself up, she would definitely lose control and do something uncontrollable, so she had to tie it up, so that she could let herself be in this deep place. Get a little redemption in the deep pain.

Time passed minute by minute in Zuo Zhen's pain, what was once thought to be a very short second has now become extremely long.Zuo really doesn't know how many more times she will experience this kind of addiction, or how many times she will experience this kind of pain, but she has made up her mind.

No matter whether she can completely quit this addiction in this life, she will never give up again.

Even though she is already on the edge of the cliff, she is still nostalgic for the thick earth, so at this moment, she must not admit defeat.

In this way, Zuo Zhen fell into a coma in pain, woke up from the coma again, and continued to be in a coma after waking up.

Zuo's father and Zuo's mother never came in. Even though it was very late at night, the two elders were afraid of seeing their daughter in such pain.They also vaguely noticed the difference in their daughter this time, but they never thought about it.

They just wanted to just guard and guard their daughter, but it wasn't until now that they realized that they were so powerless...

Inside the house, one person is struggling in pain, but outside the house, the two elders have already cried their eyes red.

Maybe they don't shed tears very often, but today, they couldn't hold back their tears and flowed all over the floor.Maybe they don't know what happened to their daughter, but as long as it is their daughter, they will still feel heartache, distress, and pity.So Zuo's father and Zuo's mother sat nervously outside the door, no matter how worried and anxious they were, they never took a step away...

Finally, the pain gradually subsided, and Zuo Zhen obviously felt that her mind had recovered a little bit, and she didn't know when it was, she was just so tired that she couldn't move.

Raising her head with difficulty, looking at the empty room, the filth all over the floor, and the somewhat tattered sheets that she had torn, Zuo Zhen weakly pulled out a bit of sarcasm, and she couldn't help but think of those dark days she once had. Life, but now, she managed to return to her childhood place, but made it a mess on the first day...

Zuo Zhen smiled bitterly, but still supported his body, and slowly stood up against the wall.

She knew she couldn't fall down, because there were worried figures of her parents outside the door.

Thinking of this, Zuo Zhen tidied the bed sheets a little, then dragged his exhausted body and opened the door.

The door finally opened, and Zuo Dad and Zuo Mom's blushing figures appeared in front of them, looking at their red eyes and the anxiety in them.But Zuo Zhen couldn't bear it any longer and fell behind him...

At the moment when she fell down, Zuo Zhen seemed to see the figure of her parents running towards her, but why was this figure so old and blurry?

(End of this chapter)