Chapter 3 Determination
The night still came silently, even if Zuo really didn't want to.

She still passed out from exhaustion, Zuo Ma carefully hugged her body, and wiped her body, while Zuo Pa was tidying up the room silently.

The dirt spat out by Zuo Zhen has been cleaned up, but the hearts of the two elders are even heavier.

Zuo Zhen had never been in such severe pain before, never had she.Zuo Ma thought with some pain, and suddenly turned her head to look at Zuo Pa.

"The child's father." Zuo's mother's voice was still trembling, but Zuo's father had already stopped what he was doing and listened intently, "Do you think there is something wrong with this child?"

Zuo Ma asked anxiously and apprehensively, but Zuo Dad's hand holding the broom suddenly tightened, and after a moment of silence, he relaxed again, "Probably not! I haven't heard that there is anything wrong with her! It's just that this body really needs to be recuperated.

It's not a way to always be in such a painful way in the future.Mother of the child, you can go to the market tomorrow and sell the two old hens raised by our family, maybe you can exchange some money back, so that you can make up for the child. "

Zuo's father was talking silently, but Zuo's mother had already nodded. "Well, I'll prepare later."

A long silence followed.

Zuo Ma and Zuo Pa don't talk much on weekdays, and what they want to talk about is the family's livelihood. Now Zuo Zhen came back with great difficulty, but let them see her in such pain. heavy.

In fact, Zuo Ma also understood that the two old hens were supposed to be saved for the child's father to treat his illness, but now that the child has become like this, they are not willing to let her suffer like this.So Zuo's father said firmly, although Zuo's mother felt distressed, she deserved to be very decisive.

In their hearts, nothing is more important than children.

As a result, the only two old hens in Zuo's family were sold. On that day, Zuo's mother entered the house in a hurry, but she saw Zuo Zhenhao sitting in the yard in a daze. Mom hurriedly asked her to go back to the room to rest, but Zuo Zhen refused.

Looking at the money bag tightly held by his mother, as well as the small piece of fish and the narrow piece of meat, Zuo Zhen's eyes turned red instantly, "Mom, you sold our two chickens? "

Zuo Zhen asked with a trembling voice.

Zuo Ma just wiped her clothes with her hands nervously, then raised her head, hesitated, and said in a whisper, "This... isn't it just that there is no food for the chickens at home, I just want to If you sell it, you can make some money. No, I bought such a little thing, just to give your grandfather two supplements."

Zuo Ma said so, but Zuo Zhen clenched his palms tightly, feeling pain in his heart.

Children from poor families know how much food is needed to feed a chicken. Mom said that, but she didn't want to worry her, but Zuo Zhen couldn't help asking: "But... what about Dad's illness?"

"Isn't it true that you haven't been sick for a while? Lao Zhang from the next village said that your father's illness has almost recovered, so I thought about buying something for you to replenish your health, baby, don't worry, I This is all planned. If your father really falls ill, I will have the money to buy medicine.

Okay, okay, don't say so much, you go into the house, it's still a little cold today, if you catch cold again, it will be bad. "

Zuo Ma tried to speak calmly, pulled Zuo Zhen and walked into the house.

But Zuo Zhen followed behind his mother, but his eyes were already red.

It's just that she can't cry, can't speak, can't even refute.Because she knew that behind this incident was her parents' strong love for her.She can't, she can't veto the love of their two elders just because of her love.

So when it was time to eat breakfast, Zuo Zhen tried his best to stuff the fish and meat into his mouth, pretending to be happy while stuffing it, just to make the two elders feel at ease.

It's just that only she knows how painful her heart is behind that joy.

When the meal was always finished, Zuo Zhen slowly let go of the palms she was holding tightly. She didn't know how much perseverance she had used to finish the meal. After eating, she was so happy, So elated.She only knew that no matter how hard and tiring her life was, she would never let her parents work so hard for her again.

So after Zuo Zhen finished his meal, he went back to school resolutely.

Because she knows that for a child from a poor family like her, there is no other way to get ahead except studying, so now, she must cherish this opportunity, even if her head is broken and bloody on this road, she She must also go on strong, because she has no choice.

The school is still as noisy as before. Zuo Zhen didn't go to a first-class high school, nor a first-class prestigious school, but just an ordinary school near her home.

But no matter how ordinary it is, Zuo Zhen also understands its preciousness.Looking at the familiar textbooks from the past, Zuo Zhen felt a dull pain in his heart.

High school textbooks are always boring, even a bit obscure.

Zuo Zhen had already finished all the high school courses, but at this moment, it still seemed strange and difficult.

She knew that her spirit and memory had long been corroded by drugs, but now she looked at these textbooks again, but she had long since lost her former spirit.

Seeing the classmates playing wantonly and laughing loudly, Zuo Zhen's heart was left with nothing but desolation. She had lost so many colors in her life, and now even if she wanted to find them back, she couldn't. It's not a momentary thing.

Zuo Zhen slowly closed the textbook in front of his eyes.

She understands that if she wants to find a way out by studying, then from now on, she must work harder than any of them.

She can no longer understand the textbooks in high school, so she will read the textbooks in junior high school. If she can't understand the textbooks in junior high school again, then she will start reading from the textbooks in elementary school.

She has lost too many things, and what she lacks the most and what she lacks the most is time.

Children from poor families have no other way to get ahead except by studying. Although Zuo Zhen never paid attention to study, now, when she picks up her textbook again, she has the urge to cry.

Once, during those countless sleepless days and nights, when sin ate her heart and soul, how much she wanted to return to this moment.

It's just a pity that at that time, she was still too young, too tender, and too naive.

She flung the textbooks around wantonly, playing with them as waste paper, but she didn't know that behind the fighting was her endless regret and pain in the future.

So this time, when she had the chance to come again, she decided to cherish it.

The high school courses are always full, but Zuo Zhen found a complete set of junior high school textbooks with her hard work.

The child who lent her the book is probably serious on weekdays, so her textbook wrote down her hard work and sweat stroke by stroke.

Looking at the lines of words and handwriting on the textbook, Zuo Zhen's eyes were filled with emotion.

Maybe this is what she once wanted to pursue, but she never pursued. Maybe this is what she missed, prayed for, and expected to get countless times after she fell.

Now that she finally holds these touches, hard work and strength in her hands, Zuo Zhen only feels that her heart is surging for a while.

The classmates in the class expressed their confusion about her sudden change, and were even full of deep curiosity, but Zuo Zhen had long since lost the desire and desire to explain.

She has long been used to other people's gossip, and she has long been used to others' puzzled, envious, jealous, or hateful eyes.

She has experienced too many pains and blows in her life, so now, she has long lost the desire and desire to argue with the little gossip of her classmates.She still lives at her own pace, she wants to study, she wants to struggle, she wants to work hard.

Because she knows that only by struggling, only after the hard work, can she win a different life for herself.

So Zuo Zhen seriously put all his thoughts into studying.

Even if the drug addiction came to her again, even if she was in pain every time, even if she had lost twenty catties in just one month, she still couldn't give up, and she didn't want to give up.

Her dream needs to be chased by herself, no matter how much suffering lies ahead, she still has to go on firmly.

The days of study are calm and fulfilling. Although her thinness has attracted the attention of many people, her superb acting skills still let her get away with it.

She has gradually gotten used to the pain caused by the drug addiction, and has gradually calmed down the anger and hatred in her heart.

She knows that there are some injuries that she will never forget in her whole life, and she also knows that there are some grievances that she will never let go in her whole life, but now, she only has one task, and that is to study hard.

Study hard and live well, so that she can keep her healthy body, but face those enemies in the previous life, so that she can no longer fall down as easily as in the previous life!

High school studies are actually arduous, even for children who used to be in the 90s, they also feel very strenuous.

Zuo Zhen is basically all the things she learned more than ten years ago. Although it is still the same content now, she has simply forgotten it.

Zuo Zhen was always unable to concentrate, perhaps because of the dangers of drugs, she had long forgotten the feeling of hard work, and she often felt a little weak in body, which made her study progress drop to the lowest.

But even so, Zuo Zhen had to get used to her own spirit and body, because everything needed to start again, and before the start, she had already had too many burdens, and now what she had to learn was to get used to these burdens, and then take care of herself. live well.

(End of this chapter)

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