Love for a limited time

Chapter 119 No matter success or failure, I give you hope
When I was at a loss, my mother opened the door and came in with breakfast for two.

"Mom...Mom." I stuttered, not knowing how to explain it.

Song Junxi seemed to have sensed the movement, and also got up from the bed, his eyes were sleepy, his arm must be numb from the pressure, and he was about to lift his arm, but just halfway through it, he seemed to find something wrong.

As soon as I looked up and met my mother's eyes, I thought to myself, this must be over.

However, he was quite calm, got up from the low chair, and forced a smile from the corner of his mouth: "Auntie is here?"

I originally thought that my mother would definitely get angry, but unexpectedly, she just smiled: "Junxi is here?"

"En!" Song Junxi was also a little cautious, and responded with a lack of confidence.

"I haven't eaten yet, I brought breakfast!" My mother was very calm all the time, she didn't get angry, she didn't drive him away, and she didn't embarrass me.

I was always guilty and incomprehensible, so the more I saw my mother being so calm, the more I felt that it was a sign before the storm.

Song Junxi quietly gave me a reassuring look while my mother put the breakfast on the work clothes on the table.

"Auntie, Xia Xia and I..." Before Song Junxi finished speaking, my mother interrupted with a smile: "Junxi, eat first, you have to go to school later? Don't delay too long Yes, you are about to take the college entrance examination, which is different from Xia Xia!"

"Auntie, I really like Xia Xia!" Song Junxi was very persistent!Looking at my mother's eyes together, my mother smiled: "Little children, auntie knows, hurry up, let's eat first!"

"Auntie, I'm serious, I plan to marry her!" The cup in my mother's hand fell to the table with a thud, her face turned pale: "What did you say?"

"I said I was going to marry her!" Song Junxi repeated without changing his expression.

My mother hung her hair back in a panic at that moment, obviously she was at a loss when she heard Song Junxi's words.

"Auntie, I'm serious!" Song Junxi added another sentence while my mother was dazed.

"Junxi, you are still young, so Auntie will just pretend she didn't hear what you said today, and eat breakfast quickly, it won't taste good if it gets cold!" My mother smiled and urged him to eat breakfast.

I stood by the side and didn't dare to say a word. My mother must be very angry in her heart, but it's not easy to explode in front of Song Junxi.

"Auntie..." Song Junxi still wanted to speak, but my mother interrupted with a smile: "Junxi, I heard that your mother came back from abroad!"

I always thought that my mother was a very talkative person, not very assertive, and she listened to my father in everything, but today, I realized that it was not like that, she knew what Song Junxi cared most about.

Sure enough, Song Junxi didn't continue talking, and just managed to finish the soy milk.

My mother handed Song Junxi's schoolbag to him: "Auntie won't keep you today. Auntie can't miss your future. You are a good boy. Auntie knows the reason for this. Auntie doesn't need to talk about it anymore!"

"Auntie, I'm serious!" Song Junxi insisted.

"Auntie knows, hurry back to school and be careful on the road!"

Song Junxi glanced at me, said nothing, turned and left the ward.

My mother stood at the door for a full 5 minutes before turning around and sternly saying, "Kneel down!"

This is the first time my mother has spoken loudly to me like this, and punished her to kneel for the first time.

I have always been well-behaved and sensible since I was a child. My parents love me very much, not to mention beating and scolding, and I rarely speak loudly.

Dad said that the daughter is used to hurt.

"Xia Xia, how did I teach you that we can be poor, and we can spend more time and sweat more than others to earn money, but Mom didn't expect that you will become like this after you have only been in the city for a long time. You are greedy for wealth, you really let mom down!"

I shook my head, I didn't, I really didn't, I like Song Junxi not because he is the son of the Song family, not because he is rich, but because I like him as a person.

"I didn't, it's not like that!"

"Still quibbling! If it weren't for your injuries, I would have beaten you, a useless thing!" My mother pointed at me with a look of hatred.

"Mom has been in this city for almost ten years. I haven't seen anything. There are many girls like you who love vanity at a young age, but they all end up in different ways. They are either mistresses or mistresses, and even leave at the end." There are many illegal industries!"

My mother looked at me with heartache. In fact, I know what my mother said. The little sister Xiaoyan in our small town came out to work with my parents back then. She worked as a worker in a garment factory. Although it was hard work, the salary was not low. .

But she was not satisfied with the status quo and hooked up with the boss of the clothing factory for some reason, lived in a villa, drove a foreign car, and was finally discovered by the boss's wife, who was blocked in the street and beaten up, causing all the little sisters who worked around to panic. It is well known and soon spread to the hometown.

In the end, I had no face to stay here, and followed others to Shenzhen.

"Mom, I don't like his money, I'm not vain, no!" I shook my head, trying to explain to my mother.

"Xiaxia, parents can work hard, they can be babysitters, drivers, and even pick up trash with your father, but mother is willing, but mother doesn't want my daughter to sell her youth for money, for the so-called superior life .

Mom knows that you were wronged during the time at the Song family, but mom doesn't want you to feel that you owe them for it, so please go and please them. Mom doesn't need you to compromise in exchange for a good life for parents. Parents are not old yet, and it's okay. Work hard to earn money to support you.

You and Junxi are not suitable, Junxi is a good boy, but now rich people take their feelings for nothing, especially you little children, Xia Xia, no matter how you explain, Mom will not agree! "My mother's attitude is also very firm.

"Mom, I really like him. It's definitely not to please him as you said. He likes me too. I also thought about breaking up with him, but we can't do it. I know, do I deserve it?" If he is in love with him, Uncle Song and Aunt Yao will not agree to us being together, but, Mom, I will not break up with him this time, unless he doesn't want me anymore. He told me himself that he doesn't like me anymore, so I will will leave!"

I have always been well-behaved and obedient, and this is the first time I have disobeyed my mother's meaning.

My mother raised her hand high, trembling unceasingly, her eyes were angry and distressed, but in the end she fell down powerlessly: "Why are you so stubborn, you will only suffer in the end if you do this. Mom doesn't want you to be sad in the future." !"

"Mom, I know you're doing it for my own good, but if you let me leave him, I don't have to wait until later, I'll be sad to death now!"

I knelt down in front of my mother and hugged her leg: "Mom, just let us be together, I know that our love will definitely not be blessed by everyone, and there may not be results, but we are all working hard , we put in a lot of effort to be together, especially Junxi, Mom, you said you knew him, but you didn’t know him at all..."

My dad and Junxi from being together to breaking up, reconciled, and the things Junxi did for me told my mother one by one. I hope she can see that we love each other so much like Han. Teachers like them, turn a blind eye and close one eye, even if you don't really agree with it, don't object.

"Xia Xia, you don't understand mother's heart. Mom is not your teacher, but your mother. You are the flesh that fell from my body. How can mother not love you? It's because mother doesn't want you to get hurt more than anyone else. I strongly oppose it, and now, while your relationship is not deep, hurry up and rein in the precipice!" My mother said ruthlessly, wiping her tears.

"Mom, I beg you, let us be together, we will not affect our studies, really, I will definitely be admitted to Tsinghua University next year, I will not let you and Dad down, I will work very hard, Then make money to support you, so you won’t be allowed to work so hard again!”

My mother interrupted me coldly: "Shut up, your dad and I don't need you to raise us, you and our children, we should do our best to give you the best. This is the duty of parents. Everyone wants their children to be good." , this is not for repayment. Your dad and I work so hard for you to study, just to prevent you from working hard like me and your dad and being discriminated against by others. Mom hopes that you can harvest with your own efforts. Mom asked You, how far have you and Song Junxi developed now!"

My mother's eyes were serious, and she was a little worried and troubled. She should be worried that Song Junxi and I would do something stupid!

"No, we don't have anything, we just love each other!" I quickly shook my head and explained, if my mother misunderstood what happened with Song Junxi, I'm afraid it would make her even more sad.

Although I don't want to break up with Song Junxi, I also don't want my mother to be angry because of it.

My mother was obviously relieved, but she still didn't give me a good face.

"Xia Xia, listen to my mother, and break up with the Song family before they know about it. Otherwise, if things get serious, Mom is afraid that you will be the one who will be sad. According to the conditions of the Song family, although it is not a noble family, but I will not agree with you to be together! Is there such a tragedy in the past and the present that there are few dramas? Mom has a clear attitude on this matter and will definitely not agree!"

Mom was unmoved at all, her attitude was very clear, and there was not even room for negotiation.

"Mom, I don't care, I don't care, we are going to college soon, we can work and study to support ourselves, Junxi said, even if we leave the Song family, we can do it!"

I knelt on the ground and begged bitterly.

"Do you still believe such stupid words? Mom has lived most of her life. She doesn't understand why it's as simple as you think. Xia Xia, the only ones who are obsessed with obsession are women who get hurt. Xia Xia, if you don't listen For mom, when you get better, our family will go back to our hometown, mom can't just watch you go astray!"

I saw that my mother's expression was very serious, she was definitely not joking with me.

"Mom, don't, Mom, I beg you, I beg you, for the sake of me being your daughter, let us be together, I am not afraid, I am not afraid of anything, if that day really comes, I will also I admit it, but now I can't be separated from him, it's too painful, do I have to be like Li Lan and Wu Gang to get the adults' understanding and blessing?"

As soon as I spoke, my mother slapped me on the face. After the slap, she stood there in disbelief, looking at her hand stupidly. Beaten once.

"Xiaxia...Mom didn't do it on purpose!" My mother was so distressed, she quickly knelt down to look at my face, maybe the movement was a little violent, and she knelt on the ground without thinking about it: "Mom didn't Hit you, Xia Xia, how can you say that to make mom sad, are you forcing mom to die?"

I mentioned the matter of Li Lan and Wu Gang to my mother before, and my mother also lamented that Wu Gang was a good boy who valued love and righteousness, and she sighed that God is short-sighted, such a cute child is so gone!

My mother hugged my headache and cried: "Xia Xia, mom is doing it for your own good, don't say such things in the future!"

"Mom, it's my fault that made you angry, but mom, I beg you, Junxi and I, we really like each other, so why don't we be like this?
If one day he really has to break up with me, then I will accept it, but now, I can't do it, I don't want to bear the pain prematurely because of an assumption in the future, in fact, I also try to break up with him , but that was worse!We have all become less like ourselves. . . . . . "

My mother sighed: "No matter what, Mom still disagrees with the matter between you two. Now you take care of your health first, and we will discuss this issue after you are discharged from the hospital!"

I nodded, that's all I can do at this moment, but I still dare not get up from the ground, is my mother still angry?
Mom looked at me kneeling there with my head bowed. After a while, she said, "Get up! Just because I let you get up doesn't mean I forgive you!"

"Thank you mom!"

"I don't need you to thank me and repay me for raising me. It is only natural for parents to work hard for their children. Mom just wants you to be worthy of the flesh and blood your parents gave you. Don't do stupid things!" My mother sighed, I took a change of clothes and helped me change, and went to do the laundry.

After a while, the doctor came to make rounds and asked if my arm still hurt and my head still felt dizzy.

When the doctor came to the door, my mother just came in: "Doctor, how is Xia Xia's recovery?"

"The child recovers quickly, there is nothing serious, but it needs to be taken care of, don't worry, it's fine!"

"Thank you, doctor, for your trouble!" My mother was very respectful in front of the doctor, and she didn't have the posture of reprimanding me just now.

I turned my face away, and couldn't bear to watch it any longer. Am I really unfilial? My parents worked so hard for me, but I let them down.

After the doctor left, my mother and I were left in the ward. My mother sat by my bed and said nothing. I really wanted to say sorry to my mother, but I hesitated for a long time and still didn't say it.

The nurse came in to give the needle, seeing my mother and I were silent there, thinking that my mother was worried about my condition, and said with a smile: "Auntie, don't worry too much, Xia Xia is recovering very well, maybe she can be discharged from the hospital next week Well, the wrist injury went home and took care of it, and when I leave the hospital, I will prepare a recipe for you, go back and follow it to make up for her, keep it well and recover well, without any sequelae!"

The nurse sister just graduated from nursing school and she is very enthusiastic. My mother was afraid that the nurse would see something and quickly got up from the bed, pulling the corner of her mouth vigorously: "Thank you Xiao Yang, you have taken so much care of our Xia Xia, Xia Xia is recovering well, You took good care of me, Auntie, thank you!"

"Auntie, don't be polite to us, this is what we should do, well, you guys rest, if you need anything, just ring the bell, or go to the nurse's station to find me!"

The morning is the busiest time for the nurses. They are busy with needle injections and dressing changes. They are so busy that they hardly touch the ground.

"Okay, trouble you!"

My mother sent Nurse Xiao Yang to the door and closed the door of the ward until she was far away.

At noon, Song Junxi seemed to have calculated the time, and called while my mother was going downstairs to help me buy food.

The tone was very anxious: "I sent you a text message in the morning, why didn't you reply, did Auntie make things difficult for you!"

I didn't tell Song Junxi that my mother didn't agree with us being together. I just said that I couldn't reply to the text message in the morning because I had a needle in my hand.

I found this reason quite enough. Song Junxi believed it and didn't ask any more.

"How do you feel? Are you feeling better? Does your head still hurt? How about your hands? Are your hands still hurting? I went to see you yesterday with great difficulty and didn't ask any of these, and I didn't ask if you're better!" Song Junxi blamed himself terribly.

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry, you don't have to keep texting me, I'll call you when I'm free!" I don't want my mother to find out that we are talking on the phone.

"What's wrong? Is it because Auntie won't let you be with me? Xia Xia, tell me, let's share the burden together!" Song Junxi's voice raised a little unconsciously, obviously caring.

"No, my mother is just angry that we kept it from her and didn't blame me. Don't worry, my mother loves me very much!" I don't want him to worry about me all the time.

"By the way, Mr. Xiaohai has gone to BJ. The train at noon today said that he would go to Tsinghua University to inquire about this matter in person. Mr. Xiaohai has really tried his best for this matter!"

In fact, I know why the teacher insisted on doing this. Even though the principal disagreed, he still insisted and even went to the imperial capital just for me.

Later, when the school started again in September, Teacher Xiaohai left the campus completely. In the future, our school will never have a teacher who was called wrong by the parents, but we also completely lost a good teacher who really cared for the students.

After I knew it, I asked him why he did that.

He smiled and said that it was very simple, he could not be a teacher, but he could not let a good student feel hopeless for the society and the school leaders because of such a bad incident, and let the child's little heart be hurt.

It's hard for anyone to say what a person's future achievements will be, but he can't just watch a child be devastated by what everyone thinks is an accident.

This is not a matter of whether she can take the college entrance examination or whether she can get into Tsinghua University, but to give her hope and make her feel that in addition to her parents, the teachers are also working hard for her future, so that the students will not be disappointed.

If some students encounter such things in the future, they will not be so desperate. Even if they work hard, they may not succeed, but they can still give him hope.

Teacher Xiaohai lost the chance to be re-employed by the school because of my affairs, and I still feel guilty about it.

He used his actions to prove the eight characters, Degao is a teacher and Gao is a fan.

He is worthy of the title of teacher!

I looked at the countdown on my mobile phone, and there were still eighteen days left, but I couldn't participate.

My mother looked at me in a daze and guessed that I was worried about not being able to take the college entrance examination.

"Xia Xia, you are still young. You are only 17 years old after this birthday. Let's not worry. Will there be another chance next year? I believe that the college entrance examination is nothing to us Xia Xia. Let's talk about your teacher Xiaohai Didn’t you go to BJ to talk about your business? Maybe our Xiaxia is lucky, Tsinghua University will admit us? Don’t think so much, take good care of your body, if you are bored and panic, then mom will buy it for you How about some youth digests?"

The tighter the college entrance examination, the more unstable my mood was, and the concussion required time to recuperate. When I thought about it, I felt very dizzy and irritable.

Song Junxi took time to send me a lot of text messages every day, as if deliberately avoiding my mother's objection to us being together, only asking about my physical condition, or sending some small jokes.

My body recovered well. I stayed in the hospital for a week, and the doctor said that I could be discharged. On the day I was discharged, Teacher Han and Teacher Wu both came.

Teacher Wu is also very heartbroken, but the matter has come to this point, there is no other way, let me not have to worry about anything, and I can recuperate at home.

In fact, the only way I can go is to recuperate well at home, what else can I do now?

I asked Mr. Wu if Director Liu came back from the imperial capital. Mr. Wu shook his head. Obviously, things did not go so smoothly. Does a school like Tsinghua say that it will admit a student casually, and it has already passed the recommendation It's time.

"Don't think too much, Director Liu has put a lot of thought into this matter!" Mr. Wu hesitated to speak, apparently because he didn't want to let me know the ugly side of society.

But it is very clear why Chen Lin is so arrogant, it is because her family has power, and even things other than this can't affect her in the slightest.

She still took her college entrance examination, but what about me?You can only waste a year of re-reading in vain!

"Xia Xia, I want to open more, you are still young, if you want to repeat, Teacher Han and I will fight for the school to apply for the highest scholarship for you, don't worry, if you have any difficulties, call the teacher, the teacher will definitely find a way for you of!"

Teacher Wu is the first head teacher I met in this school, and because she is a female teacher, so she gets along much better than Teacher Han. Maybe Teacher Han also knows this, so Teacher Wu is so pregnant. Pregnancy is busy with my affairs.

I know that they have their own difficulties, but no matter what, I am grateful to them. Although my high school life was not very successful in the end, I have no regrets!
(End of this chapter)