Love for a limited time

Chapter 120 Xia Xia loses control and collapses
Three days after I was discharged from the hospital, Mr. Xiaohai came back from BJ. I also knew that Mr. Xiaohai failed to help me apply for Tsinghua University. Although I was sad, it was expected.

This is the dream of many people, how can it be realized so easily, it is the best university in China, not a charity house.

When Xiaohai told me, his tone was very tactful, and he persuaded me for a long time before saying it.

I know that he has really tried his best for my affairs during this time, I can't let the teacher see my expression, I put away my disappointment.

"Teacher, I'm still young, I can take the exam again next year!" My heart was filled with mixed feelings.

"The teacher believes in you. Both you and Junxi are the best students the teacher has ever seen!"

Eileen Chang once said that one should become famous as early as possible. In fact, it is the same when going to university.

I didn't lose my chance to go to Tsinghua University, but any university chance.

Impossible not to feel lost, after Xiaohai left, I locked myself in the room alone, didn't want to say anything, didn't want to see anyone, I saw the distressed and guilty eyes of my parents, and it was like a stick in my throat.

Song Junxi called me in the afternoon and asked if I could not go to Tsinghua University together, and asked me if I would like to go to the Provincial University together. I didn’t understand what he meant, but he had already been recommended by Tsinghua University. What provincial university?
I asked him what was going on, and he told me not to worry about it. He just asked me, would I like to go to the provincial university with him?

Naturally, I am willing. A large part of my willingness to go to Tsinghua University is to go to the same school as him, but now it is impossible.

To be honest, I don't want to repeat the exam. I think anyone who has taken the college entrance examination will know how stressful it is to repeat the exam. If there is a way, I don't want to go through that kind of suffering again.

Besides, how hard it would be to live without him.

But the provincial university?Is it that simple?The provincial university is also the focus of the country. Once the opportunity at that time is missed, it will be too late to say anything.

Song Junxi gave up going abroad, if he gave up Tsinghua for me, no, absolutely no.

"Junxi, I will definitely be admitted to Tsinghua University next year. Don't mess around. If your uncles and aunts know, how sad you will be if you don't go to Tsinghua University!" I walked around the room anxiously.

Sad for myself, anxious for Junxi!
But Song Junxi also had his reasons, saying that his plan to go to the provincial university was not decided overnight.

City A is also developing very fast now, and he is very familiar with it. Besides, he doesn't like Tsinghua's major at all. If he graduates and finds a job in the future, it will be relatively difficult to find a job, and he will spend his whole life doing research. He is poor, but if he goes to the provincial university, he can study the computer major he likes, and it is also convenient to start a business.

Although what he said is right, I still don't want him to give up Tsinghua University. That is the dream of many college students. I can't be so selfish anymore!
I disagreed all the time on the phone, I told him I just wanted to repeat.

Until my mother knocked on the door: "Xia Xia, who are you talking to?"

I quickly hung up the phone and sat on the bed: "No one!"

"Xia Xia, don't think too much. Your father is already helping you find out about cram schools. The admission rate is [-]%. Your father and I have discussed it. Although your current high school is good, your parents are afraid If you are under too much mental pressure, it is not good.

Your dad has inquired about this repeating school, and it is also good. When the enrollment rate of students this year comes out, if it is good, we will make a decision! "

Mom was excited when she said that, and said that Dad went to the school for consultation, and also told me about my situation. If the school can show me a copy of my school grades, I can give me a discount on tuition.

"Mom, let me think about it again!" After answering Song Junxi's call, I was really confused, my mind was full of Tsinghua University, and I couldn't listen to anything.

"Xia Xia, the repeat students here are also admitted to Tsinghua University. In fact, mom doesn't have to force you to go to Tsinghua University. In fact, my parents have always thought that it would be good if you can go to the provincial university. After all, you are still in city A. Parents I can also take care of you, if it’s so far away from BJ, Mom still can’t bear it!”

"I know Mom, let me think about it again!"

My mother went out of the room, I sat on a chair, thinking about what they said, I tried to pick up the pen and try to see if I could write, but I couldn’t move my hand at all, and I couldn’t even hold the pen steadily .

I collapsed and pushed all the pens and notebooks on the table to the ground, making a crackling sound.

Why am I so useless? Seeing that the time has finally come, the ten-year cold window, I just watched helplessly, but I can't do anything.

My mother heard the movement in the room, ran in in a hurry, saw me lying on the table, things fell to the ground, knew that I was in a bad mood, and didn't want to disturb me, squatted down to pick up the things on the ground, and put them away silently. Okay, gently close the door when you leave.

Countdown to the college entrance examination, twelve days!
When I woke up, I felt a little thirsty and left the room, ready to pour a glass of water.

As soon as I opened the door, I was startled. I thought I was dazzled. Song Junxi was sitting upright on the sofa, obviously he hadn't just arrived.

"Why are you here?" Song Junxi must be too courageous. Last time at least my mother was not at home, so she came here, but this time, I was sleeping, and the only one who could open the door for him was my mother.

Song Junxi just laughed and didn't answer my words.

"What are you laughing at, what are you talking about, why are you here?" I quickly looked around, but my mother was not at home: "Where is my mother?"

"Auntie went out to buy vegetables!" Song Junxi patted the seat next to him, motioning for me to sit down and talk.

"My mother saw you...isn't she angry?" This is what I'm most worried about, my mother is against us being together, how could he let him in, this is very wrong!
"Why are you so angry, Auntie asked me what I like to eat, so I went shopping!"

"What did you tell my mother?" I suddenly became nervous, he won't make my mother angry, right?

Song Junxi took my hand and asked me to sit down next to him: "I didn't say anything, even if we are not allowed to fall in love, can't I come to see you as an ordinary classmate?"

"How could it be so simple!" I rolled my eyes at Song Junxi, this man is as cunning as a fox, how could it be as simple as he said, he must not have told me the truth.

"Has our Xia Xia really become smarter? I did bring you good news today!" Song Junxi put it off.

"What good news, you don't need to comfort me!" I'm already unlucky, what good news is there?I look extremely depressed!

"Xiaxia!" Song Junxi hugged me suddenly: "Don't worry, I will always be by your side in the future, and I won't let you suffer any more!"

(End of this chapter)