Love for a limited time

Chapter 121 If You Regret, Tell Me
I shook my head: "I don't need you to accompany me. You will go to Tsinghua University to wait for me this year. Next year, I will definitely abide by our agreement! Don't worry!"

Song Junxi smiled: "Fool, we don't have to wait until next year. I'm here today to tell you that Mr. Liu has already applied for the provincial university for you, and the provincial university knew about your situation and gave an answer today, willing to recommend you a place !"

"Provincial University? But..." But what about our appointment with Tsinghua University?

"I plan to take the college entrance examination. Wouldn't it be too embarrassing for someone as outstanding as me to be sent to university by recommendation!" Song Junxi said as if nothing had happened.

"Are you crazy?" I got up from the sofa all of a sudden, I was afraid that he would do this, but I didn't expect that I would have no time to react so quickly.

"Silly girl, the Provincial University is not bad. The computer major of the Provincial University is also very famous in the country. Moreover, the epidemic situation in BJ is so serious now. Many people who plan to apply for BJ University have given up? I have also considered this after some consideration. Yes, the Department of Physics was not what I wanted, and it was just a stopgap measure at the time!"

Song Junxi stood up: "Okay, okay, don't worry about me, don't be angry, I still have to take the college entrance examination, if I fail in performance, I can't even pass the provincial university entrance exam, then I really have to repeat it gone?"

"Are you a fool? You don't want a good chance to go abroad. If you don't get into Tsinghua University, I have never seen anyone more stupid than you!"

I can't feel the notoriety of God in my heart, sad, moved, surprised, all emotions are mixed together.

"Maybe that's true, those who are close to vermilion are red and those who are close to ink are black, and if you stay with a fool for a long time, you will become a fool!" Song Junxi rubbed my hair, it was already messy, but now it is even more out of style.

"You bastard, why don't you discuss such a big matter with me!" I was moved, but the future is not a trifle, I can't drag him down anymore.

"Didn't I discuss it with you?"

"Are you negotiating? I haven't agreed yet. You just decided like this. I don't agree. I have already decided to repeat the study. No matter what, you have to go to Tsinghua University!" I turned around and ignored her.

"It's too late!" Song Junxi paused, and walked in front of me: "Xia Xia, I said, I have you in my future, and I can't miss a day! So, I won't let you repeat the exam again, I won't Let our love wait any longer!"

"You'll regret it, it's not worth it for me!"

"Yes, I have already regretted it. I should have made our relationship public earlier, so that Chen Lin would not do such a thing to you, and you would not be hurt. I am dying of regret and guilt. I can't wait to come and replace you. You bear this, Xia Xia, didn't we go to Tsinghua University just to be together, and it's the same at the Provincial University now, anyway, I won't let you suffer any more!"

I naturally know how perfect Song Junxi's vision for our future is, but he is the only one who paid for that future vision.

Even the only college entrance examination that I can participate in, I can't take it now. I am completely useless and will only drag him down.

If it weren't for me, Song Junxi could go abroad or go to Tsinghua University with peace of mind. Now it's all because of me that I'm in this state. I can't bear the love he gave, let alone repay it!

"Song Junxi, I don't want you to be like this. I don't want you to always pay for me and sacrifice for me. How can you let me be with you with peace of mind? I feel like a waste. I can't do anything, and I can't help you. We... Song Junxi, we are not suitable at all!"

Song Junxi pulled my body: "What's not suitable, I said it's suitable, Xia Xia, have you forgotten how much we suffered from each other last time? Besides, there is nothing wrong with the Provincial University. The most important thing is that we are in Together, in your heart, our future is not as good as these, Xia Xia, is our future not as good as these?"

Song Junxi hugged me and refused to let go despite my struggle: "You fool!"

"I'm!"

"Fool!"

"Yes!"

"idiot!"

"Yes, I am. I'm all right. Don't be angry. Go and wash your face. Auntie should be back soon. What does it look like crying like this?"

I washed my face casually, but I really can't comb my hair with one hand.

Song Junxi smiled and saw that I was tossing hard with one hand for a long time, but I still didn't tie it up. Then he came over with a smile, took the hair tie and comb in my hand, and soon a simple ponytail was combed.

"How is it, it's not bad!"

"Isn't it just a ponytail, what's there to be proud of!" I glanced at Song Junxi, deliberately annoying him.

"Do you think my piercing is not good enough? It seems that I still need to learn more!" Song Junxi looked left and right on my head.

"Junxi, if one day you regret it, you must tell me!"

"It's a pity, you can't wait for that day in your life!" Song Junxi seemed not suitable for such an affectionate look, because every time he did this, I wanted to cry.

Is it because I'm worthless, or because his acting skills are too good, and I'm still used to his indifferent appearance, am I a masochist?

But when I see him like this, I feel so guilty that I can't look directly at him. I would rather he shout at me, call me a fool, and feel less guilty if he doesn't know how to cherish.

"Why do I always want to cry!" I lowered my head, not knowing how to face him.

"I can lend you a shoulder, maybe you still want to cry in someone else's arms!" Song Junxi asked me to lean on his shoulder: "It's agreed, don't cry anymore!"

"Who makes you always make me sad, can you discuss with me about anything in the future, don't tell me at the end, I can also work hard for our future, I don't want to hide everything every time I encounter something Behind your back, I can also face it with you!"

"Okay, I promise you, but you also have to promise me one thing, don't be sad alone again, uncles and aunts will be sad when they see you sad, I know you are a filial daughter, starting today, Be happy and wait for the school to start in September!"

Recently, because I was irritable, I often lost my temper, threw things, skipped meals, didn’t sleep at night, and didn’t see people during the day, so I locked myself in the room, causing them to worry about me. I was really unfilial.

As I was talking, I heard the sound of the key opening the door. It should be that my mother came back.

I quickly got out of Song Junxi's arms, wiped away my tears, and walked out of the room.

"Mom, you're back!" I originally planned to take the bag from Mom's hand, but then I realized that my right hand can't lift things at all!Then stand there stupidly!
(End of this chapter)