Love for a limited time

Chapter 158 I just want him to live a good life
People like me should stay away from others, so as not to make people around them unlucky.

"Xiaxia, we are friends!" Han Xiaoya held my hand stubbornly: "Xiaxia, you have dropped out of school now, what are your plans in the future? You wait for a while, Junxi is still negotiating with his uncle and aunt. When he comes out, everything will be fine!"

I heard him say that Junxi is still having trouble with his family, and I looked at her all of a sudden: "How is he?"

Han Xiaoya shook her head: "He's not good, not at all. If you saw him, you wouldn't recognize him. His current situation is not much better than yours. Uncles and aunts feel very distressed!"

I suddenly knelt down in front of Han Xiaoya: "Xiaoya, I don't need your help, but I want to ask you one thing!"

Seeing me like this, Han Xiaoya quickly reached out to help me: "Just say what you want me to do. We are all friends. If you want anything, get up!"

"Just let me say that!" I stubbornly refused to get up and looked at Han Xiaoya.

"You can see Junxi, right?"

"I can. Uncle and aunt asked me to help persuade him, but I'm very ashamed, it's useless at all!" Han Xiaoya's tone was tinged with frustration.

"Okay, just tell Song Junxi that...my mother and I left this city, and we don't know where we went, so let him stop looking for me! Or just say that I am dead and have disappeared from this world Already..."

"Xia Xia, are you crazy? What are you going to do with yourself in the future? You shouldn't have left him at this time!" Han Xiaoya looked at me with disbelief in her eyes.

"Xiao Ya, there will be no result between me and him. I clearly know that the result will be this way but I still like him stubbornly. This is God's punishment for me. I am too self-sufficient. Xiao Ya, Junxi With me, I will only drag him down. I think about it. My life is already like this. There is no need to drag him into the water. I think he has a good life. I don’t want him to be so depressed. You just tell him , It would be best if I die too, and I can let him have nothing to worry about from now on!"

Han Xiaoya shook her head desperately, and I smiled bitterly: "Is there a worse life than mine? I will drag him down for the rest of his life, Xiaoya, I know, you like her, right?

If you like him, stay by his side, like her for me, and take care of him for me. What I, Liu Xia owes you, can only be repaid in the next life.

Xiaoya, I beg you, please persuade Junxi not to let him look for me, Xia Xia in the past is dead, I have nothing left, I think he lives happily, then I will be very satisfied, it can be regarded as Lighten my sin a little! "

"Xia Xia! I've never seen such a stupid person like you. How did two people who love each other so much come to be like this!" Han Xiaoya wiped her tears and desperately pulled me up.

"Our love was wrong from the very beginning, we are still too young, too naive, Xiaoya, don't say you have seen me, and don't come to me again, I am ready to leave here and start a new life, I will not be here in the future the city!"

"Where are you going, we... How can I find you in the future?" Han Xiaoya looked at me, her eyes were also red.

"Don't look for me, you go! Just tell him that, if you want us to live well, you know, what kind of life is the best choice for Junxi!"

"But, what will you do in the future?" Han Xiaoya asked worriedly.

"I will have a good life in the future! You go, Junxi will entrust everything to you!"

I watched Han Xiaoya leave with three steps and three turns, sitting on the ground for a long time unable to recover.

Everything has really passed. In this world, there are three people I love the most. One is dead, the other is crazy, and only Junxi is left. I don’t want his future to be stained because of me. Without me, he is still the same. It would be that Sung Joon Hee from the Sun, maybe I should have left long ago!

I used the phone in the room to call the landlord. She only gave me 3000 yuan for the deposit of [-] yuan. She said that my rent was overdue, and it would be calculated as a month's money. It's like I picked up a bargain.

I stood on the road with the refunded rent, and I really had to rely on myself in the future.

The remaining money is only enough for my mother's medical expenses for a year. I don't have time to be depressed. I want to make money to support my mother to atone for my sins.

When my father was alive, he often said that as long as people work hard, they will live a good life.

Can I let my mother live a good life?
The place where I rented a house was a small town on the edge of city A. At that time, the house developer hadn't developed the house there.

Therefore, it is relatively quiet compared to the bustling metropolis.

At night, with the lights turned off, I can hear the sound of the wind blowing the branches violently shaking.

It sounds hopeless on a night like this.I've been here for almost a week now and haven't found a job yet, I'm not yet an adult and it's not easy to find a job.

Tomorrow, I will go to the hospital to deliver a change of clothes to my mother. I asked the doctor that my mother would go to bed after lunch every day. Go crazy when it comes to me.

The street was very lively. I just remembered that today is Christmas when I received a flyer handed to me. I remembered that Junxi told me that he would take me to the movies on Christmas.

Unfortunately. . . . .

My eyes were sore that I wanted to shed tears. The girl who handed out the leaflets looked at me and rubbed my eyes: "Miss, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, it's windy, I squinted my eyes, thank you!"

"Our store has a [-]% discount for Christmas today. Miss, if you are free, go and have a look!"

"Okay, thank you!" I left quickly, I am very afraid of these lively places now.

I got off here just to help my mother buy egg tarts. Our family came to eat KFC once, and my mother liked to eat the egg tarts inside. She used to love money and was never willing to eat it.

Now she is so sick that I can't even recognize her. I just want her to taste the taste she likes again.

When I arrived at the hospital, my mother fell asleep, and I held her hand and sat beside her for a long time.

Until the nurse came to remind me that my mother was about to wake up from a nap and told me to go out quickly.

Sure enough, not long after I came out of the ward, she woke up, saw the egg tart by the bed, stared at it for a long time as if in a daze, and then picked it up.

The nurse didn't know what to say to her, she seemed to be thinking hard, then suddenly hugged her head and threw the egg tart on the floor.

The nurse comforted her for a long time before she calmed down, but suddenly got off the bed, picked up the egg tarts on the floor and stuffed them into her mouth carelessly.

I couldn't bear to look at it like that, turned my head, and rushed out of the hospital, wanting to cry, but I couldn't shed a single tear.

(End of this chapter)