Love for a limited time

Chapter 159 Hard work day after day

I stumbled out of the hospital. Today is Christmas, everywhere is full of excitement.

Just me, wandering alone.

I feel so helpless, I miss my father, my mother, and him.

I really want to go back to our home and take another look, even if it is from a distance, it can be regarded as a farewell to the past.

I only take one look, and from now on, I will never look at him or think about him again!

I got out of the car, and every step I took, those memories played out in my mind like rewinding, those touching, those sweet.

I don't know what's going on with our room now. The pot of roses must have withered since they haven't been watered for so long.

And the tortoise we bought together, Junxi said that the tortoise is the best to raise, and has a long life, just like our love, it will live well even in the wind and rain.

It was very cold and gloomy that day, and I wrapped myself tightly with the hat on the down jacket.

A taxi sped past me and narrowly missed hitting me.

The driver's scolding came over: "You're looking for death, you don't have eyes!"

I bowed my head and ignored it. I wanted to die very much. If I died, I wouldn't have to suffer so much anymore, and I could be relieved.

But, I can't, I'm dead, what should my mother do?
As soon as I arrived, I saw a familiar car downstairs. It belonged to the Song family. I recognized the license plate number.

Could it be Junxi. . . . . .

I didn't have time to be dazed, so I quickly hid behind the tree, for fear of being seen.

Originally, I only wanted to take a look from a distance, but I didn't expect to meet the Song family.

I don't know if Junxi has come, but I really want to see him one last time.

I hid there and didn't dare to move. It seemed like half a century had passed.

I finally saw someone coming out of the stairs, it was Junxi, followed by two people, probably looking at him specially.

He has lost a lot of weight, his head is bowed, and his hair has grown a lot, covering his eyes so I can't see his face clearly.

The cactus in his hand is what I put next to his computer desk, specially for radiation protection.

Before he got into the car, he turned his head back and looked around. His eyes paused behind the tree where I was hiding. I was afraid that he would see me, so I hid quickly and didn't dare to look again.

"Xiaxia..." The shrill cry was heart-piercing. At that moment, I really wanted to rush up and tell her that I am here, I am here!

But I can't, only in this way can he forget the past and live a good life.

Song Junxi was stuffed into the car. I watched the car go far before I dared to appear. I stood there stupidly looking at the direction that had long since disappeared.

Not a single tear was shed!I can't cry anymore.

I felt so uncomfortable that my body was about to explode at any time, I squatted down, buried my head in my lap, and could only whimper softly.

Junxi, this time, we really have to break up, forgive me!

I couldn't find a suitable job. Finally, with the help of the landlord's grandmother, I found a job as a dishwashing and odd job in a restaurant in a small town. It cost 800 yuan a month. Although it is not much, the market is like this. In grandma's face.

I can't find a better job, so I can only do it first.

The proprietress is also a good person, she took pity on my experience, and thought I was young, so she treated me pretty well, and allowed me to eat two meals in the restaurant, lunch and dinner, which was already a big deal for me at that time Thanks to my favor, two meals can save me a lot of money.

After they knew that my mother was hospitalized, they gave me half a day off every week to see my mother.

I went to the hospital to bring back the clothes my mother wanted to change, and washed them before sending them to the hospital.

Grandma saw me working so hard, and sympathized with me: "Girl, you are still so young, isn't it a pity to wash dishes all your life?"

"Grandma, there is nothing to regret. I just want to make money to treat my mother, and I don't think about anything else!"

While rubbing the clothes, I talked to my grandma: "Grandma, do you have anything to wash? Bring it together, and I'll wash it for you!"

I have fully accepted the current life now, washing dishes and serving dishes every day, day after day, these two months, I have been very tired, but when I took the first month's salary to buy my mother When I was wearing a down jacket, I felt that such days were extremely solid.

Every time I serve the dishes, I think of my mother, did she repeat such boring work every day before.

Every day I was too tired to straighten my back, but thinking that every penny I earned might cure my mother's illness, my spirit came up.

"Grandma has no clothes to wash. Since you came, grandma hasn't washed clothes for a long time. Xia Xia, if you do this again, grandma will be embarrassed. You can't wash dishes for a lifetime. Wait until your mother recovers from illness , if she knows that you are washing the dishes, she will feel bad!"

Grandma regretted introducing me to this job when she knew that I was only 17 years old. At this age, I should study in school.

I just told my grandma that I didn't finish high school, and I didn't tell her about my dropout from college. I didn't want people to know that I had such a past, not because I was afraid of embarrassment, but because my heart hurts.

"Grandma, I know, I want to study on my own when my mother recovers from her illness, and now the country recognizes self-examination diplomas!" I told my grandma with a smile, not wanting her to worry too much about me.

"Oh, what a miserable child. When your uncle comes back for the New Year, grandma will ask him to find a job for you in City A. That way, it will be more convenient for you to take care of your mother, and you can earn more money!"

"No need grandma, I'm fine like this!" I lowered my head to prevent her from seeing my reddish eye circles.

I rubbed my clothes harder to hide my panic.

Grandma talked to me and went back to the room. I sat alone in the water room and washed clothes. Outside the house, I thought about the sound of children setting off firecrackers, reminding me that the Chinese New Year is coming soon.

In those few years, people still attached great importance to the New Year. It was only the twentieth of the twelfth lunar month, and the couple had already closed their shop and returned to their hometown.

They said that this is the only chance to go home for a reunion once a year, and they want to go back to accompany their children, and they will not open until after the Lantern Festival.

When I left, they gave me an extra 200 yuan in addition to my salary, and asked me to buy some delicious food for my mother. The eldest sister said that their life is not easy, there are two children in the family and the elderly, otherwise they should give me more!

I shirked it, but finally accepted it. People are poor and short-sighted, and 200 yuan is also very important to me.

I have been visiting her secretly for the past two months. The doctor said that my mother has recovered well during this period. Although she still can't remember the past, she rarely goes crazy.

Emotional control is very good, as long as I don't stimulate her, maybe she will recognize me gradually in the future, but for the sake of treatment, I still need to restrain my emotions and try not to let her see me.

I heard the doctor say that she had hope to recover, and I was so excited that I almost cried. I saw us eating by ourselves through the door of the ward. After eating, I took a rag to wipe the bed and the windowsill.

The doctor also stood behind me: "You see, she is normal when she is not crazy, and she likes to do things very much. The corridors of our hospital do not need to be cleaned now. She will clean up first every day, but no matter how we hint her I don't remember anything from the past!"

I wiped away my tears: "Thank you doctor, my mother will definitely remember me one day, thank you for your trouble!"

"Don't worry, this is what we should do!"

(End of this chapter)