Love for a limited time

Chapter 176

After Chen Zhiwen left, I went back to my room with a heavy heart, staring at the diamond ring in my hand in a daze, am I really going to marry myself like this?

Ten years, after this summer, we have been separated for a full ten years.

What can be done in ten years, falling in love, getting married, and having children are all enough.

He must be married. Maybe he already has a child. It is impossible for us. I knew it more than ten years ago.

Song Junxi, starting today, I want to completely forget you!
I really can't think of you anymore!
My mother opened the door and came in, seeing me standing in front of the window staring at the ring in a daze, "Xia Xia!"

"Mom!" I turned around and quickly wiped away my tears, but she still saw me.

"Xia Xia, forget about him!" My mother pulled me to sit down by the bed.

"I didn't!" I naturally refused to admit it.

"Mother, mother, knows what you think!" My mother took my hand and said, "Silly boy, it's been ten years, and people have already forgotten you. The relationship when you were young is like a child's play. You are 27 years old this year." If you are not 17 years old, it is impossible for your mother to accompany you for the rest of your life, if one day your mother leaves and you are alone, how can you let your mother and your father feel at ease in the underground!"

"Mom, I'm unfilial and always make you worry!" It's easy to say something, but when it comes to doing it, only you know how difficult it is.

"Which parent doesn't worry about their children. Worrying is one thing. Mom doesn't want you to be stupid again. After ten years of being stupid, a woman has several decades. A woman's youth is very short. It's rare to meet someone who treats you like this." Well, Zhiwen is also a good boy, after waiting for you for four years, he is older than you, there are not many such children!"

I know that he is very nice, but being nice and loving him doesn't really seem to have much to do with each other.

Maybe someday I'll like him, but that's also because he's my husband.

I looked up at my mother with a smile: "Don't worry, I will marry him as soon as possible!"

"Mom knows that you are suffering in your heart. Zhibin is also a good boy. Mom has seen it in her eyes all these years. Mom also likes him. Not to mention his friendship with Junxi, I am afraid that I will not be able to pass my own test. His family background is not comparable to ours, people have to see their own position, mother is not self-deprecating, mother does not want you to be underestimated."

"I understand!" I wiped my mother's tears with a tissue: "I just need time, Mom, I want to live a good life in the future, otherwise I wouldn't agree to his marriage proposal!"

Knowing that it is uncomfortable and impossible, but still doing it uncontrollably, this is not self-inflicted or self-inflicted.

"Mom, I envied you and Dad very much when I was young. Although it was hard work, Dad was really kind to you. I remember when I was seven years old, Dad bought you a skirt when I came back from town. I was very envious. , Let’s just say that my father is eccentric and likes my mother more than Xia Xia. My father smiled and told me that one day I will meet someone like my father who likes my mother, who will take care of me instead of my parents for the rest of my life.

Later, I met Song Junxi, and I thought I had found it. Although I knew how big the gap was between us, I was still obsessed with it. Mom, I never regretted that I fell in love with him, but I regretted that I killed my father. , now this love has become my burden, I am not happy, I am guilty, so I must let go! "

My mother took my hand: "It's a long time ago. Some feelings don't necessarily stay together. Just like falling in love is easy but staying together is difficult." She patted my hand, "The person who will be with you for a lifetime may not always be with you. You like it, but he must like you, just like Zhiwen!"

"I understand, Mom, I should let go too!" I smiled slightly at Mom, "When I can't bear this love, I have to learn to let go, I understand too late, there is nothing wrong with us falling in love, but Let go when it becomes a burden to each other, we were both too young then!"

The next day, when I was at work, I was wearing the ring that Chen Zhiwen gave me. People in the office saw it at a glance, and all of a sudden they came over and chattered: "Wow, sister Xia Xia, you are going to get married." Is it? Is it with our Manager Chen!"

"Idiot, then there is no need to ask, it must be, otherwise who else?"

"When is the day, when will you invite us to dinner?"

"I will tell you when the date is fixed!" I sat down in my seat with a faint smile.

"Sister Xia Xia, after you and our boss get married, do you want to transfer to another department or resign? The company has express regulations that husband and wife cannot be in the same department!"

"Yes, sister Xia Xia, don't resign, it's rare for us to meet such a good supervisor!"

"Isn't that Mr. Chen is going to leave this department?"

"Mr. Chen's working ability could have been promoted a long time ago. Now that Xia Xia has agreed to propose, Mr. Chen will be promoted. Double happiness!"

"Okay, okay, everyone, stop guessing, and tell everyone when we decide, whether you are in this company or not, we are still friends!"

In fact, it’s not that I haven’t thought about this issue. It’s not good for a husband and wife to stay in the same company. Sister Yueyan also urged me to go to her studio many times. I can go there anyway. I have already decided Married to Chen Zhiwen.

What happened in the past is already passing away, let it pass.

Wu Gang and Ma Li got married last year, and I went there on the wedding day. Wu Gang drank a lot of wine that day, got completely drunk, and cried earth-shatteringly.

Sitting beside me, Ma Li watched him go berserk, didn't scold or cry, and said quietly, "I know the person he likes is not me, I can fight with anyone, but I If I can't compete with a dead person, I will accept my fate for the rest of my life!"

She smiled quietly, with love, tolerance, and helplessness in her eyes. Everyone's feelings are not satisfactory, but life must go on.

Luo Meijuan stirred the coffee in the cup round and round: "I'm getting married, congratulations!"

My eyes were pale, and I smiled slightly. I even felt that this smile was too bitter.

"Still can't forget?"

I didn't speak, and my eyes fell on the front. It was a couple, each holding a book and watching quietly.Girls would ask boys questions from time to time, and the boys looked patient.

I couldn't help but think of the scene when I was with Song Junxi many years ago.

In a blink of an eye, it has been ten years, and ten years have passed by. What took away was my youth, and what was left behind was an old heart.

I slowly withdrew my gaze, took a sip of coffee, it was so bitter and hard to swallow: "He and I have always had no fate."

"Woman, once you get married, everything will be fine. I used to think that I would never meet a man who is more affectionate than him in my life!"

Luo Meijuan smiled. She didn't go back to her hometown. In city A, she reunited with her high school classmate who had a crush on her for many years and got married. Her daughter is over two years old, very cute!

(End of this chapter)