Love for a limited time

Chapter 177 Xia Xia, he is coming back!

I went to the bank to do some business in the afternoon, and got off work early, just in time Meijuan asked me to have coffee with me and came over.

When it was time to get off work, Chen Zhiwen called. He was nearby and would pick me up later.

Luo Meijuan chuckled and joked, "Although Chen Zhiwen is not as good as Song Junxi, he is also a peerless good man. You have a pretty good relationship."

"If I say that none of this is what I want, you must say I'm hypocritical!" I sighed.

"I understand, don't always feel sorry for yourself, you see, the relationship between Yueyan and Yu Zhe is not as good as you and Song Junxi, why don't you and Lu Wenxuan have a good time now!"

Chen Zhiwen's car stopped at the intersection, I saw it from a distance, and said to Meijuan: "I have to go, he's here to pick me up, see you when we're free!"

"Xia Xia, I'm actually here today mainly to say goodbye to you. Chen Sheng is going to be transferred to the US headquarters, and I'm leaving next month. I'm afraid I won't be able to attend your wedding!"

Her smile was a little sad, and I murmured: "Are you even leaving?"

Meijuan is the only friend I can talk to these years, and now even she is leaving!
"Xia Xia, I hope you will be happy!"

"Look at how stupid I am, I should congratulate you! Take some time, Zhiwen and I treat you and Chensheng to dinner, and we're seeing you off!"

"it is good!"

"Get in the car and go see how the decoration of our new home is going. See if there is anything else that needs to be added." Chen Zhiwen said with a smile.

I got into the car and couldn't feel better.

"What's wrong?" Chen Zhiwen also noticed that I was not in high spirits.

"It's nothing, Meijuan is leaving, and her husband is going to be transferred to the US headquarters!"

Chen Zhiwen was silent for a moment: "Life is impermanent, isn't it just like this, maybe you will be transferred back in a few years, don't be too sad!"

I nodded.

The weather in early August, the heat has not faded, I decided that it would be better for me to resign and leave. Chen Zhiwen has strong work ability and is valued in Yuanyang, so resigning may not be able to find such a suitable position.

I'm different. It doesn't matter if you are a leader or not, even if you start from a small staff.

Sister Yueyan also kept calling me to come over. I thought about it and decided to go. She pays a high salary, so I don't have to struggle with money in the future.

I heard from Sister Yueyan that Zhibin is about to get engaged, and the other party's family background is very good, and he is well-matched.

Although I haven't met her before, I think she must be a good girl who is knowledgeable and reasonable. He is such a good person, there should be a good girl to match him.

All of us in this group have settled down. It's great. I hope everyone can be happy.

I have been in the workplace for many years, and I work very smoothly, without any adaptation period.

Sister Yueyan also seems to have something on her mind recently. I saw her lose her temper several times while talking on the phone in the office.

I wanted to ask, but I was afraid I had too much to do.

After get off work, she said that she wanted to go around the province and asked me to accompany her for a walk.

I haven't been here for many years, and I don't have any good memories here.

There are still tall and lush plane trees at both ends, covering everything.Even in the hot summer, this road is cool.

Many years ago, he and I walked here together, feeling that nothing has changed, only ourselves have changed.

The arched small wooden bridge has been around for some time, and there are many people walking, the original iron red color has faded.Her eyes fell on the lake.

The water lilies in the lake are staggered and floating on the water, and the lotus is already in full bloom.

"Xia Xia, I heard that you are getting married!" In fact, when Sister Yueyan asked me out, I felt that she wanted to tell me something, and it was true.

"Well, it's scheduled for October!"

"Xia Xia, in fact, I asked you to come over today to say sorry to you!"

I smiled: "Miss Yueyan was joking, I work in Feihong and you take care of me everywhere, it's too late for me to thank you!"

"No, Xia Xia, listen to me! My mother accidentally overheard me talking to Yu Zhe back then. She is Xiaoya's aunt. She called and told me about the marriage between the Song family and the Han family. Aunt Yao.

I didn't know at the time that Mom knew about it from me and Yu Zhe. Xia Xia, I only found out after the fact. All these years, I have always wanted to tell you, Xia Xia, I'm sorry, if my conversation with Yu Zhe hadn't been overheard by my mother Now, you and Junxi won't be in this situation today.

I understand the pain of loss, I know how sad you are, maybe God took Yu Zhe's life just to punish me and Yu Zhe for betraying our friends, Xia Xia, I'm sorry! "

I shook my head and took Yueyan's hand: "Don't think like this, it doesn't matter to you, even if Auntie doesn't say anything, the Song family will know sooner or later, it's because we are too young and too ignorant, everything is over, I don't want to mention it again! This matter has nothing to do with you, don't feel guilty!"

"Xia Xia, if he comes back, is it still possible for you?" Sister Yueyan asked cautiously.

I smiled and looked at this piece of water lilies, a gust of wind passed by, and the scenery was very beautiful.

I shook my head: "No, we have been separated for almost ten years. I have my life, and he should have his. We are like two intersecting straight lines. We used to love each other, but we are destined to drift away. In this way, Sister Yueyan, in fact, we may not be able to reach the end if we are together all the time, people are always obsessed with what they can't get, I want to forget it!"

I bowed my head, these words are not so much speaking to Sister Yueyan, as I am deceiving myself, only I know how difficult it is.

"Do you love him? That Chen Zhiwen?"

"Love, he will be my husband!" I wanted to laugh, but my eyes were sour, and I wanted to cry!

I tried not to let the tears flow out, why is the wind so annoying, it makes people's eyes sore.

Many nights, many times when I dreamed back in the middle of the night, I hid in the dark, yearning almost to the point of madness, lovesickness, slowly nibbling my body like a worm, until I became a big empty hole.

The night is always so long and so dark. The rain outside the window is the tears in my heart, and there will never be a day when it will drip.

Shedding tears, losing heart, waking up from a nightmare, but life still goes on, this is life!

Living is much harder than dying!
There are many kinds of love, just like the many things I can't let go of at the moment!
Yueyan saw that I was silent and didn't say a word, we both had our own thoughts facing the pond of water lilies, and the evening breeze was blowing.

She didn't look at me, facing the wind, she suddenly said softly: "Xia Xia, he's coming back!"

(End of this chapter)