Love for a limited time

Chapter 186 How Sinful Are My Sins
"Mr. Song, I ask you not to speculate or make rash judgments. This is my private matter. Please don't interfere with my private affairs, Mr. Song!"

I gritted my teeth and let myself hold my breath!

Song Junxi spread his hands: "I'm sorry, Ms. Liu misunderstood. In fact, what I want to express is that Ms. Liu should not delay our work because of personal feelings. After all, this case is very important to me!"

"You..." I was so angry that I couldn't speak.

"Liu Xia, can we stop doing this, three days are so important to you!"

"Okay, it's decided like this!" I opened the door and left his office, not wanting to continue this meaningless conversation.

After I came out, I called Chen Zhiwen and told him that I don't need to pick me up after get off work today, because there is a job that needs to be closed to complete!
Although he had some doubts, he didn't ask too much. When he was about to hang up the phone, he said, "Xia Xia, I'll pick you up in three days, and we'll get your certificate!"

"Okay, take good care of Mom!"

"Do not worry!"

I hung up the phone, and when I turned around, Song Junxi was standing behind me.

He pursed his lips and frowned.

I didn't want to ignore him and went back to my office.

It was only at dinner time that he realized that he had planned it for a long time. The upstairs of this apartment is full of ready-made lounges, and mine is next door to his!
Opening the window, it turned out to be a small garden. I couldn't sleep, my chest was so congested, I wanted to go out for a walk!
The night wind was slightly chilly, I shivered, and subconsciously hugged my arms tightly.

"It's so late, I still don't rest!" A coat has been put on me.

Without turning around, I know who it is!
I sighed, why is this person so pervasive, so I can't have my own private space?

"This doesn't seem to have anything to do with Mr. Song. I didn't leave here, so it's not a violation! So Mr. Song doesn't have to worry about me revealing business secrets!"

I turned around, gave him my coat, and got ready to go up.

"Xiaxia!" He took my arm: "I just want to have a quiet meeting with you, three days, just three days?"

"I'm sorry, it's not necessary!" My voice was so low that even I couldn't hear myself clearly.

I'd be an idiot if I couldn't figure out what he was up to after he arranged this.

Unfortunately, all this is useless!

Song Junxi seemed to have exhausted his last bit of patience, he didn't want to talk too much, he tore my hand off the door frame, and carried me by the waist. I haven't seen him for ten years, but the refined and refined Song Junxi has learned a lot.

I was carried by Song Junxi all the way and struggled all the way, and my fist hit him on the back, "You are crazy, let me down..."

Song Junxi ignored me at all, my fists seemed to be hitting cotton, and he took me to the grass next to the garden and threw me down. I was wearing slippers when I came down, seeing that I was staggering and not standing still, In the end, I still couldn't bear it, and stretched out my hand to pull me: "Do you hate me so much?"

I know that my cold attitude angered him. It seems that this method is really useful to deal with Song Junxi.

However, how could it involve hating him?I glared at him, he looked horrifying, and I was a little afraid that he would hit someone with his hands. After all, I did this on purpose to make him completely give up, and for self-protection, I simply kept silent.

If I had shown such a trace of fear in the past, Song Junxi would definitely be fine, but today, Song Junxi, who was forced to red-eyed, made up his mind to give me a final account.

He pinched my chin and forced me to face him. He was fierce and hoarse, "Say, it's because you hate me for taking you away from home, causing your father to have an accident, and your mother to be sick, so you tortured me like this?"

A voice in my heart shouted, of course not, I never hated you because of that, it is the responsibility of the two of us, especially me...
But I couldn't tell the truth at this time, so I had to break my excuses and deal with Song Junxi, "That's not true, I have no love or hatred for you, but when I reach the marriageable age, I meet the right person and I want to marry, I will live a peaceful life Isn't it good?"

Song Junxi sneered, "The right age, the right person? Then what am I in your heart? What is your promise to me?"

Song Junxi was even angrier, grabbed my shoulders, almost picked me up, and shouted, "Do you remember your agreement with me? I said I would pick you up at your house. We will see you soon, but where did you go?" ? Do you know that I waited there for a day and a night? Do you know how I found you? Do you know what I think? If you say you disappear, you disappear, and you turn me into a mental patient to see a psychiatrist?"

I knew that he had paid for the appointment, that he was looking for me like crazy, and that he was seeing a psychologist in the United States.

"Give me an explanation, where did you go? Tell me! Tell me! I came back to you more than a year later, but they all told me that you were dead. I don't believe it. Four years ago, Zhibin went to the United States and told me I said you were dead, and Xiao Ya also said you were dead, and all of you are hiding it from me!" Song Junxi was so angry that he wanted to hit me, and finally hit the tree next to him with his fist.

I gritted my teeth, since it's come to this point anyway, it's better to let him give up: "I made them say that because I don't want you to disturb my happy life."

"You?" Song Junxi pointed at me, really stimulated, it was the first time I saw Song Junxi so angry that I couldn't speak.

I looked at him calmly: "Aren't you going to get married soon? Is it interesting to be entangled like this?"

"You know it very well!" Song Junxi laughed back angrily, with a dark tone, "Liu Xia, do you know how I have been here for so many years? I will look for you when I am awake, and I will find you crazy. After I am awake, I will ignore you." I went back to China to look for you, but the result I got was that you committed suicide, but I don't believe it!

I was looking for you like crazy. For five years, I stayed abroad, and I ran away time and time again. Until that time, my mother ran directly in front of my car, and she forced me to give up with her life. Haha, my sins are endless. How serious, your father died because of me, your mother was crazy because of me, my mother will never walk again, or because of me, Liu Xia, I am not afraid that I will have another sin, I will never let you go in this life, what do you want me to do? Forget about you, the two of us are destined to be entangled endlessly in this life!I will not give up!

I have tried to forget, to fall in love, and even to get married, but I have given up, why?Even if everyone said you were dead, I never gave up?What about you? "

I stepped back step by step, I knew his life would not be easy, but I didn't expect it to be like this, Aunt Yao...
I was crying and trembling all over, this, how did this make him suffer.

(End of this chapter)